by Bernhard Guenther
Over the past two years,
I've hosted a total of four Time of Transition retreats in
the Peruvian high jungle alongside my good friend
Fred Clarke Alvarez.
Our retreat program takes
a very different approach in comparison to many other retreats that
people organize and participate in. We provide an eclectic program
that's comprised of talks, workshops, and practices which take place
within a small group setting.
It is largely based on
elements of my work, going deeper into topics I've been writing
about - but most importantly, it delves into the embodiment process
on an experiential level while simultaneously being immersed in
nature, surrounded by the powerful frequencies of the Amazon high
Up until this point in time, we have also included a Huachuma
(San Pedro Cactus) medicine journey as part of the program.
I have been personally
working with Huachuma on and off since 2007, and Fred has
facilitated Huachuma ceremonies for over 10 years. When we both had
the vision to combine our talents four years ago (Fred is also an
incredibly gifted sound healer, working with ancient Peruvian
instruments), we were called to facilitate a Huachuma ceremony as
part of the attendee experience.
We have individually
walked the "medicine path" for 20 years, both of us in our own way,
working with different plants (mostly ayahuasca, huachuma, and
psilocybin mushrooms) as part of our individual healing/awakening
however, working with medicine plants has never been my focus, since
I don't just follow "one" path/teaching modality, even though they
have helped in my own healing/awakening process at certain life
stages (most predominantly in my late 20s and early 30s).
As I have written in "Reflections
on Ayahuasca, Psychedelics, Marijuana, and a critical look at the
Psychedelic Movement" (Note: This article should be read
in full for total context):
experience with psychedelics/medicine plants in general is
On one hand they have
provided incredible insight into myself and reality, but on the
other hand it has also been very confusing and disturbing at
My introduction to
psychedelics happened with psilocybin mushrooms in 1996 which I
used for a number of years in my mid twenties on the path of
self-exploration and healing.
have also led me to bodywork, yoga, and qi gong, which I've been
practicing ever since.
These were also emotional heavy times of confronting the shadow
with periods of depression, despair, suicidal tendencies, and
anger as my shadow was coming to light. Most of it was
suppressed emotional states from past experiences, mostly
childhood, confronting my shame, guilt and sadness from
back, I also didn't have the context and knowledge to integrate
these medicine plant/psychedelic induced experiences, especially
from a psychological perspective.
I stopped doing any
psychedelics/medicine plants for many years and focused more on
integrating what had come up through deeper self-work, learning
about psychology, integrating psychotherapy and using bodywork,
yoga, dance, breath work and qi gong to get in touch with my
emotional body through these body-mind modalities.
I've also realized that using these substances can become
another buffer and avoidance.
Looking back at my
experiences, I had to acknowledge that I was over-estimating
myself and lying to myself about my healing process on some
Just like many other
people I got hooked on the "peak experience" and avoided deeper
psychotherapeutic and sincere self-work without the use of these
In addition, given the
issues with medicine plants that can be seen in light of
the hyperdimensional matrix agenda
(and the occult forces acting on and working through humans), Fred
and I always took a lot of care and preparation before holding any
We both still saw - and
experienced - the positive benefits of working with Huachuma within
the right framework and setting.
As a result, many people
at our retreats had amazing healing moments and breakthroughs during
these ceremonies. However, over the past year, we felt a shift
occurring with regards to this entire paradigm.
Both of us had already
stopped working with ayahuasca in 2013 - out of all the medicine
plants, this power plant is the most intense "journey" to traverse
(in my experience).
More and more abuse of 'aya' by "shamans" has surfaced over the
years - scam artists (and worse) who have taken advantage of the
ayahuasca hype/popularity and tourism boom in order to manipulate
vulnerable individuals (my aforementioned article - "Reflections
on Ayahuasca, Psychedelics, Marijuana, and a critical look at the
Psychedelic Movement" - describes an experience in Peru that
revealed a lot to me about this disturbing trend).
However, while I had
stopped working with ayahuasca, I still saw and experienced the
positive potential of other medicine plants, despite the growing
distortions and abuse within various cultural and spiritual
Fred and I have also felt (and seen) that many people tend to focus
too much on medicine plants as an "end in itself", without engaging
in the sincere self-work (psychologically, esoterically and
spiritually) and embodiment practices that have always been the
primary focus of our retreat.
People tend to give these
plants too much power, be it through "worshipping" them ("the plant
spirit told me") and getting very attached to the "experience"/trip,
or through accusing the "plant guides" of being
misleading/manipulative if things didn't go as they had envisioned
beforehand, which ties into the victim/blame trap.
After a period of deeper reflection and contemplation, Fred Clarke
Alvarez and I have decided not to work with Huachuma anymore at our
retreat. As mentioned, this is a decision and realization that has
crystallized very clearly over the past year.
The work we do in the
jungle is already powerful enough without any medicine plant
involvement, and we want to focus more on deep embodiment programs
and other practices we have developed, including some new techniques
we will implement.
Time of Transition retreat is now
hosted by my partner
Laura Matsue and I].
I've also come to the
realization recently (via inner experience) that medicine plants can
actually interfere with the
embodiment process, becoming an
obstacle on the path towards truly anchoring higher consciousness
frequencies, even though they can be helpful for some people at a
certain stage of awakening.
The Times... They Are
However, these are very different times we find ourselves in
comparison to the recent past.
Much has changed - the
whole "medicine world" is "tainted", with lots of abuse and
interferences taking place, especially since it all has become so
popular and hyped. I've received many messages from people having
had similar experiences and concerns lately, which confirm the
decision we made regarding the retreat program.
There are too many issues
with these power plants during this time and age of upheaval,
especially in regards to the energies we are currently infused with.
It's imperative to embody
the higher frequencies and activate our original blueprint/DNA - our
inner organic body-technology - without any external
Personally, I don't feel
drawn to work with any medicine plants anymore at all. It's an
embodied decision based on experience, not an intellectual one, nor
a reactive choice based on fear. I've realized that the more one
uses power plants (especially to an excessive extent), the less one
is able to anchor higher conscious frequencies and reconnect dormant
DNA circuits naturally and permanently.
Moreover, these chemical compounds can also induce counterfeit/fake
experiences of "bliss" and "enlightenment", where we can even fool
ourselves into believing that we have "healed" a particular issue.
I've had an interesting
discussion about this particular topic with a friend who has worked
intensely with ayahuasca for many years.
During the height of her
usage, she thought she had healed many core issues (childhood
wounding/trauma), since "the medicine" revealed this healing to her
so clearly, and she had felt so much better after each ceremony.
However, now that a few years have passed, the same stuff keeps
coming up again, as if it has never been truly processed in the
first place. I have experienced the same 'false dawn syndrome' when
I was deeply immersed in working with medicine plants 15 years ago.
It relates to what I
mentioned above (from the article):
I had to acknowledge
that I was over-estimating myself and lying to myself about my
healing process on some level.
I also "thought" and even
initially "felt" that these plants helped me to heal childhood
wounding/trauma, but it all came back around again with a vengeance
many years later.
It was only through
sober, difficult internal work (on all levels: psychologically,
emotionally, spiritually) that I was empowered enough to fully let
go and heal these "issues", thereby genuinely reconnecting to my
"true" self in the process of soul integration (embodiment).
Medicine plants are not a magic pill that miraculously heal all
wounding and trauma, even though they can be of assistance in
revealing what needs to be healed and processed (and can also be
beneficial when dealing with intense addiction issues).
The deception - or
rather, the misperception - my friend and I (and many others) have
realized in respect to 'plant therapy' is similar to that which
arises when one "intellectually" knows (or even "feels") their
issues, but has failed to work through them on an embodied level.
My friend had an
interesting insight about this point:
looking back, she
felt that, during her ayahuasca ceremonies, the wounds opened up
and "projected" all of her "stuff" and shadow aspects into her
That experience -
combined with the euphoria/bliss/ecstasy of getting "high" (based on
the medicine/drug induced DMT rush) - can transmit the idea that a
deep healing has occurred... a perception that can last for weeks or
Hence, many people keep
going back to work with medicine plants when they feel "stuff"
resurfacing, in order to have that "peak" experience again and
This article -
Whoring the Goddess - Ayahuasca takes her
revenge - also offers some valuable insight into the
repercussions associated with the abusive/addictive "miasma" that
has increasingly-coated the vibrational field of ayahuasca.
Some people also tend to
"pride" themselves on having "completed" 30, 50, 80 or more
That's almost an "insane"
level of dependence, and it ties into the "spiritual bypassing"
phenomenon: getting hooked on the experience while lying to
themselves about why they keep taking it (and what they are taking
on-board energetically as a result).
A curanderos I
worked with said that if you do it right - with the right
preparation (which is not just diet-connected, but also relates to
having done a good amount of sincere self-work as a foundation), the
right context and setting, and the right follow-up to integrate it
all (not just days, but months and even years) - you only "need" a
few ceremonies, one or two at most.
He also said that in
recent times there has been a "reversal" in the medicine dynamic -
it has turned from people using the plants to "the plants using
them", creating a very unhelpful co-dependency.
I want to stress that,
while there may be an opportunity to use these plants consciously as
an opening - a "tool", and only a few times at that - and then
continue to do the work without them, it's also the case that taking
medicine plants is not at all necessary (in general) on the path
towards awakening and wholeness.
Also, traditionally speaking, even before the custom was corrupted
by mass consumption trends (to say nothing of the fact that many
people don't even question the traditions themselves, which ties
into the trap of blindly romanticizing indigenous cultures), not
everyone was allowed to participate in ceremony with only a few
Participating with a
group of more than 10 people is already troublesome (based upon my
experiences), let alone 60 or 100. A good friend of mine who was a
medicine woman (she passed away a few years ago) shared with me an
experience she had when she was assisting a well known shaman (who
owns an ayahuasca center) in the Sacred Valley of Peru during an
ayahuasca ceremony with about 30 participants.
The "shaman" was just
sitting there, singing his songs and playing guitar - in the
meantime, people were heavily processing.
My friend was very
sensitive to energies, and also possessed clairvoyant abilities;
while people were purging, moaning and screaming, she saw one dark
shadow/entity coming out of one individual and jumping right into
the person next to them, finding a new host/vehicle to 'infect' .
The shaman was not aware
of this phenomenon at all, and didn't give anyone a single minute of
Such indifferent displays
are not an uncommon occurrence, especially in large group settings
where people don't know each other (including the shaman), having
only just met right before the ceremony. In such reckless
circumstances, you never know what you open yourself up to, and how
the collective energies will intermingle in a large group setting
In the past one needed to earn the "right" to participate - an
initiation in and of itself - and it was also always clear to the
community that it was not for everyone.
The ceremonies were
limited to members of the community/tribe who not only already knew
each other but even grew up together. In many cases, these plants
were restricted to the medicine men/women only, or were used
strictly for dealing with extreme cases of disease/entrapment.
To add to the insanity
and corruption of modern-day manipulations, "shamans" now offer
Ayahuasca and Huachauma - and other psycho-active plants (or
toad-extracted compounds) - back to back, with maybe just a one day
"break" in between each sitting, if at all. Mixing psychoactive
plant spirits like that is a big no-no, which any true shaman knows
But as Fred has witnessed
as a born-and-raised Peruvian, nowadays you have these medicine
plant retreats that are like "psychedelic candy stores", where the
"spirits" are passed around without discernment to anyone who
joins... especially because they know that "gringos" like the visual
substances like ayahuasca create a state of hypersuggestibility
in which persons are very open to being influenced by others.
cultures have utilized this condition to inculcate cultural
values and behaviors in young people as they receive initiation
In the West,
countercultural values can be inculcated in young people when
using these psychedelics, especially when using them in an
antinomian [spiritually-released from the obligation of
observing moral laws] context."
Dobkin de Rios
The Neo-Shamanism PsyOp
that is dominant today has distorted what Shamanism is truly about,
mutating the tradition into a hyped attraction where all you have to
pay is some money to have THE spiritual experience.
The sales pitch - that
these plants are the best route for achieving a so-called 'accessing
of higher realities' - also tends to distract people from what
deeper spiritual and esoteric work is all about, and even gives one
the illusion that partaking in the brew means that one has "awoken".
It relates to being
distracted by the 'mysticism of phenomena':
"It is possible to
obtain so-called esoteric results that are impure, but they are
false and thus transitory.
Here we refer to the
vast realm of occultism, where the children of this century,
more capable than the children of light, seek to apply their
abilities beyond the visible world. This occurs in what we call
'mysticism of phenomena'.
It is curious to see how much these false prophets, magicians
and 'christs' impressed themselves on the imagination of the men
and even more of the women of the past. It is the same today.
For there is a type of human being who declines all moral
responsibility for himself or for those to whom he is in duty
One comes across this
type quite often, always trying to find someone else to shoulder
his responsibilities as long as this someone else possesses some
kind of authority, earned or otherwise.
These people are open
to any form of hypnotic suggestion and practically ask to be
They are of good
faith, but they search for the 'marvelous' because they are too
weak or too lazy to undertake esoteric work successfully.
And the 'wolves' devour them finding justification in the fact
that they are only the 'scourings of humanity.' But this is not
true; for 'scourings' who are converted can become key figures
on the esoteric chess-board.
Mental apathy and
emotional inertia are responsible for tipping man down the slope
of least resistance even when armed with the best intentions,
especially if he justifies himself for his human frailties by
finding them normal, particularly on the sexual plane."
Many people don't know
that psychedelic medicine plants were not always a part of many
ancient shamanic practices, but were introduced at later stages of a
culture's history; nowadays, shamanism seems to be automatically
equated with ayahuasca/medicine plants, which is by design:
"The phenomenology of
the trance underwent many changes and corruptions, due in large
part to confusion as to the precise nature of ecstasy.
original shamanic experience, narcotics are only a vulgar
substitute for "pure" trance.
The use of
intoxicants is a recent innovation and points to a decadence in
shamanic technique. Narcotic intoxication is called on to
provide an imitation of a state that the shaman is no longer
capable of attaining otherwise.
vulgarization of a mystical technique - in ancient and modern
India, and indeed all through the East, we constantly find this
strange mixture of 'difficult ways' and 'easy ways' of realizing
mystical ecstasy or some other decisive experience."
Techniques of Ecstasy
The hype surrounding
plant medicine tourism these days also shows itself whenever I
mention to someone that I host retreats in Peru (without mentioning
anything about ceremonies).
Literally every single
time, without exception, the person replies with "Ah, ayahuasca!".
I then have to explain to
that person that our work is not focused on medicine plants, nor do
we work with ayahuasca itself. Another reason we stopped working
with huachuma is because we don't want to attract people who just
sign up because they,
"always wanted to go
to Peru to participate in a medicine ceremony" (I lost count of
how often I received this kind of message).
That's not what our work
is about... even with the Huachuma ceremony as part of the program,
it was just one day out of nine in total, and we made it clear that
it was not the main purpose of the work we do.
I also see more and more
retreat promoters offering medicine plants as part of a "marketing
strategy" to take advantage of the "peak experience" popularity/hype
and attract more participants.
This is especially the
case in Peru - the plant craze is rampant all across the country,
and it's not a pretty picture, particularly in the "Sacred Valley".
A LOT has changed since I
was there for the first time 12 years ago.
"It is probably no
accident that the society which most consistently encouraged the
use of these substances, India, produced one of the sickest
social orders ever created by mankind, in which thinking men
spent their time lost in the Buddha position under the influence
of drugs exploring consciousness, while poverty, disease, social
discrimination, and superstition reached their highest and most
organised form in all history."
My decision to
discontinue any association with sobriety-obliterating
plants/psychedelics is a reflection of my inner embodiment process.
As mentioned previously,
I've realized that using them has become not only an obstacle to the
awaking process involved in soul individualization, but it's also a
liability (on numerous other levels) that I refuse to expose myself
Nor does this entire
'frequency' of plant ceremonies feel in alignment with the
facilitating work that Fred and I do - we've reached an intuitive
"acceptance" of this chapter being closed as a natural result of our
own process and work... a shared journey which remains ever-changing
with every new lesson learned (and subsequent wisdom gained).
I'll stress again (as
followers of my writing and videos already know) that I don't just
stick to "one thing" - nor is my work based on a single
I'm an endlessly-open
work in process (as is everyone else) within the context of soul
the process of awakening.
Entities and the Hyperdimensional Matrix
However, the bigger issue with medicine work (one that ties into all
the aforementioned distortions) is related to the "topic of all
topics" - the
hyperdimensional matrix control system.
This is a very
misunderstood or ignored topic that is oftentimes ridiculed or
laughed off as "sci-fi nonsense".
Occult hostile forces
have "hijacked" the "medicine world" in ways most people are not
aware of - and given the "portal-opening" chemistry involved between
human physiology and plant biology, that's no surprise.
During this time and age
of accelerated changes both within and without, there is an occult
(hidden) spiritual war of dark versus light taking place "behind the
veil", acting THROUGH us... and it is intensifying.
The dualistic matrix is
stuck on overdrive, trying to lock as many humans as possible into a
frequency prison so as to secure their "food" supply (and to
counteract the awakening process of many individuals) while, at the
same time, the Divine Force is also attempting to anchor itself to
conduits of benevolent intent.
Opening oneself up - forcefully, I might add - to the invisible
realms via external substances has the potential to create an
opening (gateways) for entities to come through and parasitically
attach themselves to the host/'beacon'.
This danger has always
been there with any kind of ritual/thought-loop, but it is clearly
increasing with the global surge in neurology-altering indulgences.
Basically, hyperdimensional entities are taking advantage of the
increasing popularity of medicine plants (in particular ayahuasca)
with the aim to "tag" more people and take over the human body
vehicle via "soul snatching".
I recently came across
this quote by Lisa Renee, which confirms what Fred and I have
realized (and seen building up within the 'scene'), especially over
the past year:
ceremonial shamanic plants and psychedelic drugs are high risk
behaviors that invite Attachments, Addiction Webbing and
Possession for human beings on the planet during the Ascension
Cycle at this time.
Ayahuasca plant spirit has been hijacked by many of the dark
avatars and the consortium of
NAA (Negative Alien Agenda)
entities (occult hostile forces of the hyperdimensional matrix)
that are on this planet during the Ascension Cycle looking to
harvest Soul bodies and the possibility to take over the
It is designed to
interfere with true spiritual communication links and shut off
the neurological communication functions between the persons
consciousness and their higher spirit.
It will install its
own software programs to run the body, and brain in the
autonomic functions of the Central Nervous System.
It is usually an
astral enlightenment program to trick the person into believing
their artificially induced spiritual and altered consciousness
state is real.
The Ayahuasca plant is connected to a massive spirit, that has
grown in size from many people being falsely lead on this path
and taking it at high quantities during this time.
The design of this
plant ceremony in most common cases, is that the spirit of the
plant is manipulated by negative forces that want the original
consciousness of the person taking the drug to leave the body
and/or change Timelines.
The goal for the
Imposter Spirit that want to take over the human body either in
the current time, or in the future timelines, use the Ayahuasca
plant to act as its conduit and dark portal opening to allow
access into the inner spiritual sanctum of that person."
It is important to keep
in mind that Lisa Renee is talking about "this time", i.e., a
reference to the increasing intensification of energies that have
arisen through desperate attempts by the
occult matrix Overlords to keep
humanity in its frequency prison - which also includes the
imitation/hijacking of "enlightening" experiences.
All this implies (on the
reader's part) an understanding of the hyperdimensional matrix, in
particular how negative entities can most often appear as benevolent
forces in order to create "traps of agreement".
I feel there is a time
and place wherein these plants can help as "tools" (as I have
experienced myself) for shedding unhelpful patterns and healing
traumas/addictions, but as with any external tool, it needs to be
laid aside at some point by anyone who is sincerely engaged in the
process of soul integration (embodiment).
The process of awakening
is one that requires avoidance of becoming attached to any single
"path" and external catalysts.
This truth will be a particularly-challenging one to accept for
people who have built their entire lives around medicine plants
and/or who are very identified with them, especially when their
"career" depends on the continued popularity and broad acceptance of
neo-shamanistic rituals involving these substances.
Hence, triggers around this topic are inevitable, as I've already
seen in some of the reactions when I posted the above quote by Lisa
Renee on Facebook.
Most often, these people
have no real understanding of both the hyperdimensional matrix and
the NAA which Lisa mentions, but they simply react mechanically,
without understanding the context, and as a result hurl assumptions,
fallacies, projections and even ad hominem attacks at the content.
Those who accuse me of
contradicting my previously-stated views on medicine plants while I
engage in "fear mongering" have clearly never read my work in depth
(hence, they usually take things out of context).
And as stated several
times already, I keep learning and growing as I go along, since
seeking truth is a endless process - this truth also implies that
there are times where I can (and will) change my viewpoint of
things, based on internal experience in combination with research,
resulting in new understandings and realizations.
It wouldn't really speak
well for myself and my work if I'd still have the same stance on
everything that I held 15 (or even five!) years ago. Also, I'm not
here to tell anyone what they should or shouldn't do... to each
Do what you feel is right
for you, and live as you wish.
But be aware of the
dangers whilst in the process of seeking out answers, in particular
when working with ayahuasca.
"The number one issue
I see with people who have used ayahuasca is the infiltration of
entities in their luminous energy field.
In fact in my
experience I have met very few people who have used ayahuasca
who does not have entities attached to and/or influencing their
luminous body. I am not implying ayahuasca usage was the sole
source, primary source, or even a source, of these entities.
As mentioned below, a
great many people are (usually unknowingly) contending with the
effects of psychic intrusion and attachments even if they've
never used psychoactive plants.
However, it's worth
pointing out, there are a noteworthy number of situations where
I have been aware that a significant degree of the psychic
intrusion the people I have met were experiencing was directly
linked to their use of ayahuasca...
A lack of awareness around entities and the ways in which they
relate with and affect Man is one aspect of what makes drinking
ayahuasca a potentially detrimental experience. It's one aspect
of what lurks in ayahuasca's shadow.
My previous partner
(an exceptionally talented Shamanic Energy Healer) has worked on
significant numbers of clients who are dealing with the negative
after-affects of their ayahuasca journeys. The #1 issue they
face is entities in their luminous energy system.
The consequences of
such intrusion range widely. Insomnia, paranoia, emotional
outburst, mood swings, depression, physical illness, and more...
Most of the people I've met who have come out of an ayahuasca
ceremony with one or more newly acquired entities in their field
are not at all aware of what they have picked up.
At the most they may
feel a little "off" but then put that down to being an aspect of
their healing or adjustment process because of the "amazing
ceremony" they just went through.
In reality they have
a hitch-hiker soon to become parasite."
The Dark Side of Ayahuasca
Entity Possession - A Case Study
A year or so ago, I was working with someone who was dealing with an
entity he took on after an ayahuasca ceremony.
It's the most severe type
of possession (not merely an entity attachment situation) I have
ever seen with a client. The entity literally took control of his
As I was
working/processing with him via Skype, the entity was interfering
with our session, putting him into a spasm, choking him, etc.
This usually intensified
when his girlfriend (who was present with him) and I were in the
process of empowering him, and I was providing him with tools to
work with and telling him that the entity had no power over him.
He had been dealing with this entity possession for about six
months, and it was basically destroying his life. The entity had
made him almost starve to death at one point because "it" told him
that avoiding eating would be good for him. As a result, he had to
be hospitalized after becoming extremely weak and losing way too
He also had to get
stomach surgery, since his body wouldn't even accept/absorb food
After his stay at the
hospital, the doctors tried to put him on strong psychiatric drugs
because they had diagnosed him as mentally insane (both psychotic
and schizophrenic). They even tried to institutionalize him and put
him into a psychiatric hospital.
There had also been
suicide attempts, triggered by the entity.
Thankfully, because of the strong support of his girlfriend (a true
warrior woman), he rejected it all, and they fled to Mexico, looking
for alternative help (because he was NOT crazy or insane, despite
the labels that modern psychiatry tried to affix to him). Putting
him on drugs and into a mental institution would have been the end
The entity constantly
injected thought loops into him, telling him that he's just a monkey
on strings and had no personal power, and that "it" could do what it
wanted with him.
Sometimes, the entity
spoke through him (and it was clear during those moments that it was
not "him" speaking). It kept draining his life force and feeding off
of all the fear and anxiety it instilled in him, even using his own
body to punch himself, etc. - and that is just a few insights into
what he was dealing with... there is way more I cannot share for
After he and his
girlfriend came across my article "Reflections
on Ayahuasca, Psychedelics, Marijuana, and a critical look at the
Psychedelic Movement" they contacted me, because the
article helped to put his experience into context and he felt
After establishing a connection with him, we both determined that he
had taken on the entity at an ayahuasca ceremony that was held by a
well-known shaman at a well-known ayahuasca center (within that
"community") in Iquitos, which is even recommended by a well-known
"leader" in the ayahuasca scene/psychedelic movement.
In fact, he found out
about this shaman through a website where this popular ayahuasca
advocate spoke highly about him.
The way he took on the
entity was a perfect example of a "trap of agreement" [key concept!]
scenario, wherein this entity appeared in his ayahuasca
vision/experience as a "spirit guide" or "angel".
It wasn't threatening at
all, and he innocently/naively invited it in.
There are more disturbing things surrounding this incident,
especially with regards to the people involved and the people who
run this ayahuasca center (including alcohol abuse by the "shaman")
which showed strong signs of dark shamanism at work.
It seems very likely that
he got "entity-tagged" by the shaman in order to keep him "sick" so
that he would come back for more "treatments".
This is no different
western doctor keeping his patients sick or addicted to
pharmaceuticals so that they become dependent upon "scripts" for
Big Pharma products.
There are many tales of
jungle doctors making such arrangements with hyperdimensional forces
into order to obtain more worldly power and influence.
"Those of us who are
conscious in the metaphysical realms are able to learn how to
engage in psychic warfare.
The common name for
this is Black Magic or Sorcery. One tool available to the
sorcerer is the psychic dart or psychic poison arrows. These
darts can be utilised to carry mal-intent, or to carry toxic
energy into the target's luminous energy field.
When I was in Cuzco for a few weeks I met a German woman who
lived in Old Cuzco. She trained as a traditional psychotherapist
She also trained with
the Q'ero people in the remote regions of the Andes. One of the
reasons she was living in Cuzco was to help "Westerners" who
were "damaged" or deranged by their ayahuasca experiences.
She told me about
two-faced Shamans. She said that many of the ayahuasca shamans
are two-faced, meaning they have the face of the beneficent
healer on the one side, and the face of malevolence on the other
She told me about a few of the many tactics they employ for
their own gain. One was that of a dart of intent.
She said it is not at
all uncommon for many of the Ayahuasqueros to place a dart into
the luminous body of someone they are leading in ceremony.
The dart is placed
with the intent to influence that person to go back to their
home country and tell many people about the Ayahuasquero, even
to organise groups to come and work with the Ayahuasquero.
The Ayahuasquero does
this for his own benefit, to get more paying 'clients'.
She told me many
other stories about the shadow side of the ayahuasca trade in
Peru. She said that of the hundreds of Ayahuasquero she has come
into contact with, the vast majority are two-faced.
certainly seems to parallel Juan's comment that most of the
Ayahuasquero he has worked with in ceremony employ the
assistance of demonic beings. I suspect the motivation for such
things goes hand-in-hand.
The German doctor had
many stories about people who were rather messed up, confused,
deranged, and mentally unstable as a result of their work with
Dark Side of Ayahuasca
With the help of his
girlfriend I was able to get him back into his body, giving him some
tools to work with (in relation to how to communicate to the entity,
not giving in to the fear tactics and thought injections), and most
importantly, empowering him.
His girlfriend recorded
the Skype session and sent it to his family. It helped them to open
up to this topic and move past their perception of him as being
The couple flew back home
to Canada, and he has received the support of his family without the
threat of getting institutionalized.
At that point, he began trying a lot of "modalities" that didn't do
anything, including a Holographic Kinetics session (which is a good
modality for clearing entities, generally speaking) that didn't
help... in fact, the HK practitioner - who I've come to learn
doesn't follow many of the established practices for this type of
healing - couldn't finish the session, since this case was way "out
of her league", so to speak (keep in mind that this is not just an
average case of an entity attachment, but a demonic draconian
This kind of 'abdication
of care' is also due to a lack of experience (and sometimes, the
resourcefulness) on the part of the facilitator, and it also depends
on their level of being/awareness - nothing to do with the integrity
of the modality itself.
Just "learning" a
modality at a week-long course is not enough.
This level of parasitic
takeover was also something that could not be removed with one
session. I was working with him for about a month, and the therapy
involved many hours over Skype. What I shared here is only a
fraction of his story.
But help was on the way,
and we found someone who could assist him.
I got my brother Fred Clarke Alvarez involved, as he is very aware
of many such cases occurring in Peru (and basically all over the
world wherever ayahuasca is "served" these days), which many people
have no idea about).
these kinds of cases are being
suppressed, and they happen far more often than people are aware of.
Obviously, there is only so much I was able to do with Skype calls,
and he needed hands-on help by a qualified and experienced
practitioner who understands what is really going on. Our direct
in-person sessions were the tipping point in his journey back to
I've recently talked to him - he's doing much better, and he's able
to have a normal life again, but there is still work needed for full
Once he has healed
himself fully, he will share his story in depth; potentially even
writing a book about the process. This is his initiation right now.
What is important to
point out is that during the entire healing journey, he didn't fall
into the victim/blame trap, but instead took full responsibility for
what had happened to him, owning up to his own blindspots, wounds
and shortcomings that got him into the situation (as I was able to
provide mirroring as well in that regard).
(of not getting caught in the victim/blame spiral) empowered him and
helped him to heal, for entities feed off of the shame/regret/anger
of these particular emotional frequency-projections, and want us to
become stuck within them.
All there is are lessons,
I have also noticed that certain people (myself included) are - or
have become - way too sensitive to medicine plant/psychedelic
induced states of consciousness (including cannabis).
It can push the astral
body of a person beyond its 'bandwidth' limits, which can actually
damage the aura, create cracks in the energy body, and leave one
vulnerable to entity attachments/interferences - all of which I have
experienced myself, having learned the hard way.
That is one of the
reasons why I focus so much on grounding and embodiment practices,
in order to fully anchor the soul into the avatar-body.
Most people are out of
touch with their bodies to begin with, and live mostly confined to a
Furthermore, wanderers, renegades, or star seeds/beings (individuals
whose souls have incarnated from a higher density - fourth or sixth
density - into our third density with a specific mission to
accomplish in order to assist humanity during this Time of
Transition) usually already have a hard time with regards to
managing life within this realm.
Many of them struggle to
accept (and be in) this body to begin with. They are the "system
busters", challenging the status quo, and don't fit in with most of
Due to entering the lower
density of physical life, they have forgotten that it was their
conscious choice to do so in order to perform certain tasks
(according to a mission profile). Their memory from the "ancient
home" is buried deep within them, and requires awakening.
This purpose is an
ongoing discovery that depends on conscious self-development and
gaining higher Knowledge - I've written in in depth about this topic
Purpose, and Esoteric Work in this Time of Transition".
This essay also addresses
the New Age deception of
the Wanderer concept (and related
Wanderers are not only subject (as is everyone else) to
hyperdimensional manipulation in this Matrix Control System, but
they tend to be the PRIMARY targets of the occult hostile 4D STS
forces, because their mission obviously interferes with the plans of
the hidden controllers of this world.
Hence, these "star
beings" are much more vulnerable when placed within
artificially-induced states of higher consciousness via external
Having said that, in the
past, some of my experiences with psychedelics and medicine plants
have helped me to "remember" why I chose to be here, and seemed to
have activated something deep within me, like a positive trigger. So
there is a paradox in all of this as well.
However, as mentioned before, I strongly feel that the times have
changed. The veil is getting thinner, as the different realms breach
into each other, creating more openings and portals for occult
hostile forces to leak through.
Working with medicine
plants in this day and age is very different when compared to a few
years ago. We are living in very different times, energetically
speaking, and everything is intensifying exponentially.
I also want to acknowledge that for some people, there may still be
some benefits to working with medicine plants in the right context,
set and setting. In the end, it's a personal choice, and as I said
before, I'm not here to tell anyone what they should or shouldn't be
doing. You need to decide for yourself.
However, rest assured
that you do not need any "medicine plants" to heal or "wake up", so
don't believe the hype.
For me personally, in this day and age, as the energies are
intensifying, the risks of working with these psychoactive plants
far outweigh the benefits, hence I'm stepping away from the
My recent inner
experiences have also clearly shown me that that using medicine
plants is becoming an obstacle in my personal process of soul
integration and awakening, regardless of any possible entity
interference "side effects".
For me, the focus has
shifted towards doing the work of naturally anchoring to higher
consciousness frequencies via the embodiment process and
reconnecting with my inner body-technology (DNA activation) without
any external substance/catalyst or "medicine".
about Entity Attachments and how to deal with Occult Attacks
For the record, I'm not saying that ingesting medicine plants will
automatically result in entity interference/attachments.
To add another paradox,
sometimes the right use of medicine plants in the right set and
setting can even assist in detaching an entity from its host (as
Fred and I have witnessed).
However, everyone is
subjected to these interferences on a daily basis, with or without
medicine plants/psychedelics, as we are all under the influence of
higher realm occult forces.
As I've written about in
several other essays, as long as we are not fully embodied (soul
integration) while establishing zero-point non-reactive
consciousness - as long as we have not healed our wounds, trauma,
conditioning, and blind spots (which we ALL have to varying degrees)
- we are being interfered with (and manipulated) in ways that most
of us have no awareness of.
This not about
fear-mongering, either, but simply
reflects the reality of the universe
(seen and unseen) that we live in.
One of the questions I'm being asked a lot - which relates to
occult hostile attacks and entity attachments
- is how to deal with them. I have noticed that many people (who are
aware of the hyperdimensional matrix and are dealing with these
attacks - including clients I work with) tend to give these occult
forces way more power than they actually have.
This can also result in
unnecessary feelings of fear and paranoia (including victim/blame
consciousness), which - ironically - these forces aim to instill in
the seeker, for it creates the frequency they feed off of, and
widens the entry point (like a crack in in the energetic armor of
Many people also desperately look for someone else to remove an
entity and clear them from any occult interference. It's a topic I
have addressed before:
One of the
assumptions I hear most people make is that someone else just
needs to remove their entity attachment or etheric implant and
then all is fine and good. That is not the case.
Removing an entity is
not enough, for it/they will come back ten-fold (via attachment
or interference) if the "entry point" is not healed/closed.
A metaphor might be
when you get surgery and remove a tumor - post-operation, you
still have to take care of the wound (and obviously work with a
surgeon who knows what he/she is doing, i.e. be discerning about
the many sketchy "healers" out there) so it doesn't result in
infection; you also have to look at lifestyle changes so that
the tumor/cancer doesn't grow back.
It's a holistic approach on an energetic level, and much depends
on the client taking responsibility for the healing process, and
not falling into victim consciousness or "blaming entities",
which I tend to see a lot of in people I discuss these topics
At the end of the
day, it's about you stepping into your own embodied warrior
power and sovereign self, and firmly and steadily
ejecting/rejecting the entity interference yourself.
That is more powerful
than someone else doing it for you.
TIMELINE-REALITY SPLIT, FREQUENCY
VIBRATION, AND THE HIDDEN FORCES OF LIFE
This subject also relates
to the Trap of Paranoia and Attachment to Experiences.
From another essay I
I see more and more
people becoming aware of the hyperdimensional matrix forces and
how they might possibly be interfering with their own lives,
working through them or through others close to them.
This is encouraging
to witness, for awareness and education about this topic helps
many people to heal and work through their tribulations.
At the same time, I
also see people getting caught up in paranoia mode - or the
victim/blame complex kicks in.
Oftentimes, I also
notice (in some people I work with) that they are actually not
dealing with entity interference, but with their own thought
projections (based on fear/paranoia) that have taken on a "life"
of their own and have become "entities", so to speak, but are
not directly-related to the occult hostile forces interjecting
from a different realm.
Sometimes people can also get very attached to their experiences
and "story" on an unconscious level, while at the same time
wanting to heal and move on (via a conscious healing process).
attachment and inner contradiction results in an inability to
fully let go and heal, as the ego actually feeds off of the
story/experience by strongly identifying with it.
Usually, there is an
unconscious "self-importance" or a sense of feeling "special" at
play here in relation to having these experiences which define
one's self-image (i.e. who we "think" we are).
Sometimes, it is also just an underlying morbid fascination with
the topic, and a part of themselves (the "predator mind") that
actually "likes" the drama identifies with this subject.
Essentially, it still
provides the frequency which these forces lock onto; meanwhile,
none of this is recognized by the person on a conscious level,
which shows how tricky it can be to deal with these forces in
order to establish a sovereign embodied state of being (complete
with energetic boundaries).
While it is obviously important to understand the "modus
operandi" of the hyperdimensional entities and educate ourselves
(and others) about it, we need to be careful not give "them"
more power by giving them too much "attention".
It's not a black &
white scenario and as always, each situation is different.
THE PERILOUS PATH TOWARDS AWAKENING
Know that you are
powerful, and already have all the tools at your disposal to
counteract any attacks.
While any occult
attack/interference is specific and "calibrated" for each person
(since it always relates to a corresponding "issue" or
frequency/vibration within you), there are general "rules" that can
stop any form of attack and even dispel an entity attachment (by
This is also important to keep in mind with regards to the
aforementioned issues with ayahuasca and other medicine
While taking these
substances can increase the risk of entity interference, there still
needs to be something WITHIN YOU that responds - or corresponds to -
the intrusion, be it via a tap of agreement (calling beings in) or
these frequencies hooking into your blind spots/wounds.
In my own battles with occult hostile forces, especially the more
severe ones several years ago (in a period of intense
hyperdimensional warfare), I was able to exorcise entities that were
attached to me on my own (I have shared such an experience in HERE)
as well as counteracting attacks and interferences without the
help/need of any outside assistance.
I'm not saying that it is
easy (and it depends on many factors) and often times we do need
help, especially when starting out on the "clear out" campaign... I
have learned the hard way, via trial and error.
These experiences also
showed me that these hostile forces serve a 'teaching function' (in
light of soul evolution/the process of awakening), confronting the
sincere seeker with tests, ordeals and tribulations that need to be
learned/passed before he/she can move on to the next level or stage.
Many people can get stuck
in that stage, caught in fear, paranoia or blame/victim
One of these "tools" is to learn not to react, to not give in to any
thought injections (and resulting triggered feelings) - to
comprehend that these thoughts and emotional states of despair or
depression, etc. are not one's own, and to REJECT them (literally)
as not being a reflection of one's true Self (and correspondingly,
to not believe in self-diminishing thoughts that you think are your
In the past, I made it
harder on myself than it had to be, especially when I was caught in
the tunnel vision of Jungian Psychology, assuming that everything I
experienced and encountered was "my shadow" and needed to be
While shadow work is
obviously important and I value Jungs' research a lot (and still
apply it), it has its limitations when taken as a foundation in
light of the "topic of all topics".
As with most every subject I write about, it's not black and white.
The most important part in it all is the embodiment journey - to
stay in the body (getting out of the head!) while developing
extra-sensory perception (which happens "automatically" if one is
sincerely engaged in the process of embodiment, i.e.
soul-integration) in order to discern internal from external
This leads to the
perception of these forces directly, establishing what Sri
Aurobindo called "yogic consciousness" beyond the five senses
(which many non-Western cultures have identified, to varying
degrees) - this also takes practice, with a lengthy process of trial
The key point to embrace (with regards to allowing true "spiritual
power" to counter-act any form of attack) is to establish
equanimity, inner stillness and calmness, i.e. zero-point
The quieter you are
within, the stronger you become (including your energetic boundary),
and thus the easier it gets to deal with any form of occult attack.
Gradually, with this
development, these forces will find you far less appealing as a
possible host, for you refuse to "give" them what they want.
I also work with prayer, connecting to and calling in the Divine
Force (the True Light) when needed, which is really based on a
continued sincere aspiration towards union with the Divine (the
whole aim of the process of Awakening... to commune with the whole
of which we are inexorably an expression of).
That is VERY different
than calling in archangels, deities, or entities in general, which
most often can result in a trap of agreement when there is lack of
discernment with negative entities appearing as "positive" beings,
which also includes "false light" appearances:
"To say that all
light is good is as if you said that all water is good - or even
that all clear or transparent water is good: it would not be
One must see what is
the nature of the light or where it comes from or what is in it,
before one can say that it is the true Light.
False lights exist
and misleading lustres, lower lights too that belong to the
being's inferior reaches. One must therefore be on one's guard
and distinguish; the true discrimination has to come by growth
of the psychic feeling and a purified mind and experience.
The word 'Appearances' refers to the forms they take in order to
rule the world, forms often false and always incarnating
falsehood, sometimes pseudo-divine.
themselves as divine powers, they mislead, give erring
suggestions and impulsions and pervert the inner life."
The Hidden Forces of Life
You don't need a "middle
man" to connect with the Divine, which is essentially expressed
through your 'I AM' presence, connected to Spirit within via
embodied soul anchoring (bringing the soul/psychic being to the
forefront, and not becoming identified with the conditioned-ego
This form of prayer is
also not coming from a victim/fear state and/or desperate "begging",
but is rooted in the aforementioned equanimity in conjunction with
Faith and Trust, essentially connecting you to your spiritual
warrior self (higher self), claiming your sovereignty (not to be
confused with "independence" - the ego's distortion of
"sovereignty") in alignment with - and as transducer for - the
About three years ago (after the aforementioned phase of
hyperdimensional warfare), I came across the work of Sri Aurobindo
and the Mother (Integral Yoga).
Their work and
suggestions regarding how to deal with occult hostile forces have
confirmed what I have experienced, learned and applied for myself
(see quotes below). I'm still dealing with occult interferences and
attacks here and there, but nothing near as severe as what
transpired a few years back.
I can now spot them much
more quickly, before they have an opportunity to enter and/or enable
their suggestions to take a hold within me - I firmly but calmly
reject them as being not an expression of my true Self.
Still, the learning continues, but I also know that I will never be
confronted with more than I can handle. Again, from a higher
perspective, all there is are lessons and initiations (specific to
one's unique path) in light of soul evolution and the process of
A consistent meditation
practice (or any body-mind practice) helps to "train" oneself to
stay rooted in equanimity, in the body, while detaching from the
predator monkey mind. Learning to calm the mind is really the
foundational key within any spiritual work, and it's especially
needed for the times that we find ourselves in right now, so that we
may avoid mechanically reacting to "outside" circumstances (and thus
giving away our power).
"The [occult] hostile
forces exist and have been known to Yogic experience ever since
the days of the Veda and Zoroaster in Asia and the mysteries of
Egypt and Chaldea and the Cabbala and in Europe also from old
These things of
course cannot be felt or known so long as one lives in the
ordinary mind and its ideas and perceptions - for there there
are only two categories of influences recognizable, the ideas
and feelings and actions of oneself and others and the play of
environment and physical forces.
But once one begins to get the inner view of things, it is
One begins to
experience that all is an action of forces, forces of Prakriti
psychological as well as physical which play upon our nature -
and these are conscious forces or are supported by a
consciousness or consciousnesses behind.
One is in the midst
of a big universal working and it is impossible any longer to
explain everything as the result of one's own sole and
You yourself have at one time written that your crises of
despair etc. came upon you as if thrown on you and worked
themselves out without your being able to determine or put an
end to them. That means an action of universal forces and not
merely an independent action of your own personality, though it
is something in your nature of which they make use.
But you are not
conscious, and others also, of this intervention and pressure at
its source for the reason I state.
Yes, they [the hostile forces] have their own world and, if they
kept to it, there could be no objection to their existence.
There is a world that is natural to them and has its own rhythm,
its own dharma.
But, they want to
dominate the evolution and for that purpose they have taken
their station in the vital worlds which influence the earth
nature and give it its materials for life.
As for the greater [divine] Forces (e.g. Overmind) they are
dynamic and try always to make consciousness effective, but they
insist on consciousness, while the hostiles care nothing for
that - the more unconscious you are and their automatic tool,
the better they are pleased.
The hostiles have themselves bodies though not of a gross
physical kind - they see, but with a subtle seeing that includes
not only bodies, but movements of forces, thoughts, feelings.
Very great are the
occult powers of the hostile beings - it is their occult powers
and knowledge of occult processes that make them so strong and
The Asuras and Rakshasas etc. do not belong to the earth, but to
supraphysical worlds; but they act upon the earth life and
dispute the control of human life and character and action with
They are the Powers
of Darkness combating the Powers of Light. Sometimes they
possess men in order to act through them, sometimes they take
birth in a human body.
These things [occult demonic beings materializing in physical
form] are possible but they do not usually happen - because it
is difficult for beings of the subtle worlds to materialize to
such an extent or for a long time.
They prefer to act by
influencing human beings, using them as instruments or taking
possession of a human mind and body.
The hostile Forces are Powers of Darkness who are in revolt
against the Light and the Truth and want to keep this world
under their rule in darkness and ignorance. Whenever anyone
wants to reach the Truth, to realize the Divine, they stand in
the way as much as possible.
But what they are
specially against is the work the Mother and myself are doing,
to bring down the Light here into the earth and establish the
Truth - that would mean their own expulsion.
So they always try to
destroy the work as a whole and to spoil the sadhana [spiritual
work/practice] of each sadhak [seeker]. It is not only you who
are attacked: all are attacked more or less - especially when
there is a great progress, these forces try to interfere.
The prolongation of the difficulty and its acuteness come from
the fact that there are Forces in Nature, not personal or
individual but universal, which live upon these movements and
through them have long controlled the individual nature.
These do not want to
lose their rule and so when these movements are thrown out, they
throw them back on the sadhak in strong waves or with great
Or they create in the
vital a great depression, discouragement, despair - that is
their favorite weapon - because it is losing its former field of
desires and has not yet in any continuity something that would
replace it, the assured continuous psychic or spiritual
condition or experience.
To prevent that is
the whole effort of these Forces.
So they create these upheavals and the vital admits them because
of its old habit of response to the lower Forces. At the same
time they put in suggestions to the mind so as to make it also
accept the disturbance, discouragement and depression. That is
what I meant by saying that these are attacks from outside and
must be rejected.
If they cannot be
rejected altogether, yet one must try to keep a part of the mind
conscious which will refuse to admit the suggestions or share in
the depression and trouble - which will say firmly,
"I know what this
is and I know that it will pass and I shall resume my way to
the goal which nothing can prevent me from reaching, since
my soul's will is and will always be for that."
You have to reach the
point where you can do that always; then the power of the Forces
to disturb will begin to diminish and fall away.
The difficulty is always that something in the nature gives a
hold to the attack. It either still indulges it and likes it or
even, if wanting to be free, is too accustomed to receive and
respond to the old feelings, thoughts, suggestions and does not
yet know how not to respond.
The first thing is
for the mental being to stand back, refuse to accept, say,
"This is no
Then, even if the
vital feeling responds to the attack, one part of the nature can
be free and observe and discourage it.
The next thing is for
this free part to impose the same will of detachment on the
vital so that after a time this also when the attack comes feels
that it is something foreign, not its own, - as if a stranger
had come into the room and was trying to impose his ideas or his
will on the inmates.
After that it becomes
more easy to get rid of it altogether."
Letters on Yoga
is one to meet adverse forces - forces that are invisible and
yet quite living and tangible?'
The Mother: "A great deal depends upon the stage of
development of your consciousness. At the beginning, if you have
no special occult knowledge and power, the best you can do is to
keep as quiet and peaceful as possible.
If the attack takes
the form of adverse suggestions try quietly to push them away,
as you would some material object. The quieter you are, the
stronger you become.
The firm basis of all
spiritual power is equanimity. You must not allow anything to
disturb your poise: you can then resist every kind of attack.
If, besides, you
possess sufficient discernment and can see and catch the evil
suggestions as they come to you, it becomes all the more easy
for you to push them away; but sometimes they come unnoticed,
and then it is more difficult to fight them.
When that happens,
you must sit quiet and call down peace and a deep inner
Hold yourself firm and call with confidence and faith: if your
aspiration is pure and steady, you are sure to receive help.
Attacks from adverse forces are inevitable: you have to take
them as tests on your way and go courageously through the
The struggle may be
hard, but when you come out of it, you have gained something,
you have advanced a step. There is even a necessity for the
existence of the hostile forces. They make your determination
stronger, your aspiration clearer.
It is true, however, that they exist because you gave them
reason to exist.
So long as there is
something in you which answers to them, their intervention is
perfectly legitimate. If nothing in you responded, if they had
no hold upon any part of your nature, they would retire and
leave you. In any case, they need not stop or hamper your
The only way to fail in your battle with the hostile forces is
not to have a true confidence in the divine help. Sincerity in
the aspiration always brings down the required succour.
A quiet call, a
conviction that in this ascension towards the realization you
are never walking all alone and a faith that whenever help is
needed it is there, will lead you through, easily and securely.
If you think or feel that they come from inside, you have
possibly opened yourself to them and they have settled in you
The true nature of
things is one of harmony; but there is a distortion in certain
worlds that brings in perversion and hostility. If you have a
strong affinity for these worlds of distortion, you can become
friends with the beings that are there and answer fully to them.
That happens, but it is not a very happy condition.
The consciousness is
at once blinded and you cannot distinguish the true from the
false, you cannot even tell what is a lie and what is not.
In any case, when an attack comes the wisest attitude is to
consider that it comes from outside and to say,
"This is not
myself and I will have nothing to do with it."
You have to deal in
the same way with all lower impulses and desires and all doubts
and questionings in the mind.
If you identify
yourself with them, the difficulty in fighting them becomes all
the greater; for then you have the feeling that you are facing
the never easy task of overcoming your own nature.
But once you are able
"No, this is not
myself, I will have nothing to do with it", it becomes much
easier to disperse them."
Collected Works of the Mother (Questions & Answers)
In closing, I'd like to address a very important point.
I've already mentioned it
above, in the story of the young man who took on an entity after an
ayahuasca ceremony. This point involves the key "ingredient" in his
The most powerful
"attitude" to establish in any healing work for ourselves (and to
help make this world a better place) is to never fall into the
victim/blame trap, be it concerning other people, the "system", any
situation we got ourselves into, or even blaming medicine plants and
Rather, we take on full
responsibility for our own lives and choices, checking our own
blindspots, wounds and shortcomings:
this attitude/mind-state of
not getting caught up in victim/blame "looping" is a very empowering
evolutionary step, connecting you to your true self/divine guidance
and establishing the right foundation for any healing process.
Keep in mind that entities feed off of the victim/blame
frequency/projections and want us to play it out endlessly - taking
responsibility doesn't imply that we "blame" ourselves either, which
can result in toxic guilt.
Rather, it requires
humility (not to be mistaken for self-diminishment/self-pity)
towards seeing own our "mistakes", or towards making amends if we
have hurt another person. Forgiveness for both self and others plays
a big role in this process as well.
In the end, this reality
is one big classroom... and there are really no "mistakes" or
"failures" from the perspective of soul evolution.
Understanding the trap of the perpetrator/savior/victim triangle is
key for anyone who wants to heal, evolve, grow, and awaken. I
recommend reading this article for more on this topic: "The
Three Faces of Victim - An Overview of the Drama Triangle".
We all can get triggered at times, and act from our neurotic ego:
seeking validation/attention/co-dependent love; shaming others;
punishing them and putting them down.
We make mistakes, poor
choices, and have our down days, but all of this is part of the
human experience, especially during these crazy Time of Transition
days, with intense energies engulfing the planet at the present
So much is happening on
unseen levels which the mind cannot even get close to comprehending.
In the end it's about self-love. Narcissism is "pathological"
self-love, an inflated egoic shadow-state, and has nothing to do
with the self-love I speak of - this affirming harmonic doesn't need
praise, validation or attention from outside ourselves.
It is not concerned with
the opinions which others have of us. It doesn't listen to the
"negative introvert", our self-diminishing thoughts of guilt, shame,
"not good enough" programs and insecurity, nor will it get inflated
by flattery and compliments.
It is also not an
aloof/intellectual state of being, detached from our body and
emotions. It is connected to the divine within us - something that
is untouchable and cannot be defined nor described by the
limitations of language.
The most important thing you can do to raise your
frequency/vibration is to love yourself.
Whatever happens to you,
whatever shortcomings and issues you may have, whatever mistakes and
poor choices you have made, whatever people have "done to you" -
love yourself, be good to yourself and others, and forgive yourself
This doesn't mean to
justify your shortcomings (spiritual bypassing) or put up with abuse
(boundaries!); nor does it mean to cover anything up or 'put
lipstick on a pig'.
It simply means not
getting stuck in the blame, shame, and guilt programs, and to see
life through more compassionate and forgiving eyes in light of
universal pain and suffering.
Don't beat yourself up with this process; there is no need to get
frustrated with others, either.
Some people may lash out
at you, attack you and attempt to shame you, but in the end, it is
their own unacknowledged pain which they are projecting onto you;
even people who constantly "scream" at the world about how
everything is fucked up tend to project their own pain and
frustration onto the world and others.
I'm not suggesting that everything "out there" is a projection of
our shadow (that's the New Age trap/distortion of "you spot it, you
got it"), nor does what I state imply inaction/silence in the face
of atrocities, abuse and the pathologies of official cult-ure. It's
not about escaping into a New Age "love bubble" either.
The darkness needs to be
made conscious, both within AND without.
However, when we start to
hate others, and project our disgust onto them - or think that
others deserve to be punished and shamed, or even killed (no matter
what they have done) - then we play the game on the level of the
the negative hyperdimensional entities
who are keeping humanity in a frequency asylum.
In short, we become that
what many of us are fighting against, and thus feed into their
agenda... pun intended.