30 July 2004
Tips on surviving
matrix ambushes and extracting knowledge and power
from these challenges.
This is a summary of what I have learned from my encounters with
inner and outer demons.
Let this text be food for thought and don't
take my word for anything… but do customize what you read here to
fit your own experience.
First, understand that you only experience what you need or choose
to experience, and what you need to experience was chosen by you at
some other time or level of being. Therefore, you are in some way
responsible for all that happens to you, whether you created it or
The attacks you receive ultimately serve to teach you
lessons, and how successfully you defend against these attacks
determines how easily you learn your lesson. Learning a lesson
before the experience often voids the necessity of having to
Second, in the absolute sense the
Matrix Control System serves to
accelerate your spiritual growth, and although its agents see you as
the enemy, know that you can utilize them as teachers.
You do not
need to seek them out, for they will find you as you progress in
your learning path. Most importantly, know that you will never be
given anything you cannot choose to handle successfully.
Now, the likelihood of an attack depends upon two factors:
their desire to attack - the
attention you garner
their ability to attack - the weakness of your defense
Having strong defenses and lowering your
profile as a target reduce the probability of being attacked.
Strong defenses consist of the following:
being aware of your internal
weaknesses and countering or watching them closely:
lack of knowledge and false assumptions
resentment and envy
bias and prejudice against the bitter
emotional dependency upon sources of authority
blindspots in your awareness, etc…
being aware of your external
weaknesses and countering or watching them closely:
depend upon or who depend upon you, who can become unwitting
tools of attack via their weaknesses being exploited
your finances and business which can be sabotaged and thus lead
to a cascading series of problems
potential health weaknesses
you may have which can be flared up in an attack to wear you
physical and mechanical problems like car accidents and
malfunction, slipping and falling on something to hurt yourself,
missing appointments due to various odd mishaps delaying you
if all that doesn't work, then the
people you care for are attacked in these same areas which
necessarily gets you involved
being resolute and wise in your
They attack mainly to bias the decisions you haven't
yet made, and to reinforce the wrong decisions you make
has to do with the Law of Freewill and the
STS (negative path)
preference to win by their target's own will to submit
to making the right choice, you may be attacked to keep you from
But once you make it, since any further attacks may
only confirm for you that you've made the right choice, so they
tend to stop immediately once that learning plateau has been
If you make the wrong choice, they then attack you even
harder to make you think you've made the right one
If you are wishy washy, agnostic, and
conservative in your decision making, perhaps because you're afraid
of making mistakes or being definitive, you will receive constant
attacks because you're straddling the fence and that is where you're
most easily tipped over to either side by the least amount of force.
STS attacks the weakest link at its weakest moment, and being
irresolute about your decisions creates just such an opportunity for
It is better to make a firm decision and
be wrong (as then the results show that you have been wrong and you
can easily reverse the mistake) than to fear ever being wrong and
thus become wishy washy (which makes you uncertain of everything and
totally undisciplined in your progress).
Lowering your profile as a target consists of these:
stopping whatever you're doing that
makes you a threat
Not a good option, as that defeats the very
purpose of your existence. Any step forward toward independence
for yourself and others will naturally shine the spotlight upon
To reduce attack, don't cower in the spotlight and return
to your former self, but rather move forward with ever
increasing strength of your defenses. Gaining knowledge and
applying it naturally ups your defenses - so the very knowledge
that makes you a target can protect you against succumbing to
Those who hoard knowledge without taking it seriously
enough to apply in life get all the targeting that comes with
great knowledge, but possess only half the protection, so they
get eliminated pretty quickly.
seeking to learn from all you
If you are open to learning from your experiences,
then the more they try to attack you, the more knowledgeable you
They take a gamble every time they attack
- either they
win and you become weak, or they lose and you become stronger.
It's your choice.
Being egotistical psychopaths prone to wishful
thinking about their skill and prowess, they always attack and
usually end up shooting themselves in the foot when they attack
a strong target.
keeping up a positive emotional
If you are spazzy, frightful, and fearful, you become
a reaction machine, one with buttons so sensitive it takes a
simple "boo" to get you to splurge all your emotional energy
into your etheric environment which
STS forces lap up with
delight and then use to hack into your reality more easily next
You become a puppet they can easily control, and they will
do their best to use your reactive condition to their advantage.
Additionally, although 4D STS forces can see beyond linear time
and analyze our probable futures and pasts, their perception
range is limited due to the narrow spectrum of their soul
Thus they can only see and predict that which
resides within their choice to perceive. If you are in a
negative mindset or mood, your probable future is within that
narrow spectrum, or alternately, you resonate with the sector of hyperdimensional reality that is their territory.
In that case,
they can more easily screw with you, predict what you're going
to do next, and thus control you. The solution is to stay out of
their probability-detection-range by having composure, being
active rather than reactive, and generally keeping up a positive
So keeping up your emotional frequency isn't about shielding
yourself from the truth (because you can gain knowledge and stay
positive if you choose), but rather it's a necessary tactical
method when involved in a hyperdimensional ambush.
donning your metaphysical body armor and camouflage.
having foresight, awareness, and
This makes you less predictable.
The more knowledge
you have, the more freewill you have, the more choices you can
make because you're aware of those choices, and the harder it is
for them to calculate what you will do next.
makes them less efficient in their attack because they must
spread their resources to account for a wider range of probable
Some general tips about attacks:
attacks ALWAYS have more than one
way of succeeding
Countering one route of attack doesn't mean
you have countered all, and you can be your own worst enemy.
example, when using an agent to sabotage or harass you, they can
win through directly sabotaging your efforts, or by getting you
to sabotage yourself via overreaction and paranoia. Often, when
they cannot harm you directly, they try to scare you so that by
your own overreaction you accomplish their goal.
encounters, you have two adversaries: them and yourself. Know
yourself, and know them, and you will never succumb - that's
common sense and also the key advice of Sun Tzu in "The Art of
Another example is this: if their goal is to prevent you from
accomplishing yours, then they can win either by sabotaging your
goal directly, or getting you to become so distracted with this
whole business of "defending against attack" that you forget to
continue your original goal.
The best defense is a balanced
defense. Sabotage and distraction are thus the two key things
you must watch for.
Another method of self-sabotage is to become frightful and
reactive, which lowers your frequency as mentioned and puts you
deeper into their game, which means they have more power over
you and your reality. So although defense is necessary, never
forget about what you're defending, and never forget about your
own weaknesses and potential for self-sabotage.
Add to this the
possibility of being abducted and mind programmed with
self-destructive thought loops and posthypnotic suggestions, and
you can see the importance of watching not only your adversary,
but also yourself.
you have more power than they want
you to believe
They have created numerous falsehoods in
religion, philosophy, spirituality, politics, and culture
designed to disempower you by inducing within you a lack of
faith in what you can accomplish.
It's the whole "Oh well,
what's the use" mentality that allows predators to run rampant,
not because they are strong, but because people make themselves
weak by not standing up for themselves or others.
It's worth at
least trying, as that tests your limits rather than falsely
you can rarely succeed in fighting
them in the dark
As that is their territory and there are a
million directions from which an attack can come invisibly from
the dark. But if you drag them into the light by making their
tactics visible to everyone, they whither, flee, or in rare
cases go bonkers and thus reveal themselves fully.
dirty, exploiting loopholes and cheating to win, as the ends
justify the means for them. For example, winning a debate
usually consists of successfully arguing the logic of one's
case. But there is another way of winning: wear down and
overwhelm your opponent.
This they do by leveling loaded
questions and accusations against you faster than you can
respond. If you don't respond, they claim a win. If you do
respond, the ignore what you say and immediately throw you
another accusation or question, and thus they eventually win
when you slip up or give up.
The best you can do in that case is
see if the fight is really worth fighting, and extracting
yourself if it isn't… often the truth speaks for itself, and you
have no obligation to explain yourself to the ignorant who
purposely avert their eyes away from the truth.
watch your emotional energy
Emotions are energy that open doors into other realms.
Normally, emotions help you expand your range of action and thus
enter new states of being and levels of experience and learning,
but your negative emotion and misdirected thoughts can equally
be used by STS forces to open doors into your realm.
Or to look
at it another way, if they cannot directly reach you, they can
still taunt you into exposing yourself where they can reach,
then hit hard what you reveal.
Although negative emotions are
helpful sometimes in alarming you to present danger, be wary of
indulging in them beyond their initial use as alarms.
watch out for interacting with clearly harmful individuals who
seem preoccupied with demanding your time and energy - some are
decoys sent to milk you of energy, which can then be used to
breech your realm (hack your reality) as stated, leading to more
severe attacks than was possible before.
Also beware of
implanted paranoia that cuts you off from potentially fruitful
networking opportunities. As you can see, balance is the key - there's no substitute for discernment.
know that attacks happen on multiple
fronts, meaning inside you and outside you simultaneously
mood can be artificially depressed by malevolent forces using
technology or pure psychic attack, and these can be coupled with
external attacks exploiting the external weaknesses mentioned
Your judgment may be detrimentally affected while
external conditions are set up to test your judgment and lure
you into making unwise decisions.
Therefore, when in a negative
state of mind, refrain from making important decisions and
instead have faith in your sober self, waiting until you sober
up before making a decision. But if the situation is urgent, you
can center yourself mentally, concentrate upon a happy thought
or feeling, and through sheer willpower sober yourself up - then
you have the clarity of mind and heart to carry on wisely.
Whatever your negative emotion is, just meditate upon its
diametric opposite - this establishes an internal feedback cycle
that over the span of a couple minutes brings you to it.
employ your intuition and
Pay attention that little intuitive voice
that has always warned you in the past of danger or unwise moves
on your part, it is your Higher Self attempting to communicate
with you through your subconscious.
If what it conveys matches
all the evidence you see, or if nothing you see contradicts what
it advises, then you better take it seriously. Your intuition
and logic are the most trustworthy aides you have.
Also, pay attention to
symbols in your dreams and external
waking environment which may convey the presence and nature of
an attack. Dreams will generally warn of an upcoming attack or
one that is underway. As for symbols in your external waking
environment, these are known as omens or
attention to them - they often give you a heads up as well.
Waking reality is no different from a dream except that it is
shared. Just as nightly dreams contain meaningful symbols, so
can waking reality contain them.
If you pay attention, you will
see signs in your environment correlating with
attacks, either as a warning by your subconscious or as a simple
byproduct of the attack itself.
An odd but significant form of guidance is the phenomenon of
intermittent ear ringing - not
tinnitus, which is constant and
due to nerve damage, but rather the sporadic type. Ear ringing
is generated by your nervous system as an internal audible
signal either warning you of psychic intrusion or alerting you
to an important thought.
The pitch, duration, volume, and
apparent location (left, right, both ears, above, below, etc…)
communicate different things, and only by observing and
correlating them with concurrent events and thoughts can you
figure out what each type means.
In my case, generally speaking,
Either way, they signal "Be
alert, pay attention."
call upon help from divine
Such as your Higher Self or
God or Jesus or whomever you
understand to be representative of the divine will.
The help you
receive will be in the form of knowledge and strength, and
occasionally in the form of direct squelching of the attackers
if the fight is otherwise terribly unbalanced against you.
can't always help you directly, but they can help you help
yourself in ways you may not be aware of at the time. In your 3D
form, you are very limited in what you can do yourself.
like the pinky of a hand, barely able to flick a fly - but you can
flick on the powerful bug zapper; likewise, you can choose to
align with and receive assistance from higher divine laws and
principles who command far greater power than you could muster
via strategy and personal willpower. Have gratitude for their
you cannot win by taking the choices
your adversaries give you
Always look for the third option, the
way of skipping, skirting, or circumventing the rules they try
to foist upon you. This is known as the ‘third man' theme.
best way to win a game is to stop playing by its rules.
games are customized to fit what they know about how you react,
so stop reacting and alter your methods as fits the situation on
the basis of what seems like the smartest thing to do. By
gauging your method upon their approach, you are always one step
But generally, it's wise to not even play their games, so
watch out for falling into their ambush: stay centered in your
territory where the light shines.
Lastly, here is a summary of guidelines
to keep in mind when slandered or challenged:
Acknowledge any truth in the
This ensures that you don't become delusional by
becoming ignorant of potentially constructive criticism.
Remain non-judgmental, observant,
impeccable, and calm
This keeps your emotional frequency
elevated and stable, ensures that you don't overreact, and helps
you focus on resolving the situation with finesse.
If necessary, reveal only the
universal truth in the situation
This helps you avoid becoming
distracted by trivial facts, such as he-said/she-said drama that
is plentiful but worthless for you and others to invest time and
The universal truth consists of that which can be
applied again elsewhere to help you or another make better
Arguing over petty facts and issues is a trap,
quicksand that can quickly suck you in while making you believe
you're defending the truth - instead, you're defending your ego
Disarm an attack by revealing its
underlying mechanism for all to see
This brings the
manipulations into the light, where the manipulator then loses
all power except over the most gullible and ignorant of people.
People rarely give into manipulations when they know they're
being manipulated, so show them why they are being manipulated
and they will refuse to give it power.
Never attack or defend ego, for that
puts you dangerously upon their turf
This is a big one. Anything
done out of ego, for the benefit of ego, or in defense of the
ego will always come back to bite you. So always act for the
highest good and noblest of reasons, unless you want to learn
the lesson of their necessity the hard way.
dealing with an attack and applaud yourself for being so
fiendish, look again as you may be unwittingly setting up your
own booby trap to trip in the future.
The battle is waged for the
undecided who deserve an informed choice, not the permanently
In other words, when involved in an argument or
defending against a slanderous attack, you can't convince those
who have chosen to ignore, and you have no need to fight for
those who already see the situation for what it is.
your arguing, defending, etc… are only for the benefit of those
who have yet to choose, who are open to the truth, and who may
benefit from learning. If there are none of these (as time goes
on, there will be less and less of them as the facts become more
than obvious), then there is no point wasting your energy
Therefore, know what you're fighting for,
and it's nothing worth fighting for, then don't fight.
You cannot and should not override
freewill, but you can help people use it
You cannot reverse
people's choices, but you can help them make more informed ones.
This means your energy isn't spent preaching, but rather sharing
what you see and know so that those who have yet to choose can
use it for their betterment.
To avoid defeat by distraction or
avoidance, never abandon your principles or give up progress for
the sake of defense
As explained before, the counterpart to
sabotage is distraction, and you are the only one responsible
for succumbing to distraction. Deal with attacks as quickly and
efficiently as possible, then get on with your life and don't
dwell on the past.
Don't hold regrets or grudges or dig up the
dead, and don't succumb to those individuals who try to open
Knowledge protects, ignorance endangers.
Always use love: kind love for the kind, tough love for the tough.
Follow the compass but watch where you step.