From: "Draco S."
I am honored when another places trust in me, so therefore I am
At present, just like for you, I
cannot afford to eat every day. Whenever this situation pisses
me off (which quite is often) I remind myself that there are
countless others who are WAY worse off - that is always a
sobering thought... and then I focus on every tiny thing I can
ferret out that's good in my life.
Depending on how bereft one is, this
can take a moment or half the day. If you can't FIND anything
good in present time, scan your memory banks for past pleasure
moments and re-call them. Once again depending on your level of
depression/despondency this can be easy or difficult, but once
one pleasure moment is accessed, a cascade phenomena starts to
If nasty memories surface or ones
that cause pain, just ignore them, say, "Not going there, no
sale" and doggedly pursue more pleasing reminiscences. Try it,
works for me most of the time. Crying is good too sometimes, if
nothing else works - very cathartic. Nothing wrong with
unabashingly bawling your eyes out. It cleans all the dust out
of your eyes, for a start! All things must pass... all is
transitory. Your "long dark tea-time of the soul" too will pass
The "malign ones" may appear to promote or cause chaos... but in
truth they are in fact terrified of true "chaos."
The type of chaos espoused by these
types is NOT chaos, it is their imposition of order, and
although the results/events may seem chaotic to humans, they are
not... all the events are orchestrated as you well know. They
hate and despise the true Chaos, (the real Goddess - not their
disempowered/misempowered version of her) because she cannot be
"controlled"... the energy that pervades and connects all, the
power from which all forms arise, can never be controlled in the
manner the malign ones would wish.
It can be diverted, twisted, turned
and inverted to create a labyrinth with which to be-muse and
a-maze, but, as you have pointed out, "the unexpected happens
when you least expect it", and it is that very thing that they
hate and fear most. As it has been said, the best laid plans of
mice and men go astray. Look to the ideas/things/all that are
suppressed the most, for within the wisdom contained therein are
clues to their undoing.
Deepest Purple, I have three words for you - "nil illegitimo
carborundum" - don't let the bastards grind you down.
lesson from the little birds... they still sing, even though it
is winter, for they know the spring will come again... and while
they wait, and times are hard, they have those such as yourself,
who feed them and they in turn, feed your soul with their
Do not fear that the cessation of the
crop circles was loss of
contact or a bad omen... it was not - rather it was simply
harvest time in southern England where 90% of the circles
form... There will be more circles in due season.
Like you, I too was aware that I was here to awaken the lost
tribes of time, and indeed this was the original plan, however,
as we have discovered, this has proved exceedingly difficult,
nay, almost impossible. Contingency plans are being drawn up,
and our only task at this time is simply to watch.
reports and adjustments are made.
As you have reiterated, there is no
"free will" in a world where people are covertly manipulated and
controlled, and one would think that this alone would be a wake
up call for humans, now that it has been exposed... but as I
have said, this mission is proving to be much more difficult
than was originally anticipated. No one ever said planet taming
was easy! ...especially when high magick is afoot.
We must be ever vigilant to a-void
the machinations of Dr. Von Hamsterwheel and Colonel
In the mean-time I have been gleaning further info.
I have turned my attention, once again, to obscure ancient earth
texts. I share with you, the following "article". It was written
to post in a forum of which I am a meme-burr, but to date I have
not posted it.
It is my hope that it will help you
The texts confirm that the "elder
gods" or "Anunnaki" were, in fact, not the
first "gods" and that
a race or races known as the Ancient Ones
pre-dated the arrival of the "elder gods"/Anunnaki.
The Ancient Ones had come from the
stars many eons earlier and had established an extremely
The Anunnaki, although initially
accepted, and very technologically advanced themselves,
subsequently caused immense problems and a war broke out. It
seems this was no small battle, indeed, it changed the entire
face of the earth and irrevocably altered the course of life
thereon. The texts go on to say that the "elder gods" or the
"Anunnaki" produced/created mankind as a slave/workforce.
Were these Anunnaki the legendary dragons as some have
suggested, or do the legends of these magical creatures and
their nebulous world, refer to the ancient race that existed
prior to the arrival of the Anunnaki? Were they
eradicated/modified by this invasion/rebellion?
There are many who view the Anunnaki genetic modifications on
this planet as an upgrade to the race of beings existing on
earth at the time, but considering the overweening arrogance and
warlike behavior of the Anunnaki themselves and of some of our
world leaders (who claim to be their descendants through their
affiliations with various secret societies), it makes one
wonder. As a species, man has more genetic defects/diseases than
Was the Anunnaki gene manipulation
an upgrade... Or was it in fact a downgrade?
Strangely, it clearly states in the
Sumerian texts that the genes of the commander of the army of
the ANCIENT ONES combined with ANUNNAKI genes were used to
Could be the true story behind the
"fall from paradise"? It may be seen as odd that the Anunnaki
would combine their own genes with that of their ancient enemy,
however it seems that they viewed this as some type of
punishment or binding of the spirit of the Ancient Ones.
According to Sumerian sacred texts, the "elder gods" (the
Anunnaki), battled with and destroyed the Ancient Ones, and
specifically Tiamat, their queen, the ancient of days, who is
described as a "great wicked serpent" or "mighty dragon". Also
described are her many strange allies - serpent men, dragons,
sphinxes (lion-men), centaurs, dog-men and scorpion-men.
The titanic battle raged for ten
years or more, laying waste to the earth and its inhabitants...
The Anunnaki eventually won the battle and they divided up parts
of the earth between them. It is only after this that mankind
was "created" as a slave race. The Anunnaki were a race of
warlords, for they often fought amongst themselves and involved
humans in their endless power struggles and petty jealousies.
It has been said that the "myths" of centaurs, satyrs, unicorns,
dragons, elves etc. were the results of early genetic experiments
of the Anunnaki, but the Sumerian texts state the
creatures/monsters were allies of Tiamat.
Were the original
dragons/elves/fairy folk, in fact, the Ancient Ones
spoken of in the texts?
Did the Anunnaki destroy a
civilization, the mythical "land before time", and by
tampering with genetic codes, attempt genocide on a
global scale and deliberately conceal any memory of or
reference to this civilization?
Did they teach mankind
wonders or did they just twist and pervert ancient
No doubt there were "runaway slaves"
hidden in the caverns of the earth and also other survivors who
had escaped the unwelcome attentions of the Anunnaki and their
captive breeding programs. The texts tell us that there were
renegade Anunnaki as well, and it speculated that Enki himself
may have returned to the underworld.
From these came the myths of
Shamballah, Agartha... and
legends of great treasures and mines guarded by the gnomes.
Elves and Others, may have taken
refuge in the mountains and forests and "desolate places",
giving rise to their own "myths". As the world came more and
more under the influence of the Anunnaki, many of these too, may
have fled below the surface.
It is well documented that there are
networks of tunnels and huge caverns
beneath the earth, some caused by volcanic activity
and some artificial in origin. Many strange "cults" sprang from
these stories, many of which persist to this very day, which in
itself has caused much mischief.
It appears these elder gods/Anunnaki, were terrified of the
Ancient Ones and dreaded their foretold return, fearing that
they would reclaim the earth and take revenge on them. For this
reason they devised many "magical" and other occult diverse
means to prevent this from occurring.
After all, this would mean that the
"slave race" that the Anunnaki had "created", and
the genetic codes of the "ancient ones" might awaken and seek
One can see that this would cause
the Anunnaki overlords to be terror stricken and would
necessitate stringent control measures be imposed on the slaves.
Thus was born
and other hierarchical structures of
control, suppression and subjugation.
And what of humans, the odd
genetic consequence of all this meddling?
Is this the reason why
humanity seems to be suffering from collective post
traumatic stress disorder?
As it says in the
"Man is born of sadness, for
is of the Blood of the Ancient Ones, but has the Spirit of
the Elder Gods breathed into him. And his heart goes to the
Ancient Ones, but his mind is turned towards the Elder Gods,
and this is the war which shall be always fought, unto the
last generation of man; for the world is unnatural."
Does this not imply that the
previously understood "natural order" was disrupted in
some fundamental way when the civilization of the
Ancients was destroyed?
Is the famous "cradle of
civilization", in reality a coffin of a bygone golden
age lost in the mists of time?
We are told that civilization
abruptly emerged 6,000 to 8,000 years ago in ancient Sumer, (now
known as Iraq).
In the texts the Anunnaki demonstrate their fear and hatred of
the Ancient Ones, by
describing them as "crawling chaos" and blaming them for all
manner of hideous horror. But the texts also reveal the Anunnaki
themselves, as a fierce, lustful, incestuous, bloodthirsty,
deceitful, jealous and conquering race, with a vested interest
in keeping their "creations" ignorant about their true origins.
That being the case, we can
speculate that the ways of the Ancients were diametrically
opposed to those of the Anunnaki.
And humanity, blissfully unaware
of all this for the most part, still struggles on living the
lies and bearing the terrible karmic burden of these unspeakable
But it is also written:
"Know that Tiamat seeks ever to
rise to the stars, and when the Upper is united to the
Lower, then a New Age will come of Earth, and the Serpent
shall be made whole, and the Waters will be as One"
Speaking of Water...
If you have ever had any doubt that
your thoughts affect everything in and around you,
this info will put that doubt to rest.
Humanity may yet become as wise as a serpent/dragon and as
gentle as a dove, when we recognize and accept our own personal
power and wield this power with wisdom and responsibility. Then
what is gained is communion with the earth and star energies -
converse with the "dragon" currents in the land below and the
When this power is exploited, abused
or unacknowledged, these energies take the form of ones shadow
and will be a source of trouble until resolution is born. Always
remember we came to this place to transmute/transform errant
energies thereby re-connecting and re-weaving threads long
broken, to re-store that which was lost.
I know only too well that to be a Dragon on this earth in these
strange daze is fraught with peril, but it has long been so. In
this bad place it is all to easy to become ensnared in the
collective thought-form, which is extremely hostile to beings
like us. We must ever strive to re-member, re-deem and re-fine
our own being and as we do we will find that being in touch with
the Mys-stories of
This only scratches the surface. I am making some significant
connections (for me at least) of late, and if you are
interested, I can continue to share them with you. Looking
forward to hearing from you again.
Be at peace, my brother.
(Self Existing Dragon and World Bridger)