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			Chapter Two
 
			The First Seeds
 The Creation has been perceived of in as many ways as there are the 
			many minds of Man. These stories of the Creation, however, can all 
			be categorized into three different types, depending on the way they 
			see the initial acts of Creation.
 
			
			The first type of Creation story is that which stems from a primal 
			explosion of some kind, Creation being emitted into the Void from 
			this Big Bang.
 
			  
			
			This is very much the essence of the Big Bang Theory 
			so prevalent among many scientific minds these days. Acclaimed 
			researcher Erich Von Daniken gives an explanation of the Big Bang 
			theory of Creation, its origins, and how it got its name, in his 
			book, Gold of the Gods. Here, Von Daniken credits Professor George Lemaitre, a physicist and mathematician from Brussels, with first 
			introducing the concept into the endless discussions going on at the 
			time about the origin of all worlds.  
			 The theory itself says that billions of years ago, all the matter in 
			the Universe was compressed into a single original atom, a heavy 
			mass of matter, the cohesion of which pressed permanently against 
			its nucleus. The incredible forces involved added and multiplied so 
			that the lump of matter eventually exploded. Splintered into many 
			many billions of pieces, these bits of matter then assembled 
			themselves into finitely numerous galaxies over an endlessly long 
			period of consolidation:
 
				
				“The original prodigious force which existed before the beginning of 
			all being was a neutrum [the neutral force]. IT existed before the 
			big bang. IT unleashed the great destruction. IT caused all the 
			worlds in the Universe to originate from the explosion. IT, 
			incorporeal primordial force, the decisive primordial command, 
			became matter and IT knew the result of the great explosion. IT 
			wanted to reach the stage of lived experience.”  
			It was the Russian physicist George Gamow (1904- ), a man known in 
			the scientific world for his knack of inventing catch phrases, who 
			Von Daniken credits with coming up with the name Big Bang.  
			 Phyllis Schlemmer, a deep-trance channeler who has done numerous 
			channelings over the past 20 or so years with a group of Beings who 
			call themselves 
			
			The Council of Nine, has collected these channelings 
			into a book entitled 
			
			The Only Planet of Choice: Essential briefings 
			from deep space. Occasionally she has done these channelings before 
			an invited audience of participants who, at one time, included Gene 
			Roddenberry, the original creator of the Star Trek series and other 
			programs such as Earth: Final Conflict. It is thought that 
			Roddenberry may have gotten many of his ideas from these channelings 
			because of the range of subjects covered in the various sessions.
 
			
			The Council of Nine say that They are “a high-level circle of great 
			beings who exist outside the Universe of space and time,” who are in 
			connection with “one that is higher.” It is their responsibility, 
			They say, “to maintain the energy-balances in this Universe.” We 
			will be referring to their ideas often in various areas of this book 
			because among the myriad sources of channeled works available these 
			days, theirs are definitely of a higher vibration, and originate 
			what has been determined to be by this author, a more valid source. 
			We will also take the liberty during this work of referring to Them 
			as ‘The Nine.’
 
			 Among their channelings are numerous references to an Original Cause 
			sometimes called
			“the One,” as well as to the original act of Creation itself. A 
			number of these references to the 
			Creator and to the Creation also fit into the archetypal beliefs 
			shared by other spiritual paths and 
			religions, and vary across the whole range of methods by which 
			Creation is thought to have happened:
 
				
				The first idea is that Original Cause created because it felt alone:
				 
					
					“...there was one Creator, one energy, one pure light, one 
			pure-being Self that contained all components of all that is... 
			This self came into that beingness, knowledge, and wisdom to begin 
			to divide the components of which it consisted, not to remove them 
			but to build a structure, the Universe. For in its aloneness it had 
			only self for companion... (It) was One that understood that it 
			needed to become the many. So all of the many are in truth the One.”
					 
				The second is that Creation occurred through implosion rather than 
			through explosion:  
					
					“The One breathed breathless by itself, and turning inward upon 
			itself the tension of One, and became the manyfold all of varying 
			densities and intensities of matter and spirit, with the potential 
			to become one union.”  
				Third is that the first act of 
				Creation created not everything in 
			one go, but instead created the Trinity itself at first:  
					
					“There is what you call the Son, the Father and the Holy Spirit.”
					 
				The last of their ideas is that 
				the Creator created co-workers to 
			help IT in its Creation:  
					
					“ . . there are (also) those that are called “God", that are 
			appendages to God, that also create. . . a collection of beings that 
			generate outward points of this source... Each of these entities 
			has individual knowledge or principle, but not of the whole. There 
			is only one that has the whole.”  
				According to the Council of Nine, it is, however, from 
				the One that 
			ultimately everything has its source:  
					
					“There is One, of the highest order, that is the purest of light, 
			that is a composite of all, that creates all. Each soul in the whole 
			Universe came directly from the true Creator, so each soul is imbued 
			with this energy... Love is God. And it is love that creates the 
			energy which feeds God—and makes God... God is... unified, 
			infinite intelligence, supported with pure love...”  
			This confirms the information which I have gotten for myself, in 
			that, although it is such a difficult subject for one mind to grasp 
			while still here in the physical body, Creation in and of itself was 
			an act of Love, simply and plainly put. It was the ONE which IS 
			acting upon ITSELF with all the Love at its limitless disposal and 
			creating something of ITSELF with which IT could express this Love. 
			Thus Boundless Love and Boundless Joy are Mankind’s rightful and due 
			inheritance.  
			 The idea that we came from the One and it is to the One that we 
			return is an archetypal image. It can be seen in the teachings of a 
			number of religions and spiritual paths. Sounding much like a 
			conjoining of the religious and the antithetical scientific Big Bang 
			Theory, The Nine have also described the Creation as a releasing of 
			energy from this Original Source:
 
				
				“ It was the releasing of the energy of 
				the Creator that created... So the Creator, without
			all cells and particles, is not complete... So when all cells and 
			particles came together, that was
			the creation of an infinite-intelligence-Creator... each human 
			knows in its innermost knowing that
			it is part of the Creator.”(77) 
				  
				...our growth as souls is the 
			same as God’s growth as God... The
			infinite creation in its totality is the One Infinite Being, the One 
			Being which is aware of itself to the extent that its different 
			aspects are aware of themselves, as a part of all that is.” 
				 
			Not separate interpretations of the act of Creation, these different 
			statement of The Nine simply express the same idea in many different 
			forms for many different levels of consciousness to understand. They 
			try to explain the unexplainable in words that our human minds can 
			get a grip on. This, too, is true of the final way in which these 
			higher intelligence Beings seek to express the wonder and the awe of 
			the original act of Creation, Again, it is an archetypal image that 
			all of Creation exists in the body of God, that each one of us is a 
			piece of the mirror that is God—the Creator, and that everything 
			stems from intent:  
				
				“In the beginning was the Word” is a translation error according to 
				The Nine.  
			To Them it should be translated as the fact that the 
			Creator came forth and said,  
				
				“That which is, that which I am, will 
			be... First, before the manifestation of any method or any 
			creation there was the communication of Being... God created us 
			in his own image... That means that all that God is you are, and 
			all that God knows you know, all that is good is contained within 
			you, all that is pure is contained within you.”  
			In his commentary on the information contained in the channelings, 
			Palden Jenkens makes the statement that the channelings imply that 
			not only were we created to receive love, but also to generate it in 
			order to further God’s growth. This is similar to the idea contained 
			in the recent movie The Matrix where human beings are considered to 
			be power cells to be used by ‘mechanical beings.’ Only, in this 
			case, people supply energy both to God, as well as gaining power 
			from God.  
			  
			If it is anything that moves and supports us in this 
			Creation, it is Love. And just as in The Matrix, it is the energy 
			potential for Love that the Dark side seeks to steal from us and use 
			because it is the ultimate energy of the Universe. How many of us 
			here on the planet feel that we have been drained of all Love, and 
			don’t understand how to replenish it? What is the seemingly ultimate 
			search for each of one us within our own hearts but to find Love?  
			
			For Jenkins this idea of being apart of the much larger whole of the 
			Creator Itself gives a very real sense of participating in Divinity, 
			not just being subject to it. We, as humans, can,
 
				
				“create a spiral 
			feedback-loop of love where we are not just subjects of God, but 
			active atoms within God, (and) in no way separate (from It).” 
				 
			A somewhat more succinct version of the Creation can be found in the 
			Holy Bible, Revised Standard Edition, where the first seed is 
			described with very little fanfare:  
				
				“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with 
				God, and the 
			Word was God. He was in the beginning with God; all things were made 
			through him, and without him was not anything made that was made. In 
			him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in 
			the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.”  
				  
				(The correct 
			Greek term for Word was logos, which could best be understood as 
			‘inherent order’ or ‘design.’)  
			The widespread influence of the Christian Church and 
			its version of 
			the Creation story on other religions and other cultures which they 
			came to control, is evidenced in the Creation story of the Efe 
			people of the African nation of Zaire.  
			 The Efe tell a Creation story much like that of Genesis, but the 
			Genesis myth is clearly
			assimilated into an even older story dating back into the misty dawn 
			of time. Note, for instance, 
			that the moon, a female figure, helps the Supreme Being in his act 
			of creation of humans. Note, 
			too, the familiar element or archetype of creation of the first 
			beings out of clay, and once again, the presence of the almost 
			ubiquitous Tree with the forbidden fruit.
 
				
				“With help from the moon, The Supreme Being made a man, 
				Baatsi, out 
			of clay, which he covered with skin and filled with blood. He made a 
			woman, too, and commanded the man to make children with her. “Only 
			be sure to obey one rule,” he said. “Do not eat of the Tahu Tree.”
				 
			So it was that Baatsi fathered many children and his children 
			fathered many more children, and everyone obeyed the rule. When they 
			got old and tired they simply went happily to heaven. Everything 
			went on this way until a pregnant woman with a craving for tahu 
			fruit convinced her husband to break some off for her. Naturally the 
			moon saw the man picking the fruit in the dark and she told her 
			co-creator. Because of what the man and the woman did, we now all 
			suffer the punishment of death. (Creation Myths—Beier, 63)  
			 Another ‘universal’ entity by the name of Ramtha is channeled by a 
			number of people, including a woman named J.Z. Knight. In RAMTHA 
			(The White Book), Ramtha tells a short but succinct version of what 
			happened in the beginning, one which echoes that also channeled from 
			the Council of Nine:
 
				
				“Everything has been created by the sons from the thought that the 
			Father is. And whatever the sons create becomes the expanded self of 
			the Father.”  
			
			
			Colonel James Churchward, who wrote a series of books on the lost 
			
			continent of Lemuria, tells us that in the ancient manuscripts of 
			this primal land, science was also a part of religion. They were 
			considered and looked upon as twin sisters. The first teachings that 
			a man was given in his life was that there was an almighty, 
			all-powerful, Creative God and that man owed his existence to Him.  
				
				“Then followed the teachings that man was a special creation, 
			possessing a something that no other form of Creation on earth 
			possessed—a soul or spirit. He was taught that this soul had 
			everlasting life and never died. The material body returned to earth 
			from whence it came, then released the soul, and it continued on. 
			Apparently, when the forgoing was thoroughly instilled into his mind 
			and he thoroughly comprehended it, lessons in science followed. 
			Teachings were given that showed him the laws and works of Creation, 
			such as the infinite wisdom in the arrangement of the Universe...”
				 
			The Gnostic Christian view, tells of a true, ultimate and 
			transcendent God, who is beyond all created Universes and who never 
			created anything in the sense in which the word “create” is 
			ordinarily understood. While this True God did not fashion or create 
			anything, He (or, It) “emanated” or brought forth from within 
			Himself the substance of all there is in all the worlds, visible and 
			invisible. In a certain sense, this agrees with so many different 
			spiritual views that all things are in God, for all things consist 
			of the substance of God.  
			 By the same token, it must also be recognized that many portions of 
			this original divine essence have been projected so far from their 
			source that they have been weakened, an subsequently have undergone 
			serious and unwholesome attempts to change their basic nature in the 
			process. To worship the cosmos, or nature, or embodied creatures can 
			thus be tantamount to worshipping alienated and corrupt portions of 
			the emanated divine essence.
 
			 The basic Gnostic myth has many variations, but all of these refer 
			to Aeons, intermediate deific beings who exist between the ultimate, 
			True God and ourselves as human beings.
 
 Together with the True God, they comprise the realm of Fullness (Pleroma) 
			wherein the potency of divinity operates fully. The Fullness stands 
			in contrast to our existential state, which in comparison may be 
			called emptiness.
 
			 One of the aeonial beings who bears the name Sophia (“Wisdom”) is of 
			great importance to the Gnostic world view. In the course of her 
			journeyings, Sophia came to emanate from her own being a flawed 
			consciousness, a being who became the creator of the material and 
			psychic cosmos, all of which he created in the image of his own 
			flaw. This being, unaware of his origins, imagined himself to be the 
			ultimate and absolute God. Since he took the already existing divine 
			essence and fashioned it into various forms, he is also called the 
			Demiurgos or “half-maker.” There is an authentic half, a true deific 
			component within creation, but it is not recognized by the 
			half-maker and by his cosmic minions, the Archons or “rulers”.
 
 
			Although any or all of these explanations may serve to partially 
			satisfy and perhaps stimulate the conscious mind, there is a 
			question as to how well words can describe or help us understand 
			what the Supreme Creator is and is not. The spiritual hierarchy say 
			that to truly comprehend the FATHER (for that is what THEY call HIM) 
			is a task for one who is above the worlds of physical illusion and 
			above the Darkness of this Universe. To use THEIR own words,  
				
				“To say 
			what the FATHER is, is to limit the FATHER. To say what the FATHER 
			is not, is also to further limit the FATHER. HE IS.”  
			Their story of the Creation as it proceeded from 
			the FATHER is not 
			so succinct. In fact it contains much more detail which finally 
			sheds some light upon the way in which this world has progressed, 
			and is progressing, and explains many things about why we do not 
			indeed live in such a ‘perfect Universe.’  
			 Before we begin with this narrative, however, we would like to ask 
			the reader to, if necessary, before you proceed with the next 
			section, review those paragraphs in the Introduction that talk about 
			the expansion of consciousness and not using old frameworks to 
			understand new ideas.
 
			  
			 The First Two Seeds
 
			 In the beginning, it is helpful to keep in mind that the word 
			‘Universe’ implies ‘one verse,’ and no real song or poem has simply 
			just one verse. Many books are even being written these days about 
			what is called the ‘omniverse.’ This, in fact, is the way things 
			truly out there in the Creation for there are really seven, what are 
			called, ‘Super Universes.’ Each and every one of these Super 
			Universes containing countless smaller Universes within Universes. 
			As the rings of the microcosmic aura of man contain the separate 
			dimensions of his reality, so to does the Earth have its own 
			dimensional aura, as does the Universe in which we exist, as do all 
			of the levels higher and higher up this spiraling circle of 
			existence.
 
			 Each one of these worlds within worlds within worlds is a 
			holographic image that appears to be real when we are within it. 
			Like a little nested set of Russian dolls, each one growing smaller 
			and smaller until the macrocosm indeed does become the microcosm—for 
			actually they are one and the same thing, it is only our perception 
			that makes it not so. Each of these levels is connected to each one 
			of its higher levels like the layers of an onion—nature reflecting 
			both the microcosm and the macrocosm in so many of its individual 
			separate gifts. Anything having its existence on one level is also 
			working on many of these higher different levels simultaneously, 
			even though not consciously aware of that fact.
 
 Everything is interconnected and cannot be separated, except as we 
			would have it in our minds. A person who has lost an arm can still 
			feel cold or heat from the separated arm sometimes for months 
			afterwards because of the existence of that arm energy at a still 
			higher level of existence, one which remains connected to the 
			physical reality. This is called morphogenetic field theory.
 
			  
			 Even 
			our thoughts, and at times our sympathetic nervous systems are also 
			interconnected. We make and break connections between people on a 
			personal level as we choose to see fit, but still the energies 
			remain between each and every one of us there at the Universal 
			level, existing as holograms living within holographic worlds of 
			time and space and energy—until that time we choose to step beyond 
			the level that we’re at and say I want to move on.  
			 Seven is the number of Time, and Time relates to these 
			seven Super 
			Universes because 
			
			they are holographically comprised of matter, 
			energy, space and Time. In one of the key texts of history, 
			
			The 
			Emerald Tablets of Thoth, Thoth relates how Time is both a chain 
			that binds the freedom of Soul, and the understanding of it is a key 
			which can help us escape the confines of our earthly bounds. This 
			excerpt is from Emerald Tablet X called The Key of Time, and also 
			contains a very relevant vision of the Creation as told by a 
			mystical figure known as the Dweller:
 
				
				“Once, in a past time, I spoke to the Dweller. Asked of the mystery 
			of time and space. Asked him the question that surged in my being, 
			saying: “O Master, what is time?”  
				“Then to me spoke He, the Master: “Know ye, O Thoth, in the 
			beginning there was void and nothingness: a timeless, spaceless, 
			nothingness. And into the nothingness came a thought, purposeful, 
			all-pervading, and It filled the Void. There existed no matter, only 
			force, a movement, a vortex of vibration of the purposeful thought 
			that filled the Void.”
 
				“And I questioned the Master, saying: “Was this thought eternal?” 
			And answered me the Dweller, saying: “In the beginning, there was 
			eternal thought, and for thought to be eternal, time must exist. So 
			into the all-pervading thought grew the Law of Time. Aye, time which 
			exists through all space, floating in a smooth, rhythmic movement 
			that is eternally in a state of fixation. Time changes not, but all 
			things change in time. For time is the force that holds events 
			separate, each in its proper place. Time is not in motion, but ye 
			move through time as your consciousness moves from one event to 
			another. Aye, by time ye exist, all in all, an eternal One 
			existence. Know ye that even though in time ye are separate, yet 
			still are One in all times existent.” Ceased then the voice of the 
			Dweller, and departed I to ponder on time. For knew I that in these 
			words lay wisdom and a way to explore the mysteries of time.
 
				“List ye, O man. Take of my wisdom. Learn of the deep hidden 
			mysteries of space. Learn of the Thought that grew in the abyss, 
			bringing Order and Harmony in space. Know ye, O man, that all that 
			exists has being only because of the Law. Know ye the Law and ye 
			shall be free, never be bound by the fetters of night . . . Seek ye 
			and learn that Time is the secret whereby ye may be free of this 
			space.”
 
			Time is a key element is the controlling of Mankind on this planet, 
			and we have not heard the last of on our journey throughout history.
			 
			
			Within these grander Super Universes, the individual smaller 
			Universes are in turn made up of galaxies, nebulae, star clusters, 
			and solar systems such as are our own.
 
 The first of these seven Super Universes is called the Central 
			Universe—and it is a Universe far beyond the realms of this one 
			known as Nebadon, as correctly explained in 
			
			the Book of Urantia and 
			the works of Gabriel of Sedona.
 
			 In this Central Universe resides the actual source of what we would 
			term ‘God,’ though far beyond the comprehension of anything Mankind 
			has ever thought of God before. As HE is referred to by the 
			Spiritual Hierarchy and by the few on this planet who are able to 
			have contact with HIM, HE is called ‘the FATHER’.
 
			 Harold Klemp, spiritual master of Eckankar, lists in one of his 
			works the fundamental principles which can be attributed to the 
			FATHER, or what he calls the Godhead. These are:
 
				
					
						
						• Reality is an 
						all-embracing unity• the Ultimate is nameless
 • 
						within the Self the Ultimate is to be found
 • IT can 
						be known by acquaintance
 • and reality is disclosed only to those who meet ITs conditions
 
			As suggested in some of the earlier theories of Creation we have so 
			far looked at, in the first act of Creation, the FATHER had two 
			firstborn ‘children’ created from the LIGHT that HE IS. These two 
			Beings are called RAJ and HAROON. RAJ is what is called the “Eternal 
			Son” or “Original Creator Son.” HE is, as you can imagine, a very, 
			very, very powerful Spirit, by that meaning powerful energy-wise or 
			vibration-wise. HAROON is what is called ‘the Infinite Mother 
			Spirit,’ ‘The Holy Spirit’ or ‘The Infinite Spirit.’ THEY all have 
			THEIR existence within the Central Universe, and are the original 
			TRINITY – the FATHER, RAJ, and HAROON.  
			 These are the pure, positive God worlds in the Highest Realms of 
			existence. As we get into the ‘lower’ worlds of Creation, the pure, 
			positive nature of the FATHER’s Light splits into the positive male 
			aspect and the negative female aspect. The terms do not refer to 
			their ‘good or bad’ nature, but simply relate to their 
			electro-magnetic charge such as you have on a magnet or on the 
			diametrically opposed poles of a car battery.
 
			 Although RAJ and HAROON are referred to by words which have a gender 
			connotation, THEY are both positive and negative in and of 
			themselves. This again is the original TRINITY grouping from which 
			all the power of the Universes evolved. This is where it all began . 
			. . In the Beginning.
 
			 Subsequent acts of Creation then took place from ‘the union of 
			energies’ of either the FATHER and HAROON, HAROON and RAJ, or the 
			FATHER and RAJ. What came forth as ‘offspring’ from these unions 
			were other ‘Creator Sons’ and ‘Infinite Mother Spirits,’ powerful 
			Light Beings or Spirits, if you want to call Them that, whose job 
			was to further create. That was their job. Kind of like 
			sub-contractors, a Creator Son and an Infinite Mother Spirit would 
			be given an area of what can only be termed the Void, into which 
			They were then to go out and create another level of the Universe.
 
			
			Although SOUL in its entirety was created by the FATHER, the 
			individual manifestation of 
			the sparks or pieces of SOUL that we are, comes through ‘the union’ 
			of these ‘lesser’ Creator 
			Sons and Infinite Mother Spirits—what Gnostic Scriptures refer to as 
			‘the Demi-urge.’ There are
			seven Super Universes, but within these super Universes the role of 
			these other Creator Sons 
			and Infinite Mother Spirits is to act as a kind of “Oversoul” or set 
			of parents or guardians for those individual expressions of the 
			FATHER who They help manifest.
 
			 The whole purpose of the work that these Creator Sons and these 
			Infinite Mother Spirits are sent to do in creating the individual 
			Universes, is to do it through the LIGHT energy of the FATHER. They 
			must, in Their work, be receptive of the FATHER’s energy, for that 
			is the only real Life Force in Creation. They then use this energy, 
			allowing IT to pass through them into Their subsequent creation—the 
			individual essences of Soul.
 
			 These Creator Sons and Infinite Mother Spirits are, as said, like 
			the creator parents of a Universe. Like parents here on this planet, 
			Their job is also to ‘be responsible’ for the Souls they help 
			manifest for there is always that bond between Them, much as we have 
			here on Earth. The FATHER sends the unmanifested Soul(s) out to be 
			manifested by a Creator Couple who then place it somewhere in Their 
			Universe so that it can begin gaining experience.
 
			  
			Like sending a 
			child off to school for the first time, These Creator Beings leave 
			the individuals sparks to the care and training of the teachers set 
			up throughout the various levels of Heaven to assist them throughout 
			their learning process. The Parent Creators, however, also bear the 
			responsibility to help the “manifested Souls” to return again to the 
			FATHER as ‘fully aware Souls’ in order to have them then assist in 
			furthering the creative process.  
			  
			The best analogy here is a power 
			station sending out its power to sub-stations, then from there that 
			electricity passes along to junction boxes and finally to individual 
			households and the single power outlet that powers the equipment. 
			Without the reduction in the energy as it passes through these 
			various steps, the equipment would be overwhelmed and would 
			subsequently burn up as a result. So to would we, in our lowered 
			states of consciousness, be ‘burnt up’ by the energy of the FATHER 
			without connecting through these various ‘adapter’ units.  
			  
			The FATHER, as we shall continue to call 
			HIM from now on, 
			experiences HIS Creation through those who are created, as expressed 
			in many of the ideas we have already looked at about Creation. We 
			are indeed, each a part of the Divine FATHER, and as such add to and 
			draw from HIS Divine Energy and Light. Or that’s the way it is 
			supposed to work and does work in six out of the seven Super 
			Universes . . .  
			  
			 The Story of Nebadon
 
			 In this Universe, the Creator Son’s name is Enjliou. The 
			Infinite 
			Mother Spirit is named Callia.
 
			 These Beings may be loosely equated to the Gnostic Scriptural idea 
			found on a manuscript fragment at 
			
			Nag Hammadi entitled First Thought 
			in Three Forms in which “Three forms” of the invisible spirit’s 
			“first thought” are equated to the barbelo aeon as the second 
			principle or male creator spirit, and life known as Zoë, the 
			negative female energy creator spirit. The Divine Word of God or 
			Spirit, known as the Logos, is the third and neutral force which 
			binds these two together to form the trinity necessary for the 
			proper act of Creation.
 
			 Gnostic scriptural scholar Bentley Layton points out the emphasis 
			laid upon the emanation and incarnation of the pre-existent Word 
			(Logos), which is identified in some Gnostic manuscripts with not 
			only the pre-existent anointed (Christ) but also with the Barbelo 
			itself—thus giving people the idea that Christ and God were one and 
			the same Being. It is his thought that some scholars have considered 
			this myth of the Word to also be closely related to the source of 
			the prologue of the Gospel of John, the “In the beginning . . .” 
			version of the Creation.
 
 Ceanne DeRohan, author of a series of books that tells of the 
			Creation in this Universe from the point of view of these Creator 
			Parents relates Enjliou’s experience on first becoming aware of 
			Himself in His own words. It also possibly serves as a reminder of 
			what it might have been like the first time we were manifested, or 
			even possibly what it is like for us as a newborn baby first removed 
			from the womb and beginning to become aware of our own innate 
			Beingness:
 
				
				“When consciousness became aware that it had existence, it had to 
			realize everything. Nothing was realized yet except that I had 
			become aware of Myself. Consciousness had to feel also or it could 
			not know. In fact, a feeling of having consciousness is the way in 
			which I realized I had consciousness. There were no words at first, 
			only a feeling that I had existence. I had desire to know more. 
				 
				“. . . I had the concept of a place within Myself then also. I tried 
			to find the place that did not feel good so I could know it. I had 
			just started my search when I realized there were many more places 
			that did not feel good than I had realized before I began looking 
			for them. In realizing I felt bad, I realized I had been feeling 
			good. I wondered if it was right to try to feel Myself. I wondered 
			if it was right to feel that some places felt good and others did 
			not. I wondered if trying to feel them made these places not feel 
			good. I felt confusion and fear. I wanted something that could 
			explain it to Me so I could know. I felt lonely and somewhat timid 
			about trying to feel Myself for fear of what I might find.
 
				“All of this passed fleetingly through My consciousness while I was 
			trying to ignore it in favor of My desire to know more. My desire to 
			know more was leading Me on. I found out many things in My own way 
			at that time. I stumbled onto most of them by having an experience 
			and then realizing it. I felt most impatient with Myself. Already 
			guilt had been born in me as a little voice telling Me that I should 
			do better than I was doing.
 
				“I had realized many more things than I could list. You must feel 
			within yourselves to find your memory of what you experienced in a 
			latent state of consciousness, for you were all there in a state of 
			slumber, and you have the ability to know how existence began. These 
			original experiences have affected you ever since. You need to go 
			back to the origins of your consciousness to know what your earliest 
			experiences were, just as I had to understand mine, because Lost 
			Will has its origins there also.”
 
			Enjliou and Callia were sent out to do what many, many other Creator 
			Sons and Infinite Mother Spirits had done before them. They were 
			created together as a unit, as a pair, as two halves of the same 
			being–from which we get the idea of complimentary beings or 
			Soulmates, to function together in whatever Their different 
			capacities were. The primary responsibility in Creation, however, is 
			not to ‘turn your back,” as it were, on the Will of the FATHER, to 
			instead allow creation to flow through you, to be a vehicle for the 
			Higher Will.  
			  
			Although the primary rule of all the FATHER’s Creation 
			is that all Beings should have Free Will, those Souls who are in 
			alignment with Creation use their Free Will to follow the Higher 
			Will of the FATHER. This is necessary for it is only through the 
			Will of the FATHER that all things in Creation are held together in 
			an atmosphere of Light and Love and Endless Constant Creativity.  
			 At the time of the creation of this Universe, Nebadon, all was 
			perfectly in harmony and in
			balance. The Creator Son and the Infinite Mother Spirit of this 
			Universe, ENJLIOU and CALLIA
			were in balance. And then something happened. It was in the briefest 
			of moments, the smallest 
			fraction of a moment in infinity, that a doubt arose in Enjliou and 
			Callia in the form of Self-will, and
			the two of Them found themselves in an unbalanced state which would 
			then descend into duality, distrust, and dissension.
 
			 There is a general perception that everything God does is perfect, 
			and that therefore everything in Creation must be perfect as well. 
			That idea dismisses the central theme of Creation that everyone has 
			Free Will. In the other Super Universes, this is the way it 
			works—everyone has agreed to use their Free Will to surrender to 
			that Will to be a part of the Higher Will of the Father. This is not 
			a mindless, irresponsible state like one might consider a member of 
			a collective to be. Instead it is the highest state of being a 
			conscious co-worker with the Creator, the ultimate purpose and end 
			product of all our experiences here throughout existence.
 
			 Schlemmer’s Council of Nine try to explain it in a way that may help 
			this idea be understood more clearly:
 
				
				“. . . obedience doesn’t sacrifice free will, it in fact promotes it 
			because you don’t give obedience that importance... Conscience 
			arises as a result of having erred... we (in this Universe) have 
			now developed a habit, an addiction to error... Perversely, 
			further error makes previous errors more comfortable to live with... we might feel helplessly impelled to step into yet further error, 
			since not doing so implies facing up to all the previous errors... 
			it is we who need to forgive ourselves... the real importance is 
			the exercise of free will in obedience.”  
			What happened with Enjliou and Callia, in this moment of imbalance, 
			was that they turned away from the FATHER. In doing so, They also 
			turned away from the feeling, from the intent, to do it in the 
			FATHER’s way, and instead decided to it in Their own Self-willed 
			way, the right thing but for the wrong reason. This single moment in 
			eternity would have disastrous results for everyone manifested here 
			in this Universe ever since that point in Time.  
			 It was Enjliou that took charge and turned away from receiving the 
			guidance that was there for Him to receive from the FATHER and from 
			the other TRINITY ONE members. This Creator Couple had not been sent 
			out into the Void without the continued loving support and guidance 
			of Those who created Them. Like loving parents who do their best to 
			raise a child, one day they must, however, allow that child to go 
			forth on its own, and their responsibility for that child’s actions 
			ends there—and the child’s Free Will takes over. It is the child’s 
			choice to follow the wisdom and guidance it has had in its formative 
			years, or not.
 
			 Although They were made in perfection when they went out, Enjliou 
			and Callia somehow or other just didn’t grow from that moment 
			forward. They also didn’t use that power that was given to Them in a 
			righteous and in a loving way. This created the imbalance. As the 
			Spiritual Hierarchy tell it, although They wanted to fulfill Their 
			responsibility in creating and supporting Their Creation in this 
			Universe, They had lost the intent to do it through the FATHER’s 
			Will, and instead chose to do it for Their own selfish motives.
 
			 Again, They wanted to do the right thing, but for simply the wrong 
			reason. Intent is everything. This is the way it is both on the 
			microcosmic level of our own individual level of 
			self-responsibility, and also on the macrocosmic level of the 
			Creator.
 Here again, we must go back to the idea of archetypes as discussed 
			in the first chapter. If 
			any of the actions of Enjliou and Callia sound familiar in our own 
			lives, it is because They were,
			and ARE, the archetypes of our own individual actions. They are also 
			the original archetype for 
			much of what has happened and is currently happening on this planet 
			as well as the influence They still manifest in the lives of each 
			and every one of us.
 
			 Even though these two very powerful, at first very loving, and 
			wonderfully creative Beings had everything in Creation supporting 
			them, exercising Their Free Will, they chose to turn away from It 
			and go their own separate way. What then became of them was that 
			their relationship disintegrated until what we were left with was 
			the original archetype of a very abusive male and his submissive, 
			docile woman partner.
 
			  
			This is evident in so many couples around us, 
			and even possibly in our own lives. It is a case of the mental male 
			half of our beings denying the emotional female side, or conversely, 
			the female emotional side denying the strength and power of its own 
			masculine half. This is the cause of all the current problems on 
			this planet since, like the original dream that triggered the 
			writing of this book, the female side of Man is being suppressed and 
			denied its rightful place in Creation.  
			  
			The Patriarchy has gone to 
			great lengths over the centuries to make sure the feminine role in 
			Creation has been denied or exorcised from all its religious beliefs 
			expressly for the purpose of control. Abortion, the single biggest 
			issue of a women’s right to choose and control her own destiny, is 
			still the hottest topic on the planet in terms of politics and right 
			of women to be free.  
			 As in most abusive situations, it was not all one partner’s fault. 
			Both partners must take responsibility for the imbalance in their 
			own nature. The victim is as much to blame as the abuser for the 
			choices they make that find them remaining in that abusive 
			circumstance. In the case of Enjliou and Callia, it’s just that what 
			started to happen, happened all at once.
 
			 Neither of Them understood the impact of what They were doing, nor 
			the power which either one of Them could bring into play. Where 
			Enjliou was coming from was an archetypal place of frustration, the 
			result was “the abuse, the neglect, the anguish” of the situation in 
			which They eventually found themselves. Still, Callia was as much to 
			blame as Enjliou. She didn’t stand up for her own rights and power 
			either so that power struggles began to arise in the relationship. 
			Archetypally, what it came out like was nagging, not being happy 
			with things, and other actions which still exist as the hallmark of 
			females who allow themselves to remain in a state of victimhood 
			within any kind of relationship or marriage.
 
			 This was all happening over vast periods of Time, keeping in mind 
			that at the level of Creation we are talking about, Time does not 
			exist in the same form as we currently know it. It was, to say the 
			least, an extremely long time. There has, however, only been one 
			Universe, one element of Creation, that went astray like this one. 
			The consequences of that one imbalance between these two has 
			affected all of Creation, and now threatens to do even more.
 
			 The Creation of this Universe thus took on an imbalanced state and 
			was propelled forward by this imbalance into ever-darkening reaches 
			of the Universe until it was no longer a Universe as such, a place 
			of Oneness with the FATHER, but instead a Universe of duality.
 
			 Enjliou and Callia’s first act of creation together in the Void was 
			to create their own firstborn son, if you will. His name is ARTOLA. 
			He is a very loving being with a warm and gentle disposition, and is 
			referred to in De Rohan’s works as HEART. Since the Creator Parents 
			weren’t getting along, even at this time – ARTOLA filled the gap 
			between them, the archetypal circumstance of a woman having a child 
			to bring the husband and wife “closer together.” ARTOLA, 
			archetypally, became a pawn to be used by either parent in Their 
			struggles against one another.
 
 ARTOLA then acted as a fulcrum or balancing point for HIS two 
			parents, and for quite a long time—eons of time as it were—things 
			were quite a bit better between Them. If this sounds like a family 
			you know, either one you are related to, or one next door or down 
			the road from you, you will begin to understand the archetypal 
			effect our Cosmic Parents have had on the lives we now lead on 
			earth, much as our physical parents have had an archetypal effect on 
			the lives we lead individually.
 
 
			  
			Heart’s own Story  
				
				“I was just feeling good and floating in the reveric aftermath of 
			the orgasms without questioning, or letting Myself question the 
			rightness or the wrongness of feeling good. I wanted to feel good, 
			and that was all. I did not know that I needed to assimilate this 
			lower part of Me more and understand it more. I was enjoying the 
			sensations there without assimilating what it meant or anything more 
			about it other than it was pleasure.  
				“. . . I now know it was not a knowing there that was the difference 
			between a lover and an adolescent rushing ahead because he’s wild to 
			release the pressure of sexual frenzy and can’t think of anything 
			else until he has done this, but I did not like anyone or anything 
			else telling Me what to do, and so I did not listen to input from 
			any other parts of Myself.
 
				“I did not know how to handle My own physicality there, but I also 
			did not notice that my physicality could have had any knowingness 
			that could have helped Me there, or that the other voices I had been 
			listening to did either. I felt they all must not be feeling it as 
			intensely as I was, or they could not be telling Me to hold back and 
			go slower.
 
				“Instead of being made to feel wrong, I wanted to make Them wrong. 
			It was partly true that They were not feeling it just the same as I 
			was, had Their own point of view and that We were not able to get a 
			mingling that resulted in an alignment there, but My feelings of 
			sexual urgency pushed past Them with a rage that seemed to come out 
			of nowhere and accuse the voices of My former companions of holding 
			back wrongly and of trying to hold Me back wrongly.
 
				“. . . From the very beginning, He did not like me displeasing Him 
			with feelings that were not in agreement with His. I do not know how 
			I got offered up to Him or placed in His care, but it happened this 
			way according to My Mother.
 
				“. . . She had to move rage and terror, but She did not know it then 
			She did not know anything then, except that she was and did not like 
			where She was, or maybe, what She was, since She did not know the 
			difference among things then.
 
				“. . . Maybe They had Their reasons, but I felt disowned and 
			disinherited from every pleasure I had learned to love with My 
			Father. I felt pushed out as though I had no Mother there who had 
			any feelings for Me. My Father had only a lover who viewed Me as an 
			interference in whatever it was They had going on. I served no 
			purpose as far as She could tell, and he did not notice me in any 
			favorable way either. Had She cast Him under a spell where He had no 
			longer cared about His child, His Son, as He had called Me?”
 
			From the split between the two Creator Parents also came the 
			Father 
			of Manifestation as he 
			is termed in De Rohan’s work, the being known as Lucifer. While 
			initially I thought Lucifer was
			another ‘son’ of Callia and Enjliou, what I have been led to 
			understand is that Lucifer was a
			splitting off of that Dark energy which came from the Being of Light 
			that Enjliou is.  
			  
			The archetype
			that will best help describe this situation which occurred in the 
			creation of Lucifer is from Robert 
			Louis Stevenson’s timeless novel of ‘good and evil’ – Dr. Jekyll and 
			Mr. Hyde. In Mary Reilly, one of the more recent film versions made 
			from this classic novel, we see how Mr. Hyde is absorbed back into 
			the body of the pained Dr. Jekyll. If we reverse this situation and 
			extrapolate it to apply to a Creator Son of incredible vibration and 
			energy, we have the likely situation which occurred in the birthing 
			of the Darkness known as Lucifer.  
			 Even the words spoken by Dr. Henry Jekyll as he becomes Mr. Hyde: 
			“Free—free at last!” help explain the archetypal feelings of a son 
			felt trapped by the institution of a family home where abuse and 
			imbalance have created him as he is, and everything seems so far 
			apart from the norm.
 
			 Lucifer was born out of the loneliness and sadness created between 
			Enjliou and Callia – a child born with his own sense of loneliness 
			and frustration. But he was beautiful, and seductive, and 
			intelligent. He was everything that any creation would want to be. 
			And in some ways, of course, he thought he was better than his 
			Father, better than Enjliou, the Creator Son.
 
 
			As we shall also soon see, this situation of imbalance between the 
			Creator Parents and their ‘offspring’ also brought into existence 
			other beings who were not created wholly in Light as they are in the 
			other Universes, but also in Darkness. The worlds of duality were 
			brought into existence at that time, and the struggles of the 
			Universe and of its Creator Parents have gone on from that one 
			moment into the eternity which is the nowness of time, constantly 
			upgrading and worsening the state of unresolved duality that exists 
			in these worlds.  
			 Gnostic teachings have always included this idea that the Universe, 
			and subsequently the world, were created by a pair of “damaged” 
			Creator Parents. This , to them, was a way of explaining why 
			Darkness seemed to have such a foothold on the planet—for Darkness 
			is the opposite of the Light which the FATHER IS, and from which all 
			of HIS Creation should also be made.
 
			 Although many of us consider black to be a color, black is actually 
			defined as the absence of color, hence, Darkness is a place which is 
			the absence of the FATHER’s Light. The black holes of Creation which 
			scientists postulate as existing, are actually places where it is so 
			Dark that they suck in all that is Light, not even allowing Light to 
			escape.
 
			 Schlemmer’s Council of Nine refer to Lucifer as ‘the Opposition’ –He 
			who is in opposition to the FATHER and to the goals of the FATHER in 
			Creation. They say they do not even like to use his name because of 
			the negative vibration it carries.
 
				
				“. . . that which became the negative went in competition with God: 
			he does not represent them . . .”  
			For the moment, however, we need to leave Lucifer after his 
			manifestation and return to what was happening further in the 
			Creation of this Universe. Lucifer shall be treated in a separate 
			section in a later chapter where His role grows more central to our 
			story.  
			  
			 The Disharmony Continues in the Act of Creation
 
			 Being used to a Biblical account of the Creation may tend to lead a 
			person to believe that the Creation of a Universe is simply a matter 
			of snapping the fingers and saying the magic word, and presto—one 
			Universe, all complete. Unfortunately this is not the case, and as 
			we shall find out later in the book, the structure of the Universe 
			is indeed very intricate and involved.
 
 Gregg Braden’s experience in the earth sciences and in the aerospace 
			industry has led him to explore the nature and structure of the 
			Universe. His work in these areas suggests to him that ancient 
			sciences have indeed predicted what modern science now suspects, 
			that light does not travel in a straight line.
 
				
				“Within the grid/vortex framework of creation, geometric evidence 
			suggests that “light” moves as a series of curves following a very 
			special form of connected curves; the logarithmic spiral... 
			curving in the direction that is most in harmony with the spirals of 
			light emanating from the radiant source at the center of our own 
			Milky Way.”  
			According to Braden, this curved path of light even guides the earth 
			in its movement, for it is, he suggests, toward this pattern of 
			light that earth is moving “in an attempt to resonantly match the 
			reference signals generated as we pass through the “new light” of 
			the electromagnetic zone known as 
			
			the “Photon Belt." 
			 The creative element actually used in manifesting Light in all its 
			intricate shades and variations throughout the Universe is Sound or 
			“tone”. This is the Cosmic Word or Logos as described in the Gnostic 
			teachings, that third and neutral force that binds the male and 
			female, positive and negative energies together into the form of new 
			creation. Each one of the various levels of Creation exist as a 
			separate frequency, much like the notes on a musical scale. To reach 
			another station on a radio dial we simply have to adjust the tuner, 
			so too may we “tune in” to a different vibratory level in order to 
			access the various levels of existence. From the Sound we also get 
			the idea of harmony in the Universe, and things that are 
			‘inharmonius’ or that ‘rub us the wrong way.’
 
			 Enjliou and Callia were in a deep state of inharmony as they 
			progressed through the act of Universal creation, not knowing quite 
			what the next step would be. Instead of turning to the FATHER and 
			receiving that guidance and instruction, however, again they took 
			the power of decision upon themselves and created in their own 
			inharmonious way.
 
			 Enjliou, the Universal Father, archetypally then goes on about His 
			business of creating, burying Himself in his work on the creation 
			and development of the Universe. In doing so, he tends to ignore 
			Callia, the Universal Mother. Gradually he comes to see her as 
			useless in the process, worthless even, an attitude that she too, 
			archetypally takes on and incorporates into her own self-image. The 
			Universal Victim archetype is created—an archetype from which 
			humanity has suffered ever since. Enjliou would not allow her to be 
			a part of the creative process as she had a right and a necessity to 
			be.
 
			  
			Instead of standing up for herself, however, and being assertive 
			about it and doing what she needed to do, Callia fell into a 
			downward spiral from which the idea of self-pity eventually sprang. 
			As so many women on this planet have been taught to do over the 
			millennia by female role models, Callia just hung back and felt 
			worthless. This caused a lot of emotional pain in the Mother and She 
			was not, and still is not, able to move it. Not until all the 
			children on all the planets under Her creation heal themselves of 
			the archetypal attitudes of woman as a victim, will she be able to 
			once again center Herself in Her power.  
			 As some religious texts suggest, the sins of the parents are visited 
			upon their children, even unto the fifth generations. For all of us, 
			the archetypal attitudes and actions of our Cosmic Parents, affect 
			us every day. Even more in this case does it becomes a matter of not 
			only are we parenting to our own children the way we were parented 
			to, but indeed we are all reliving over and over again the archetype 
			of our own Universal Creator Parents.
 
 The role in Creation which the Mother is supposed to perform is to 
			open space so that the Father can fill it and manifest the Creation, 
			using the Divine Spark of Original Cause—the Cosmic Word or Spirit 
			known as the Logos. Noted astrological counselor, spiritual teacher, 
			and writer Barbara Clow expresses it this way:
 
				
				“Women . . . are the guardians of place. . . . they carry intuitive 
			knowledge about the real purpose of place . . . Women know how to 
			create in time and activate space for new life, and so they will 
			lead the men in the new alchemy.”  
			Enjliou and Callia truly needed to work together in order for the 
			act of Creation to work properly, but because of the dissension and 
			disharmony between them, things never really quite got off the 
			ground.  
			 None of what was going on here in this Universe escaped the notice 
			of the Trinity One beings in the Central Universe. Seeing that 
			things weren’t working right, Enjliou and Callia were taken back 
			time and time again to the Central Universe for healing and for 
			counseling, as we might think of it. Not just once, but many times. 
			Some of these times They were taken back together. Other times it 
			was just one or the other, whatever it took in order for the healing 
			process to begin and to move forward.
 
			  
			As long as They kept up this 
			behavior, not only would They eventually ruin themselves in the 
			process, but They would also create children of less than adequate 
			Light, for it is in the process of Creation that Universal and 
			personal Love is transmitted to that which is being created. So to, 
			today, do each and everyone of us carry with us that feeling that 
			was inherent in our parents during the mating act that created us. 
			 
			  
			Locked into the matrix or fabric of our cells is either love, or 
			lust, or anger, or whatever emotion was carried in the auric field 
			of those two people who were creating us. And there it remains, 
			affecting every moment of our lives, just as every act of 
			manifestation by our Creator Parents created children lacking in the 
			normal complement of Light and of Sound. Perhaps all men are created 
			equal in the sight of God, as some religions teach, but not all 
			individual manifestations of Soul have the same potential for 
			carrying the Light of the FATHER within them.  
			 The earlier manifestations created the spiritual hierarchy of the 
			Universe, the Archangels, angels, devas and so on down the line. 
			Even these felt the lack of something in their Creation and 
			manifested it in their actions. These earliest manifestations of 
			Soul into the Universe did not want for much in terms of their full 
			complement of Light. As the dissension and disagreement progressed, 
			however, eventually individual expressions of Soul were manifested 
			that were severely lacking in the amount of Light energy they could 
			carry, making them more and more susceptible to outside influences. 
			And, back at the heart of the creative process, Enjliou and Callia 
			continued acting like unhealed parents to the ‘children’ they were 
			creating.
 
			 For those of us who have ever felt alone or unloved in the Universe, 
			this may indeed be the cause. In an article I wrote on Choice along 
			with the Spiritual Hierarchy, the choice was given to us to focus on 
			the dysfunctional energy of the local Universe creators, or the true 
			loving and glorious Light of Original Cause—that of the FATHER. That 
			choice still remains true today. Where should we put our attention 
			to find the true Love in the Universe? At what level do we choose to 
			focus our attention, and to what level of Love and of Live do we 
			aspire? If we still seek to find love from our Creator Parents, much 
			as we might from dysfunctional earthling parents, we will always 
			fall short of finding this love that we seek. Only if we look to the 
			Highest will we ever find a love that does not fail.
 
 It was while in this abusive, neglectful state that Enjliou kicked 
			the Mother out into the Void to be alone. The best way to describe 
			what happened to Her is to say She got lost out there somewhere in 
			the Void. Eventually, although near drained of all her Light, She 
			managed to make it back to the Created portion of the Universe on 
			Her own.
 
			 Ceanne De Rohan shares with us from her work the feelings of Enjliou 
			that led up to this most unique and momentous event in the history 
			of Creation:
 
				
				“I had to let her know that I was not angry with Her over this, and 
			yet in realizing She was hiding, I suspected She had not experienced 
			the pleasure I had had or She would know I was not angry. I then 
			experienced guilt that She had not experienced the same pleasure. 
			Lost Will has My blame as well as all the other feelings I thought I 
			had to deny here to make our partnership work. I had to feel Her to 
			know whether I was right or not, and She was trying not to let Me 
			find Her. It was not easy to make Her hear Me above the roar of the 
			fear and guilt within her, but I finally succeeded in getting her to 
			listen.  
				“I had a voice of guilt telling Me that punishment was what I 
			deserved because I had misjudged and mistreated Her. I had even 
			called Her “It” and “The Bothersome Thing” in the beginning without 
			bothering to feel “The Thing” enough to find out that It had all the 
			qualities now associated with feminine.
 
				“I had hurled Her out into space to be lost in terror. I had feared 
			“this thing,” and without much effort at any approach, I had tried 
			to get it away from Me so that I did not have to fear it or be 
			bothered by it. I also realized again that I had loved it or Her, 
			and had not allowed Myself to realize that I could not get rid of 
			the feelings I didn’t like without getting rid of Her. She was 
			changeable; I knew that now. I had thought unpleasantness was a 
			thing that I could get rid of, and had not realized it also had the 
			feelings I now loved. I saw that movement had brought it from 
			feelings I didn’t like into feelings I did like. Now that I had 
			realized all this, why wasn’t the Will opening to Me?
 
				“The Will was holding still because She had so much fear of feeling 
			what She was feeling. She had clenched to avoid the pain of it. She 
			did not know She had My acceptance this time to move Her pain by 
			moving Her feelings. My light and love would have flowed into Her 
			this time but She did not know it. She was caught in fear from the 
			past that I would not accept her. She feared that if She opened to 
			expressing how She felt, She would receive denial of light and love 
			again. She had many more feelings at that time also, but She could 
			not move any of them because She had too much fear of Me pushing Her 
			out. She had thought I enjoyed moving with Her this last time, but 
			She was too afraid to find out for sure in case She didn’t have the 
			right understanding.
 
				“. . . Healing it is not possible without feeling it, but feeling 
			terror with light pouring into it and lifting it is a very different 
			experience for this essence than it has been having. Terror has been 
			experiencing itself in ways that have no love or acceptance present 
			. . . I had loved “the thing” that had moved and did not know it.”
 
			ARTOLA too suffered from neglect. As 
			ENJLIOU began colluding more 
			with Lucifer than
			with ARTOLA, along the way, He too was abandoned in the great VOID 
			of limitless space. In the
			business of their work in Creation, Enjliou and Callia had both 
			neglected ARTOLA, and He was
			as such left by the wayside in the forward movement of Creation. 
			This, however, was just the 
			start. Later on he was actually forced out and away from the other 
			group of Three Beings due to 
			Lucifer’s jealousy and desire to dominate the attention of his 
			‘Parents.’  
			  
			Once again, a central
			archetype of history is the feud between sibling rivalries, 
			especially two ‘brothers’ as such Lucifer and ARTOLA were perceived 
			to be. For ARTOLA it was HIS gentleness of spirit that allowed him 
			to be cast out into the Void by the energies of the Parents’ neglect 
			and by Lucifer’s desire to dominate the whole of Creation.  
			 ARTOLA found Himself alone and lost in the Void. If it is difficult 
			to imagine being lost in space, try looking at a photograph of 
			space, and then multiply the emptiness in between the stars 
			thousands and thousands of times to equate what you are might 
			imagine the Void to look like before Creation entered onto the 
			scene. This Super Universe is really more on the outskirts of 
			Original Creation compared with most of the other Universes as well, 
			so He was really ‘out there’ in relation to where the other Beings 
			were located in terms of Space and Time.
 
			 After countless aeons, ARTOLA could eventually see, off in the far, 
			far distance a Light. And for a long, long time he was all alone, 
			trying to reach this Light. The Light was the Light of the other 
			Super Universes, and as He made his way toward that Light, He could 
			see the colors around the part of the Universe that Enjliou, Callia 
			and Lucifer had created, and the colors there were attractive but 
			they were not the pure white Light of the other Super Universes.
 
			 Eventually, making it back to the Light of the Central Universe, 
			ARTOLA was ‘adopted’ and raised by RAJ and HAROON—kind of like a 
			stepchild. Taken in and nurtured by the Love of the FATHER and of 
			the other Trinity One beings. ARTOLA grew to the stature and 
			consciousness that HE is currently, higher even than that of Enjliou 
			the Creator Son, HIS Father. Joseph of the coat on many colors in 
			the Christian Bible, is just such an example of this archetypal 
			story in history.
 
			 After the long period of His healing and subsequent growth in the 
			Central Universe, ARTOLA was given the choice to stay and work for 
			the FATHER and for Creation from There, or to come back here to this 
			Universe, Nebadon, in order to help in the healing of His Parent and 
			of Their Creation. The decision HE made was to return here to be of 
			service to the FATHER in helping with the problems of this Universe, 
			and He is currently the head of the Forces of Light in the coming 
			battle against Lucifer that is about to take place in this Universe.
 
 
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