An Ex-Illuminati Programmer/Trainer speaks out
Part 18 - Near
Published on: July 9, 2001
at Suite101.com by: Svali Waldrop
Near Death Programming
(**note: the content of this article discusses traumatic programming
in some detail, and could be very triggering to survivors who have
undergone this type of abuse. If you are a survivor, please do not
read unless you are with a safe person, or with your therapist)
This is part of an ongoing series on complex programming that I am
writing as an outline for a sequel to my first book, “Breaking the
Chain”. In this article, I will be discussing one of the most
traumatic forms of programming that a survivor can undergo.
programming involves the use of Near Death Experiences.
The Illuminati have studied human neurophysiology for years, and the
effects of traumatic conditioning on the human brain and psyche. In
their search for better and more reliable methods of ingraining
programming, they have utilized research from a variety of sources:
governmental agencies; totalitarian regimes, and their own
experimentation that is ongoing on a continuous (and secretive)
But some of the foundations for this type of programming have been
in place for centuries. One of the oldest rituals that the
Illuminati utilize is the “resurrection ceremony”. In fact the
Phoenix, symbol of death and new life, is one of their highest
symbols and symbolizes the coming of the New Order and its leader.
How is resurrection programming done, or its variations? I will
share what I have undergone and/or witnessed.
A young child of around two or three will be very heavily
traumatized during an occult ceremony. They will be abused, beaten,
shocked and even suffocated, and given drugs to create a state that
is near death. The child will almost always at this point feel that
they are suspended above their body, watching the unconscious body
beneath that has been tortured to the point of being near death.
There will always be medical personnel involved in programming at
this depth, who are skilled at monitoring the child’s physical
state, and of resuscitating them. Resuscitation equipment and
medications are on hand at all times.
The child in this extremity will have their deepest core called out
at this point, and brought to consciousness in extreme pain. They
will then be told that they have a “choice”: to face certain death,
or to choose life if they will invite a powerful demon inside. The
child chooses life. The demon enters, the child goes unconscious,
and then awakens later in clean clothing, in a soft bed, with
healing ointments on.
They are extremely weak and shaky, and are
told by a kind, caring, soft voiced woman (or man) that the child
had died, but the demon “brought them back to life”, that they owe
their very life and heart beat to it and those who “saved them”. The
child is also told that if they ask the demonic entity to leave,
that they will revert to the near death/dying state they were in
when it made its entrance.
This is one type of near death experience used to control and
terrify a very young child, and to force it to accept a demonic
spirituality under the most traumatic and coercive circumstances
imaginable. The child feels marked and chosen for life by this
experience, and it profoundly influences the child’s core beliefs
about him/herself and their deepest reality. It is also one of the
most horrible manipulations of a young child that can occur, and is
designed to take away their free choice or will.
Another form of near death programming will occur in a situation
that has often been called “governmental mind control” but which I
always viewed as linked to the Illuminati programming (since the
trainers/scientists in each crossed over from one to the other and
For example, at Tulane Medical Center, nearby, was a place known as
the “Institute”. The Institute was involved in experimentation in
mind control techniques put in under the most extreme circumstances,
including at the point of near physical death. For some of this
programming, a “subject” (how I hate that word, used by trainers to
emotionally distance themselves from the fact that this was a human
being, with feelings and emotions being worked on) would be in a
hospital ward, isolated from others by blank grey white walls.
subject was tied down by four points, and also across the waist and
neck. They were then wrapped in a cocoon like manner with soft
gauze, to limit movement or any feeling or sensation in the limbs.
Usually, “subjects” were fed intravenously, and then underwent
severe sensory deprivation, broken by bombardment with extremely
loud noises. A darkened room would be broken by glaring white lights
in the middle of the night, and the “subject” loses orientation of
night or day.
The subject, when near breaking, is then shocked heavily and
drugged. They may be placed temporarily on a respirator, and given
paralytic drugs. The anxiety level reaches extreme points as this
abuse continues, and I had heard of people literally having a heart
attack from fear at this point. The person is drugged and shocked
again, and then told that they are dying. They watch their body from
above, and are actually glad that finally release will come from the
days of torment at this place.
At this point, a trainer with a kind, soothing voice will come in
and repetitiously say, “You deserve to live, I won’t let you die.
You owe your life to me.” Recorded messages are also played over and
over, repetitiously, at this point, which describe the “subjects”
future destiny for “family”, etc. Finally, slowly, the subject is
allowed to awaken, to come out of unconsciousness, with the constant
message of being “reborn” for the “family group” being played.
faced people soothe the subject as they recover from this hideously
traumatic programming sequence. The person feels insanely grateful
to be alive, to be released from the horrors of the days when they
lay near death in the Institute, and will cling like a preverbal
child to the adults around them. They are extremely vulnerable at
this point, and extremely receptive to the messages placed in under
trauma. I should know. I was a “subject’ at the Institute as a child
in the 1960’s and early 1970’s, and later visited as an adult as a
This is deep level programming put in under extreme circumstances,
and the fear level for the survivor when they begin to remember this
type of trauma can be extremely high. I wish I could whitewash it,
say that it isn’t this bad, but it is. I know that this may stretch
the believability of some people, but this type of programming
really, truly occurs (along with other types of sophisticated mind
control methods). Near death programming has many variations, and I
have only touched on two (there are other forms as well).
Programming put in when in a near death state will be at core level,
since the survival level at that point touches the person’s core, no
matter how well protected. The person who has undergone it may
believe that if they try to break it, they might die. That they will
enter a near death state. That their heart will stop. I went through
all of these fears, and more, when dealing with this type of
programming inside, and to this day I struggle at times with the
residual terror it left.
The lies ground in at this almost
unconscious state will be believed deeply at a core level, since the
child undergoing it is desperately needing to believe the adults who
literally hold the power of life and death over them. The child has
been completely broken down by the planned, horrific trauma, and
will embrace these messages at their deepest core as being true.
This is why core beliefs and messages are so very hard to undo at
this level. It means excellent support, a safe environment, and
spiritual awareness and discernment, since the demonic stronghold
will also be severe at this point. Help from a therapist
knowledgeable about programming, and spiritual help from those who
know about deliverance, is a vital part of therapy at this point.
The survivor who reaches this level of programming inside will have
reached core level. The programming will be some of the most deeply
held and believed, and will be almost impossible to reach at a
conscious level, until there is deep system cooperation and safety
and trust in the outside people helping the survivor. This is also
where faith in God, and His ability to heal ANYTHING, including the
most severe of physical, emotional, and spiritual traumas, will make
all the difference.
This type of programming may need to be worked on in a safe
inpatient setting, or with extreme safety externally, since fear may
cause panic and acting out when it begins to come out.
orientation may be lost for a bit as the programming sequences
surface, and it will take the strength of the entire system to help
slow the memories down and make them manageable. Medication will
probably also be needed, to help with the severe sense of
depression, loss, abandonment, and betrayal that this type of
programming will bring out. Despair over choices made, and wondering
if the survivor can survive remembering will come up. A hopeful,
supportive, nurturing, and encouraging attitude can make the
Scripture verses that remind the person of God’s love
and ability to heal, of His care, and promises of forgiveness and
caring, will be very important.
Breaking this type of programming is immensely tiring and plenty of
rest and nutritious food is important. This is NOT the time to take
on extra stressors. Allowing the survivor to vent their fear,
reassuring them, praying with them, and caring for them will become
a lifeline. Hearing their rage at what was done as they discuss the
“SOBs who did this to me” will be healing, and don’t rush them
towards premature or false forgiveness.
The survivor will have to
look at and acknowledge the trauma, the damage, and then find hope
that they are surviving the remembering of core trauma. Bringing in
gentle, non-taxing good experiences such as a playtime, drawing, or a
nature walk can be healing. Outlets such as journaling and talking
about how they feel will be very important in processing this type
I have described some of the most viciously traumatic programming
that can be done to a child or young teen in this group. It is
possible to work it through, slowly, with time and caring support
My wish in discussing this has not been to be gory or
graphic, but to help others understand that this type of programming
does occur, and may need to be worked through by the survivor of occultic/ritualistic abuse.