November 02, 2018
from VeilOfReality Website
It was if a 'seed' was planted within me before entering this body and since then, I have done extensive research into this topic (except for little detour when I took the New Age pill).
The right book, teaching, and material came across my path in perfect synchronistic timing which triggered even more 'remembering'. Eventually, it lead me to the topic of entity interferences/attachments and occult knowledge in general.
About 15 years ago I started writing about this publicly and back then, hardly anyone took these topics seriously. I was ridiculed, attacked, laughed at, and I lost many "friends" in the process.
It became a
very lonely path for many years.
I had a certain grasp on these ideas intellectually (and they resonated deeply) but I didn't have embodied knowledge. I was also dealing with much of own unprocessed and unconscious wounds/conditioning.
In other words, I was lacking deeper sincere self-work and didn't apply what I was aware of intellectually.
There was still a lot I didn't know and truth to be told, I wasn't really ready to "know" for Truth and Knowledge are only revealed when we are sincere in our quest and truly "ready" from a soul level.
As it is written:
This naiveté resulted in some very intense attacks over the years that nearly "took me out" (via suicidal thought injections).
It was like a descent into a hell of despair and suffering which I would not wish upon anyone. Some of these experiences, I haven't shared with anyone and being very outspoken publicly about these topics also attracted this other-worldly "attention".
Looking back, it felt like playing in the dark without really knowing what I was doing.
Only later on did I
realize that these severe "attacks" could actually be used as huge
lessons and profound initiations. Many times, when I was in the
middle of them, they brought me to the brink of insanity and at
first these experiences also pushed me into the
As I have said many times before, I never consciously planned to do what I'm doing now.
It was never a "career" choice. It was all somehow arranged from "above" and I just followed/answered the call, tumbling down the rabbit hole. Suffering was my catalyst to seek Truth - needing to understand this world/reality and heal myself.
In this process I started to remember more and more why I chose to incarnate during this Time of Transition.
I have fallen into all the traps I have mentioned in my work over the years myself (and still do at times), learning the lessons via "tough grace" and burning in the fire of transmutation with all the disillusionment, emotional, physical and psychological pain that comes along with it.
I've had to eat humble-cake many times.
I also realized how little control I (who I "think" I am) actually had over this process.
But all the suffering initiated a deep longing within me to (re)unite with the Divine, the only true source of Light, Joy, and Love (in the true meaning of these words, not the New Age distortions).
And that is where I encountered another paradox.
The more sincerely I
aspired towards the Divine - my true self - and engaged in the
necessary inner work to anchor the higher frequencies of
soul-individualization (embodiment), the more my lower nature
resisted, and in fact, the Light (Divine) shined a merciless light
into the darkest corners of my psyche/Being, bringing all up that
needs to rise and be transmuted - the less I am/was able to lie to
myself, engage in spiritual bypassing or rationalize it all away.
It's an esoteric law/axiom (which I have written about before) that anyone who is sincere in his/her path towards awakening WILL get attacked and interfered with; most often in ways one is not at all aware of.
Hence, they serve as a teaching function; for they "highlight" our issues, wounds, and blindspots - which keep us from awakening.
Their intention is to chain us to our lower nature (in whatever form is specific for and manifests within the individual) as they don't want to lose their "food" source.
This doesn't only relate
to wounds, trauma, or conditioning, but to the false ego personality
and its attachment to the lower nature, in general - including the
various traps of agreement with these occult forces that we made in
this lifetime and/or in past lives.
Staying always aware and fully conscious is extremely hard and nearly impossible in our normal, every-day, state of being. We all have blindspots, wounds, and triggers which occult adverse forces use against us - but again, it all HAS a teaching function.
It's the same lesson over and over again until we truly get it and don't REACT to the trigger/influence (which can often be very strong and hard to resist).
Hence, developing zero-point non-reactive consciousness is key in this process.
Over the past 5 years, I've seen an exponential rise of awareness of the hyperdimensional matrix as well as an increased interest in the topic of entity interferences and attachments.
This is good news.
However, on the other hand,
It is even easier to get lost in the rabbit hole abyss with the information overload on the Internet in this day and age; getting caught in the "second matrix", as Neil Kramer called it.
Many people also just desperately look for someone to "remove entities" for them without taking self-responsibility or attempting to understand the "mechanics" of occult interferences and entity attachments from a macro and micro perspective - seeing the role these occult hostile forces play in light of the bigger picture perspective of the Evolution of Consciousness, and how they affect each person differently and hold different soul lessons for each individual.
Often times in people, I
have noticed that there is also a lack of sincere psychological and
esoteric self-work as well as a lack of embodiment practices in
their life that need to be addressed first before they can have the
discernment to perceive these forces directly.
As I've mentioned above, I'm not taking myself out of the equation.
We all learn via trail and error and no one "knows it all", including myself. I'm a 'work in progress' as is everyone else, and I am still learning, or rather "remembering" as I go along.
I may have certain insights, talents and intuitive gifts (as everyone else has to varying degrees based on their own unique soul potential) that I've developed and discovered over the years; but I'm also still dealing with interferences - sometimes intensely, sometimes more subtly.
Yet nothing compared to what I went through years ago. I'm not free from these influences nor do I claim to have fully transcended the Matrix; for the Matrix works THROUGH us and is not really anything "out there" (even though it manifests in the "outside" world as well).
Claiming that one has fully transcended the Matrix would be like stating,
I've gotten better at rejecting interferences and thought injections before they take a hold within me (once we "accept" their suggestion it often results in a mechanical chain reaction) and I perceive reality more and more clearly beyond the five senses; as in "seeing the unseen" - not visually, but via "sixth sense" cognition.
Yet, sometimes, they still get to me and catch me off-guard.
Hindsight is 20/20 and I
see afterwards more clearly how and when these suggestions and
interferences came in. I have noticed a pattern, that it is usually
a slow build-up at first, and would be impossible to notice for
anyone who lacks a basic level of self-awareness.
That statement is also like claiming,
On the other hand, there are also many people who are aware of this topic yet also still "blame" entities and fall into the victim/blame trap.
Oftentimes, they're not even actually dealing with entity interferences/attachments but with thought formations of their own which have become "entities", so to speak.
This especially happens
to people who are fuelled by fear, paranoia, or any other
"obsessive" thoughts and desires; as these types of feelings are
based on the lower nature which, ironically, is what attracts these
occult hostile forces to begin with.
The mind will have some trouble with that because it is always mentally analyzing and caught in either/or - black/white dualistic thinking; always wants to blame others or itself.
There is state of being
(your true self) that rises above and beyond that space and can see
The latter scenario of blaming oneself excessively is partially based on how the Law of Attraction has been distorted; where we can often find victim-blaming behaviors in others who feel they have the spiritual agency to tell other people that "they only attract what they are".
There is as well an over-simplification and limitation of shadow work that is common-place; and eventually we find that not everything needs to "integrated".
But some aspects needs to be REJECTED as NOT part of one's true nature.
People who tend to be
very hard on themselves (lack of healthy self-love and boundaries)
can easily slip into the guilt and shame downward spiral if they
falsely identify who they truly are with these forces, which is a
very low and toxic frequency.
I can attest to that, because in some past tribulations:
This extreme low energy state is very paralyzing to the human but a veritable feast for the entities.
When I was in the midst of these intense attacks and diving deep into feelings of guilt and shame. I literally felt like the life was being sucked out of me, my suffering, a nutritious dish for these Draconian entities.
In those extreme states, I even felt this Reptilian entity over-shadowing my whole being and feeding off of my life force.
"There is no visible foe, but
Six, Canto Two
The witness within, calm, aware and being able to observe objectively (as it is) and then responds or rejects consciously. This inner witness is connected to the true psychic being within (soul), which can never be harmed nor destroyed.
So, it all starts with responsibility (and accountability) in any situation.
This is obviously easier
said than done - especially in emotionally stressful situations.
If a person reacts to certain information with fear maybe he/she needs to examine it within him/herself why that is before blaming those who are just presenting this information.
Not many people have
sincerely looked into these topics or are even aware of them; and as
I've said many times - I do not "like" what I've come across and
experienced, but it is there, and it doesn't go away by ignoring it
or by using questionable mainstream psychology to explain it all
away as "mind illusions/projections".
It is part of the awakening process to put oneself into a state of vulnerability by looking at the "darker" aspects of reality or of one's self; we make the darkness conscious by truly looking at it, facing it, not giving the ego a chance to explain it all away or (spiritual) bypass it, which we oftentimes do so that we can go back to our 'comfort zone' and ultimately, go back to "sleep".
It is not about buying into fear and panic either, nor dwelling on it, but transmuting it via inner work.
Sometimes, we need to look at the more disturbing, fringe, aspects of reality (without automatically defending our (conditioned) beliefs and views), as this allows us to look at the world and ourselves more objectively.
That's what raising
consciousness implies - becoming more aware.
It is unconscious in most people who "dream to be awake" in their mechanical somnambulistic state of existence, identified with the false mask of the conditioned/programmed personality.
Ignorance or denial of this topic is neither a defense nor a protection. In fact, it is a "natural" by-product of the awakening process to come face-to-face with these ancient occult forces which keep humanity locked in a virtual reality frequency prison.
We cannot transcend what we are not aware of. Humanity was hijacked eons ago by this hyper-dimensional predatory alien force - which influences literally all of humanity.
If they succeed, or not,
is up to each one of us with soul potential, for the future is not
yet set in stone...