"I didn't say it would be easy. I just said it would be the truth".
(Morepheus to Neo in "The Matrix")
34. Your own anxiety generates a good part of
their sentences and of their movements.
True, it is a fact that the "speculation" exists. Their capacity and
their artificial intention to read your mind, synchronize elements
with your thoughts, distort the laws of probability and statistics, and sometimtes
use forced sentences exist. Their capacity to measure and calculate words,
sentences and doubletalk exists.
The use of paranormal elements around you
exists as well. Their cpacity to play the role of the trickster imitating
the foreign lizard's behavior exists, too.
And their capacity to rationalize the spontaneity of
your movements, your naturalness or your unpredictability also exists.
However, you['ll realize that your own anxiety has a strong influence
in their intention of using the techniques above. Your own anxiety feeds
their sentences and their movements, germinating in your mind
a second meaning of what they wsay or of what they do.
The anxisety for the approach of your beloved one, or for your
relationship with her or him, or for a specific shell of hers or him;
the anxiety for the activation of your crystal,
for your access to the Backstage reality, for the activation of your
pigeon-holes, or for your original shape;
the anxiety for material elements like money,
job, fame, etc.; the anxiety for assuming another shell or for a slight
change in your present shell; and so on.
The anxiety to observe kundalinic elements around you,
attracting your eyes like a magnet, is also a source of their movements.
They clone your anxieties, your fears and your desires (although they have
to respect your limits).
That's too much anxiety.
Because of other rules explained above,
they're forced to
respect your free will,
and they have to clone your beliefs.
So
if you control your anxiety, and slow down your movements (slow motion
style) they will respect your decision and start to desynchronize
their sentences, which will gradually lose influence over your brain./
What is important to say is that
there's really nothing to wait for,
because Santa Klaus doesn't exist. There's nothing to come,
nothing to "gain" or "receive" at all.
Maybe it is a good beginning to star t living your life
as if Tomorrow didn't exist.
The only thing that is real for sure is your beloved one
:
he/she exists physically, he/she is real, is tangible, and you know very well
that his/her love for you is real, that what he/she says is real. He/She is
not a "0thing" or an "object" that you receive, because he/she also wants you.
Remember : there's no advantage in Love.
Besides your beloved one, the only things that are real are those that
you conquer by yourself, are those that depend only on your own efforts,
on your own salary or income, etc., or on the efforts and income of your
beloved one. Santa Klaus simply doesn't exist.
Santa Klaus is an illusion that they try to sell you, and put over your eyes to confuse your mind and blind you, keeping you in the prison.
"The Matrix is everywhere. (...) It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth" (that you're a slave)
(Morpheus to Neo, in "The Matrix")
Perhaps it is time to conform yourself in accepting to share your life
with your beloved one without your crystal,
without your mental pigeon-holes,
without extra money that could come from their characters or from the
Operation Center, without clones that would take your place while you embark
on a heavenly honeymoon in the company of your beloved one, and without any
elements that depend on the Operation Center to come,
unless this element really comes from the bottom of your heart.
Ask yourself : what would you prefer - your beloved one without your
crystal, or your crystal without your beloved one ? Be honest with youself.
Your heart has all the answers, not this website.