Heart of the matter

You cannot solve problems with the same level of intelligence that created them.
Albert Einstein

In the first Matrix movie, Neo ("The One"), overcame' death' and transformed his awareness beyond the illusion in a hotel called the 'Heart of the City'.


This was clearly no coincidence in such a symbolic production. It is through the heart that we connect with the Oneness of all and see through the veil of illusion, the veil of fears. I talk about us being disconnected from Oneness, but I only use that term to keep it simple.


In fact we are not disconnected at all. We can't be because the Oh-e is always the One. To put it more accurately, we have fallen for the illusion of disconnection, duality and polarity, and as such we create the holographic appearance of disconnection.


We do not need to be reconnected, we simply have to realize that we were never disconnected. The sense of division is an indoctrinated illusion. The apparent experience of disconnection comes when we close our heart chakra, our direct link to Oneness, and become mesmerized by the illusory world of the 'head', the mind.


The heart chakra or vortex is the balance point for the other six major chakras and that is an expression of Oneness: the balance of all (Figure 64).


That is what 'love' is: the balance of all. Balance - Oneness in awareness of itself - does not have polarities between which to vibrate. One cannot oscillate with One because there can be only one 'One'.


As I experienced myself in the Amazon, Oneness does not vibrate; it is still.


Thus, spiritual people talk about the stillness of the heart.



Figure 64:

The heart chakra, the 'spiritual heart' and our connection with the 'One '.

Illustration by Neil Hague



They are speaking of the stillness of Oneness that we express through the heart vortex. What do we say when we see the troubles of the world'? "It makes my heart ache" and "It breaks my heart".


These feelings relate to Oneness observing the illusion through the heart and our empathy with another expression of the One suffering the consequences of illusory disconnection. My heart aches because I know it does not have to be like this and I know how it could be if we would only remove the chains that bind us to illusion. If we experience the world through the heart and not the head, our whole reality is transformed.


Instead of 'thinking' what to do, we feel it, or know it in the heart; the place from where you feel love or where you feel your heart ache.


This is our connection with the One in our Matrix state and the Illuminati seek constantly to close the heart vortex through events that trigger fear, resentment and a desire for revenge... The whole global economic system is designed to this end - to generate competition and conflict that divides the sense of One; and to create a daily cycle of stress that comes from chasing the material 'dream' and illusory 'success', or seeking to survive on the scraps that are left for those cast aside in the stampede for the pig trough. It is harder to open your heart when you hate the guy in the job that you want or when there is far more week than wages.


To generate the energy of fear on which their masters depend, the Illuminati have to close the heart chakra; for only then will we be dominated by the emotional states that the heart knows are only illusions of mind. Energy flows where attention goes, as they say, and we are pressured to focus our attention on fear, resentment, revenge and survival.


Frustration is a massive heart suppressor. It is no surprise that studies have revealed how those who score high in hostility and aggression are seven times more likely to die of a heart attack than those who score low.! These emotions suppress the heart chakra and reduce the flow of energy. This creates a compressed field of energy that manifests through the physical heart as a heart attack.


There you have the basis on which stress causes heart disease. But if we do not concede our reality to these manipulated emotions, we rise above them and they no longer dictate our health or how we see ourselves and others. When we feel and know from our heart we find empathy with all other expressions of the One.


The heart does not identify with being American or British or Jewish or Arab. It identifies only with Oneness, balance, fairness and justice for all. It does what it believes to be right, no matter what or who is involved.


Those who manipulate the John Wayne mentality in America to glean support for their wars of conquest would have no chance if they were speaking to open hearts. These would reject immediately the idea of violence against anyone. The heart knows that this only begets more violence and that all violence is the One attacking itself. With open hearts all war would end through lack of interest.


But the Illuminati bypass the wisdom of the heart and target the head that sees reality in terms of us and them - good guys (us) and bad guys (them).


The head believes that it is American or British, Arab or Jew. It sees only the parts, not the whole. It believes in light and dark, left and right, good and evil; and such entrenched belief creates this illusory duality. It edits what it ~sees' to confirm its beliefs and it sees what it is told to see. One example of this is the belief in God Bless America, Land of the Free, fulfilling its God-given destiny to bring' peace and justice to the world by promoting violence and injustice.


All ideology is the Matrix at work. Ideology is the illusion that there is only one way and its advocates are the zealots that seek, in their arrogant self obsession, to impose their beliefs on others. How can there be only one way when you are dealing with infinity? There can only be infinite ways because the Infinite is all possibility.


Wisdom is diversity; ideology is, well, bloody stupid.


Wilson Bryan Key writes:

"The moment anyone accepts an objective reality, an eternal truth, they have become vulnerable, manipulable, and eminently exploitable. They have ceased to function as an autonomous, creative, thinking individual, living in an integrated, interdependent, world." 2

If you can give a term or title for what you are and believe, the Matrix has you. I don't care if you call yourself an American, an Arab, a Jew, an Aussie, an African or Chinese; you are thinking division and thinking small. Or are you a Christian, Hindu, Buddhist' or Muslim? Then the Matrix has you.


These are ideologies, the 'belief in some absolute truth' within the infinity of possibility.


There is no single answer to anything. Advocates of these religions would deny vehemently that they are ideologies, especially Buddhism. But so long as they can give themselves a name they must be. The truth just is; we all just are. It is the force with no name.

When we "think" and observe from an open heart, we are accessing infinite balance, love, wisdom, knowing. The intuitive become the guide that leads us through the maze of manipulation that entraps the head in illusion it believes to be real. Seeing is not believing; not even feeling is believing; knowing is believing, or rather knowing is knowing.


Belief is an illusion of mind.


As we surrender to the heart, the head begins to view reality from another, greater, perspective. In doing so, it becomes One with the heart and what we think and feel are the same because they come together and know. When they do, it is Armistice Day for the soul; the war is over. The inner peace becomes outer peace because the two are but one.


The conflict in the world 'outside' is only a mirror of the war within us all. If we make peace with ourselves, we make peace with life itself, for we are life itself. When we do this, the Illuminati will be no more because they will be erased from our sense of reality every bit as much as the man who could not see his daughter. The Illuminati are also illusions of our minds, as is the brain that they seek to program.


Even our minds beyond the brain are illusions. So is the heart chakra, albeit a higher level one. It is but a stepping stone to true, all-embracing Oneness, where there is no heart or soul or head; only the balance of everything, the All Knowing, which simply 'is'. An illusion (mind) is creating an illusion (reality). The Oneness of all is the only truth, everything else is illusion.


The mystic, Sri Aurobindo Ghose, brilliantly described the antidote to all this:

"We must not only cut asunder the snare of the mind and the senses, but flee also from the snare of the thinker, the snare of the theologian and the church-builder, the meshes of the Word and the bondage of the Idea.


All these are within us waiting to wall in the spirit with form; but we must always go beyond, always renounce the lesser for the greater, the finite for the Infinite; we must be prepared to proceed from illumination to illumination, from experience to experience, from soul state to soul state ...


Nor must we attach ourselves even to the truth we hold most securely, for they are but forms and expressions of the Ineffable who refuses to limit itself to any form or expression." 3

We are not our bodies. We are not our brains. We are not our minds. We are not even our thoughts. We are the silence, the stillness, between them.


Even as we think we are purveyors of illusion. We live in a world that is designed to be neither silent nor still. There are keepers at every gate to the One. We are kept busy, busy, busy, to maintain the chatter of mind. The development of cities concentrates people and stress, movement and noise.


Where is the silent? Where is the still? They are within us and that is where we must go to experience the One. It is worth making space every day to calm the mind and go into the silence and stillness where knowing is waiting to communicate.


Sri Aurobindo said:

"To discover the new country within us, we have to leave the old one behind."

Meditation is one way of achieving this, although I prefer to call it sitting quietly.


There is a lot of junk talked about meditation and this method or that. I have met many meditation addicts who are no more enlightened than those who never do it. I have met a lot of psychoactive drug junkies in a similar state. It is not the meditation or the drugs; it is where you allow them to take you or, more to the point, where you allow you to take yourself.


Sitting quietly, for me anyway, is to surrender to your heart and allow it to take you home. If you have never done this, it can be frustrating trying to stop the chatterbox in the head. So don't try. By doing so you are giving it power through attention. Don't try to do anything, just be.


This removes the power from the mind and with repetition you will find that the chatter will subside and you can go into timeless, Oneness states, where there are no questions, nor even words; there is only knowing, being. It is like taking a deep breath, stepping back and looking at life from another perspective. What you believed to be so important becomes ever more irrelevant as the divisions melt away and unity is all that remains.


Within the realm of illusion, visualization is concentrated thought (like "prayer'!')and thought creates holographic reality.


Visualizing what you want to create in holographic experience can be extremely effective in the manifestation of what you desire. Through this we can experience whatever we choose pleasant or unpleasant, a nightmare or our wildest dream. Our beliefs decide the experience.


A television psychic from my childhood used to say:

"Think lucky and you'll be lucky."

But it is nothing to do with luck; it is manifestation of reality by sense of reality. If we know we are Oneness and the rest is illusion, we can enjoy the holographic 'world' and have fun with it. We can experience all that is available to us - anything. Life is not an "either or", it is an "as well as". Our limitations are only our sense of limitation.


Illusion can only control us when we think it is real, just as a magician cannot fool us when we know how he does it. From the knowledge of Oneness and the manifestation of 'reality' through thought, we can create an illusion that we like in the full knowledge that this is whatever we are doing.


By freeing the mind of fear, doubt and a sense of limitation, we can live' in an illusory paradise in the knowledge that we are paradise - the One.


Love thy "enemy"?

People have said that they can't understand why I say we must love those that seek to control us and perpetuate human suffering.


But love is Oneness and so love is the balance of all things. Hatred comes from the illusion of division. Hate is not the other polarity of love because love is Oneness and Oneness has no polarities. If we hate those who cause the mayhem we are holding ourselves in the illusion and, therefore, the control of those we hate.


This is yet another loop. The manipulators are full of hate and fear; so do we want to join them?? To love someone is not to stand by and let them impose their will upon you or others. Love stands up for what it believes to be right no matter what the challenge or intimidation. It is possible to expose what is going on and change that reality without hating those involved.


It is essential to do this because, otherwise, we are the same as that which we claim to dislike. We see this all the time when we delude ourselves into believing that the methods we condemn, when used by others, can be justified for us to employ because we are trying to do "good". You do not achieve what you believe to be right by doing what you know to be wrong.


Friedrich Nietzsche put it like this:

"He who fights with monsters might take care; lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into You."

How often do we see those who challenge "evil" turn into a mirror of those they condemn? Look at the political Left and Right as one prime example. The far Left hates the far Right and vice versa. Yet they are the same in both thought and method. Hatred, resentment and a need for revenge are cancers of the soul. When we feel these emotions, who are the victims? We are.


The targets might be having a great time, unaware of how we feel about them, while we cook in our own stew of seething fury at the expense of joy and happiness. Hatred and resentment are, with fear, the ultimate in self abuse. It's time to let them go and see them for the illusions that they are. We don't need to fight the Illuminati, but change the reality in which they exist.


Scientist and philosopher Buckminster Fuller said:

"You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete."


Wise monkeys

In the years since that mound in Peru, I have seen the awakening of the human heart gathering in both numbers and power. The transformation I was told about in 1990 is coming to pass, even as the forces of control also appear to be increasing their power.


But this is, in fact, the final card of a gambler who forgot the golden rule: don't play with those who know more than you do.


The Illuminati plays Oneness = four threes plays a full house.


The awakening is challenging the domination of Illuminati reality in the collective unconscious - consensus reality. The 'hundred monkeys' are pooling their realizations on the human 'Worldwide Web' and there they can be accessed by anyone attuning to that awareness.


This is happening at an ever quickening pace. It can be seen in the millions on the streets in protest at the invasion of Iraq - many of whom had never done anything like that before. It can be seen in their articulated understanding that those in authority are pedaling lies to sell a secret agenda to the people. It can be seen in the empathy with those of other skins and other cultures who face the violence of the so-called civilized world.


The hundredth monkey syndrome means that people are spontaneously awakening with a knowing that something is seriously not right with the direction they are being taken.


Now is the moment to push on. We need to become even more vocal with this knowledge and consciously connect with the Infinite knowing, Infinite Love, that will dismantle the freeze vibration of 'solidified' ignorance. Those who know about the suppression and manipulation in science, politics, the media and all the other vehicles for control need to speak out and expand the understanding of the people for what is unfolding. If you know something, say so.


The fear of doing this will not even register compared with the consequences for you and your children of looking the other way.


Come on, let's go.


Live, love, laugh and be happy

This is such an exciting moment to be here in the five-sense illusion.


We are witnessing and manifesting a transformation of reality that will change our conscious experience on a scale that will beggar belief. Oneness put the kettle on we're coming home. But then, we never left; we just deluded ourselves that we had. Laughter is so important in all this.


The voice that speaks to me is full of fun and laughter and having experienced where it comes from, I am not surprised. There are no tears in 'heaven'; no pain in the One. And, anyway, isn't it all such a bloody hoot? What can we do, but laugh?


On the second night of ayahuasca in Brazil, I could hardly stop laughing at what the voice was saying. For hours Pam and I were in hysterics as the voice told me about the nature of human reality. It is so hilarious. Here we are running around a Time Loop like a mouse in a wheel, believing in 'time' that doesn't exist. The quicker we 'move' 'forward', the quicker we 'go' 'back', when, in truth, we never go anywhere. What a laugh.


Our bodies only 'die' because we think they do. We only feel pain and suffer illness because we think we do. We only grow old because we think we do. We bang our heads against a solid wall that cannot be solid; we bang our toe on a table when the table is an illusion and so is the toe. We fear the future when there is none. We regret the past when there is none.


We fear the unknown when we are the All-Knowing.


In the words of a Chinese saying:

"Finally, at the end when everything is finished and all questions answered, there is nothing left to do but sit down and have a good laugh."

Ha,ha,ha,heh,heh,heh,heh,whoop,whoop,whoop,ha,ha,ha,heh,heh,heh, whoop, whoop, whoop.


You mean the Moon isn't real?


Nope. Ha, ha, ha, heh, heh, heh, heh, whoop, whoop, whoop, ha, ha, ha, h~tt, heh, heh, whoop, whoop, whoop. And what about the Sun? Nope. Ha, ha, ha, heh, heh, heh, heh, whoop, whoop, whoop, ha, ha, ha, heh, heh, heh, whoop, whopp;whtJop.


But I'm walking on the Earth, right?


Nope, you are standing on your own mind. Ha, ha, ha,heh,heh,heh,heh,whoop,whoop,whoop,ha,ha,ha,heh,heh,heh,whoop, whoop, whoop.


OK, I'll see you tomorrow?


There is no tomorrow. It is happening now, just like yesterday. Ha, ha, ha, heh, heh, heh, heh, whoop, whoop, whoop, ha, ha, ha, heh, heh, heh, whoop, whoop, whoop.


What's the time?


Whatever you think it is. Ha, ha, ha, heh, heh, heh, heh, whoop, whoop, whoop, ha, ha, ha, heh, heh, heh, whoop, whoop, whoop.


No, really, you're joking, right? You're having me on?


Nope, it's true, honest.


It's really true? Yeah -  if you think it is! Ha, ha, ha, heh, heh, heh, heh, whoop, whoop, whoop. Ha, ha, ha, heh, heh, heh, heh, whoop, whoop, whoop.

Hold on, I've got a pain. No, I can't have, pain is an illusion, ha, ha, ha, heh, heh, heh, whoop, whoop, whoop. Hysterical. But what a wonderful realization. We are Infinite Oneness. We cannot 'die' and we are whatever we choose to be for all eternity. Whatever happens we make happen and have the infinite power to change. My daughter, Kerry, would not think of herself as a philosopher, but she is and she lives her life by manifesting what she needs whenever she needs it.


One of her-gems is:

"It's all good and if it's not it will be because it always is in the end."

Perfect. Infinite love is the only truth; everything else is illusion. Nuff said. Over and out.



1 The Holographic Universe, p 102

2 The Age of Manipulation, Epilogue

3 "Satprem, Sri Aurobindo or the Adventures of Consciousness", New York Institute for Evolutionary Research, 1984, p 219

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