I had long understood that our 'real' world was only an illusion generated from our minds, but in January 2003 and the months that •. followed I was to 'see' this for myself in a way that taught me so much more about the 'Matrix' through which the human family is held in 'disconnected' servitude. I was invited to speak at a gathering of people at a location in the Amazon rainforest about an hour's drive or so from Manaus in northern Brazil. The event, over ten days, would offer the participants the opportunity to experience the 'psychoactive' effects of a plant called ayahuasca, which has been used by South American shamans for hundreds of years (at least) to take people into other states of consciousness beyond the five- sense realm.
Ayahuasca is known as the 'teacher plant' because it allows people to experience these unseen realms where so much can be learned about self, life and reality. It is also dubbed the 'plant of the gods', no doubt because it can allow you to see those dimensions where the 'gods' of myth reside. In fact, it was the number of times that participants at these events had seen reptilian entities and imagery in their altered states of awareness that led the organizers to invite me.
Ayahuasca is much used in religious ceremonies and rituals in parts of Brazil and it is quite legal in such circumstances. Around the 'Western World' it is largely illegal to own or take the brew, as it is with potions in general that can transport our conscious awareness beyond the five-senses.
I wonder why??
I jumped at the chance to accept the Amazon offer, although I had some reservations at one point when I learned of the possible physical effects of vomiting and shitting with a vengeance. Once I was assured that the participants would be made well aware of this before they proceeded, I agreed to be there.
I knew this was the dimensional door I was looking for to take the next step in my journey. I had reached the age of 50 without consuming a single drug or potion that was labeled 'psychoactive'; no magic mushrooms, no nothing. But I could go no further in my understanding without taking my conscious awareness to places beyond the veil.
I also learned that even those who were regular experiencers of mushrooms and other such reality changers were aware that ayahuasca was immensely powerful.
Ayahuasca contains many powerful hallucinogenic properties including Dimethyltryptamine or DMT, a naturally occurring component of the metabolism of mammals and plants. DMT is known by some as the 'spirit molecule'. In January 2003 I arrived in the Amazon with my wife, Pamela. In the two weeks before, as we had travelled the Native American lands of northern Arizona, I had been hearing a clear 'voice' (thought transference or telepathy) in quiet moments communicating information that proved to be remarkably accurate.
Some of the detailed messages I was given seemed blatantly at odds with the way events were looking, but the circumstances changed and the 'voice' was confirmed to be correct. When I first arrived at the Amazon location I had some unease and I decided, as always, to let synchronicity and intuition guide my decisions about whether and when to take the ayahuasca. I was not going to do anything just because others did so or because it was written in the schedule.
The night before the first ayahuasca session the 'voice' said that I would not be taking it with the rest of the group the following evening, but instead I would be taking it on my own. This seemed strange and made no sense because the sessions were arranged for every other day and all the people were due to experience the effects together in a large round house specially built for the purpose. The next day I went back to Manaus to work on the Internet to keep up with events and provide postings for my website, www.davidicke.com.
There was plenty of time to get there, do the work, and get back for the ayahuasca session. But two people who came with me had problems with arrangements they had to make and although my work was finished I had to wait for them because we were sharing the same vehicle. When at last we arrived in the darkness at the Manaus ferry for the river crossing on the return journey I saw it was just leaving and we had to wait ages for it to come back.
Even when we were within sight of the location our flashing headlights did not for some time attract the attention of those who needed to bring a boat to transport us across a river inlet. Add all these delays together and the ayahuasca session had already started by the time I returned. I was tired and frustrated and not in the space I wanted to be in. So I missed the session and later asked to take the potion or 'tea' the next night by myself.
This is what happened and the voice had been correct.
Around 9 o'clock in the evening I took
the ayahuasca in the form of a drink in a small glass. I thought it
tasted a bit like liquorice. I was in the big wooden 'round house'
building, alone in the darkness, except for Zoe, me of the organisers, who has experimented with all kinds of such drugs and
Some will see dark places that reflect subconscious states and others will go to paradise. Where people are at in their deeper levels may not be where they appear to be in their conscious lives. A happy-go-lucky five-sense personality, for example, can be a front to hide subconscious emotional trauma that can manifest as a 'dark' ayahuasca experience.
By the way, I will state the obvious because sometimes that can be missed. The subconscious is only subconscious to the conscious mind.
At its own level of awareness, it, too, is conscious and has a different reality to the five-sense 'conscious mind' that directly experiences this 'world'. Also, what is the subconscious? It is all that is not conscious to the five- sense realm. In other words, it is infinite. Like the conscious mind, the subconscious can be caught in the illusion or be aware of its infinity. Which level of the infinite subconscious that is communicating with the conscious mind will obviously make a fundamental difference to the way people see themselves and their sense of reality. It is the difference between knowing you are an expression of the Infinite One or believing you are an 'ordinary' and 'powerless' nonentity ..
I began to feel the effects of the ayahuasca pretty quickly and I felt nauseous and agitated. I then began to scream out years of pent up frustration and I mean scream. The frustration going back to the days of the mass ridicule, the suppressed emotion I didn't know was there, was unleashed into the darkness. Good riddance. Some people, as I was to learn, can vomit to Olympian proportions after taking ayahuasca, while others have no such effect. The idea is to hold it back until at least an hour after you have taken the plant because by'1:hen it has 'metabolized' and can do its work.
Zoe's announcement during the sessions of one hour - you may vomit now if you wish - became one of my abiding memories of the event. Anyway, vomit I did not and after my screaming session I went back to the mattress on the floor feeling incredibly calm and at peace. When the ayahuasca effects kick in you go into altered states when you close your eyes and you see bright, swirling colors and images.
But as soon as you open your eyes you are back in five-sense reality, albeit in a slightly altered form. I liked that because comparing the two was interesting. The more powerful the experience becomes the less you want to open ' your eyes and when you do they don't want to stay open for long.
Anyhow, that is what happened to me,
especially on the second night.
Out of my mouth, in a very different voice to 'David Icke', came the words, slowly and powerfully, "I am love".
I then began to repeat:
With that I felt a fantastic energy pour from my heart chakra and fill the room. A strip light on the ceiling began to flicker on and off. After a few minutes, three of the lights came on full power.
I looked across and thought,
But he hadn't.
The lights were all switched off and they had come on by themselves without electricity. Then the equipment playing music switched off and came back on again after ten seconds or so. Weird stuff on the face of it, but I could understand why an energy of the power I was experiencing could effect the electrical circuitry. I clearly felt an energy coming out of my heart chakra and arching from there to my head.
The words I was speaking came through this source. I even called Zoe over to ask if this was what usually happened. He said everyone was different. I began to speak fluently in my altered state. It wasn't that I had thoughts and then articulated them in speech. The words just came from my mouth and that is the first I knew of them. I will summarize what they said and what came to me even more powerfully in another form the following night. In the following two chapters I will detail some of the gathering wealth of evidence among open-minded scientists to support what I was told.
Some of the information can't be yet verified 'scientifically' and you will have to use your intuition to decide what you make of it. But much of it can. I was told in my altered states that all that exists is one infinite consciousness, which was referred to as 'The Infinite', 'Oneness' and the 'One'. In our manipulated, illusory, reality we had become detached from the One... (in our minds, though not in fact) and therefore we viewed everything in terms of division and duality instead of seeing that all is connected, all is the same Infinite Oneness.
This illusory sense of disconnection is
the mind prison I call
The lyrics say:
This is basically what happens in the Time Loop.
The same experiences keep repeating. The cover picture of this book was produced by an artist friend, Neil Hague, from a design and information I gave to him that symbolized what I learned in the ayahuasca sessions (Figure 43, overleaf). I would emphasize that the picture is only symbolic because I was told that The Matrix is a vortex, like a whirlpool in a river, with the Time Loop - our five-sense reality - in the densest part of the spiral. Think of the Matrix as a whirlpool and the Infinite Oneness as the river.
The Matrix is still the 'river', the Infinite One, but, like a whirlpool or eddy, it is operating in its own little world to its own agenda. What has happened, I was told in my altered states, is that The Matrix has forgotten it is the Infinite - the whirlpool has forgotten it is the river. Vortices can be remarkably stable if the circumstances don't change too drastically.
Observe a whirlpool in a river and so long as the flow of water continues in a certain direction and speed the vortex will hold indefinitely. In the same way, The Matrix/Time Loop is going around and around in a perpetuating spiral or cycle that has become a prison for the consciousness trapped by its seductions and illusions.
The imprisoned consciousness, too, has
forgotten it is Infinite Oneness.
These 'nonphysical' dimensions of the Matrix are symbolized in the cover illustration by the ball of netting that encompasses the Time Loop. The 'nonphysical' levels are the dimensions to which most 'human' consciousness returns after a 'life' in the five- sense realm at the moment we call 'death'. It is free of the physical body, but it is still caught in The Matrix. I will come back to this later. The very fact that we believe in time is confirmation of the illusion that we take to be 'real'. Time does not exist, except in our minds.
What we call 'time' is the illusion of passing through something.
When everything is One, there can be no 'time', only all things existing and expressing in the infinite NOW. 'Past' and 'future' are illusions designed to entrap us in disconnection. They are different realities happening at the same moment, in the same infinite NOW. The apparent sequence of one era following another in passing 'time' is an illusion of the Time Loop.
Subconscious mind had become imprisoned by fear, the voice said, and this had caused the illusion of disconnection from the Infinite or Infinite Love, the only 'is' that we all are. This had reached such proportions that these lower levels of subconscious mind had developed a deep and deepening fear of the unknown that lay beyond its 'disconnected' awareness. It had forgotten that it is Infinite Love and that what lay outside of its apparent boundaries was also Infinite Love. To ease its fear of the unknown, subconscious mind had created a collective thought projection - a sort of three-D 'movie' - that I refer to as The Matrix.
How this is done, collectively and individually, I will discuss when I get to the scientific research into the nature of reality and how we create it. The Matrix is a self contained system that has lost contact with the Infinite that exists beyond its illusory reality. In fact, it is the Infinite; everything is and can only be. But it has simply forgotten.
The voice said that the key level of The Matrix is the repeating time loop that we know as the five-sense world. This is the 'power station' that feeds the whole system. The loop was created to provide familiarity that eased the fear of the unknown and was a very much more pleasant experience at first than it is in our reality. When people are in fear, the voice went on, they find comfort in the familiar and predictable and this had happened on a collective level of subconscious mind. It was a way for consciousness to whistle in the dark, giving itself comfort in the familiar.
What is humanity's biggest fear in our daily experience? Fear of the unknown. Subconscious mind created a dream world that was to become a nightmare. Seven months after this experience in Brazil, I came across an ancient Hindu myth.
It said human consciousness had begun as a ripple that decided to leave the ocean of consciousness - the "timeless, spaceless and eternal"
The Time Loop symbolized by artist, Neil Hague.
The five- sense 'world' is an illusory 'loop' of manufactured 'time' in which the 'future' becomes the 'past'.
It is the human equivalent of a mouse running around on a wheel in a cage
Wilson Bryan Key described the human attitude to the unknown very well in The Age of Manipulation:
The voice said that this emotional state
had led collectively to the creation of the illusion - The Matrix
- that humans believe to be real.
However, the thought projection itself took on a 'life' of its own when it gained access to an energy source independent of that which was projecting it. This energy source, the voice went on, was fear. The Matrix - the projected reality of subconscious mind - absorbed the energy of fear generated particularly within the 'five- sense' Time Loop and took on a life and agenda of its own.
That agenda was to generate as much fear as possible to empower itself even further. The Matrix became a Frankenstein. The created or projected thought field had accessed an energy source to become a creator and projector of its own illusory reality. As these words were being spoken, I was shown scenes from the Disney cartoon movie, The Sorcerer's Apprentice, in which the sorcerer had created an entity to do all the jobs he didn't want to do, but then the entity had taken over events and become the sorcerer's controller.
Subconscious mind created the Matrix/Time Loop as a predictable, familiar 'world', but it had lost control. Both subconscious and conscious 'five- sense' mind were subject to the manipulation of this now self- aware 'entity' that the Matrix had become.
The subconscious had created the prison from its disconnected state of self- deception and now it and the conscious mind were sitting in a cell of their own making, with the 'cell' dictating events.
The reason why The Matrix projection needs the energy of fear to empower itself is because it is fear, self- aware fear, the voice said. It had been created originally by the fear of subconscious mind and, as projected fear, this is the only energy source The Matrix entity could access and absorb.
The more fear its manipulations generate
through wars, conflict, stress, guilt and aggression etc., the
greater its power to increase this cycle of fear production.
Humans were indeed 'batteries' or power stations for The Matrix and we were providing the power to maintain our own prison. The Reptilians did 'exist', said the voice, but they were holographic thought projections of The Matrix very much like the agents or 'sentient programs' that manipulate in The Matrix movies. They could either operate as a reptilian projection or hide behind an apparently 'human' form, just as the sentient programs morph in and out of different human forms in the movies.
Either way, the Reptilians and other projected agents of The Matrix were not 'real' in consciousness terms; they were projections, thought fields or highly sophisticated software programs. The existence of such thought- projected holographic phenomena is now supported by scientific research and experiment, as we shall see. Holograms are projections of energy or 'light' that appear to the observer to be a three-dimensional form, but in fact they are a series of codes and wave patters that only take on the illusion of 3-D when a laser is shone upon them.
Or in the case of the holographic projections in The Matrix, when they are observed into illusory reality by the human mind. In the next chapter I will explain how this works. It is so simple. As I was told with great clarity in my second ayahuasca experience, the whole of five- sense reality is a holographic illusion that only exists in a 'solid' form because the human mind/brain makes it appear that way.
The '3-D' world of landscape, seas, buildings and human bodies, only exists in that form when we look at it!
Otherwise it is a mass of vibrational fields and codes. In the movies, The Matrix is depicted from the outside as a series of green numbers and codes, while inside it is experienced as the sort of world we think we live in - mountains, streets, cars, people and so on. That is a good analogy, I know this all sounds fantastic at first hearing, but these themes are now being confirmed at the cutting edge of scientific research.
The voice said that when the Reptilians absorbed human fear they were absorbing it for The Matrix itself because they are projections of The Matrix. But they were not aware of this. Indeed, the Reptilians, other 'demonic entities', and the Illuminati hierarchy were not aware of who their ultimate master really was The Matrix itself. The manipulators were also being manipulated.
The Reptilian 'sentient programs' did not have human emotion, the voice said, because they were just that, 'sentient programs', and are not conscious in the way humans are conscious.
No, it would just follow the programming because computers do not have emotion. They do what they are programmed to do. It was the same with the Illuminati and the 'Reptilians' - they were, in effect, like highly sophisticated computer software. They were like digital people implanted in the movies alongside human actors. They appear to be the same, but they are not.
Unemotional computers can process information faster and more efficiently than human conscious minds in a disconnected state and, in the same way, the sentient program projections of The Matrix have been able to out- fox and out- think humans. But this can only continue until humanity remembers who it really is and where it really comes from, and reconnect with its true and infinite self.
Then the projected holographic manipulators will have intelligence akin to counting beads compared with human potential and, as I was told, that moment is fast approaching. This is what happened symbolically to the Neo character in the first Matrix movie when he awakened to the illusion of life and death and the dream world he had been living in.
Once he reached that point of
reconnected awareness, the agents, the sentient programs,
all- powerful until then, were suddenly no problem to overcome.
I heard many times in my altered but "self- aware state:
There were no chosen ones whom 'God' had selected. There was no 'God' as humans perceived it, only the infinity or 'Oneness' of existence.
The Infinite was the balance of all things, while The Matrix was calculated and manipulated imbalance, in which Oneness had been divided into polarities and dualities of 'light' and 'dark', 'good' and 'bad', male and female and all the rest.
These polarized states of duality not only offered the massive potential for fear and conflict, they also ensured that such imbalance and division would disconnect mind from a sense of balance and Oneness - the Infinite. Without such division and polarized reality there could be no Matrix. The process of removing The Matrix control was well advanced, the voice said.
Expressions of the Infinite had entered The Matrix and especially its densest level, the Time Loop, to anchor the energy that would break up the fear vibration that held it together. These expressions of the Infinite taking human form had not been aware of their role for most of their 'physical' lives and many were still not. This was because they had to experience the emotional and mental states that held humanity in disconnected servitude and in doing so attune themselves to the low vibrational frequencies of these states of being.
When this was done the Infinite could feed its energy of Oneness and balance through such 'people' and transform those mental and emotional frequencies on which The Matrix and the Time Loop depend. This is represented in the cover of the book by the hole in the Time Loop/Matrix.
After the first session of ayahuasca in which these matters were addressed, I recalled a communication I had been given through a psychic in 1990 that said:
This was a more basic version of what I learned in these ayahuasca experiences. Valerie Hunt, professor of kinesiology at the University of California in Los Angeles, has developed the use of technology to measure the human energy field and this has confirmed that a person's state of mind affects their vibrational speed or frequency.
Those focused only on five-sense reality are the lowest and the more people are using their higher senses the higher the frequency of their energy field.3
This is the reason for the phrase ...
Or, as the voice told me, the more the Infinite expressed itself in The Matrix through its incarnate aspects, the more people would begin to feel its manifestation and be transformed by its harmony and balance to awaken and remember who and what they really are.
The veil of ignorance would lift from their vibrational 'eyes' and they would remember they were all that exists - the One. This is the transformation - the 'Truth Vibrations' - that I was told about when my mind was first blown in 1990. As I have travelled the world since then, I have seen how this phenomenon has become so apparent and continues to gather pace by the day. I was told that the transformation of entrapped consciousness, from the illusion of disconnected limitation to reconnected infinity, is now happening.
The voice emphasized that this was not a 'maybe' and that we were seeing the last desperate death throes of Matrix control.
This did not mean that we just had to sit around and wait for all this to happen. We were the Infinite and we all had roles to play in the transformation of this reality.
The Infinite was expressing itself at all levels of The Matrix as those in conscious awareness exposed its illusions. I was told that the most important level of The Matrix that had to be transformed was the 'five- sense' Tune Loop. This was the densest level and it acted as an 'anchor', or like a light that captivates the moths, and it provided most of the 'fear energy' that sustained The Matrix entity.
The transformation was being brought about by infusing Infinite Oneness into the vibrational concrete and fear - the 'freeze vibration' I was told about in 1990. This was why people were changing and this would continue and increase apace until we were experiencing a very different reality to the one we currently 'see'. Words were only necessary to keep the five-sense 'mind' occupied while the energy infusions did their work, the voice told me. I was shown a scene of myself standing on a stage in a theatre. I was saying nothing the audience were looking at each other in bewilderment.
The voice said, laughing:
Unseen energy was the real transformer, not human language. That was only to keep the five- sense mind happy. More and more people are waking up and this is why, a vibrational change is unfolding ever more quickly. The voice said the reason there was such an effort underway to imprison humanity even further in the fast emerging global fascist state or New World Order was a desperate attempt to hold the game together and stop the awakening people - especially through the microchips that are designed to artificially suppress the quickening vibrations of awakening humanity.
What the manipulators did not realize, I was told, is what they are dealing with. They are ignorant of the true background to the 'game' in which they, too, are pawns.
The voice said:
This time I was with the rest of the group, and as I began to enter an altered state, I asked Zoe if he would come with me back to my room to avoid disrupting the others. There I was, screaming out more frustration and heaving without being sick. I stood out on the balcony looking out at the trees, heaving into the darkness. From out of nowhere I said to my nauseous body "I love you" and with that the nausea left me and the need to scream in frustration lifted from me also.
It sounds cheesy, but that is what happened. I felt calm and at peace again and went back to the round house to rejoin the others. The most profound night of my life was about to begin. As I lay down with my eyes closed, I began to see the swirling colors and images again and for a time they had a very Chinese feel about them. Then I began to hear a voice as clear as can be. Not some distant 'what did it say?' type of voice, but a loud and powerful one, more so than anything I had experienced.
It was female and spoke with great dignity, assurance and clarity.
With that I was taken to a realm of indescribable bliss. There was no 'time' and there was no 'place'. Everything just was. I had no body, I was only consciousness, and I was everything. There were no divisions, no polarities, no black and- white, no us and them. I was infinite, but I was also completely self- aware, as an 'individual' with my own point of observation within the whole.
This is what we all are and if only people could experience the bliss of Oneness the world of the five-senses would be transformed in an instant. The energy was not vibrating as it does in The Matrix.
I experienced it as either stillness or as the waves of an ocean moving in slow motion and in perfect harmony.
The following words then began to repeat over and over in my mind:
At one point I began to form a question in my mind I was going to say:
But before the thought could form, the voice interrupted:
This word 'love' has connotations in which it is often perceived as weak or naive.
I hear people say,
But let me define what is meant by love in the context of Infinite Love. It is the balance of all. Infinite Oneness is the only truth, everything else is illusion would be another way of saying it.
Therefore, Infinite 'Love' is also Infinite Intelligence, Infinite Knowledge, Infinite Everything. I was told how humanity had been manipulated to identify itself with illusory 'personalities' and not as the Infinite that we are. This had trapped people in the illusions of a disconnected state.
The voice would return to this theme, as it communicated with me constantly through the hours that night.
Later in the night I began to feel a little nauseous again and immediately the voice said:
The Matrix entity, 'self-aware fear'; had created an illusion of time to trap its prey, its prisoners, in a state of disconnection in which they would forget who they were. I was told that while the five-sense Time Loop created the illusion of 'time' moving 'forward' most powerfully within The Matrix, the other 'nonphysical' levels also had versions of this. The voice said that human psychics and mediums may make contact with entities that say their realms do not have 'time', as we know it, and those who have had so- called 'out- of- body' and 'near death experiences', may say that in their out- of- body state there was no 'time'.
But the very vibrational nature of the Matrix was different to the truly 'no time' state of the Infinite and in a sense manipulated 'time' was prevalent throughout the Matrix. I got the impression that the "detail of what was meant here was beyond the ability of human language to express. The out-of-body experiencers often spoke of being in a place of 'no time' because what they were feeling was such a different version of 'time' to that of the Time Loop. It appeared that they were experiencing 'no time' when it was a different version of 'time'.
The Time Loop produced the most fear to sustain The Matrix because the five-sense reality most fundamentally identified with time and the movement from 'past' to 'future'. Those experiencing the Time Loop were the most thoroughly disconnected from their no-time self, the Infinite.
Everything in the Time Loop was geared to indoctrinating the 'time' illusion.
Nothing aged in truth because there was no time, no past and no future. Only illusion draws a pension, it said.
DNA also carried the programming of aging that the mind accepts as its reality, but DNA was also an illusion.
At one stage during the night I saw the Moon appearing above the clouds and the voice said:
I was told that what we call the universe is a holographic illusion akin to looking up at the 'sky' projected on the ceiling of a planetarium. The only difference was that in the 'universe' the projections appeared to be in 3-D because they were - holograms. The 'universe' was a figment of our conditioned imagination, the voice said, and it was only part of our reality because we believed it was.
The universe was also far smaller than people perceived.
As with everything in the Time Loop and throughout The Matrix, the Earth was a holographic projection and so was its illusory' 'surface'.
If you are new to all this and think how unbelievable and fantastic it is, you are going to be amazed how much scientific evidence is now coming to light to confirm that this is correct.
It went on:
There were no 'laws' of any kind because everything just is.
The laws of physics and mathematics and all the others that 'govern' the physical and non-physical worlds were the creations of misguided mind. If the scientists believe in such 'laws' that will be their experience. Not because the laws exist, but because the scientists, and through them the people in general, believe them to exist and so they appear to.
But this continues only until someone comes along and changes the belief, the collective reality, and then such 'laws' cease to apply. It has been shown again and again that the beliefs of the scientists performing an experiment will affect the outcome of the experiment. The nearest thing there is to a 'law' is this: what you believe is what you will see and experience. The voice explained how what we perceive to be a 'solid' world only exists because we believe it does. This 'world' is not 'out there', it is 'in here' - in our minds.
Scientific experiments have shown that we do not see up to 50%, and more, of what comes 'through' our eyes because it is filtered out by the temporal lobes of the brain on the basis of our conditioned belief before it gets to the visual cortex, the point at which we actually 'see'. It is our brain that sees, not our eyes. The eyes only provide information and it is the mind that decides what to make of it.
So whatever our mind/brain is conditioned to see or not see, it will. When we think we are in a 'conscious' state going about our lives, we are, in fact, experiencing a dream every bit as much as those we experience in sleep. It's just a different dream. Other levels of me might well be saying to each other right now that they have just had this strange dream in which they were sitting at a computer writing something about drinking a plant and living in a Time Loop!
What we think we 'see' is just a dream infinite Love is the only truth - everything else is illusion.
The Illuminati (i.e. ultimately The Matrix entity) use this understanding of the mind to manipulate our sense of reality and maintain the population in ongoing control. They tell people what they should see and so they do. This is the fundamental role of the 'norms' (official 'truths' ) I have spoken and written about so widely.
It is also why the authorities are
desperate to remove or discredit those who challenge the norms
because, in doing so, they offer another vision of possibility that
allows people to 'see' a different reality.
It only happened because our conditioned minds and bodies believe that will be the outcome and so that is what they create.
So why, the voice asked, do those in the Time Loop? Answer: because they identify who they are and their sense of possibility with being a physical 'personality' subordinate to illusory 'laws' and not with being what they really are - the Infinite 'One'.
The voice offered an example of the chasm between perceived reality and infinite self:
There appeared to be such a contradiction between 'Divine love' and the carnage and fear written into the very fabric of 'nature'. But there was no contradiction, the voice said, because the 'laws of nature' were the creation of The Matrix, not the Infinite.
Nature was another holographic projection that was only 'real' because we were conditioned to believe it was. The 'laws' of the natural world reflected the state of being of its creator, The Matrix entity; a state of fear and desperation to survive. There were, the voice said, some apparently beautiful expressions of nature on 'Planet Earth' and so long as we realized they were illusions they could be enjoyed.
But we should be careful not to become mesmerized by what we see on Earth or we would become like a moth hypnotized by a light, trapped by illusions that held us in a disconnected state. The message was enjoy what you see, but remember that what you 'see' is merely what you think you see.
An illusion can only control you
you think it is real.
Consciousness may have withdrawn from the Time Loop, but it was still in the fly trap; albeit a less dense expression of it. Reincarnation was the cycle of consciousness moving in and out of the Time Loop from other levels of The Matrix.
The concept of reincarnation is another creation of The Matrix entity to hold consciousness in a cycle of servitude while believing it is 'evolving' through experience in line with the New Age belief.
It doesn't, it just believes that it does. As with the saying "death is no cure for ignorance", so it was the case that consciousness in other levels of The Matrix was also trapped by illusions. When consciousness withdrew from the 'physical' body it did not become immediately re-enlightened.
That depended on its reality. In the five-sense realm what we think we should see is what we appear to see and experience. This, the voice explained, is what also happened in other frequencies of The Matrix. If consciousness left the body believing totally that it was going to the heaven of Jesus and the Christian version of God, this would be its experience; that is what it would 'see' because that is what it believed it would see.
It was the same with the other religious beliefs and The Matrix maintained a Christian 'heaven', Islamic 'heaven', Hindu 'heaven' and Jewish 'heaven', etc.
But these were nothing more than figments of expectation. Only that which was free of conditioned belief was able to transcend the vibratory illusions of The Matrix and become consciously one with the Infinite. Belief was the prison and other levels of The Matrix were different levels of illusion. This meant that the overwhelming majority of information 'channeled' through psychics in the Time Loop was from consciousness still caught in The Matrix.
This might know more than those in the Time Loop density, but it was still in the web of illusion. I was shown a picture of people symbolically dropping from the sky onto a footpath across a field. The voice said that because consciousness in The Matrix was caught in a cycle of moving in and out of the Time Loop through 'reincarnation', they were not only conditioned by the beliefs of one 'physical' lifetime.
They were conditioned by endless experiences in the Time Loop and between these 'physical' excursions they were in another form of illusory state. So they were already conditioned even as they returned to the Time Loop reality for still more conditioning. This was why humanity dropped into the conditioned, servile state so easily. They had been there many times before. As these words were being spoken, I saw the footpath being worn away by the trampling feet going over the same ground until the path looked like a sort of record groove.
It went ever deeper and the figures walking the path went down and down into the dark 'groove' until they disappeared.
The voice told me how 'New Age' thought and some philosophies of the East and native peoples were more enlightened than those of the purely Time Loop religions and sciences of mainstream society. The 'New Age' reality understood that the 'physical' realm was only one dimension of existence and there were many more beyond the vibrational walls of human senses.
That was good, but what was not understood is that these other vibrating dimensions were still levels of The Matrix. They provided the constant 'supply' of consciousness to inhabit the Time Loop and generate the fear necessary to keep The Matrix 'alive'.
New Age beliefs in a 'Great White Brotherhood' or an 'Ashtar Command' communicating with their chosen people were manipulations of the Time Loop from other levels of The Matrix. In fact, some were even communications from within the Time Loop planted in the minds of the 'psychic' by mind-control and forms of technological 'telepathy'.
When psychics, like those in stage shows and television, were communicating with the deceased relatives of the audience, they were contacting levels of The Matrix very close to the Time Loop reality. Their other- frequency communicators may realize that there are other 'worlds' beyond the 'physical', but they were still in the realms of Matrix delusion. They communicated about going to 'Halls of Learning' in their non- physical world and how the Earth was a spiritual 'university' where people came to learn some tough lessons and work out their 'karma'.
This was illusion, the voice said, total illuuuuusion!
As for 'karma', the idea that you experience what you have made others experience, the voice asked:
The idea of karma was a Matrix manipulation to indoctrinate beliefs in the passage of 'time' - it's my karma from a past life or I am building karma for the future - and to maintain people in a state of guilt and self loathing.
But why was this?
Astrology 'read' the vibrational fields of the Time Loop and while it could do this effectively in skilled hands, it was still a Matrix illusion that was based on division not Oneness. Astrology, said the voice, was a creation of The Matrix to manipulate people to identify still more powerfully with their illusory 'personality' - I am a Taurus, a Leo, a Capricorn or whatever...
It emphasized the idea of division, of parts, not the whole.
These were all identifications with the 'physical' personality and such 'forward' predictions were peering down the Time Loop, that's all. Psychics were extremely useful in showing people that 'death' is an illusion and the best of them - those connecting with the Infinite beyond The Matrix - could bring profound and mind- freeing information into the Time Loop, it said.
But if people believed what the psychic or tarot reader said would happen they could make it happen. What people believed was what they 'saw' and experienced. In fact, we all have the power to create whatever reality we choose. As I was hearing these words, I was shown a symbolic scene of the Infinite sitting at a table when someone brought the morning paper.
The Infinite turned to the list of birth signs on the astrology page and said:
Since that time I have refused to identify with my 'astrology' and instead have identified only with being all that is. If I don't identify with being a 'Taurus' or 'Aries' or 'David Icke'. I begin to release myself from such influences and limitations. The New Age and mainstream religions have a belief in the existence of 'light' and 'dark'. But there was no 'light' or 'dark', the voice said.
These were illusions.
The belief that light was needed to balance the darkness was utterly misguided and a belief in the existence of 'light' was as divisive as a belief in the existence of 'dark'. To believe in the 'light' means you must also believe in the 'dark' and so belief in the 'light' also creates the illusion of its perceived polarity, dark. Once more these were figments of disconnected mind. Light and dark were illusions of The Matrix designed to cause division, conflict and fear.
The Infinite was not light any more than it was dark. It was the balance of all things. It is not 'good' nor 'bad', 'light' nor 'dark', black nor white, male nor female, it just is, the Oneness of all. Neither were there any 'demons', the voice said.
These were projections from the mind of The Matrix and the creation of human minds that accepted their existence.
If Infinite Love was the only truth and everything else was illusion, how could demons be anything, but illusions? They were holograms projected from the imagination of frightened and manipulated minds. The idea that the 'light' must 'fight' the 'dark' and the demons only reinforced the belief in their perceived existence.
There was no need to 'fight' anything and those who did so were only giving what they fight more power by confirming it was 'real'. If people didn't like their life experience they should perceive another reality and the manifestations of the present one would disappear.
You don't like your dream?
Then dream something else...
It didn't mean rhetorical questions to illustrate a point, but those that come from the belief that we don't know something.
Whenever we identified with limitation, ignorance and our illusory personality we were disconnecting from the Infinite that knows all and is all. When we ask questions we are accepting that we don't know the answer. Would the Infinite do that?
Stop asking the question and you will know the answer, the voice said, and, modifying a line from the first Matrix movie, it added:
The psychiatrist, R.D. Laing, once said:
People so lack confidence in themselves that they ask to others to tell them what to think, but if they could free their minds of such doubt and limitation, they would simply 'know'.
The voice said to me:
It certainly did and later the 'memory' of the experience was extremely dream- like.
It was like walking through a painting, a reality 'bubble', and laughter came far easier than it does in the purely five- sense state. What I found interesting was the way that 'this world' phenomena could bring me out of the altered state in an instant. I was walking along enjoying my expanded reality when I saw a police car and began to think of the authoritarian system... Immediately I was out of my altered state and back 'here'.
Later I began to think about something relating to fear and the same happened. Whenever I checked the 'time' on my watch I was kicked out of the altered state as I related to the reality of the Time Loop. This allowed me to understand more of how the Time Loop/Matrix holds us in a manipulated reality and why the system is structured as it is.
Interest in psychoactive substances exploded in the sixties with the use of drugs like LSD, but they largely became an escape from this reality rather than a bridge to a new one.
I don't want to escape this reality, I want to change it, and experiencing altered states can help us to understand the game we are dealing with. Those who have studied the effects of drugs like LSD from this perspective have certainly learned a great deal more about reality than they would otherwise have done. One is Stanislav Grof, the author of The Holotropic Mind,4 and a former professor at John Hopkins University School of Medicine.
He was a founder of the International Transpersonal Association and has developed a means of taking people into hered states called Holotropic Breathwork. Grof was a convinced materialist and atheist until he began studying the effects of LSD in the 1950s as he sought to establish if there were any medical benefits. He was to continue his research for decades to come. In his first experience on LSD, he had what he called "an extraordinary encounter with my subconscious".
He realized immediately that the unyielding 'truth' of the scientific establishment, taught as fact in the schools and universities, was a fantasy:
Itzhak Bentov calls this mind set the 'giraffe syndrome' in his book, Stalking the Wild Pendulum. The term is inspired by the story of a man who sees a giraffe for the first time with its enormous height, neck and legs. It is such a challenge to his reality that he dismisses it as impossible and rejects the idea that such an animal could exist. Stanislav Grof conducted some 4,000 LSD sessions and 20,000 with his Holotropic Breathwork, which involves a combination of breathing techniques, sound, bodywork and artistic expression.
This has, Grof says, an,
What fascinated him were the remarkable states of consciousness his subjects and clients have been able to access. They have experienced what it is like to be animals and plants, and they have described intricate details of their genetics and behavior that later proved to be 100% correct. They have even experienced being an atom or a blood cell, seeing inside the Sun, and what it was like for them in the womb and the birth canal. Others have said they became the consciousness of the whole cosmos and I know exactly what that is like myself.
How was this possible?
Because we are
the cosmos, we are every cell and atom, and there is no 'past' or
'future'. The five-sense prison - the Time Loop disconnects us from
the understanding that we are all One. Indeed this perception of
division is the prison.
It is all of them and so it can experience all of them.
We are the infinite consciousness that is everything.
We are all of them because we are an expression of the seamless One and we can experience any aspect of the seamless One that we are. We have been manipulated to believe we are isolated 'individual' droplets when we are the ocean. We are not even part of the ocean, we are the ocean.
When you place a droplet back in the water, where does the droplet end and the ocean start?
There is no division, the droplet becomes the ocean. This knowledge has been communicated by the enlightened throughout human existence, but official science has denied its validity. The ancient Greek philosopher, Plato, said that human beings were like people sitting in a cave always facing a wall. The universe was the shadows projected onto the wall, illusions that the people mistake for reality.
The only real truth was the light - consciousness - that made the shadows possible the ancient Vedic works of India make the same point.
The eighth century Hindu mystic Shankara, said:
I had known this since my transformation began in Peru, but in the Amazon I experienced it like never before. People often say that the more they know, the more they realize there is to know. But once you reach the threshold of understanding, the opposite is the case.
The more you know, the less you need to
know, because' t is all so simple: Infinite Love is the only truth
- everything else is illusion.