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			by Mark H. Pritchard
			(Belsebuub) 
			
			December 20, 2015 
			
			from
			
			Belsebuub Website 
			
			 
  
			
			  
			
			  
			
			
			  
			
			  
			
			  
			
			  
			
			Life is in a constant interplay between 
			light and darkness.  
			
			  
			
			Whichever is greater than the other 
			predominates, and when darkness has greater force than light, it 
			prevails. It's the struggle between the two opposing forces that 
			gives us the gradients of experience and opportunities in life, and 
			in this struggle, good doesn't always win. 
			
			 
			We all have a set of values that are the moral foundation for what 
			we perceive as right and wrong. As a society, we establish the rules 
			for conduct and enforce corrective behavior in order to put those 
			who oppose society back in line, or to remove them.  
			
			  
			
			As individuals 
			we also have standards of right and wrong and may feel the desire to 
			put right what we consider to be wrong. 
			
			 
			This kind of behavior also exists in animals, such as when a dog 
			scolds its puppy for doing something wrong. So there's a mechanism 
			built into us as human animals that works in ways that are defined 
			by nature. These are laws that apply to ego states. 
			
			 
			Laws and principles based upon animalistic values have limitations 
			however, even though some may form the basis of objective thinking 
			and lawmaking.  
			
			  
			
			Yet those values are superseded by higher principles, 
			which are the values of divine consciousness, and the scales and 
			balance of its justice. These move according to universal laws of 
			cause and effect, and are commonly 
			
			known as karma. 
			
			 
			The problem however, is that to live under higher principles we must 
			meet them ourselves both as individuals and as a society.  
			
			  
			
			When we 
			fail to meet them, we live under lower laws and principles, which 
			are those of the animal kingdom, with all the lower actions and 
			events that they bring. 
			
			  
			
			  
			
			  
			
			 
			What is 
			considered right in one society can be wrong in another 
			
			 
			In different individuals and societies there's lots of variation in 
			terms of moral values.  
			
			  
			
			Some societies, for example, go to war and 
			conquer other societies and regard conquest as amongst the highest 
			of their values and ideals. And, to some individuals, a life of 
			crime is perfectly OK. 
			
			 
			So the sense of what's good varies from culture to culture.  
			
			  
			
			But what 
			really counts is that society reproduces itself and continues and so 
			the values which triumph are those which facilitate it, but they may 
			not be what is truly good. And, whenever society's values are 
			threatened, it responds to try to stop the threat. 
  
			
			A society's laws are usually constructed 
			from consensus amongst what serves the interest of those making 
			them. So the laws in society are not an unalterable right that 
			everyone has, but are rights and restrictions that we give to each 
			other, or which are given by a minority in power over a majority 
			with restricted power. 
  
			
			Yet, when we're brought up with certain 
			values, we often believe them to be good and true ones. We then 
			defend and admire those values even if they are against spiritual 
			principles, such as in war-like societies considering that invading 
			others is the height of success. 
			
			 
			Underlying society is the survival of the fittest and so things 
			often don't go according to what we think is right.  
			
			  
			
			Bad things 
			happen and we try to overcome them, thus we compete in the struggle 
			for survival in nature's program. 
			
			  
			
			  
			
			  
			
			 
			The 'good' of 
			higher cosmic spiritual principles 
			
			 
			Yet there is actually a good, which is beyond what we create as a 
			society and beyond the survival of the fittest and that is a 
			spiritual good, which stems from higher cosmic and universal 
			principles.  
			
			  
			
			These give rise to objective values, rather than ego 
			based ones. 
			
			 
			These principles are often different than those held by society and 
			thus conflict with it. This is why those who take up a genuine 
			spiritual life face opposition from the majority who live a mundane 
			life. 
			
			 
			Now, how can we discover what these true spiritual values are? - by 
			studying universal principles in nature and acquiring esoteric 
			knowledge and experience, which is hidden knowledge beyond the 
			limitations of the five senses. 
			
			 
			Our sense of intuition and wisdom is innate within consciousness, 
			and this gives us a spiritual set of values. These are not dependent 
			upon society, because whoever has this sense enabled to a sufficient 
			degree gets to the same source of wisdom, which is consciousness, in 
			whatever society they belong to. 
			
			 
			This innate wisdom can be enhanced by the right kinds of esoteric 
			practice, to learn about things beyond the body, to get spiritual 
			teachings that are not here on this earth, to be taught through 
			astral experiences and through dreams, and, to have teaching by 
			spiritual beings beyond the body. 
			
			 
			The more we make progress in our spiritual development, the more we 
			get in line with the laws and principles those beings adhere to and 
			which nature and ultimately society are also bound to.  
			
			  
			
			And by doing 
			that, we may adhere to a different set of rules and values than 
			those of society, if that society is in violation of the principles 
			and laws governing the cosmos. 
			
			 
			When a set of principles or values conflicts with society or an 
			individual, that society or individual may perceive it as a threat, 
			and may wish to stop it.  
			
			  
			
			And therefore, it may try to suppress those 
			who have adherence to spiritual principles. 
			
			  
			
			  
			
			  
			
			 
			How esoteric 
			knowledge is useful to society 
			
			 
			Esoteric knowledge, by its nature is hidden and has elements to it 
			that are outside the comprehension and values of mainstream society. 
			 
			
			  
			
			Society generally wishes its values to continue unthreatened and 
			unchallenged. 
			
			 
			Yet society always fulfills at least some cosmic principles, as they 
			are useful and even necessary for its survival. There is always a 
			partial breaking of such cosmic laws - the issue is how many. If too 
			many are broken, or key principles are broken, the result is that 
			society collapses. 
			
			 
			This is how esoteric knowledge is so useful to society. It can 
			enhance it and enable it to develop in the most advanced and 
			prosperous ways, whereas its loss leads to societies degeneration 
			and destruction. 
			
			 
			When cosmic principle are lost, what replaces them are the values of 
			
			the egos, and then corruption, injustice, oppression, and lack of 
			freedom follow. Dog-eat-dog becomes the norm and conflict arises, 
			not only within society but between different societies, as people 
			strive to take what is not rightfully theirs. 
			
			 
			In the competition driven by the egos, societies fight other 
			societies in order to maintain their own balance within the world, 
			just as individuals compete and fight with other individuals. 
			
			  
			
			  
			
			  
			
			 
			Spiritual 
			change elevates our personal values 
			
			 
			But the person who takes up the spiritual work adheres to the higher 
			cosmic laws and has different values.  
			
			  
			
			And when cosmic values differ 
			with lower ego values, those who don't have the desire to elevate 
			their level of being to meet higher laws will often see those who do 
			as outsiders who are in conflict with them, and even a threat. 
			
			 
			To elevate oneself requires understanding and sacrifice and there 
			are few individuals, let alone societies, that would elevate their 
			level of being to match esoteric principles. 
			
			 
			Many people hold spiritual values, but they are often no more than 
			an extension of mundane ego ones - they are built upon spiritual 
			ideals and beliefs. And although these ideals sometimes integrate 
			well within society, that doesn't necessarily mean they are truly 
			spiritual ones. 
			
			 
			The truly spiritual is a revolutionary force. It is not based upon 
			what has triumphed as the norms and values within a society, or what 
			the individual considers to be correct and true. 
			
			 
			No one possesses anything like perfect knowledge.  
			
			  
			
			Yet some with what 
			understanding they have, where they can, try to give this knowledge 
			to others as part of the process of give and receive, which should 
			be in a constant flow, since in nature nothing is isolated; if it 
			were it would die out. 
			
			 
			Those teaching spirituality have to give the knowledge in a way that 
			is understandable to others. This knowledge is a different kind of 
			wisdom from what a society possesses, which has developed its values 
			without the wisdom of the Being.  
			
			  
			
			Those values of society are acquired and 
			constructed, which at their root have a mixture of the egos, the 
			processes of nature, and cosmic principles driving them. 
			
			  
			
			  
			
			  
			
			 
			The 'good' 
			needs a voice and action for it to succeed 
			
			 
			In the inevitable conflicts between the ideas of individuals, 
			groups, and societies, it's not the case that the truly good always 
			wins.  
			
			  
			
			There's no automatic right to good triumphing over evil. 
			
			 
			The good has a chance to succeed because of the right actions of 
			people in the world, but its success is not a right. Those who are 
			in the truly good, the spiritual, need to fight, or work, so that 
			good is brought to the world and is known in it.  
			
			  
			
			It will not appear 
			by itself, because society runs on a different track. It will not be 
			given easily, because there is much to overcome. It may not be 
			accepted by the majority, as something which is true and good must 
			be valued, otherwise the other forces will prevail over it. 
			
			 
			The good must be fought for. Nothing is given as a right. We have 
			what we have because we as humanity have created it and allow it and 
			wish it. And if we wish for esoteric knowledge, the spiritual 
			knowledge of life, to be given in the world, then we must realize 
			that we have to work hard for it. 
			
			  
			
			It doesn't just win. And, in fact, it's 
			more likely, due to the forces there are, that evil triumphs, and 
			darkness prevails.  
			
			  
			
			And then, the good becomes like a little 
			speck of light in the middle of a dark, murky zone - just a little 
			speck that illuminates and hopefully guides people to knowledge and 
			wisdom. But that little speck has to fight its way, so that it can 
			survive and keep the light going.  
			
			  
			
			It's not set in stone that the 
			good will win.  
			
			  
			
			It only has its way in the world when 
			there are people in the world who wish to work for it and fight for 
			it. 
			
			  
			
			  
			
			  
			
			  
			
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				Q: How, rather than just 
				thinking,  
				
					
					"Oh yes, I want to have spiritual values and follow 
				those,"  
				 
				
				...what can we do to really have them within us, so that's 
				what we pursue them almost naturally as much as it's possible? 
				
				 
				Belsebuub: Whenever we want to do something spiritual, there are 
				always forces that oppose it.  
				
				  
				
				We will always find a resistance 
				to it. We have to be aware that we're going to face that and 
				measure how much we can do, measure our capacity to act. We can 
				do our best, but we must be aware that we are going to face a 
				resistance within us and outside us. 
				
				 
				Earlier I was thinking about someone who came along to this 
				study years ago. He changed and got out of the drug scene he was 
				in, and his parents were very worried about him because he was 
				no longer taking drugs and going to parties and getting drunk. 
				Well that just shows the values that some people hold and how 
				different they are to spiritual values.  
				
				  
				
				And, such idiosyncratic 
				values vary around the world. 
				
				 
				Those who do a genuine spiritual work can potentially face 
				opposition everywhere, because everyone is trying to hold onto 
				their own values and ideals. And within us are multiple drives 
				and desires and things which make us feel bad, and resistances 
				like laziness and depression.  
				
				  
				
				And, in order to face them, we 
				need to really make ourselves to do things which benefit 
				consciousness, the spiritual part of us. If we don't make 
				ourselves do it, then those forces are overriding.  
				
				  
				
				They are the 
				forces of nature. 
				
				 
				To be in the stream of spirituality is to be opposed by the 
				drives of the egos and the life they create. It's like swimming 
				against the current of a river - we have to make an effort to 
				avoid the resistance of the current.  
				
				  
				
				If, however, our level of 
				effort drops below a certain point, we get carried backwards. In 
				that way, we need to see, measure, and be aware of the 
				resistance that we are up against internally within ourselves, 
				and see realistically what we need to do to overcome it.  
				
				  
				
				If we 
				are just repeating the same things over and over again, then 
				we're not putting enough effort against the resistance that we 
				are facing.  
				
				  
				
				So, it's a matter of applying the correct effort, 
				the correct inner work, to be able to overcome the forces of 
				nature. 
				  
				
				 
				Q: So for a person in their daily life struggling between the 
				forces in society that are created by egos and trying to work to 
				go towards the values of the spirit, what can you do to just go 
				against the force of ego and work towards the spirit?  
				
				  
				
				And, from 
				your personal experience, what have you done to try and fight 
				against that force, to not get bogged down by those values in 
				society that may not be truly good? 
				
				 
				Belsebuub: Sometimes there are values that are held in society 
				that are beneficial to many things, such as certain freedoms 
				that we hold as precious.  
				
				  
				
				And in those cases, the values of 
				society can have a positive effect, because they allow for 
				different spiritual freedoms to exist within it. So there are 
				varying degrees of things within society which are favorable and 
				unfavorable, and only some things that are unjust. So, we work 
				within whatever exists in society as values at the time and do 
				what good we can. 
				
				 
				And as far as overcoming things on a personal level, there were 
				things that I would have held as important at one stage.  
				
				  
				
				For 
				example, I was interested in helping the environment, but my 
				interest in spirituality was greater than that, and so I decided 
				to give up my interest in helping the environment in order to 
				pursue spirituality.  
				
				  
				
				That's a fairly easy thing to do, but as 
				you go along, there are many decisions and many things in life 
				that go against you, and people turn against you and don't wish 
				you to talk and don't wish you to teach and more.  
				
				  
				
				So then, it's 
				a constant work to try to get the message out and to get it 
				across. 
				  
				
				 
				Q: So what you're saying basically is you just have to keep 
				working and fighting. It's just how it's going to be. 
				
				 
				Belsebuub: That's how it's going to be, but you have to be aware 
				that nothing is given as a right, that you have to create the 
				circumstances in order to make things happen.  
				
				  
				
				You have to work 
				in order to make things function. You have to put the effort in. 
				You have to create and build the things around you and within 
				you. It's not given just because we think something is true or 
				we think it's right. 
				
				 
				And, if we do create something of value in the world, then 
				there's a need to defend it and promote it. If we don't do that, 
				then the forces which are around will smother it and overcome 
				it.  
				
				  
				
				And that applies to the teaching as a whole as well. 
				  
				
				 
				Q: It can sometimes be hard to see what the right decision to 
				make in different situations is, or whether it's bad or good, 
				especially as there are different standards within any society 
				and some things that might be accepted in a society are not 
				accepted spiritually.  
				
				  
				
				And so, how is it best for us to judge 
				which things are right and which are not? 
				
				 
				Belsebuub: We can only judge something upon what we understand 
				at the time. So, we make our best judgment and act accordingly. 
				
				 
				Now, in order to increase our capacity of wisdom, we would need 
				to do spiritual practices and exercises, and then get esoteric 
				knowledge beyond the body. When we can do that, then we have 
				greater wisdom.  
				
				  
				
				With greater wisdom, we can decide things in a 
				much clearer way - we can understand the things that we need to 
				do and how to do them. 
				
				 
				But at whatever point, we can only do our best, and be aware 
				that many of our values are not necessarily right or true; but, 
				to be able to question them, to look into the things that we 
				hold as normal and believe, so that we can get to the true good, 
				true knowledge, and values which exist as universal principles 
				throughout the world in a spiritual way. 
				
				 
				Ultimately, in the trials of the great mysteries, we have to 
				overcome that within us which is out of line with higher cosmic 
				principles, and, as we go through it we gradually go through its 
				tests and changes, and become more capable of clearer, spiritual 
				action. 
				  
				
				 
				Q: It seems like the work itself ultimately is asking for 
				perfection. And so, it seems like very often we're going to fall 
				short and make mistakes.  
				  
				
				And also, it seems like we can 
				always do more. And, I think one of the things that I have a 
				hard time understanding, and one of the negative sort of forces 
				that I seem like I have to constantly work against, is that it 
				always seems like we can do more.  
				
				  
				
				And, is there only so much we 
				can do, I guess, at a given time?  
				
				  
				
				And, how do we come to terms 
				with saying,  
				
					
					"OK, I'm doing as much as I can 
					do right now and that's OK,"  
				 
				
				...when we can always do more? 
				  
				
				Belsebuub: At any given time, we 
				have a certain capacity, certain limits.  
				  
				
				We can't exceed those limits. They 
				may be greater than we think, but we can't exceed them. Or, we 
				may have ideas of grandeur about ourselves, that are fueled by 
				pride and therefore our actual capacity could be less than we 
				think.  
				  
				
				But, we need to know where we're 
				starting from. If we look at the end result, which we could 
				perceive as perfection, then we can't reach that with whatever 
				capacity we have at a given time. But, we can take the next step 
				in order to change. And that means just taking one step forward. 
				This step increases our capacity by a small step. 
				
				  
				
				 And, with that 
				capacity, we can take the next step.  
				  
				
				But, if we think of all the steps 
				that we need to take (which is just an idea in reality) in order 
				to reach this idea of perfection, then we will defeat ourselves, 
				because there is no way with the capacity that we have at a 
				given time that we can meet that perfection at this moment now.
				 
				  
				
				So, we must understand where we are, 
				and see it realistically, and see what we are able to do. And 
				then, work for the next step. 
				
				 
				I'm sure that all of us can take the next step and reach higher 
				spiritual stages simply by doing this. But, we always have to 
				start from where we are and not be caught within illusions and 
				goals, which are obscure and impossible to meet right now. 
				
				 
				It has been said that to complete the process of inner 
				transformation and return to source consciousness is just the 
				beginning of wisdom, it's the kindergarten only, and that we 
				continue to learn from there, as true wisdom is endless. 
			 
			
			  
			
			 
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