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			by Ida Lawrence and Soren Dreier 
			
			September 13, 2013  
			
			from
			
			Talk2momz Website 
			
			
			
			Spanish version 
  
			
			  
			
			 
			People say there’s a thin line between love and hate, good and evil, 
			right and wrong.  
			
			  
			
			There may be a thin line… we could call 
			it the everyday decision point. If we look at it that way, the line 
			helps us lay out the coordinates of an inner guidance system for 
			self empowerment. 
			 
			Let’s begin with a story recalled from memory. It’s the story of the 
			afterlife of a pious Tibetan monk. When the monk made his 
			transition, his brothers carefully followed the spiritual tradition 
			and chanted for 21 days, using crystal balls, and communicating with 
			their brother in order to help his soul stay near the monastery and 
			on the spiritual path. 
			 
			At one point during this process, the monks became unsettled… they 
			saw that their brother couldn’t proceed.  
			
			  
			
			He was caught under a rock 
			and was asking for help. They asked him why he was under the rock, 
			and he answered that he didn’t know. They encouraged him to figure 
			it out, otherwise, that would be his purgatory. 
			 
			He did look into the reason he was under the rock, and came back 
			with a particular memory. He remembered being in the kitchen one 
			morning and seeing a cockroach. He put his foot on it. In his 
			spiritual practice, taking any life is forbidden. The monk had 
			disobeyed on that morning, and he never came to terms with it. There 
			it remained.  
			
			  
			
			In order to continue on his journey, the monk 
			had to 
			face and work through the unresolved wrong. 
			
			 
			That little story tells a lot about our perception of our own 
			wrongdoings.  
			
			  
			
			Who knows better about wrongdoing, 
			
				
				we… our higher 
			selves, accessed within, or the social conditioning systems human 
			beings have structured to tell us what is wrong and right… those 
			networks of control 
				we call the matrix? 
			 
			
			We are very much used to the concept of ‘falling from Grace’ from 
			the outside - God in other words. But since we don’t subscribe to 
			judgment by the SkyGods, we must recognize that it’s more of an 
			internal affair. 
			 
			If we fall from our own Grace, the results can be devastating. 
			Sickness kicks in, on every scale imaginable. We simply ‘get sick 
			inside’ - of ourselves… and that will spread like a blizzard through 
			the immune system.  
			
			  
			
			Not degraded by disobeying God, the 
			matrix, but by the convenience of choosing solutions where we simply 
			know better. 
			
				
				‘I knew I shouldn’t have done that’, 
				and so on. 
			 
			
			Don’t get us wrong here.  
			
			  
			
			We are not talking about the right to 
			make mistakes, we are not talking of learning by doing - we are 
			merely stating the fact of: when we evolve within ourselves, our 
			hearts, our wisdom, and we don’t listen to our own evolution, since 
			quite frankly, evolution can be very inconvenient, we take the fall.
			 
			
			  
			
			We might, as mentioned, want to put that 
			into an external God context, but that’s a matrix mechanic 
			reminiscent of an outside judge still, so no: we target the 
			God-force inside. The silent observer. The soul. 
			 
			The dark and gloomy side of wrongdoing holds our gridlock and the 
			key to our inner freedom. If we look at how we degrade ourselves and 
			lower our resonance, then we can also look at how we refuse to fall 
			inside, how we resonate more closely with the higher self, and come 
			to terms with our past actions.  
			
			  
			
			When we hear the thought,  
			
				
				"I won’t 
			go there anymore" change to "I can’t do that to myself", 
			 
			
			...it will be 
			accompanied by a feeling - that’s the soul’s default setting… the 
			return to self. 
			 
			Our decisions are made in the moment:  
			
				
				"Am I comfortable with this… 
			do I have to… they say it’s required."  
			 
			
			We’ll call these decisions 
			agreements, each one small, like a little pearl.  
			
			  
			
			How does it feel… 
			this little decision I am making? Asking how it feels is a good 
			place to start with regard to our internal guidance system. We are 
			manipulated to think we don’t have inner wisdom, and the outside 
			source has it… but that is not true.  
			
			  
			
			Our feeling - the resonance 
			inside - holds our wisdom and our knowledge at a deeper level. 
			 
			Let’s also make a distinction between morals and ethics; morals 
			being those directions given to us by systems within the matrix, and 
			ethics being the directions that are coded within us - the 
			connection with our higher self… our inner divinity. 
			 
			The external directives of 
			
			the matrix are everywhere, in, 
			
				
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					every culture  
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					every religion 
					 
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					every government  
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					every corporation 
					 
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					every 
			business  
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					every family  
				 
			 
			
			It is a universal grid.  
			
			  
			
			For a taste of the 
			external matrix dynamic we can look at the 
			
			egoistic, bloody, jealous God (Ego) of the 
			Old Testament meeting up with the higher 
			perspective of ‘Self’. 
			 
			We have already grown past looking for Ego solutions, and that’s a 
			good reason to be proud, but we have to stick to the soul-utions if we 
			want this heart-based movement we’re involved in to prevail. Staying 
			Power. 
			 
			Today we are taking on the evolutionary task again - learning by 
			doing, doing by ethics, and mixing whatever we can find in all the 
			ethical and philosophical teachings we can find with the information 
			coming from metaphysicians traveling in celestial dimensions. 
			 
			
			  
			
			Sorting as we go… asking our inner compass… how does it feel? 
			 
			Now we can look more closely at how the external directives work 
			against us: there are likely millions who wish they could obey their 
			own compassion and disobey a workplace policy or procedure that is 
			cold-hearted and repugnant to them.  
			
			  
			
			But to keep the job, or advance 
			themselves, they may make a very small agreement to compromise 
			ethics. People make these types of agreements every day - one pearl 
			after another on the string. 
			 
			In the beginning, when we take the fall inside we know.  
			
			  
			
			But after 
			some time, business as usual will begin to muffle the sound of the 
			inside voice, justifications will be believed, and the compassionate 
			heart will become a few degrees colder. So many exist within 
			compromising positions… could be the police officer, the military 
			man, the woman who signs off on evictions, the laborer spraying the 
			roundup. 
			 
			If they don’t know there is a wrong, there will be no ethical 
			dilemma.  
			
			  
			
			But if they do… and if they make an agreement, they are in 
			both a sad state and a beautiful state. The sad is that they took a 
			fall; the beauty is that they can feel the thin line… for it is 
			never too late to decide not to fall. 
			 
			We’ve heard it said that what we chose defines us, and it does. 
			 
			
			  
			
			But 
			could there be more… as the fall continues and agreements that are 
			even more compromising begin to make the heart freeze over, could it 
			activate DNA of lower states? We speculate on that as we have seen 
			the fall inside go far, far deeper than simply following a repugnant 
			policy or doing a job for the matrix. 
			 
			We see in today’s world, and we have seen throughout history, human 
			beings discarding their inborn blueprint, becoming deaf to their 
			inner voice, making mockery of ethics, and even re-writing the 
			morals of the matrix to accommodate a descent.  
			
			  
			
			Basically that is the 
			programming of the matrix. Womb until tomb, how low can you go? 
			Well… we watch. And as we watch a display of unimaginable depths we 
			wonder… are these people human? Perhaps not so much anymore. 
			 
			Ethics: 
			
				
				this is the resonance of our celestial or ethical compass. 
			In order to return to that inner compass and become familiar with 
			its knowledge, we must wake up to the world and what the world 
			means, and we must to go inside and wake up to our true selves. 
				 
				  
				
				Both 
			of these self-empowering steps constitute an inner awaking. 
			 
			
			This does not mean that we should immediately ignore external 
			messages of right and wrong and go inside for all coordinates. 
			 
			
			  
			
			When 
			we begin this work, most of what we’ll find on the inside will be 
			the ego’s opinion mixed with conditioning and programming. Sorting 
			out ‘what is what’ is part of the process of waking up to what the 
			world means and waking up to our true selves.  
			
			  
			
			We are a feeling… a 
			resonance… and not an opinion of right and wrong, love and hate, 
			good and evil. 
			 
			On a social scale, good morals and right and wrong messages are very 
			much tied to the religious dictates, the economy, and to herd 
			programming. For that reason it can be very beneficial to accept and 
			learn from mentors and teachers who are able to help us tune in and 
			adjust our coordinates. 
			 
			As we watch layers and layers of lies peel off the false reality we 
			believed in, we separate from the herd mentality, and we see 
			consuming for what it is and war for what it is. Eyes wide open, 
			millions of us are sharing experiences, sharing thoughts - not 
			pushing them or trying to persuade - just sharing.  
			
			  
			
			This realignment 
			to the warm heart, the human soul, the guide within… is the 
			warrior’s strength. It’s also the matrix’s weakness. 
			 
			In doing this - confronting the matrix by not confronting it - we 
			strengthen each other, and encourage each other to no longer make 
			agreements. Every moment that the inner knowing is listened to over 
			and above the outer dictates, the inner coordinates become stronger. 
			 
			Eventually a person with a very good connection to the heart will 
			have a default setting. It’s important to remember that these 
			settings will not be one-size-fits-all. There will be differences, 
			and we want to respect our differences when they are soul-based. For 
			example, the ethical directive to not destroy life must be extended 
			to include not destroying life psychologically.  
			
			  
			
			Allowing and 
			non-judgment belong in our coordinates. 
			 
			People have a right to do whatever they feel they need to do, 
			without harming others. From the vegetarian who wants a hamburger to 
			the sister who wants a cigarette to the husband who wants a divorce 
			to the neighbor who wants to keep the uncomfortable job, we are not 
			called to judge or lecture on what is ethical.  
			
			  
			
			Our ethics are our 
			own, and certainly a warm heart can observe and love without 
			judgment. 
			 
			If we refuse to take the fall inside when confronted by the matrix - 
			friends, spouse, whatever - we start to become self empowered: not 
			saved, not holy, not wanting everybody to see how spiritual we are… 
			just humans working on warming the heart and standing their ground. 
			 
			
			  
			
			Specialness cannot exist for very long in a warrior, for they come 
			to know their own darkness as well as their light. So, if you do 
			encounter someone with a celestial resonance, they’ll likely not 
			know it or care to speak of it. 
			 
			Finally, ‘self’ is embedded in the blueprint.  
			
			  
			
			The self empowered 
			person has no need to be right, or to be seen as being right. Since 
			‘self’ does not exclude, and one’s own happiness becomes tied in 
			with the prosperity of others - happy to be here in life, happy to 
			discover something new, happy to feel the love of friends, and happy 
			to look at our own string of pearls… some dark, some light and 
			shades of golden. 
			 
			It’s the final walk 
			in the matrix from which we can no longer stray. 
			 
			Outer guidance system dissolving - inner guidance systems up and 
			running. 
			 
			  
			
			
			  
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