January 24, 1998
Freddie, Laura, Ark, Alice
Q: And who do we have with us this evening?
Q: And where do you transmit through?
Q: We have several things this evening, the first one being: why did
Aletheia decide to move out the way she did?
Q: Where is she?
A: With others.
Q: I know she is with others.
A: Check records of phone equipment.
Q: Well, I just would like to know that she is alright.
Q: I would also like to know why she decided to do this in a way
that would hurt
A: Was not objective.
On another subject, this little baby that is missing, Sabrina...
seem to be believable. Did aliens abduct the Aisenberg baby?
Q: What happened to Sabrina Aisenberg?
A: Accidental death.
Q: What caused the accident?
Q: Who dropped her?
A: Not to be revealed. You can figure it out!
Q: (A) I want to ask about the photographer.
(L) Yes, the one who
took Anna’s photograph. Was he who he said he was?
Q: Did he have any ulterior motives?
Q: We have been discussing the campaign to work on a public
relations project here. As we have discussed it, is it okay to push
A: Better with universities.
Q: What do you mean?
A: Contact them first.
Q: Okay, I wrote a letter to USF. Do you mean all the other
universities in the State System?
A: UCF and USF and FIT.
Q: What is FIT?
A: Florida Institute of Technology.
Q: Alright, contact them first and then carry through with project.
Q: In other words, give them an opportunity and don’t upstage them?
A: Yes! We said to rattle the bushes, not mow them down!
Q: Alright. Along the same lines of the Sabrina Aisenberg issue, I
was reading a book about Churchill and Hitler and Rudolf Hess. It
seems that this writer was saying that the man in Spandau Prison was
NOT Rudolf Hess. Is that correct?
What happened to Rudolf Hess?
A: Died in plane crash in Scotland.
Q: He died? Was this the reported crash landing?
Q: He DIED in that crash?
Q: Who was the guy who parachuted out?
A: Did not.
Q: They made up the whole story?
A: No, just Hess survival, for propaganda value.
Q: Well that is a bizarre thing to say about it. But, it is also
another option that the writer of that book did NOT consider. But
what about the farmer who saw a guy parachute out of the plane?
A: So they say.
Q: Well, I guess they could have set the whole thing up. That would
be even MORE devious!
A: Real Hess would never have relented to abuse.
Q: Hmmm. Did Hess actually fly to Scotland?
Q: Did Hitler know and was he in on it?
Q: So, they had to make Hitler think Hess survived in order to fool
thinking that whatever the plan was was working?
A: Hitler believed Hess had gone mad, or had indeed died.
Q: Well, this is a bizarre question, but I have to ask it. Was
Q: Well, this book suggests that he had an unusual relationship with
Hess. But, others said that he was completely ascetic in ALL ways.
A: Book is wrong in other ways too.
Q: Well, I thought the whole thing was interesting. Did Hitler have
Q: Well, this book sort of portrays Hitler as not such a bad guy and
Churchill is the real bad guy.
A: Disinformation for purposes of deception.
Q: Alright. Speaking of disinformation, there is a little statement
attributed to former astronaut Edgar Mitchell, sent out in the
Skywatch mailing in which he says that ‘manmade craft that have the
flight capabilities or characteristics, that are generally
attributed to UFOs, DO EXIST, but NOT as part of military arsenals.’
Is this true?
A: Not what he says.
Q: What do you mean? That I stated it inaccurately?
Q: Well, what IS the truth in this case?
A: Not man made.
Q: Well, you are right. He did NOT say manmade. He was saying that
the technology DID exist.
(A) He was speaking about reverse
engineering, suggesting that we were able to reproduce the
technology, and reverse engineering implies that it is done here on
Earth. Of course, that does NOT imply that there is no help from
A: Close. Reread.
Q: Okay, I would say that it was phrased VERY carefully.
next thing that he said was that to build these craft or whatever,
no fancy things wormholes or time loops or other dimensions are
necessary, which implies that it is all third density technology.
Was he correct in this respect?
A: Did not say all 3rd density.
Q: He was sort of implying this, but he implied that it was all
standard physics and engineering.
A: 3 and 4. Reread.
Q: Okay, we will. Is he a person who is in the know about the things
he was speaking?
A: Close to that.
Q: (A) Now, I want to ask about this English anti-gravity guy, who
died at the age of 76 after he contacted NASA and after all his
experiments that imply he produced anti- gravity. I suspect that his
death was not all natural. Eric Laithwaite. Did he discover the
secret of antigravity?
A: To an extent.
Q: Was his death, shall we say, assisted? A; Yes.
Q: Why haven’t we heard from Sue Brana?
No longer interested, as you resisted trap.
So, it was a trap. Am I correct in thinking that they, as a
group, do not
really exist in the US, but that they are in Europe?
A: Exist as extension.
Q: (A) So, it is an extension of KGB or whatever.
(L) As an
extension of what?
Q: Okay, so we resisted that trap. Out of how many?
A: Watch, look, listen.
Q: (A) I want to know what was the purpose of this trap? What was it
A: De-energize you in psychic maze. Cause you to go on a “wild goose
Q: (A) Why would they want me to go on a wild goose chase rather
than get me to
work with them?
(L) I guess they don’t want you to work with them...
A: Or find anything significant.
Q: Next item: we have discovered that you can possibly get a divorce
Dominican Republic by signing a power of attorney and having an
attorney represent you there and that you can establish a single
status, but not settle property. Can this, in fact, be done?
Better look into it further.
Q: Alright. Is the divorce in Florida the best way to go at this
A: Okay, but we cannot lead you by the hand.
Q: I know that. I am just thinking about the various options and
which might have the least glitches? I guess that we can control the
glitches right out of any process.
(A) The only thing we need to know is anything that will end this
bad period as soon as possible.
A: Okay, good night.
Q: Now, wait a minute! That was a question! You can’t just say
‘hasta la vista!’
A: Darkest before dawn.
Well, it has definitely been very dark.
A: Faith! Good night.
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January 31, 1998
Q: Who do we have with us this evening?
Q: And where do you transmit through?
Q: Tonight we are very tired and we have a few quick questions. Ark
feels like his time is being wasted. Can we have a little insight on
A: More specific.
Q: We he is spending so much time teaching that he has no time for
his other work, and the mess in the house and the demands of the
kids - me - all seems to be keeping him from doing what little of
his work he COULD do when he is not teaching.
A: May need to “go it alone” for awhile.
Q: He may need to do this?
A: Yes. Would help, otherwise, problems will increase.
Q: You are saying that I should drive him to Gainesville, leave him
there, come home and take care of the house and kids?
A: Or similar. Remember, we do not tell you what to do. Only make
Q: Can you tell us why the situation is as it is just now?
Q: Well, if the attack is designed to keep us apart, they are
A: Not to keep you apart.
Q: (A) I have a theory that this is just what the C’s were telling
us - that
this is just a test - to make everything just as difficult as
possible - so that we are tired and have too much to do - that it is
just a test...
A: Close, interrelated.
Q: Can you give any direction of things that can be done to
alleviate the job
A: Will resolve itself.
Q: Can you tell me who, in fact, was the person who called the
police last week?
Q: Why do you say ‘open’?
A: Because to say otherwise would stimulate unwise reactions born of
Q: (A) I would like to know if there is any imminent financial
we can still somehow prevent?
A: No catastrophe.
Q: Okay, so I should take Ark up to Gainesville and come back...
Q: Well, I wrote to Betty Castor, but we haven’t heard anything
A: You will.
Q: I hope so.
(A) Did they mention USF because we should do
something beyond what has been done?
Q: I don’t know what else to do...
A: Beware of negative health effects deriving from Mexican silver.
Q: Such as?
A: Blood abnormalities.
Q: Is that just me, Ark, Anna, Amy - we all have Mexican silver?
Q: What are we supposed to do? Not wear it?
A: Good idea!
Q: (A) That’s possible. Better late... than not at all.
other little ‘jewels’ of wisdom?
(A) I want to ask about monopoles.
Do monopoles exist?
Q: My thought was that if monopoles exist, the only way they can
exist is that if somewhere, under some conditions, the opposite of
the pole exists... I mean they cannot exist in third density without
being a duality...
A: And third density cloaks so many truths.
Q: Do you say cloaks in the sense that it cloaks the monopoles from
Q: Cloaks them from our measurability.
Q: Okay, is a psychomantium something that utilizes monopoles? When
you use the mirror are you seeing the other ‘half’ of them?
Window to many vistas.
Q: Well, I am working on it! I have to get the house put together
(A) And to get the house put together first we gotta work on
these monopoles, get the Nobel Prize for these monopoles...
Spreading yourself too thin.
Q: I know I am spreding myself too thin.
A: But, you are happier now.
Q: Except for Aletheia. I am very unhappy about Aletheia. I want to
it all the time.
A: Always has been the conflicted one karmic.
Q: What is the nature of the karma?
A: Role reversal.
Q: Back to monopoles.
(A) Long ago you advised that I should return
something that I was doing long ago, and that I abandoned, like many
other things. Monopoles was one of the things, and recently I
discovered another, automata. The universe is like a computer and,
in the beginning, there was the ‘word.’ Should I just do the
monopoles temporarily and finish, or is it something that is
worthwhile to pursue? Help, please.
A: You need study time.
Q: What is the clue to be derived from ‘study time’?
A: Both efforts bring results when pursued simultaneously. Weekends
this, so do evenings soon to be in new environment, if pursue
correctly. Basically on the right track, just have patience and
faith. Now, we suggest that future sessions delve more fully into
matters of universal importance, then personal problems dissolve, or
at least ease! Thank you and Good Night.
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February 21, 1998
Freddie, Laura, Ark, Alice
Q: And who do we have with us this evening?
Q: And where do you transmit through?
Q: We have a couple of books tonight and Ark has some questions...
(A) I have a question, it is not quite personal since with us,
personal is mixed up with universal, so I had the idea to send a
letter to Gregory Brent of Enterprise Florida and I am not sure if
he was the correct person to send it to, so I would like to have
Q: Anything else concerning this Enterprise Florida business that I
A: We have told you, and most in particular, Laura, to simply “stay
on top” of
the situation, and success will result. Suggest Laura contact editor
of Florida Trend Magazine, both for networking purposes, as well as
to drum up support. Of course, the first and foremost thing is to
complete divorce action. We suggest you turn up the heat there. And
please do not say you have done all you can, because we do not
mention these things when such is the case.
Q: Okay, that is one
thing. I want to ask about this internet business that I am now
doing. I am opening myself a little bit more and I don’t want to
make any mistakes. The question is rather rhetorical because I
believe I am doing this correctly, but just in case, I want to make
sure that it is in line. Is it?
A: So far...
Now, I have some scientific questions, namely I would like to
have some advice. Because time is finite and I have so much to do
and so little time and so many topics - I would like to ask if I
list the topics one by one if you will give me a number or estimate
of priority of each particular topic so that I will know which to
start with and what comes later. Can I have such help?
A: Your talent lies in building the mathematical equations which
theorems and quantify your solutions. What we do is advise in ways
that do not interrupt learning, or interfere with free will. On the
other hand, Arkadiusz, you have accomplished much in the past with
your philosophy activities and reflections in journal form. No need
to “slack off” now, just because life appears to be on a “sweeter”
Q: Okay, the first item on the list is dealing with this railgun
business and it was here where I was planning to start. What
priority does this have with the ‘project’?
A: The railgun is useful if only as an employment oriented
Q: I found that this Bulgarian guy who died, this Marinov...
A: Electromagnetic accelerator.
Q: Does it concern this Marinov, he wrote an equation which is
something unusual and he claims that the equation which physics is
using is wrong, false, so this comment about electromagnetic
accelerator refers to the paper by Marinov?
Q: Next, I have sono-luminescence. Which was set apart. What is it?
What is it’s priority with respect to the electromagnetic...
Dual reality structure.
Q: I can also work on anti-gravity...
(L) I have a perfect way we
this list... I will show you later.
(A) Okay, then we stop this
Q: (A) Okay, we DON’T stop this business. Anti-gravity, I already
the French guy, and I have already started to think about
anti-gravity. Should I jump with full speed into anti-gravity now?
What is its priority?
A: Slowly, hot subject.
Okay, I will do it slowly. What about the time machine by Newman?
related to the UFT business, time loops, time travel... also, I can
jump on this...
A: Look for Von Neumann.
Von Neumann?! Okay, I read a book about Von Neumann, and what
struck me was that he was an extremely bright man with a sharp mind,
but somehow a little bit tragic, and I could not find any trace that
he did anything unusual except in the subject of automata and
artificial life and such things. Your advice to look into Von
Neumann, is it relating to this business or in his presumed
participation in the Philadelphia Experiment?
A: Good! Now you are “tracking.”
Q: Now, magnetic monopoles. Again, there is the possibility of
following this link... is it a priority or just a sidepiece?
Laura has had much success in revealing encrypted information...
raises one’s FRV. You need a “recharging, my dear.” All this attack
has sapped ye!
Q: In what sense, or any specific mode of recharging?
A: You and Ark must get on the right “track.”
Q: Are you meaning ‘track’ as in ‘treadmill’?
The time for deciphering is not now.
Q: (L) Speaking of this attack, I don’t want to go off on this
subject because it is personal, but do you have a few words about
how to handle this complete lunatic who is really trying to cause me
A: See last 3 responses.
Q: (A) Okay, on January 17 the session ended when you said that
there was probing of me, or interference. What kind of probing do I
have to avoid and how?
A: By STS fourth density.
Q: How can I resist this? Is it bad for me when they probe? What
should I do?
(L) They probe everybody. It’s just that when you know
about it and can tell when they are doing it, it blocks it.
Yes. KP, IE.
Q: Knowledge Protects, Ignorance Endangers. Okay, we have this book
about health that claims to have the answer to all physical
problems. Is it in fact the case that parasites are the root cause
of many illnesses such as diabetes, high-blood pressure, seizures,
chronic fatigue, migraines, Alzheimer’s, Parkinson’s, multiple
sclerosis, etc. etc. which can be simply investigated and cured with
her handy little zapper? Is this the case?
Q: What part is she NOT talking about?
A: Not correct concept.
Q: (A) Which of these listed things are really caused by parasites
and which not?
A: Not correct concept. All mentioned are often wholly or partially
various parasitical entities, but not always.
Q: Can this zapper that she describes, either home built or
purchased from someone else, be effective in killing these
Q: How often do you need to use it?
A: Varies according to individual circumstances. If you look closely
text of that book, you will see the earmarks of channeling of STO
NHI root basis.
Q: Okay, thank you. Now, in this other book, ‘The White Goddess’
Triple Goddess, alphabets, trees, which this author tracks back to
the goddess Danu who Rhys identifies as Cassiopaea... but, in this
particular section, it brings up something about which I have been
EXTREMELY curious... the lame king, the wounded thigh, and the heel
issue which is connected to the thigh issue... the thigh of Zeus and
the heel of Achilles. Well, it seems that a LOT of heroes or ‘gods’
had this thigh or heel issue and that later, the divine right of
kings was connected to this and often a king was ritually lamed. It
seems that the wound in the thigh led to an inability to place the
heel on the ground which then led to a tabu against the king putting
his feet on the ground altogether. Why the ban against the king
putting his feet on the ground? Why did the heel have to be
protected from contact with the earth?
A: In order to interrupt grounding of chakras.
Q: What happens when the chakras are grounded?
A: What happens to you?
Q: Well, a circuit is closed and energy flows out of you. When you
are grounded energy flows out of you or through you...
A: Or in.
A: Would you do Reiki with high heels on?
Q: No. You take your shoes off.
Q: So that you complete the circuit so the the energy comes into you
to give to another person.
Q: So, if you have a king whose feet are not allowed to touch the
ground, that becomes an altogether STS mode of existence, I would
A: Puppetry, as one sees today.
Then, when the individual has been lamed, they have become a
A: Yes, and who is the puppeteer?
They have become part of the Chain of Command... STS.
Q: Okay, now I want to ask about this secret name of God this guy is
supposed to have deciphered from this poem...
A: Just a moniker, as with all others.
Q: Yes, I know, but he writes that someone described the chanting of
these vowels in this particular order by Egyptian priests as being
so melodic that it seemed as though musical instruments were being
played. So, I remembered what you said about the ‘melodic’ sound
that must be produced from the ‘center’ of within, as you put it,
and I thought that this series of vowels might be what could move
objects with sound.
A: Then maybe you should attempt this?!?
Q: (A) Are you joking?
A: Maybe and maybe not.
Q: Okay, I will! Anything else? I think we have about covered it for
A: Leaves on cover...
Q: (A) What about them?
A: Is Beechnut a company?
Q: Interesting thought. Okay. Anything else?
A: Just Good Night!
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February 28, 1998
Q: And who do we have with us this evening?
Q: And where do you transmit through?
Q: Alright, now, just to settle our little dispute: was the video
abduction in Lake County, Minnesota, true?
Q: Was it based on a factual case?
Q: Okay, then let’s forget the whole thing! Now, we have been having
exciting events in the last week. Do you have any comments... um, As
turned out, predictions made over the last year or two years have
been really piling up thick and fast after the turn of the year. We
have been having the attack from Poland, you know, the tentacles,
and we have made some response to the situation. Can you tell us if
this response is going to bring any negative ramifications in our
Q: What could they be?
A: Severing of ties.
Q: What kind of severing of ties?
Q: Ties to Poland? Well, we have always understood that this is a
possibility. However, there is also...
(A) The last time the advice
was that we should add some heat, and this is what happened, and we
would like to know if what we did was correct. I believe we did not
make any mistakes.
A: Just because ties may be severed does not mean that mistakes have
Q: Well, just adding a little bit of heat started the whole thing...
I mean, Ark sent that rather normal letter to Lukierski and he
printed it and gave it to her and she retaliated with what she did,
and we responded to that... it was just from a LITTLE bit of heat! I
am curious: Marek said she was running down the corridor and I am
curious as to why she was running?
A: Under pressure in general, due to circumstances.
Q: What was the reaction to my e-mails?
Does not completely comprehend linguistic peculiarities.
Q: But, is the general gist of what I said understood?
A: Close. Letters not properly translated.
Q: Maybe we had better re-translate and re-send? Should we?
A: Suggestion is avoid local colloquialisms and slang in written
these do not maintain their meanings when converted from one
language to another!
Q: Okay, we will avoid using slang.
(A) But there will be no chances
to use these devices because, as far as I understand, the
conversation is over.
(L) Now, about the cataclysmic eruption of Mt.
Anna: since these other things, one by one, have been happening,
though not necessarily within what we would consider a reasonable
A: Wait and see!!! And remember: time does not exist.
Q: Well, I just want to know what suddenly got ahold of this guy
Lukierski to get rid of the Cassiopaeans from the web pages. I know
what I think, but I would like to know why? Was he manipulated to do
this or did it originate inside him?
A: You know.
Q: What Ark said: jealousy and so forth. What is going to be the
reaction when they discover that all of Ark’s pages are gone?
Q: Are they really that dumb?
Q: (A) Last time I was asking about the content of the web pages,
and I was told
that up to now, it was okay. I have added some material, and,
because everything is sensitive, I want to be sure, again, that I
have not made a mistake up to this point. Any advice or warning,
A: You have not made a mistake up to this point. Keep going, as your
is especially conducive to discovery at present.
Q: So, the act of thinking and writing is a form of discovery, or
can lead to
(A) I want to ask about this criminal prosecution
business, which I think we should keep as a last...
A: Beware: danger can result from this.
Q: Are you saying that danger can result from starting the criminal
against her, because of something she can or would do?
A: Because of potential events in general.
Q: Can you give me an example of what you mean by danger in this
sense? I mean,
she stole this money, and the one thing he has NOT done to get her
off her butt and give him a divorce, is start this criminal
prosecution. He has threatened it, but she doesn’t...
A: Once started, uncontrollable.
Q: Well, we know that.
(A) But the point is that then: the courts
start to look into everything... sources of money... and they dig
A: Yes. Look before you leap.
Well, if we wait until after the divorce, after we are married,
after he has citizenship, what about then?
Q: In other words, this is something that we just simply do not want
to do. We can threaten and...
A: Not what we said.
Q: You didn’t say not to do it?
A: We do not lead “by the hand.”
Q: (A) We can do it, but it is a danger.
(L) I’m just dying with
curiosity about what is going on over there and what is going to happen
next... and what about poor Piotr... I feel sorry for him. He was
just being used...
A: Piotr will be alright.
Poor Marek is afraid that she will throw acid in his face! Ask if
we should do something about this Noah...
(L) I have an appointment
with an attorney... and with the divorce attorney... and we have the
form for the VISA...
(A) I want to ask about this job situation
because, at present, the situation is unstable and there is a chance
that I will get no teaching and that would be very bad. Am I doing
everything I can in Gainesville, or should I be more energetic. Am I
making any mistakes there?
Q: (L) I want to know something about this weird weather. There have
been a LOT of sightings in Gulf Breeze and falling fireballs out in
Colorado, strange weather, but, to open the doot to this, is there
anymore to be said about the increased UFO activity and the weather
and all the other things going on at present?
A: Review early transcripts and predictions, leaving aside “time”
Q: One of the earlier sessions made the statement ‘space invasion in
4 to 6 years.’ That was said in 1994, which is 4 years ago. What is
the deal on the space invasion situation?
A: Lessons are to be learned by observation closely.
Q: So, you are not going to give us any more on this idea of the
A: See last answer, then wait and see.
Q: Well, I just keep wondering: are we supposed to be DOING
A: What you are doing... Carefully re-read transcripts in regard to
about special efforts and whether they should be undertaken or not.
Q: Well, if you try to force things, you just mess it all up. You
are supposed to be patient and let things fall into place...
Q: Well, we are getting close to getting the house ready so we can
psychomantium in the other room. Hopefully we won’t be invaded and
wiped out before that happens.
A: Major dramatic change comes with addition of psychomantium.
Q: Well, okay, we are pushing for it. I gotta REALLY get this house
A: Will be finished smoothly now... and on that note, Good Night.
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March 14, 1998
Freddie, Alice, Violette, Ark, Laura.
Q: And who do we have with us this evening?
Q: And where do you transmit through?
Q: Now, Violette is here this evening and has said that she will
have to go home early, so let’s deal with her questions first.
Well, after last night and our conversation, I am not so sure
A: Violette would be better served if not so anxious to leave.
Q: (V) I am not anxious to leave. I guess one question I have: there
were blood tests done on me; were they correct? Were the results
Q: (V) Can you tell me what was incorrect?
Q: (V) That was the one thing they identified on the blood test as
being, you know, not normal. So, is my cholesterol more abnormal or
less abnormal than they identified?
Q: (V) Okay, I understand that I need to control this through diet.
Is cholesterol as imminent and frightening as they say for our
bodies, high levels?
A: HDL and LDL, two different categorizations.
Q: (V) Oh, okay. They were saying that the good cholesterol was high
right along with the poor cholesterol. Is that what you are talking
Q: (V) Okay. Ummm... I have a prescription to get an ultrasound done
on my gallbladder. Now, since I have zapped for two days it has not
been bothering me as much, and I am thinking that there is probably
no sense in trying to get something done that I don’t have the money
for anyway... ummm... I guess what I wanted to ask is it really
important to have it done - is there something there that can be
identified - if there’s not, I don’t want to do it. Is there
something there to be identified? Stones...
A: Identification is in the hands of the identifiers.
Q: (V) Okay, let me put it into your hands. Can you identify a
problem with my gallbladder inasmuch as what my symptoms are?
A: Sludge and stasis in biliary system, not just gallbladder.
Q: (V) I don’t understand stasis... I understand sludge...
sludge would be making it backed up and stasis would mean that it is
static... not flowing properly - it’s building up.
(V) Has the
zapper in the last few days helped this because I have certainly
A: “Zapper” tends to temporarily alleviate bacteria, virae and
of a parasitic nature, which aggravates above mentioned problems.
But, it is advisable to initiate further actions in order to get
longer term relief and improvement.
Q: (L) Can I ask a question: If she doesn’t initiate further
actions, what would
be the result?
A: It is possible that cholecystitis could develop at some point. It
even possible that severe hepatic problems or even hematic problems
Q: (L) Hepatic is liver, hematic is blood. I don’t know what
(F) Inflammation of the gallbladder or infection of the
(V) Well, but my blood tests came back with no elevated
white blood cell count - no infection.
(F) They said possible at
some time in the future. You’re asking what would happen in the
future if nothing is done...
(V) No, that’s what she asked...
Well, then you ask what will happen (V) That’s what she asked...
But that’s always true of anybody who has a gallbladder problem...
if they don’t do anything it could eventually lead to that.
are saying that hers is the sludge in the liver, the stasis in the
liver more than the gallbladder. They are saying you could get
gallbladder trouble more seriously.
(F) They are also saying hepatitis which is a LOT more severe.
she wants to know is what to do about it.
(V) Right. You say it is
initiate further actions. Can you advise me what those further
A: One’s compatriots provide answers, do they not?
Q: (V) They’re talking about you.
(L) Is it advisable... earlier V
asked if it
was okay to be zapping while we are having the session, will that
interrupt any of the energy flow, or is it alright?
Q: (V) Now, out of curiosity, from what I understand from what we
have looked at
with the accupuncture and the meridians, that the liver - the
meridian that runs through the liver and the gallbladder - also goes
with the meridian that goes with the female hormone system. Now, I
have noticed that when I am cycling and before I cycle, this pain is
more severe at that time, and after the cycle the pain is not as
severe. Is there a correlation? Doctor won’t tell you there’s a
A: Your “cycling” puts your p[hysiological system under some stress,
lowering your physiobiological immune response.
Q: (L) Let me ask this: Violette has decided, because this is what
telling her, including the doctors, that she is going through
menopause and that this is the cause of...
(V) I know the symptoms I
(L) wait a minute (V) I have never had a doctor tell me
(L) She believes she is going through menopause. She is
quite young to be going through menopause. Now, what I am wondering
is if this other problem might not be creating the symptoms that she
is interpreting as menopause since the systems are connected via the
A: “Menopause” is often affected by other factors. It is possible
density humans to delay this to greatly advanced age, if they know
Q: (V) Well, I don’t know why somebody would want to do that.
There are a
LOT of reasons, because once you stop, there are certain powers of
creativity in realms besides the physical, that you no longer have,
and no further advancement in any of the realms is then possible in
that body. When you menopause, you END your advancement...
understand you, Laura. What I was told this week is that they are
finding that women who have had tubal ligations are in fact
experiencing menopause early. Now, when I had my tubal ligation
done, I was told that there was absolutely no side effects from
this. Is it true that tubal ligation will bring on menopause at a
A: It IS true that one is wise not to trust bold proclamations from
“mainstream” medical system, as these are motivated by intense STS
energy. Also, they have proven to be wrong far more often than
right. It is perhaps wise for one to reserve visits and
consortations with the above mentioned “establishment” to the
instances of physical trauma, and life threatening emergencies, as
this is the “place” for said entities. Chronic conditions and
wellness, prevention, etc., these are the realms of the homeopaths
and Naturopaths, all paths inspired by 4th density STO.
(V) But, I asked ya’ll if menopause is brought on early by tubal
(L) You also made the remark that they promised you that it didn’t
have any side effects, and what they are basically saying to you is
that they lied to you.
(V) I figured that out. After I had my tubal
legation I had horrendous PMS.
(L) They also said that thalidomide
had no side effects.
(F) They said everything has no side effects.
(V) Then, can we address the question? Does tubal legation cause the
onset of early menopause.
(L) You just quoted them as saying that
this was so.
(V) Quoted who?
(L) You just said that they are now
finding that this is...
(V) That’s what I am trying to ask them if
what they are telling me is true or not?
A: What does lesson in previous answer tell you?
Q: (V) That they were wrong the first time so they’re probably wrong
time... I don’t know. It was a fairly simple question!
(L) But if
the answer is just handed to you, you won’t learn anything about how
to protect yourself the next time... they want you to think.
Well what they’re saying in this... allow me to think on my own.
(V) In saying this... is it all lies.
(L) They were the ones,
the doctors, who were saying there were no side effects.
Now they are saying that there are side effects. Who is saying now
are side effects?
(V) Women are yelling and screaming about it.
is the difference.
(V) She identified when she was doing her
the cervix was exhibiting exact signs of... why am I even asking
this? ...exhibiting exact signs of estrogen deficiency. Can you tell
me am I suffering from estrogen deficiency, because something is
causing huge night sweats, insomnia...
A: My dear, all of these maladies are correctable and you are close
to the heart
of an enormous and expanding knowledge base that will prolong your
current 3rd density existence if only you will allow the lessons to
“click” into place. Networking with those in your presence now has
already proven to be an explosively positive and expansive
experience for you. It is potentially beneficial to millions who
will be contacted through networks that are yet to be realized. So,
trust... watch... look... listen... and learn... Grow and expand,
evolve and transform and rejoice with the quadrillion times
quadrillions to benefit from this sharing!!!
Q: (V) My god, that was spastic on there!
(L) Yeah, it was trying to
(F) Quadrillions times quadrillions? That’s a lot!
Maybe they are just talking about individual cells!
(F) Maybe they
are talking about civilizations!
(L) Stars, maybe! Why stop with
(V) Well, you know, there is something going on with me
lately, and that might be what that ‘click’ is about. I feel like I
am standing aside a future.
(L) You need to make a choice of some
(V) No, I don’t know that it’s a choice, it’s like I feel I
need to change my vibration, or change something to be able to move
into that that I’ve seen. I don’t know. I’d really like to ask about
this despairicin thing. That hilarious little visual I got this
morning about the bottle of despairicin, what in heavens name...
where did that come from? Did that come from my mind; did it come
from energy leaving? The despair leaving? That was just too funny.
It was funny. It was hilarious. What is the base of that?
Q: (V) Well, I would like to think that I was getting rid of
something - despair
and pills? Oh! In taking herbals I’m...
A: Maybe Despairicin is like a 4th density “antibiotic” for the
despair. If so, perhaps one would be wise to embrace it, rather than
to flush it. Better luck next “time.”
Q: (V) So, when I flushed my bottle of despairicin, it actually got
left my presence? That’s what they are saying. I just didn’t think
it was real. How in the heck was I supposed to know? In the 3rd
density, despair is not a good thing. Nobody wants it...
like there is an issue there. Ask about the despair, what it is
(V) Can you share with me about this despair?
Perhaps it would be better if you were to share with us!
Q: (V) Well, what is the despair?
(L) Are you feeling despair and
to bring it up, maybe?
(V) I think it is more of a feeling like
its... you know... I’ve been in despair for quite awhile now - just
raising my son... its like I don’t know any other way to be. It’s
like not knowing any security. It’s like me saying I have never
known a day of security in my life I’m almost forty years old, and
that does not feel good.
(L) And you don’t feel it now with Danny?
(V) It’s not up to him to validate the person I am.
(L) Nobody said
that was the issue.
(V) What’s your point then?
(L) I just asked you
if you don’t feel more secure with Danny? You didn’t answer.
Security is found within, but it dwells within and without.
Q: (V) It’s hard to put it into words how I feel. I’m sure that’s
why it’s just
fluttering underneath there instead of coming out... god help me if
it ever comes out, how will I react? I don’t know what to say.
Well, perhaps there is a past life karmic dynamic that, if you knew
it, it would open up your thinking on it. I don’t know.
(V) Are you
saying is the despair from a past life?
(L) No, I am suggesting that
as a point of beginning for questions so you can start to narrow it
down and get to the main issue. You just have to start somewhere.
(V) Well, I think that if that was being shown to me, then its an
(L) Then start asking questions...
(V) I don’t know how!
(L) Well, start simply... is the despair related to a past life or
the current life... just start narrowing it down somehow.
(V) Do I
feel this despair due to past life issues or due to this life?
Q: (V) Does this stem from my relationship with my mother?
A: Like another “slide” in the slide projector carrousel.
Q: (V) What? I don’t know what that means.
(L) Maybe it means that
just one of many issues in this carrousel..
(V) of despair... my
carrousel of despair...
(L) in the carrousel of many lifetime
Q: (V) One of my biggest despairing things right now is my disgust
and what they are doing, and how nasty it is... but that’s probably
just another slide in the carrousel. So, it’s both. It’s past life
and present life. It’s pretty ingrained. [Laughs] (L) Stop a second
now. You just talked about humanity and your disgust with them,
(V) We talked about this...
(L) Let me finish. Do you look
upon a small child who soils his pants as disgusting?
(V) We’ve had
this conversation... time and time again...
(L) Did your mother look
on you as a disgusting object?
(V) I don’t know, and you know what,
(L) Where do you get this despair and disgust with
humanity when you KNOW that they can’t help being the way they are,
like a small child who soils his pants, and there is nothing you can
do about it?
(F) Besides, its like saying ‘oh my god! That
kindergarten class over there... they are so horrible and
disgusting... I can’t live with myself because of that... the only
people who have any right to live are the PhD’s of the planet.’
That’s just where humanity happens to be... Sure, it’s discouraging
if you want to look at it that way, but, on the other hand, it’s
just where it happens to be.
(L) And, just like the carrousel, you
can’t be in the position you are unless the other slides are in
their position. Like a circle. You are where you are. You can’t be
where you are unless there is somebody behind or ahead of you. If
they don’t exist, you can’t either. Even if they are disgusting...
(V) It’s the lack of caring I don’t understand... I just don’t
(L) This is the way they are.
(V) I am not happy with
them and I am not happy with myself, either.
(L) Well, there you
have a problem!
(V) If I chose to be on this planet for a reason,
what in the hell is the reason?
(L) Better figure it out!
(V) And I
haven’t been trying?
(L) I think you have.
(V) What is your point in
(L) Why are you so sensitive with everything that
everyone says as though it were a personal attack?
(V) Because that
is what it feels like.
(L) Why don’t you just relax and let other
people be and talk just like they let you? It was said as a joke!
(V) I am not doing well with jokes lately. It’s not just you, it’s
(L) I know, and you dump on me and everybody around you;
your professors at school, Danny, Freddie, we are all getting dumped
(V) Freddie, when is the last time I dumped on you?
last time I was in your presence... sorry, but its true.
(A) Well I
have a question: are we supposed to be happy in this life?
if you are not, you aren’t doing it right.
(A) Is that true?
A: No, it is not.
Q: (L) Well, I think that no matter what happens a person ought to
have a good
nature about it.
A: Each has individual karmic lesson profile.
Q: (L) Okay, I see the point.
(A) Now wait a minute... let me ask...
don’t divert from V as she is still working on her issues...
I think we’re done.
(A) She says that shes unhappy, and I’m
(L) And both of you dump on everybody around you...
And neither of you will take responsibility for it...
is in the same boat. Am I supposed to be unhappy in this lifetime?
A: Ask yourself, Alice.
Q: (L) Remember you asked them before. They told you about your
quest, and they
told you what was between you and your quest. You were already told
that, if you achieve your quest. They already told you that it is
your own stubbornness and inflexibility that prevents you from
(A) Is what Laura says right?
A: Close, but we said it first!
Q: (L) Yeah, I was just quoting them... they need attribution!
Well, let me
think a minute.
(L) I want to get V’s despair taken care of.
I can hear anymore...
A: Yes you can, and it would be wise if you did. You see, Violette,
nothing preventing you, or anyone else for that matter, from
falling into the correct slot of their balanced contentment learning
profile, but simply advancing that carrousel until the correct slot
aligns, then just falling, or “sliding” into place!
(L) You use this allegory; what would consist of advancing the
A: Discover... because learning is fun!
Q: (L) Is there a physiological relationship to this carrousel, or
is it just strictly psychic, psychological, or learning related?
A: Hide and seek, locate and retrieve.
Q: (L) In other words, when we have feelings and issues, walking
away from them and avoiding them is the thing that allows them to
persist. Finding them and pinning them down like a bug specimen is
what gives you control over them?
A: When was the last time you pinned a bug?
Q: (L) Okay, it was a lousy analogy. The only bug I usually pin is
myself. I am pretty brutal with myself.
A: And sometimes, others too.
Q: (L) Yes. I’m guilty.
(A) Did you ever see a slide carrousel?
Every Saturday night. It was a sixties thing. The sixties was a
(L) Melmac dinnerware and terrazo floors.
green and harvest gold. What’s a terrazo floor?
(L) Concrete with
rocks imbedded in it. Let’s get back to this despair. You are so
unhappy you just gotta do something about it. You have every reason
in the world to be ecstatically happy.
(V) Well, I’ll tell you, I
was standing at the kitchen sink earlier making my lunch, and I
started laughing for no reason. I was standing there laughing
hysterically for no reason with tears running down my face; I could
not stop. Danny’s in the other room making noises. I don’t know what
to say. I don’t know what you want me to say. I’m frustrated and
feel like I’m being pinned against the wall. And that’s exactly how
I feel. I don’t know what else to tell you...
Q: (V) Because I feel like I’m being attacked! You’re yelling at me!
You’re raising your voice! [No evidence of any ‘yelling’ or raising
of voice on tape.] You are trying to make me say something that I
don’t know how to say!
A: Why do you not know how to say it?
Q: (V) I don’t know. If I knew, then I wouldn’t be having this
problem, would I?
(L) Why do you feel attacked, when most other
people usually feel attacked by you?
(V) You know, I didn’t realize
that you felt attacked by me, Laura, or Fred.
(V) In what
(L) Well, I often feel like how Danny described it the other
day: ‘I got up this morning and told myself that I have to manage to
figure out how to not make Violette mad today.’
(V) I don’t know
what to tell you.
A: Well then, look at your situation and verbally reveal what it is
have to be despairing about.
Q: (V) Lack of security. That’s the only thing I can say.
A: And where is the weakest link in the security “chain?”
Q: (V) I guess not having a great financial base. Not having my own
home leads to insecurity. Not knowing whether my car is going to
break down every day leads to insecurity.
A: All of these are easily resolvable.
Q: (V) Get a job. Right? What else is going to solve that?
A: Who is working and who is in process of being educated. And if
complaining about ones future, then you can always trade places once
tasks are completed.
Q: (V) Who is working as in Danny is working and I am pursuing an
education, is that what you mean?
A: We asked you.
Q: (L) There you are. You go to school now and work when you finish
can go to school.
(V) You know what, he says he doesn’t care! He sat
and told my mother that there is no need for her to work, she needs
to finish school.
(L) And I have been saying the same thing. You have worked too hard
too far to get caught on a snag now! Why do you feel different? Do
(V) Yes, I do! I feel like I am not doing my share, I suppose.
Before he came my share was very little because I had things put in
place where I don’t have to pay 400 a month rent, I paid 9 dollars a
(F) What’s different about that now?
different is when we move, I no longer have that. When we move,
we’re moving to a place that’s going to cost more. Am I not going to be
responsible for half of the bills, half of the utilities? That’s how
(L) Why do you have to move? You can’t stay where you are
and save money until you finish school?
(V) Stay in that one bedroom
apartment? No! It’s too small! It’s way too small! It’s just too
small for two adults and two cats. It’s just too small a place.
Can’t you find something cheaper than 400 a month?
A: Answer provided in previous response.
Q: (V) So, I should just stuff my feelings and stop complaining and
then everybody will be happy? I don’t understand.
A: Not point. Now all we are trying to do here is help you get your
unstuck, Violette. But we do not lead by the hand. You have no
reason to feel guilty, so cut it out. Just resume your path and
rejoice in each lesson learned.
Q: (V) Who said anything about feeling guilty? Did I say I felt
(L) Yes, you said you felt guilty; that you were not doing
your share... that’s the whole thing behind it here. You feel like
you have to do half the whole thing.
(V) Why is guilt such a huge
issue with me? Where does that come from?
A: Source is not important, solution is.
Q: (L) What solutions could you find to make it easier to stay in
the little apartment until you finish your education, or find
something that is cheaper?
A: Not issue here Laura. Violette is dealing with issues centering
fulfillment of quests. Guilt is a vicious cycle, until one learns
to let it go. Such sacrifices are not the issue in this case at
all!!! There is no need for that. Violette is afraid others have
sacrificed too much already, therefore should not be asked for
further energy output at this time. However, what she does not
realize is that an increased energy output in an economic sense will
be the pathway for one to grow and prosper.
Q: (L) So, it’s Danny’s energy expenditure in the economic area that
will be the pathway for growth and prosperity?
(V) Is that it?
Q: (L) So, you are supposed to let him work while you finish school
and you are not supposed to feel guilty about it. Then, if you want,
you can go to work and he can go to school.
(V) I don’t
understand... I’m getting a headache. I don’t understand where any
of this comes from. Okay, it doesn’t matter where it comes from...
A: You mistakenly feel that you have made Danny sacrifice to be with
Q: (V) Well, I know that’s true. I tried to apologize before he even
A: Did it occur to you that Danny would never have made this move if
he did not
Q: (V) Of course! But that doesn’t change anything in my head!
A: Why does it not?
Q: (V) I just don’t have a whole lot of trust.
(L) You mean in
(V) In anybody! Because when you trust somebody, you get
your butt burned!
A: Only when you trust those not to be trusted!
Q: (V) Is that supposed to resemble mirth?
A: It is supposed to resemble truth!
Q: (L) Is there any one thing that Violette could think, do, say,
fantasize, imagine, practice, take as a pill, something to get her
over this hump? Some therapy?
A: Listen to learn, learn to listen!
Q: (L) Maybe that is the crux of the matter?
(V) Ummhmm! Are you
saying that I am being just a little stubborn?!
A: Stubbornness is a sign of being blocked. So get that slide out of
projector and get on with the show!
Q: (L) How does one get the slide out of the projector?
(V) Well, if
visualize in meditation the carrousel, and all the things, and pull
them out and toss them away, is that a way to deal with it?
We have already identified the slide for you.
(V) I’m still not getting it.
(L) Well, there’s the guilt
we’ve talked about so many unattractive things this evening...
there’s the stubborn slide... that’s the one keeping the show from
going on. So you are saying that when I go into visualization, it’s
going to be right there and it will pop out... and I can blow it away?
(L) How about just stop what you are doing?
(V) Okay, I’ll start on
that tomorrow morning! Not being stubborn means letting go of
(Ark) No, it means being flexible.
(V) How am I not
flexible? [yelling] (Ark) Well, one should always try to be a little
bit more flexible, even me.
(V) Well, that makes it alright, I
guess! Right here! [indicates backside] I’m almost forty years old,
this is the way I am. That’s not an excuse!
(F) Yes, ‘I’ve always
had my foot stuck in a cement block - it’s just the way I am.’ (L)
Sure, no reason to break it loose now! [laughter] I mean, you have
suffered all these years... no reason to stop suffering now!
the thing is, when I let go... I get burned. It’s the same thing
A: Burning does not come from letting go, burning comes from
Q: (L) What did you let go of with T and being flexible about that
burned? I don’t get that at all. Being psychologically flexible is
what brought that on?
(V) I think I was being physically flexible
because of the lack of the clothing.
(L) That is a completely
different thing from letting go of guilt and being flexible toward
(V) I trusted him. I trusted him for a good reason.
Because, for what I thought was a good reason.
(L) But, the thing
is, where you were being stubborn at that time, and still are to
some extent, is accepting the fact that anybody and everybody, me,
Freddie, your friend Ina, you, ANYBODY at any given time can be used
as a means of attack. Anybody can fail at any time, but you don’t
throw the baby out with the bathwater. You have this stubborn idea
that this or that person must be perfect or nothing. All or nothing,
perfect or unacceptable - even yourself - and that is one of the
things you are being stubborn about.
(V) I don’t understand.
Freddie, tell her what I am saying.
(V) When I was interacting with
T, I was not stubborn. I was flexible...
(L) You are missing the
(F) Let me try... how do you know you were not being
stubborn? Have you covered all the areas...
(V) Because I was more
flexible than I have ever been...
(F) No, no, no... have you...
Well, for god’s sake, Freddie... I...
(F) Have you covered all the
areas in that situation in which you could have been inflexible or
stubbornly hanging on and not letting go. Obviously, that situation,
like all other situations, was not totally cut and dried that you a]
boom, trusted T and b) boom, there was a problem. It could not have
been that simple. There was more going on there just like there
always is in every situation.
(V) Okay, I see what you are saying...
Laura brought that up too, that maybe there was past life issues
(F) Whether it was past life or not, there were many things
going on, and both of you had many issues, and it wasn’t just a
betrayal of trust as you have described it.
[End of tape. Violette leaves, session continues.]
Q: (A) Well, you have to realize that you have done all you could to
Violette, so there is no point in doing anymore.
Violette has gone home, rather unhappy with having to look at these
issues, and Ark thinks that she has recorded things and will come to
an understanding in her own time. I just don’t know. I wish there
was some magic pill she could take that would open her eyes so that
she could see that, just like all of us at one time or another, she
is being her own worst enemy. Any comment?
A: But, there is not. Not for Violette or any others.
Q: We are working on the web pages, so we would like a weekly
A: You are doing fine so far.
Q: And we have purchased the psychomantium mirror. I practiced last
night. How long is it going to be before I see something?
A: As soon as you are content to see or not to see.
Q: Yes, I know that I have to get there - non-anticipation. I was
getting close. I was seeing little flashes of light and movement,
almost like looking at something going on in a fog.
(Ark) How does
one get information using this medium?
(L) I don’t know! Should you
do it with a question in your mind, or just wait to see what comes
A: Best to experiment for stronger learning.
Q: I don’t like the sound of that! My strongest learning comes when
I really do something stupid!
A: Not always, and on that note, Good Night.
End of Session
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March 21, 1998
Freddie, Alice, Ark, Laura.
Q: And who do we have with us this evening?
Q: And where do you transmit through?
Q: I have a couple of my own questions that I want to ask real
quickly: I have this situation going on with this contractor and the
attorney has sent a demand letter. Meanwhile, I received a letter
from the roofing materials company attorney threatening to foreclose
on my house for 1,000 dollars. Of the things that I have thought of
doing, I want this guy to pay my money back - what are my chances?
Q: I can take the guy to pieces with publicity, writing letters,
going to the state attorney, but I don’t want to put that kind of
energy into it just to take somebody to pieces. I would like to put
just enough energy into it to get my money back.
Q: So, of the several courses of action open to me, which one has
the highest probability of getting me a return of my money?
We do not direct your actions thusly. If we did, you would not
Q: Alright, forget it then. I guess I have to give energy to it in
some way. I was hoping it would resolve itself, but it seems that
now I have to put more energy into defending my position.
Defense does not require so much energy if the defender perceives
stance as justified.
Q: Yes, I am justified. But now I have to pay more money to an
attorney, I have to spend more time writing letters, I have to spend
more time and energy and money, because they have put me in a
position where I have to defend myself because of these letters
threatening to foreclose on my house. And all for a thousand dollars
worth of shingles that have already been paid for.
A: Truly stated, but what is your inquiry?
Q: I want to figure the exact maneuver to make this guy, Noah, a)
pay for the
A: You possess the power to do this already.
Q: Which way best to use it: a) through an attorney suing him, b)
publicity, c) through trying to deal with him directly or indirectly
on a personal basis without involving publicity or an attorney,
threatening to do so or not threatening to do so?
A: The dilemma you describe is not so nebulous as you claim.
Q: Okay. I am not claiming it to be nebulous. I just want to be
economical with my energy. I don’t want to spend time and money on a
lawsuit when publicity might be better, and I don’t want to spend
time and money on either of them if I can put pressure on the guy
directly and have that be more effective. If I use the lawsuit...
A: Then have you not answered your question?
Q: My question was: what were the probabilities of this being
A: And what was our original answer?
Q: That you do not lead by the hand, that if you do, I do not learn.
Fine and dandy! This is not one of those. This is a tactical
question. I want to plan tactics.
A: If we spell out “probabilities,” your tactical planning will be
accordingly, and you will not learn skills that will be vital to you
in the future.
Q: Thanks a lot! I don’t want to talk to you anymore!
(A) I’ve got a
A: Surely you did not expect us to say: “Laura, my dear, you can
crush those bastards if you follow the following steps...”
Q: Well, actually, yes, something along that line would have been
very useful! Yes! What comes after the three dots? Step one, two and
three! I want them to at least pay for my shingles! If nothing else,
that! Alright, forget it! I will handle it myself. Sorry I even
brought it up! Why do I bother?!
(AK) I have read that you say that
I am in a learning process, and that I am still scrambled, but that
it is getting better, is that right?
(L) Did they say that?
That’s what I understand.
[Reads section of transcript]
were saying that your question was scrambled and you asked me to fix
it and I said that you have to do it, that’s part of the learning
process. You said: ‘how is it scrambled?’ How was your question
scrambled. Then, ‘were all the mistakes I have made in this life
part of a plan?’ and they said ‘no, mistakes are made by choice,
plan is the blueprint.’ So, she had a blueprint, the mistakes were
made by choice because she made the wrong choices?
Q: Then, you have to deal with specific mistakes. So, I don’t know
what you are talking about.
(AK) Well, they have told me that my
emotions are all scrambled and everything else was scrambled.
You are mixing metaphors and you can’t do that.
(AK) You have said:
‘just follow the signs.’ My question about this...
A: One does not follow the signs until one sees them... One does not
signs until one looks for them.
Q: (AK) I’m pretty well scrambled right now, but my question is: am
I making progress?
Q: (AK) What I am seeing now is maybe some signs. I want to know
about this apartment I saw... if I take it, will there be money
enough for me to pay, or should I back off?
A: Alice, these questions are very simply answered by following your
and the lessons already learned upon the “road well travelled.”
Q: Every time you have moved you have only been running away from
yourself. Every time you have done it, you have been unhappy for one
reason or another and have hit the wall. That is the road well
travelled in your case. You would rather go somewhere else than
change. It has always been that way. The very thing you said about
Jack, that he would not change anything about himself for anyone is
true of you more particularly.
(AK) Is what Laura says right?
Q: It is a road well travelled, and you know the destination...
A: One wonders if you have explored the motivations behind the
desire to move,
and more importantly, the benefits supposedly derived thereof.
Q: (AK) Well, I guess that is all they have to say on that.
question: what happened to Ark’s bags? The bags in the mail?
Q: By whom? You mean we will never get them? All his stuff?
A: Try subordinate.
Q: Well, they got mailed. So, somebody in the post office. Was it in
the Polish post office or American?
A: Which seems most likely to you?
Q: Well, we hardly ever lose any mail in America. It is so rare as
to be almost unheard of.
A: In Poland, there is fragmented discipline, and the
quest by some
for quick financial satisfaction.
Q: So, I guess we can give up waiting for the bags. What about my
earring. I have been so sick... where did I lose the earring?
A: Will show up in crevice during decor rearrangement.
Q: Well, we went to all kinds of places that day... it could be at
any one of them...
A: Or house or van.
Q: Well, we will see. I am just sick about it. Now, I have tried the
psychomantium. So far, no luck. I don’t think it is going to work.
A: Head must be clear, has not been so far.
Well, how can my head be clear when you won’t give me the answers
about how to take care of this Noah guy and all the other things
going on so that I can clear my head?! I have all these worries! I
know! I’m just joking!
Q: (A) In my opinion, this mirror is too narrow, it is not the right
shape and it will not work even if the head is clear...
(L) I LOVE
(A) I know that you like this mirror...
Mirror is fine.
Q: (L) SEE?!
(A) So, the problem is in the head! Too wide a head?!
You must narrow the head!
(L) Ark has been working on his pages, I
can’t work on that now because the computer has been in the shop. I
would like to ask you guys, and all other guys in sixth, fifth, and
fourth density, to please protect my computer while it is in the
shop! All it needs is a modem! Control their minds, sing angelic
music, just PLEASE don’t let them destroy my files!
A: Destruction does not occur if correct place is chosen.
Q: Well, it is going back to the factory - it is under warranty. So,
maybe it will be okay.
(A) Yes, you will get it back and the modem
will not be repaired!
(L) It better be!
(A) I want to ask if there
is something I should do... am I correct that NASA was looking into
my application, my pages?
Q: (A) Can I have some... [laughter]
Q: (A) Okay, I have to be careful... we are going to Orlando and I
am going to
have the seminar and I think I know what to say, but still, before,
I want to have some advice concerning something that is perhaps not
coming to my mind that may prove to be important. Is there anything?
Am I missing something? Have I not given enough attention to some
point that may have consequences?
A: Be assertive as if on a treasure hunt...
Q: (A) On a treasure hunt? One is not supposed to be assertive?!
(A) I am on a treasure hunt, yes... and I am supposed to be
assertive? To find a treasure, I must be assertive because these
guys like assertive people, and assertive people in America are the
ones who have chances, yes?
A: You are good at discovery.
Q: (A) What discovery?
(L) I guess at figuring out what the answers
Q: (A) Okay, now let me ask about this Andy Graham business, because
was so... his reaction to my HoneyBee’s piece on reincarnation was
so unbelievable, that I suspect there is something... is he a
military... is this just something to forget, or is there something
there really unusual and we are on dangerous ground. Why did this
guy react so unusually?
A: Why did he react?
That’s what we are asking you!
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April 4, 1998
Q: And who do we have with us this evening?
Q: And where do you transmit through?
Q: First question tonight: why are there so many depictions of
ancient gods with horns on their heads?
A: To keep evil spirits at bay. Was symbolism.
Q: What was it a symbol of?
A: Head is prime chakric entrance route.
Q: So, why did they wear horns?
A: Symbolism of illustrations only.
Q: But what did the horns do?
A: Horns like a “picket fence.”
Q: Obviously a fence is to keep something out. Was this the idea?
Q: Did it work?
A: We are saying that this is symbolic only. Gods did not really
Q: I know that. That is not the issue I am trying to get at here.
The issue is...
A: Then why would you ask “did it work?”
Q: Well, I wanted to know what it was symbolic of? I wanted to know
what was going on behind the symbolism. Now, if I am going to...
A: The symbolism represents the imagination of the illustrator.
Q: Okay. Just as an aside, what function do horns serve on a deer?
A: Protects bucks from head injury during territorial “bucking.”
Q: Why does the bee symbol appear repeatedly in the ancient
literature as a
symbol of royalty?
Q: What about the pollen?
A: Is alchemical compound.
Q: Okay, I get the connection. In the studies of the Triple Goddess,
across some interesting things. You suggested that I should research
the Third Man Theme. I have discovered that the origin of the word
‘man’ meant a female - the goddess. The oldest word for the male of
the species was ‘wer’ as in ‘werewolf.’ So, the Third Man Theme
could mean actually, the Triple Goddess. Am I correct?
A: Close, if viewed through “sheets of rain.”
Q: Okay. Tracking the Triple Goddess back to the oldest references,
we get to
KaliMa. There are all kinds of derivations of this name, but the
thing that strikes me is the relationship to the goddess Kell, or
Kella, as well as to the word kell, Celts, and how this might be
transformed into the word ‘Cassiopaea.’ Can you comment on this?
A: Do not the Celts like “kelly” green?!?
Yes. So. What does ‘green’ have to do with it?
A: Keep searching... learning is accomplished thusly, and learning
Q: Yes. I know. Okay, if that is related to Celts, then it must also
the Goddess ‘Car’ which would make the ‘philosophers of Dancar’ the
philosophers of the Goddess Car, the equine term for ‘mother’ being
‘dam’ which could easily be coverted to ‘Dan,’ not to mention the
relation to the Goddess Danae...
A: Need now to turn you research to Malta.
Q: Oh God! Alright. The three aspects of the goddess: in the story
of Perseus, there was Cassiopaea, Andromeda, and Medusa... the three
aspects, the mother, the virgin, and the crone. But, in this story,
Perseus manages to cut the head off the crone. In other stories, the
crone always manages to win. Is there any particular reason why
Perseus cuts off the head of Medusa? Was this transposed? Was the
Medusa merely another aspect?
What about serpentine? Representative of the serpent race or the
Q: Was the story of Perseus the story of Eden? Was Medusa the
representative of the serpent of Eden?
A: Not quite.
Q: What are you alluding to that I am not getting? I feel that I am
out of sync with this conversation.
A: Out of sync only occurs when presupposition reigns supreme.
Q: Well, it is not reigning supreme. The problem is: in the oldest
religions, it is the Goddess, the Mother, the endless sea of
potential of unassumed experience that was the Goddess. There was
unconditional love in the beginning. But then, the patriarchal view
twisted it and it became violent and ugly and restrictive. And, from
the patriarchal view came the ‘redeeming son’ when before, it was
the redemption of the Goddess’ blood. So, what I want to know is:
what happened to create the patriarchal system? How was the Goddess
A: All has been distorted and suppressed, so why not this?
Q: You once mentioned ‘Greek Enforcers’ who wrote the New Testament.
Where did these Greek Enforcers come from?
A: Order of Thelon.
Q: Never heard of it. On another occasion you called the Nephilim
Is there any relation between this order of Thelon and the Nephilim?
Q: Where is the headquarters of this group?
Q: Is that a place? Never heard of it.
Q: Okay. Next question: the White Mare Goddess image that prefigured
the Omega symbol, what is this related to?
Q: The White Mare transcends something?
Q: What is the relationship of the White Mare to the symbolism of
The knight on the horse is repeatedly used in alchemical symbolism.
Q: One of the rites in question is that the making of the knight
touching both shoulders with the end of a sword which is actually a
symbolic beheading. Why is the knight symbolically beheaded?
Blast open limitations of encasing spirit in body.
Q: Alright, I have been practicing with the psychomantium. I once
had a little
flash of light. Another time there was the sensation of pressure and
of course the rising heat. Are there any actions that I can take
that will optimize the process?
A: Blacken the room.
Q: So, it will help to be in a completely blackened room?
A: Oh yes!!
Q: So, that will make a difference. You did say that there would be
change once the psychomantium was in place. Now, I haven’t seen any
dramatic changes and I am almost afraid to ask because the last time
you said something like that I was in an automobile accident!
A: That was not the change we were speaking of... We suggest you
gaze ahead and a little to the left!
On this job situation, we are getting down to the wire, so a clue
A: All will be well.
Q: Well, you can see things we can’t. Now, we have an appointment to
do the paperwork for the divorce. Anything particular that you would
like to mention that might need special attention in this process?
Or, is all okay?
Q: Well, you know, we are spending a fortune on this house. Every
day. It is getting ridiculous!
A: Yes, which means that the flow increases.
Q: Swell! It is EASY for you to say that kind of stuff! You aren’t
the one adding up the numbers!
A: When you spend to progress, you prosper.
Q: (A) It’s magic. When you spend you create a vacuum...
A: No, it is nature.
Q: Anything else?
Q: (Anna) Will I sell the house this month? Would it be good to sell
it this month?
A: One should be careful not to hitch their cart to the wrong horse.
Q: (Anna) What do you mean by that?
Q: Maybe they are talking about the wrong realtor?
Q: Well, where she wants to get is to sell her house...
(A) Maybe it
is the reason for selling the house?
A: We have advised before on this.
Q: (A) I am hesitating in contacting these government agencies for
grants. I am not sure that it is a good idea.
A: Why would it hurt?
Q: A very quick one for Danny and Violette - apparently Violette is
on a self-destruct mode... is there anything you can say about this?
Q: What? Is she this way because he is working in my house?
A: He will be better suited when working elsewhere.
Q: So, it will serve him better to work elsewhere? Should I let him
go and we
finish on our own?
A: What we said is that he will be...
Q: He will be working elsewhere.
A: When he is...
Q: I don’t get it.
A: When he is working at a more structured employment location, this
to better quarters, thus less familiarity, thus less contempt.
Q: Anything that we ought to ask that we have not asked?
Q: Then, good night.
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