RA, Fragment 45
Jim: The first few questions and responses in this session are more
of the nuts and bolts maintenance which we constantly found
ourselves having to deal with in keeping up with both Carla’s
arthritic flare-ups of pain and our fifth-density negative friend’s
accentuating of these difficulties.
Toward the beginning of Session 92 in Book Four of The Law Of One,
one of Ra’s responses was “There is the need for the instrument to
choose the manner of its beingness. It has the distortion, as we
have noted, towards the martyrdom. This can be evaluated and choices
made only by the entity.” And at the end of that same session, Ra
added “The instrument, itself, might ponder some earlier words and
consider their implications. We say this because the continued
calling upon vital energies, if allowed to proceed to the end of the
vital energy, will end this contact. There is not the need for
continued calling upon these energies. The instrument must find the
key to this riddle or face a growing loss of this particular service
at this particular space/time nexus.” The last part of the personal
material from Session 94 consists of a query from Carla upon which
she pondered long concerning the riddle which Ra had presented in
Session 92. The riddle was Ra’s way of maintaining Carla’s free will
and at the same time giving her a direction for thought which might
enhance both her own growth and the service of the contact to
Carla: As time went on, we fiddled around more and more with
clothing and such, trying to maximize my comfort and the length of
sessions. I was warmly clothed, all in white, with the white
comforter placed so it did not drag down the arms, and then my hands
were gloved, and the kind of tubing used to vent washer/dryers went
over both hands up to about the elbow, to keep the weight of the
cover off them completely. It was a job just getting dressed for the
sessions. It seems almost funny when one looks back on it, that we
kept on with such perseverance. But at the time, there was only one
thought between us three, and that was to continue this contact and
learn all we could. I think if it happened again, I’d do the same
thing again: give my utmost. And I imagine Jim would say the same.
Without question Don was also absolutely single-minded about
pursuing the questioning with Ra. He felt that this was the
culmination of his life’s work. If we were somewhat wearied and even
battered by the conditions we had to work in, that was acceptable.
And we did indeed all feel the weariness.
I appreciate the point those of Ra make concerning my gift of faith.
It has been true for as long as I can remember that I have enjoyed
that attitude of faith and hope. It may well be why I am alive
today, while Don is a soldier fallen in the spiritual battle. Don
was a person of infinite dignity, intelligence and ethical purity,
but always a somewhat melancholy man under the mask of polite
courtesy, efficiency and professorial charm that he wore to meet the
world. Much has been given me in this life in the way of gifts, but
this is surely the most precious.
Doesn’t Ra offer a marvelous perspective to the myopic spiritual
eye, in suggesting that I was only looking at what still needed
doing, rather than giving thanks for what had come around already? I
have often taken their advice and pondered the merits of judging as
the stern critic that would have everything just so. Life is messy,
and often things are very much untidy, and that needs to be
released, forgiven and accepted.
And Ra’s final thought is truly a jewel. What, after all, is all our
striving in the end, including this contact and all human thought,
but a vain and empty folly? We cannot move from illusion to truth in
this body, on this plane of existence. So where is our truest and
central service? Not in the doing but in the being, in allowing the
true self, that open-hearted lover of all things in creation, to
share its essence with the world, and to allow the love and light of
the Infinite One to pass through it and radiate into the planetary
consciousness. That is our true geste, all of us who have come here
at this time to be of service: being, living a devotional and
Session 94, August 26, 1982
Questioner: I have questions here from the instrument. The first one
is, “Is our fifth-density friend responsible for the instrument’s
extreme distortion towards pain during and just after sessions?”
Ra: I am Ra. Yes.
Questioner: Is there anything that we can do that we are not doing
to remedy this situation so that the instrument does not experience
this pain, or as much pain?
Ra: I am Ra. There Is little that can be done due to a complex of
pre-existing distortions. The distortions are triple in the source.
There is the, shall we say, less than adequate work of your
chirurgeons which allows for various distortions in the left wrist
There is the distortion called systemic lupus erythematosus which
causes the musculature of the lower left and right arms to allow for
distortions in the normal, shall we say, configuration of both.
Lastly, there is the nerve damage, more especially to the left, but
in both appendages from the thoracic outlet.
In the course of the waking behavior the instrument can respond to
the various signals which ring the tocsin of pain, thus alerting the
mind complex, which in turn moves the physical complex in many and
subtle configurations which relieve the various distortions. Your
friend greets these distortions, as has been stated before,
immediately prior to the beginning of the working. However, during
the working the instrument is not with its yellow-ray chemical
vehicle and thusly the many small movements which could most
effectively aid in the decrease of these distortions are not
possible. Ra must carefully examine the mental configurations of the
mind complex in order to make even the grossest manipulation. It is
not our skill to use a yellow-ray vehicle.
The weight of the cover has some deleterious effect upon these
distortions in some cases and thus we mentioned that there was a
small thing which could be done; that is, the framing of that which
lifted the coverlet from the body slightly. In order to compensate
for loss of warmth the wearing of material warming the manual
appendages would then be indicated.
Questioner: I immediately think of the instrument wearing long
underwear under the robe that it now wears and an extremely light,
white cover. Would this be satisfactory?
Ra: I am Ra. Due to this instrument’s lack of radiant physical
energy the heavier cover is suggested.
Questioner: In your statement, at the beginning of it, you said
“less than adequate work of” and then there was a word that I didn’t
understand at all. Are you familiar with the word that I am trying
Ra: I am Ra. No.
Questioner: Then we’ll have to wait until we transcribe the
material. I assume that our fifth-density negative friend doesn’t
cause these distortions all of the time because he wishes to
emphasize the fact that the instrument is going to be distorted only
if she attempts one of these service-to-others workings and,
therefore, attempts to stifle the workings. Is this correct?
Ra: I am Ra. This is partially correct. The incorrect portion is
this: The entity of which you speak has found its puissance1 less
than adequate to mount a continuous assault upon this instrument’s
physical vehicle and has, shall we say, chosen the more effective of
the space/time nexi of this instrument’s experience for its service.
puissance: The power to accomplish or achieve; potency [< OF].
Questioner: Could you tell me why I have felt so tired on several
Ra: I am Ra. This has been covered in previous material.
The contact which you now experience costs a certain amount of the
energy which each of the group brought into manifestation in the
present incarnation. Although the brunt of this cost falls upon the
instrument, it is caparisoned by pre-incarnative design with the
light and gladsome armor of faith and will to a far more conscious
extent than most mind/body/spirit complexes are able to enjoy
without much training and initiation.
Those of the support group also offer the essence of will and faith
in service to others, supporting the instrument as it releases
itself completely in the service of the one Creator. Therefore, each
of the support group also experiences a weariness of the spirit
which is indistinguishable from physical energy deficit except that
if each experiments with this weariness each shall discover the
physical energy in its usual distortion.
Questioner: Thank you. I didn’t mean to go over previous material. I
should have phrased my question more carefully. That is what I
expected. I was trying to get a confirmation of my suspicion. I
suspected that. I will try to be more careful in questioning.
The second question from the instrument says, “While on vacation I
uncovered a lot about myself not consciously known before. It seems
to me that I have coasted a lot on the spiritual gifts given at
birth and never have spent any time getting to know my human self
which seems to be a child, immature and irrational. Is this so?”
Ra: I am Ra. This is partially correct.
Questioner: Then she says, “If this is so, this seems to be part of
the riddle about the manner of my beingness that Ra spoke of. I fear
that if I do not work successfully on my human distortions I shall
be responsible for losing the contact. Yet also Ra suggests the
over-dedication to any outcome is unwise. Could Ra comment on these
Ra: I am Ra. We comment in general first upon the query about the
contact which indicates once again that the instrument views the
mind/body/spirit complex with jaundiced eye. Each mind/body/spirit
complex that is seeking shall almost certainly have the immature and
irrational behaviors. It is also the case that this entity, as well
as almost all seekers, has done substantial work within the
framework of the incarnative experience and has indeed developed
maturity and rationality. That this instrument should fail to see
that which has been accomplished and see only that which remains to
be accomplished may well be noted. Indeed, any seeker discovering in
itself this complex of mental and mental/emotional distortions shall
ponder the possible non-efficacy of judgment.
As we approach the second portion of the query we view the
possibility of infringement upon free will. However, we believe we
may make reply within the boundaries of the Law of Confusion.
This particular instrument was not trained, nor did it study, nor
worked it at any discipline in order to contact Ra. We were able, as
we have said many times, to contact this group using this instrument
because of the purity of this instrument’s dedication to the service
of the one infinite Creator and also because of the great amount of
harmony and acceptance enjoyed each by each within the group; this
situation making it possible for the support group to function
without significant distortion.
We are humble messengers. How can any thought be taken by an
instrument as to the will of the Creator? We thank this group that
we may speak through it, but the future is mazed. We cannot know
whether our geste may, after one final working, be complete. Can the
instrument, then, think for a moment that it shall cease in the
service of the one infinite Creator? We ask the instrument to ponder
these queries and observations.
RA, Fragment 46
Jim: Don’s job as a pilot for Eastern Airlines saw him based in
Atlanta. Commuting to and from Atlanta became more and more wearing
on him and reduced the amount of time available for Ra sessions due
to his absence and due to the time needed for him to recover from
his weariness when he was home. Thus, in the fall of 1982 we found a
house near the airport in Atlanta that we thought we would move to
so Don’s commuting time would be reduced. It had previously been
inhabited by people who had trafficked in illegal drugs and who had
apparently had numerous disharmonious experiences within the
dwelling that was to become our new home. These unfortunate
experiences by the former tenants had apparently attracted
elementals and lower astral entities into the house which Carla was
somewhat able to perceive.
She wanted very much to move into the house because it would have
greatly helped Don to be that close to his work. She wanted to buy
new carpeting to replace the soiled one, or failing that, to begin
scrubbing the carpet to cleanse the house of the undesirable
presences, but the limitations of our budget and her arthritis made
that impossible. Thus a blue-ray blockage of communication occurred
which, two days later while she was on her daily walk, was entered
by our fifth-density, negative friend and enhanced in the magical
sense until she was unable to breathe for about thirty seconds. This
was symbolic of her inability to talk to Don about what the house
needed. Keeping calm during the distress saw her through it, and
talking to Don about the house cleared the blockage.
The queries about the malfunctioning tape recorder refer to strange
sounds that came from it a few days later when Carla was trying to
record some of her singing to send to a friend.
The last portion of this session returns to the subject of the house
next to the airport in Atlanta that was to become our new home. In
our personal and fallible opinions it is from this point that the
difficulties that eventually led to Don’s death may be traced. When
we returned to our home in Louisville from looking at the new
home-to-be in Atlanta, we had just walked in the front door when,
all of the sudden, a hawk with a wing span of at least four feet
landed outside of our kitchen window, remained for a few moments,
and then flew off over the tree tops. Carla and I took the
appearance of the hawk as a sign confirming the desirability of the
house in Atlanta as our new home. Don, however, was not sure that
the hawk was a good sign, and he began to doubt whether we should
move to the house after all.
Carla: I cannot tell you just how sorry I was that the Atlanta
“farm” they were talking about here did not work out as a dwelling
place for us. In it, Don was just three miles from the airport. It
was a very nice place, although peculiar in that the house simply
ended with no wall between it and the adjoining horse barn. It was
less expensive to rent than the place we had in Louisville, it was a
milder climate, and there was room for Jim to stretch out and have
his own place, and Don and me to do likewise. What foiled it was an
attitude of Don’s that was deeply characteristic, and I imagine
stemmed from growing up in the depression. He did not want to spend
the money to get the place really clean. The dirtiness of the place
was everywhere, it had been neglected for some time, dusted and
vacuumed occasionally, but any spills were left as they fell, and
there was the slight patina of ground-in dirt that only good soap
would get, and much hard scrubbing. The most logical solution to me
was simply to replace the floor covering throughout the dirtied
area. Barring that, hiring a good cleaning agency with professional
equipment would have sufficed. Don wished to do neither of these
When the hawk flew, and Don took it as a bad omen, that was it.
There was no more to discuss, as far as Don was concerned. At that
point, as Jim has said, there was a definite shift in Don’s peace of
mind. He was more concerned about having enough energy to work as a
pilot than ever, and yet everything seemed to be too much trouble.
When we tried to buy the Louisville house from its owner, there was
a $5,000.00 dispute that the owner and Donald developed that put the
quietus on that deal. So we had to move somewhere, as the owner of
the Louisville property was selling it out from under us. Don
eventually OK’d a lovely and pricey house on Lake Lanier, about 40
bad miles from the airport. What we hadn’t realized was that Atlanta
traffic is terrible; after the Olympics were held there, the whole
nation became aware of that. And Don had to drive from the extreme
north of the traffic tangle to the extreme south, where the airport
lay. He spent more time getting there from the lake house than he
had done from Louisville, since all he had to do in Louisville was
take a short drive to the airport and commute for an hour to
Atlanta. The driving from the lake was always an hour and a half to
two hours, because of the traffic. There simply seemed no relief and
no solution at that house. And so began a difficult experience for
all three of us, who somehow had no safe place to be.
If Donald had been normal, he would have been talking a good deal
about his various fears. But Don was Don, a wonderful, wise,
charming, funny and truly great man, but an unique man who had from
an early age pretended he had no preferences and was only an
observer. After his death I found out that he was developing real
fears about losing me to Jim. But to me he said nothing, following
his usual practice of behaving as though he had no preferences. So I
was utterly confused. I figured he was just upset about having the
right place, and spent countless hours poring over newspaper ads
trying to find him a place he felt good about, but to no avail. From
this point on, we were never at peace. And little by little, I
realized at a deep level that something serious was going wrong with
Don. He began acting very unlike himself, being unwilling to leave
my presence to the point of listening to my music rehearsals,
watching me exercise, sleeping in my room, all things the usual Don
would scorn. I did not take these things as positive, for I truly
loved the irascible and indifferent Don and longed to have him back.
I was grieving for Donald for months while he was still alive, for
he quickly changed to the point that neither I not he himself could
recognize him. This was a time of the most profound distress for Don
and for me. Jim was deeply concerned about both of us, but was
pretty stable. Both Don and I went rather quickly beyond the bounds
of normalcy. I suffered a breakdown. I asked for and got help from
family, friends and therapists. So I walked through my nervous
breakdown, continuing to function at a basic level. Don suffered a
breakdown also, but his came with a real break from reality, and he
was in a place where it seemed no one, most of all I, could help
Session 96, September 9, 1982
Questioner: Could you tell me the cause of the lessening of the
physical and vital energies?
Ra: I am Ra. We found the need of examining the mental
configurations of the instrument before framing an answer due to our
reluctance to infringe upon its free will. Those concepts relating
to the spiritual contemplation of personal catalyst have been
appreciated by the entity so we may proceed.
This entity has an habitual attitude which is singular; that is,
when there is some necessity for action the entity is accustomed to
analyzing the catalyst in terms of service and determining a course.
There was a most unusual variation in this configuration of attitude
when this instrument beheld the dwelling which is to be inhabited by
this group. The instrument perceived those elementals and beings of
astral character of which we have spoken. The instrument desired to
be of service by achieving the domicile in question but found its
instincts reacting to the unwelcome presences. The division of mind
configuration was increased by the continuing catalyst of lack of
control. Had this entity been able to physically begin cleansing the
dwelling the, shall we say, opening would not have occurred.
Although this entity attempted clear communication upon this matter,
and although each in the support group did likewise, the amount of
blue-ray work necessary to uncover and grasp the nature of the
catalyst was not affected. Therefore, there was an opening quite
rare for this mind/body/spirit complex and into this opening the one
which greets you moved and performed what may be considered to be
the most potent of its purely magical manifestations to this present
nexus, as you know time.
It is well that this instrument is not distorted towards what you
may call hysteria, for the potential of this working was such that
had the instrument allowed fear to become greater than the will to
persevere when it could not breathe, each attempt at respiration
would have been even more nearly impossible until the suffocation
occurred which was desired by the one which greets you in its own
way. Thus the entity would have passed from this incarnation.
Questioner: Does this threat, shall I say, still exist and, if so,
is there something that we can do to alleviate it?
Ra: I am Ra. This threat no longer exists, if you wish to phrase
this greeting in this manner. The communication which was affected
by the scribe and then by the questioner did close the opening and
enable the instrument to begin assimilating the catalyst it had
Questioner: Was the unusual sound on the instrument’s tape recorder
that occurred while she was trying to record her singing a greeting
from our fifth-density, negative associate?
Ra: I am Ra. No. Rather it was a greeting from a malfunctioning
Questioner: There was no catalyst for that machine to malfunction
from any of the negative entities then. Is that right? It was only a
function of the random malfunction of the machine. Am I correct?
Ra: I am Ra. No.
Questioner: What was the origin of this malfunction?
Ra: I am Ra. There are two difficulties with the machine. Firstly,
this instrument has a strong effect upon electromagnetic and
electronic machines and instruments, and likely, if continued use of
these is desired, should request that another handle the machines.
Also, there was some difficulty from physical interference due to
the material you call tape catching upon adjoining, what you would
call, buttons when the “play” button, as you call it, is depressed.
Questioner: How is Ra able to know all of this information? This is
somewhat of an unimportant question, but it is just amazing to me
that Ra is able to know all of these trivial things. What do you do,
move in time/space and inspect the problem or what?
Ra: I am Ra. Your former supposition is correct, your latter
unintelligible to us.
Questioner: You mean that you move in time/space and inspect the
situation to determine the problem. Is that correct?
Ra: I am Ra. This is so.
Questioner: Was there a significance with respect to the hawk that
landed the other day just outside the kitchen window?
Ra: I am Ra. This is correct. We may note that we find it
interesting that queries offered to us are often already known. We
assume that our confirmation is appreciated.
Questioner: This seems to be connected with the concept of the bird
being messengers in the tarot and this was a demonstration of this
concept. I was wondering about the mechanics, you might say, of this
type of message. I assume that the hawk was a messenger, and I
assume that as I thought of the possible meaning of this with
respect to our activities I was, in the state of free will, getting
a message in the appearance of this very unusual bird, unusual, I
say, in that it came so close. I would be very interested to know
the origin of the message. Would Ra comment on this, please?
Ra: I am Ra. No.
Questioner: I was afraid that you would say that. Am I correct in
assuming that this is the same type of communication as depicted in
Card Number Three of the Catalyst of the Mind?
Ra: I am Ra. We may not comment due to the Law of Confusion. There
is an acceptable degree of confirmation of items known, but when the
recognized subjective sigil2 is waved and the message not clear,
then it is that we must remain silent.
sigil: A seal or signet; a mark or sign supposed to exercise occult
power [< L siggilum seal].
RA, Fragment 47
Jim: After more thought on the subject of the hawk, Don again
queried Ra about its significance. Since Ra did not wish to infringe
upon Don’s free will by clearly explaining the meaning of the
hawk—and thus making Don’s decision to move or not move to the house
for him—the most Ra could do was speak in an indirect sense, in a
kind of riddle that required that Don, and each of us, make our own
determinations. The extreme desire on the part of any positive
entities such as Ra to maintain the free will of each person on our
third-density planet is due to the fact that if an entity such as Ra
gives information that could change one’s future choices, that
entity, then, has not only taught the third-density being but has
learned for it.
By learning for it, it has removed the spiritual
strength that comes to one who struggles and finally learns for
him/herself. In the larger view this is not seen as a service but as
a disservice. Because of Don’s doubt about the appropriateness of
the house in Atlanta as our next home, we did not move to that house
but remained in Louisville for another year. It was the fall of 1983
before we finally found another house in the Atlanta area and moved
there. By that time Don’s weariness had increased to the critical
point and he had begun worrying more and more about whether he was
even going to have a job since Eastern airlines was rapidly failing
Carla: Ah, to be able to read aright the little hints that the
Creator always seems to be offering us! Both Jim and I thought the
hawk was simply a confirmation of that location. But Don was the
boss, and he really felt unsure, to the point that he left, for a
time, the idea of moving completely, and tried to purchase the house
we were renting. As I mentioned, the difference of about 4% of the
house’s cost was in dispute, and Donald did not see his way clear to
giving the rather greedy owner an extra bonus for having us over the
barrel of “buy or move.” So in the end we were forced to move
somewhere, either in Louisville or Atlanta. It was a fateful move,
attended from the beginning by struggles and problems. The sad tale
of our demise as a group able to contact Ra was beginning.
Session 97, September 15, 1982
Questioner: I’ve been doing some consideration of the appearance of
the hawk and have made this analysis of the bird in Card Number
Three. The bird is a message from the higher self, and the position
of the wings on Card Three, one pointing toward the female,
indicates that it is a message to the female acting as catalyst for
the mind. The position of the downward wing indicates that the
message is of a negative nature or of a nature indicating the
inappropriateness of certain mental activity or plans. Would Ra
comment on that?
Ra: I am Ra. No.
Questioner: Is the reason for this lack of comment the first
Ra: I am Ra. This is correct.
Questioner: I have analyzed the hawk that I saw immediately after
returning from the house in Atlanta as a message, probably from my
higher self, indicating that the plan of moving was not the best or
not too appropriate since, without the hawk, we would have continued
as planned with no added catalyst. This single catalyst of a
remarkable nature then, logically, from my point of view, could only
mean that there was a message as to the inappropriateness of the
plan for some reason yet to be discovered. Would Ra comment on that?
Ra: I am Ra. We tread as close as possible to the Law of Confusion
in suggesting that not all winged creatures have an archetypical
meaning. We might suggest that the noticing of shared subjectively
notable phenomena is common when, in another incarnational
experience, work significant to the service of increased polarity
has been shared. These subjectively interesting shared phenomena
then act as a means of communication, the nature of which cannot be
discussed by those outside of the shared incarnational experience
without the interference with the free will of each entity involved
in the complex of subjectively meaningful events.
Questioner: Can Ra tell us the source of the unusual odor in this
room this morning?
Ra: I am Ra. There are two components to this odor. One is, as has
been surmised, the decomposing physical vehicle of one of your
second-density Rodentia. The second is an elemental which is
attempting to take up residence within the putrefying remains of
this small creature.
The cleansing of the room and the burning of the incense has
discouraged the elemental. The process of decomposition shall, in a
short period of your space/time, remove the less than harmonious
sensations provided for the nose.
Questioner: I find myself presently in a difficult position of
decision, primarily because of the appearance of the aforementioned
hawk upon our return from Atlanta. The only objective of any value
at all is the work that we are doing which includes not only the
contact but communication and dissemination of this material to
those who might request it. Since a move was connected with that,
and since the hawk was, to me, obviously a function of that process,
I am presently in a quandary with respect to the optimal situation
since I have not yet definitely decided on the significance of the
hawk or the advantages or the efficaciousness of the move and do not
want to create any process which is basically irreversible if it is
going to result in a lack of our ability to be of service to those
who would seek that which we are able to manifest in our efforts.
Would Ra comment on that situation?
Ra: I am Ra. The questioner presumes much, and to comment is an
infringement upon its free will. We may suggest the pondering of our
previous comments regarding the winged creatures of which you speak.
We repeat that any place of working, properly prepared by this
group, is acceptable to Ra. The discrimination of choice is yours.
RA, Fragment 48
Jim: Session 98 is presented in total here. Our experiences were
beginning to become a little more unusual and difficult at this
point in our lives. We had difficulty agreeing on how to proceed
concerning the house near the airport in Atlanta, and this is the
difficulty of blue-ray blockage which Ra speaks of in the very long
response to Carla’s compound question. Since our difficulties were
freely chosen by us, they were fair game for our negative companion
of fifth density to intensify.
In querying about how once again to aid our long-time pet and
companion, Gandalf, in another tumor removal operation, we found
that second-density creatures are also subject to causing cancer by
creating unresolved anger within themselves—the same process that
applies for third-density beings.
And, finally, we found when one constructs the artifacts, clothing,
or structures with which one accomplishes service-to-others work,
there is a great investment of love and magical potential which may
result from such homemade and heartmade artifacts.
Carla: As we prepare this personal material for publication, I am
sitting at the computer, and am very tempted to rub my eyes, because
the gardening I did earlier placed me in one of many environments to
which I’m allergic. I think these allergies are often a complaint of
Wanderers, and have to do at least partially with the mismatch of
vibrations between this earth world and the world of origin. Often
the more uncomplaining the Wanderer, the more the body shall act out
the difficulties we may have emotionally and mentally with the
vibrations here. Certainly this is true of myself. I do see the
psychosomatic nature of these allergies, and by long practice have
developed a fair resistance to them, which allows me to do some of
the too many things I enjoy, whether it be patting the cats or
pulling henbit out of the ivy. Or eating one of many foods, or
dusting, or getting the mold out of something I find at church on
one of my housekeeping forays. I doubt I could duck these no matter
what my attitude, but I hope they are as little a part of my
awareness as possible, and feel that the attitude really is key.
What it shows me is just how carefully balanced we are, as we come
into incarnation here. I was given just these distortions, largely
in order that I would have plenty of forced time to become more
contemplative. It may seem that I am a thoroughgoing mystic, and
certainly during many years of forced stillness, I have always found
a depth of faith and a joy that illumined my life from within. It is
almost as though the adversity of illness or limitation is a
teacher, taking you out of the old ways of doing, and introducing
you to the contemplative life. I have wanted to be here every day of
my life, with the exception of some sorry time during early puberty
when I lost all faith and decided if I couldn’t be of help to
anyone, I might as well go on. Which my body obligingly did not six
months later, throwing itself into kidney failure brought on by an
allergic reaction. And the allergies are there because of the
mismatch in vibratory complexes. See how neatly this works. Such is
catalyst. it’s a wonderful world.
As I got up from the sickbed at last during 1992, I vowed not to
lose this love of stillness. But I also love to do, busy bee that I
am. Of course I love to help L/L Research with correspondence and
writing and channeling, and my church and singing. These are like
the footers for the building I live in, real pillars of renewing
spirit within. But there’s more. I love the company of women and go
out of my way to have that gal’s night out in my schedule. I love to
cook, and do as much as I can cram in, and an extension of that is
that I take a morning each week to go through the parish where I
worship in community and just go around straightening, washing out,
putting away and making ready, especially in the church kitchen but
really all over the building. It is a joy being a servant in the
Lord’s house.! And I could continue till you were exhausted of any
possible interest. There are so many good things to do, so many
needs I hear and wish to respond to. Too many to accomplish, sadly.
The plight of the nineties: no time!
What this is all in aid of is simply to demonstrate how deeply bred
in the bone my love of helpful activity is. Activity at whatever
level I can accomplish it is inevitable. It is part of who I am, and
some would say that is a born martyr. Perhaps this is somewhat true.
I only know we live and then we are gone, and while I am here, I
want to respond as deeply as I can. This means I am always pushing
the envelope, and always prey to psychic greeting. I have not ceased
being greeted. It is just that I deal with it, as does Jim, with
respect, in acknowledging it, and discipline, in allowing it to pass
quickly without judgment, knowing the negative essence behind it as
part of myself that I love. Acceptance and forgiveness simply move
the situation forward, and the crises pass. This is hard-won wisdom.
I encourage any groups who get into a situation where psychic
greeting is occurring to study the ways of forgiveness and
acceptance of this seemingly opposing energy. In claiming the higher
truth that all is one, we place ourselves in that finer, fuller
light, and the difficulties ease away as we simply persevere in
living without fear of these greetings. For those who might be
interested, I do have a chapter on psychic greeting and psychic
self-defense in my Channeling Handbook. The essence of that advice:
fear not and lean on prayer and keeping the self aligned in
My recovery from the bad throat infection discussed above was
accomplished by a 6-week course of antibiotics taken with lots of
buttermilk, not a substance I enjoy. It did, however, work.
Gandalf was a very special little person. Given to me by an old
friend in 1968, he was a kitten when Donald and I began our life
together. He adored Don, and would play retriever with him,
repeatedly fetching the peppermint candy wrappers Don would tie in a
little bow-tie and throw, and putting them in Don’s shoes, which
were always off if he was at home. His devotion was intense. If we
were sitting, he was almost always upon one of us. Don loved to walk
around with Gandalf hanging over his shoulder, and I can still see
them clearly, doing their daily tour of the rooms of our apartment.
Gandalf expressed such love! As he became quite old, he got both
arthritis and cancer, but until the moment he died, he was fiercely
determined to be here and as close to us as possible. I feel that he
has now reincarnated in our beautiful cat, “Mo,” who expresses much
the same energy. I am thankful we have had more time with this soul,
who is certainly harvestable to third density.
Session 98, September 24, 1982
Ra: I am Ra. I greet you in the love and in the light of the one
infinite Creator. We communicate now.
Questioner: Could you first please give me the condition of the
Ra: I am Ra. The physical energy deficit has somewhat increased. The
vital energy distortions are somewhat improved.
Questioner: We eliminated our meditation prior to the session. Would
Ra comment on that?
Ra: I am Ra. The purpose of preparation for a working is the
purification of each entity involved with the working. The removal
of a portion of this preparation has a value determined by the
purity of each which takes part in the working has achieved without
that particular aid.
Questioner: I had just taken a wild guess that possibly it was
during that meditation prior to the working that was used by our
fifth-density, negative friend to create the allergic reactions and
other reactions in the instrument. Was I correct in that assumption,
or was I incorrect?
Ra: I am Ra. This entity greets the instrument as close to the
working in your space\ time continuum as is practicable. The
elimination of that preparation caused the fifth-density entity to
greet this instrument at this juncture of decision not to meditate.
The greeting does not take what you would call a noticeable amount
of your time.
Questioner: Was the greeting as effective as it would have been if
meditation had been done?
Ra: I am Ra. Yes.
Questioner: I have a question from the instrument. It states: “Could
Ra tell us what factors are allowing our fifth-density, negative
companion to be able to continue greeting the instrument in the
throat area as well as with other unusual sensations such as
dizziness, the smelling of orange blossoms, the feeling of stepping
on imaginary creatures, and what can be done to lessen these
greetings? Also, why do the greetings occur on walks?”
Ra: I am Ra. There are various portions of the query. We shall
attempt answer to each. We tread close to the Law of Confusion,
saved only by the awareness that given lack of information this
instrument would, nonetheless, continue to offer its service.
The working of your fifth-density companion which still affects the
instrument was, as we have stated, a potent working. The totality of
those biases which offer to the instrument opportunities for
increased vital and physical strength, shall we say, were touched by
the working. The blue-ray difficulties were not entirely at an end
after the first asking. Again, this group experienced blockage rare
for the group; that is, the blue-ray blockage of unclear
communication. By this means the efficacy of the working was
The potential of this working is significant. The physical
exercising, the sacred music, the varieties of experience, and
indeed simple social intercourse are jeopardized by a working which
attempts to close the throat and the mouth. It is to be noted that
there is also the potential for the loss of this contact.
We suggest that the instrument’s allergies create a continuous means
whereby the distortion created by the magical working may be
continued. As we have stated, it shall be necessary, in order to
remove the working, to completely remove the distortion within the
throat area caused by this working. The continuous aggravation of
allergic reactions makes this challenging.
The orange blossom is the odor which you may associate with the
social memory complex of fifth-density positive which is known to
you as sound vibration, Latwii. This entity was with the instrument
as requested by the instrument. The odor was perceived due to the
quite sensitive nature of the instrument due, again, to its, shall
we say, acme in the eighteen-day cycle.
The sensation of stepping upon the small animal and killing it was a
greeting from your fifth-density, negative companion also made
possible by the above circumstance.
As to the removal of the effects of the magical working, we may make
two suggestions, one immediate, and one general. Firstly, within the
body of knowledge which those healers known among your peoples as
medical doctors have is the use of harsh chemical substances which
you call medicine. These substances almost invariably cause far more
changes than are intended in the mind/body/spirit complex. However,
in this instance the steroids or, alternately, the antibiotic family
might be useful in the complete removal of the difficulty within
which the working is still able to thrive. Of course, the allergies
would persist after this course of medicine were ended, but the
effects of the working would no longer come into play.
The one you call Jerome might well be of aid in this somewhat
unorthodox medical situation. As allergies are quite misunderstood
by your orthodox healers, it would be inappropriate to subject the
instrument to the services of your medical doctors which find the
amelioration of allergic effects to be connected with the intake of
these same toxins in milder form. This, shall we say, treats, the
symptom. However, the changes offered to the body complex are quite
inadvisable. The allergy may be seen to be the rejection upon a deep
level of the mind complex of the environment of the mind/body/spirit
complex. Thus the allergy may be seen in its pure form as the
mental/emotional distortion of the deeper self.
The more general recommendation lies with one which does not wish to
be identified. There is a code name prayer wheel. We suggest ten
treatments from this healer and further suggest a clear reading and
subsequent following upon the part of the instrument of the
priorities of allergy, especially to your foodstuffs.
Lastly, the effects of the working become apparent upon the walking
when the body complex has begun to exert itself to the point of
increased respiration. Also a contributing factor is the number of
your second-density substances to which this instrument is allergic.
Questioner: Thank you. The second question is: “Our oldest cat,
Gandalf, has a growth near his spine. Is there anything that makes
the surgical removal of this growth less appropriate than the
surgical removal of the growth that we had performed a year ago last
April, and would the most appropriate action on our part to aid his
recovery be the visualization of light surrounding him during the
surgery and the repeating of ritual phrases periodically while he is
at the veterinarians’?”
Ra: I am Ra. No. There is no greater cause for caution than
previously and, yes, the phrases of which you speak shall aid the
entity. Although this entity is, in body complex, old and,
therefore, liable to danger from what you call your anesthetic, its
mental, emotional, and spiritual distortions are such that it is
strongly motivated to recover that it might once again rejoin the
loved one. Keep in mind that this entity is harvestable third
Questioner: Would you explain why you said “Keep in mind that this
entity is harvestable third density” and tell me if you have any
other specific recommendations with respect to the proposed
operation on the growth?
Ra: I am Ra. We stated this in order to elucidate our use of the
term “spirit complex” as applied to what might be considered a
second-density entity. The implications are that this entity shall
have far more cause to abide and heal that it may seek the presence
of the loved ones.
Questioner: Is there any additional recommendation that Ra could
make with respect to the proposed operation?
Ra: I am Ra. No.
Questioner: I was wondering if I was correct in my assumption for
the reason for the growth was a state of anger in the cat, Gandalf,
because of the addition of the newer cats in his environment? Was I
Ra: I am Ra. The original cause of what you call cancer was the
distortion caused by this event. The proximate cause of this growth
is the nature of the distortion of the body cells which you call
Questioner: Are there any other cancerous growths at this time in
Ra: I am Ra. Yes.
Questioner: Can we alleviate those and, if so, how and where are
Ra: I am Ra. None can be alleviated at this space/time nexus. One is
located within the juncture of the right hip. Another which is very
small is near the organ you call the liver. There are also small
cell distortions under the, we may call it, arm, to distinguish the
upper appendages, on both sides.
Questioner: Is there anything that we can do to alleviate these
problems that are other than surgical to help Gandalf?
Ra: I am Ra. Continue in praise and thanksgiving, asking for the
removal of these distortions. There are two possible outcomes.
Firstly, the entity shall dwell with you in contentment until its
physical vehicle holds it no more due to distortions caused by the
cancerous cells. Secondly, the life path may become that which
allows the healing. We do not infringe upon free will by examining
this life path although we may note the preponderance of life paths
which use some distortion such as this to leave the physical body
which in this case is the orange-ray body.
Questioner: Does the cat, Fairchild, have any of these same type of
Ra: I am Ra. Not at this space/time nexus.
Questioner: Was it necessary for the cat Gandalf to be a
mind/body/spirit complex and harvestable third density to have the
anger result in cancer?
Ra: I am Ra. No.
Questioner: Then any mind/body complex can develop cancer. Is this
Ra: I am Ra. This is correct.
At this time we would break our routine by making an observation. We
observe the following coincidence. Firstly, the congestion of this
instrument’s throat due to the flow of mucous caused by energized
allergic reaction has, at this point, become such that we may safely
predict the probability/possibility vortex approaching certainty
that within one-half of an hour we shall need to depart from this
working. Secondly, as we noted the above the sound vibration made by
one of your sound vibration recording devices was audible to us. If
this group desires, it may choose to have sessions which are brought
to an ending soon after this sound vibration occurs. This decision
would ensure the minimal distortions within the instrument towards
the discomfort/comfort within the throat until the effects of the
magical working of your fifth-density companion have been removed.
Questioner: That is perfectly fine with us. That noise occurs at the
forty-five minute time period since the tapes are forty-five minutes
on a side. I would just ask as the final question, then, if the new
table that Jim has built for the appurtenances is satisfactory to
hold them since it will give us more room to walk around the bed,
and is it better to leave it in its natural condition, or is it
better to coat it with linseed oil, varnish, or paint?
Ra: I am Ra. We view this appurtenance. It sings with joy. The pine
vibrates in praise. Much investment of this working in wood has been
done. It is acceptable. We may suggest it be left either as it is or
rubbed with the oil which also is easily magnetized and holds the
proffered vibration to a profound extent.
Questioner: I was wondering if this would be an appropriate time to
end since the tape recorder clicked some time ago?
Ra: I am Ra. This is a matter for your discrimination. The
instrument remains open to our use although, as we have noted, the
physical distortions begin to mount.
Questioner: Then we had better close to protect the instrument’s
physical energy, and I will ask if there is anything that we can do
to improve the contact or to make the instrument more comfortable?
Ra: I am Ra. All is well. We find your concerns appropriate.
We leave you in the love and in the light of the one infinite
Creator. Go forth, therefore, rejoicing in the power and in the
peace of the One. Adonai.
RA, Fragment 49
Jim: Most people would probably not have described the feeling of
not quite being whole and in harmony which our group experienced
during the fall of 1982 as true disharmony. Yet as one moves further
along the path of seeking light and begins to stand closer to it, as
we were privileged to do in the Ra contact, even the smallest of
lapses of harmony, when left unresolved, can become targets of
opportunity for those such as our friend of negative polarity to
intensify. These psychic greetings can become great opportunities to
heal those lapses of harmony and to move even further and faster
upon the evolutionary journey because what such a negative entity is
actually doing when it intensifies one’s disharmonious choices is
pointing out to you weak points which you might have missed in your
own conscious seeking. But one must take quick and thorough action
in order to unravel these distortions in one’s beingness or further
confusion and difficulty may ensue, again due to, first, your
original free will choice, second, the intensification of that
choice by the negative entity, and third, by lack of attention on
your part in finally resolving the distortion and balancing it.
Fortunately, most people do not have to deal with the magical
abilities of a fifth-density entity but with the lesser abilities of
the fourth-density minions who are usually quite effective on their
Thus as Carla was finally getting rid of the effects of the
intensification of her blue-ray blockage concerning renting and then
cleaning the house next to the airport in Atlanta, I began to notice
an increase in my pre-incarnatively chosen distortion of
anger/frustration. Notice the fundamental principle in Ra’s first
sentence in response to my question. All of our distortions and thus
all of our learning are the result of the limitation of the
viewpoint. We limit our points of view consciously or unconsciously,
pre-incarnatively or during the incarnation, in order to gain a
certain bias that may then draw unto it the opposite bias and offer
us the opportunity for balance. By being able to see each bias as an
opportunity for the Creator to know Itself and for us to know
ourselves as the Creator, we more and more become able to accept
ourselves. We become able to find love and acceptance not only in
ourselves but in others who share our characteristics, and our
viewpoint is widened by our efforts to learn and to serve. Such
growth is not possible without biases or distortions, and these
biases and distortions are not possible without the choice to limit
the viewpoint in one way or another. So we determine what lessons
and services we shall attempt during any incarnation by the way in
which we limit our viewpoint.
Another interesting point to note here is that whatever one’s basic
nature is, whether it be love, wisdom, power, or some blend of these
three, one does well to express that nature in a regularized
fashion. So does one become a channel for it, not by holding on to
it, but by giving it away.
Again, we see another purpose of anger, or opportunity that it might
present to one expressing it. Being the polar opposite of love, it
may attract that love and compassion to the person feeling it.
Remorse and sorrow often attract love and compassion to a positive
seeker who has experienced a great deal of anger. Anger may also be
seen as the negative expression of power; that is, destruction and
separation, with the positive side being construction and
unification. So it is not necessary to repress or overcome qualities
in our being which seem negative and hurtful but, rather, to see
them as potentials for achieving balance. When these negative
qualities are followed to their source, they can enable the seeker
to take advantage of the opportunities for knowing the self, the
Creator, and the creation as portions of a complete unity. Ra’s last
sentence underscores this point.
Carla: I have thought that this particular fragment is perhaps the
best example in this present volume of why Ra can be so helpful. We
three humans were doing our level best to stay totally harmonized in
movement and rhythm, but we often erred, as do all of us, no matter
what, if not today then tomorrow. This is the human estate. Working
on this catalyst between us with an intensity born of wishing to
remain clear enough to contact Ra, we developed questions for Ra,
trying to get more of a bead on what our distortions were, and how
to approach seating these incoming catalysts. But no question,
however cleverly phrased, could expect to garner a piece of advice
like: “as in all distortions, the source is the limit of the
viewpoint.” In terms of the old saw about a choice between giving a
man a fish and giving him a pole and teaching him fishing, Ra always
went for the fishing pole, plus bait. And all without infringement
on free will: an impressive task, and appreciated by us. We pored
over these little comments a lot. They really did help us focus.
I’ve already talked about the buttermilk/penicillin cure. The
principle Ra followed in OK’ing my wearing of a little cross in
sessions seems very telling for a lot of questions we have about
should we do something or not. They said it wasn’t the greatest in
terms of what complications it would cause, but it was OK because it
was a symbol which strengthened me in a real way. This concept of
balance and the strength of being as flowing into a pattern which is
read as metaphysical rather than physical is a real help to people
who want to be less allergic or depressed or whatever: do what feels
right, letting the mystical meaning have as much importance as the
physical. Find the balance.
Ra’s advice to Jim struck home both to Jim and to Don and me. After
we read this, we decided to encourage Jim to take the afternoon for
solitude. He really enjoyed, and still enjoys, this routine, going
out into the gardens for whatever needs doing after lunch and
finishing up at eventide with a bath. I am often out there with him,
but I do leave him in solitude unless I have a gardening question.
To watch Jim work is to understand the power and purpose of ritual
My dear Mick (I call him that to distinguish him from my brother and
also from my first husband, both named Jim) still has an amazingly
bright and fiery temper. I stand in awe, quite literally, and watch
it sweep through him like a tornado. He has, through the years,
found ways to behave less angrily, but that core imbalance for him
runs very deep, rather like my wanting to do too much. Some things
about all of us are far from smart, but when you try to eradicate
them, they just snicker! Nope—we’re part of the package, they seem
to say. I have worked my way through the substantial catalyst this
has been for me, and give Mick thanks for such excellent catalyst. I
have never been hurt physically, mind you. This is a solo act. I now
simply observe and accept. I know it only seems that way. I affirm
perfection. That is what I have learned to do so far, both to my own
humanity and other people’s. Meanwhile, he has had to learn to tend
me rather like a shepherd, walking along and picking up the things I
drip behind me as I go absent-mindedly on. No one gets away free!
I can only say that meditation, and a daily offering each day as a
beginning, help for me. They are the basis of my day, and I think
Jim would also say that. So I encourage any who might have had
trouble doing that to try again. This time, adapt the practice to
your life. It is a routine that has served us well. Perhaps that is
too much for you, but you see how to build a time for you and the
Creator to meet. You can’t just remake your life around a newly
discovered devotional or mystic aspect of yourself; you have to
practice a rule of life that gives you time to do your necessaries.
I think that one quick drink is a powerful thing. So please try
again, if you have given up. For those who want to read about
meditation, I recommend Joel Goldsmith’s little book, The Art Of
Session 99, November 18, 1982
Questioner: What are the foodstuffs that are creating this allergic
Ra: I am Ra. That which you call the buttermilk, though
appropriately used in the healing work undertaken for the throat and
chest areas, is the substance to which the entity has allergy.
Questioner: The instrument asked if she could keep the small gold
cross on while she is in one of these sessions. Will that cause any
distortion in these workings?
Ra: I am Ra. We scan the mental distortions of the instrument.
Although the presence of the metallic substance is, in general, not
recommended, in this instance, as we find those distortions
weakening the mental/emotional complex of the instrument due to its
empathic distortions, the figure is specifically recommended for use
by this instrument. We would request that should any strengthening
be done to the chain, as we find intended by this instrument, the
strengthening links which symbolize eternity to this instrument be
as high in purity or higher than the remainder of the device.
In this nexus that which this device represents to this instrument
is a much-needed strengthener of the mental/emotional patterns which
have been much disrupted from the usual configuration of
Questioner: Is there anything further that needs to be done by or
for the instrument to remove the magical working, or any of its
after-effects, in her throat area by our fifth-density, negative
Ra: I am Ra. No.
Questioner: Finally, I have a question from Jim stating: “For the
last two weeks I have often found myself on the edge of anger and
frustration, have had a nearly constant dull pain in the area of my
indigo-ray center, and have felt quite drained of energy. Would Ra
comment on the source of these experiences and any thoughts or
actions that might alleviate them?”
Ra: I am Ra. As in all distortions, the source is the limit of the
viewpoint. We may, without serious infringement, suggest three
courses of behavior which shall operate upon the distortion
Firstly, it would be well for the scribe to engage, if not daily
then as nearly so as possible, in a solitary strenuous activity
which brings this entity to the true physical weariness. Further,
although any activity may suffice, an activity chosen for its
intended service to the harmony of the group would be quite
The second activity is some of your space/time and time/space taken
by the entity, directly or as nearly so as possible to the strenuous
activity, for solitary contemplation.
Thirdly, the enthusiastic pursuit of the balancing and silent
meditations cannot be deleted from the list of helpful activities
for this entity.
We may note that the great forte of the scribe is summed in the
inadequate sound vibration complex, power. The flow of power, just
as the flow of love or wisdom, is enabled not by the chary3
conserver of its use but by the constant user. The physical
manifestation of power being either constructive or destructive
strenuous activity, the power-filled entity must needs exercise that
manifestation. This entity experiences a distortion in the direction
of an excess of stored energy. It is well to know the self and to
guard and use those attributes which the self has provided for its
learning and its service.
chary: cautious, careful, wary; fastidious; particular; sparing,
frugal; stingy [< OE cearig sorrowful, sad < cearu care]
RA, Fragment 50
Jim: In the material from Session 100 note how the limit of the
viewpoint changes the nature of the answer. Carla’s tendency towards
martyrdom, seen from the time/space or metaphysical point of view,
is quite helpful in her own evolutionary process. But that same
tendency, seen from the space/time or physical point of view, is
seen as a tendency which may present difficulties for the services
which one wishes to offer during the incarnation.
Carla: I had a very hard time with the “swirling waters” from the
start. Immersed in that high tub, just big enough to fold myself
into, I had to tolerate levels up around my mouth in order for the
water to beat on my upper back and neck, which were where the worst
of the joints of my spine were. All the claustrophobia I had ever
felt was squared by this exercise. It was as much an act of will and
faith as a physical practice. I did find it very comforting. At the
time, I was so small, wearing pre-teen sizes and weighing around
80-85, that I had to wear a weight to hold myself down on the floor
of the specially made tub; otherwise I floated around. I would have
no such trouble now, as change of life has rendered me a larger and
more mature looking being. Jim says I used to be a little angel, and
now I am a cherub. So I could probably endure this better now. But I
find that Jim’s massages are the best thing. Water is wonderful, but
the healing power of touch cannot be overrated.
Shortly after we acquired this therapy tub, I was struck with a
sudden and dramatic frenzy of fear. I bolted out of the tub and
found myself cowering on the back of one of the sofas, growling at
Jim and Don. At the time I thought it was a psychic greeting, but
later Ra confirmed that Don and I had just made a deleterious and
complete unity/exchange of our mental and emotional natures, and I
was experiencing for the first time the degree of alienation and
real fear with which he saw this quarrelsome world. He really,
really had trouble living on this earth, although one would never
have known it from gazing at him. Don was always infinitely cool.
But beneath that calm surface was a really difficult and challenging
amount of imbalance. How he managed to live here as long as he did
is perhaps beyond me to know.
Session 100, November 29, 1982
Questioner: The instrument asks if there is some problem with the
swirling waters since she feels very dizzy after each application.
Could Ra comment on that, please?
Ra: I am Ra. Yes.
Questioner: Would Ra please comment?
Ra: I am Ra. As has been previously noted, the instrument has the
propensity for attempting to exceed its limits. If one considers the
metaphysical or time/space aspect of an incarnation, this is a
fortunate and efficient use of catalyst as the will is constantly
being strengthened and, further, if the limitations are exceeded in
the service of others the polarization is also most efficient.
However, we perceive the query to speak to the space/time portion of
incarnational experience and in that framework would again ask the
instrument to consider the value of martyrdom. The instrument may
examine its range of reactions to this swirling waters. It will
discover a correlation between it and other activity. When the
so-called aerobic exercise is pursued no less than three of your
hours, and preferably five of your hours, should pass betwixt it and
the swirling waters. When the walking has been accomplished a period
of no less than, we believe, forty of your minutes must needs
transpire before the swirling waters and preferably twice that
amount of your space/time.
It is true that some greeting has encouraged the dizziness felt by
the instrument. However, its source is largely the determination of
the instrument to remain immersed in swirling waters past the period
of space/time it may abide therein without exceeding its physical
RA, Fragment 51
Jim: In Session 101 I got an excellent opportunity to work on my
anger/frustration distortion again. This time, however, it was not
pointed only at myself. This “negative wisdom” was pointed at Don
over a period of two days when it was time to have Books Two and
Three reprinted. Don wanted to put all of the books—one, two and
three—into one book instead. It didn’t matter that that was
impossible due to lack of money to do it the way Don wanted to do
it—typeset and hardback. What mattered was that I allowed a
disharmony to result that went unresolved for two days. This became
an excellent opportunity for our friend of negative fifth density to
magnify the difficulty, and the means by which this was done proved
to be quite interesting, especially to me, when I developed a rare
kidney disease. It was called lipoid nephritis or minimal change
syndrome, and soon I had gained about thirty pounds of water weight
as a result of it. The last sentence in the first paragraph of Ra’s
response seems to us to be the key concept in this particular
incident. The last two sentences in that response are interesting in
their general application to all seekers.
You will note toward the middle of this session that another house
in Atlanta is mentioned as a possible location for our group. We
were still hoping to get closer to Don’s work so that there would be
less strain on him in getting to his job. Later, we found a third
house which will be mentioned in Session 105, and it was this house
that we eventually moved to in November of 1983.
The next to the last question concerns another instrument who had
reported difficulties with her body swelling much as mine had done.
Don asked if there were any way that we could give her information
about her condition since we had just talked to her on the phone to
compare the swelling in the ranks of our two groups. The first
paragraph of Ra’s response lays out the general principle which
affects all individuals and groups doing work of a more intensive
service-to-others nature. The second paragraph of Ra’s response
refers to the situation in which that particular instrument worked,
but the general application of those concepts is obvious.
The combination of healing approaches found my condition in
remission within six months.
Carla: I wish you could have seen the look on Dr. Stewart Graves’
face when that worthy reviewed Ra’s diagnosis. He carefully looked
up the known causes of Jim’s variety of kidney disease, and found
that insect bites and the allergic reaction to them were a rarely
found but duly noted cause of the condition. In the absence of any
other possible cause, it was recorded an allergic reaction.
Oddly, when I experienced kidney failure as a teenager, allergic
reaction was also the doctor’s best guess as to cause.
By this time, it may seem to you that psychic greetings were really
occupying our time. You would be right. As Jim and Ra both say, it
is easier to be noticed when you’re standing in a spotlight.
Metaphysically, the contact with those of Ra was a blinding
cynosure. Although we continued to be obscure and completely
anonymous in any earthly sense, we had become very noticeable to
“the loyal opposition.”
To my mind, the fatal weakness of our group was its humanity, in
dealing with three-ness. Although in fact our consciously known
energies were in perfect harmony and agreement, there were human
distortions from below the level of conscious control, that allowed
a wedge to be driven in between Don and me, so he lost faith in
“us.” When he began experiencing this profound depression which
seemed to overtake him at a crawling, yet inexorable pace, his utter
disdain for any opinion but his own did not stand him in good stead.
This was the beginning of a pattern that in the end turned fatal and
ended my beloved companion’s life, and dear Ra’s contact with our
Does this constitute a suggestion that a group should not work
unless the energies are two-by-two, and only couples can join in?
Not specifically, I do not think, but it is certainly something to
ponder. Could we have done better? After years of the Joyceian
“agenbite of inwit,” I still do not think we could have. Our
behavior was at all times a true manifestation of ourselves. In no
wise did either Jim or myself ever even think to change the
relationship with each other, or with Donald. And Don had ever kept
his own counsel, and there was no hope that he would come to me or
Jim and tell us what worries he had in his mind and heart.
Further, when any group works and lives together, regardless of
whether the number is paired or singles are mixed in, there will
always be human error in the manifested life of each, and to the
extent that people’s distortions and fears have a dynamic, there
will be misunderstandings and confusion, pulling back and apart from
total trust. So it behooves all those working with the light, hoping
to be a positive influence on the planetary consciousness to
communicate at once those fears and doubts that might pile up
inside. If we had ever been able to talk with total openness, Don
and I, I think I could have set his mind at ease. But Don would not
have been himself if he had done so. Nor would I have been myself if
I had somehow known Don was doubting my fidelity. Being within my
self, I cannot imagine, either then or now, anyone thinking that I
would be disloyal or untrue to any agreement. I have never done that
in this incarnation.
Ultimately, one looks at such a pickle as we got into, and knows its
utter perfection and inevitability. I have and will always think of
Don, my B.C., every hour of every day, and his suffering is ever
before me. But I no longer feel the keen sorrow that laid me low for
the first few years after his death. All is well, nothing is lost.
And I can feel the sun on my face this day, without the urge I used
to have to stay in the shade and mourn my losses. Time has restored
my broken spirit, and let my being flow sweetly and rhythmically
again. And Donald is right here, within. Interestingly enough, we
often get mail saying that Don has helped them, either with
something from his work, or in an actual visitation. Don’s great
generosity of spirit, freed from the constrictive hold he had on it
when alive, has overflowed into timelessness, and I think his
service will continue as long as there are those who need his
special brand of wisdom and depth of soul.
Ra’s statement that the source of catalyst is the self, especially
the higher self, is profound, I think. We always relate to the pain
of new catalyst by relating to the other person as bringer of
catalyst. In doing so we forget that the other is ourselves. Not
LIKE ourselves, but our very hearts and souls. In this way of
seeing, we can look at the fullness of tragedy in Don’s and my
illness and his death as the Creator serving the creator with
exactly the catalyst needed for the utmost polarization in
consciousness and the greatest growth of spirit. In opening his
heart, Don fell ill and died, in the tradition of lost love and
desperate romance that has moved us since the beginning of history.
And that death was an utter giving away of self. It was as though
Don finished everything else he wished to do in life, and then took
on the personal reason he had come to earth’s physical plane: the
opening of his heart. He was so very wise—and with the sacrifice of
self in the most brutal, literal sense, that wisdom was balanced
fully with compassion and open-hearted love.
As for me, I cannot fault the path that stubbornly sent my soul to
batter against the walls of self until I at last began struggling to
express wisdom as well as love in my life. Such were our gifts to
each other; such are the currents between us all.
Since Ra gave us the cleansing ritual referred to in this session,
I’ve seen it used several times by those who have come to L/L
Research, and in every case it seems to have been quite useful. I
think that doing some sort of cleansing of a new place is a good
metaphysical habit, for people do leave behind the thought forms’
traces imprinted on the aura of the places they have been,
especially those they’ve stayed in for considerable time. And even
when the vibrations are basically good, they might not harmonize
completely with your own. So it is good to magnetize the place for
your own uses, even if all you do is burn sage, or say a prayer of
dedication. The world of spirit has much to do with us, though we
cannot in most ways know or see such influence. Offering that part
of things respect is wise.
Session 101, December 21, 1982
Ra: I am Ra. I greet you in the love and in the light of the one
infinite Creator. We communicate now.
Questioner: Could you first please give me the condition of the
Ra: I am Ra. All energy levels of the instrument are somewhat
diminished due to the distortions of physical pain and recent
mental/emotional catalyst. However, the energy levels appear to be
very liable to be improved in what you call your immediate future.
Questioner: Thank you. What has caused the swelling in Jim’s body,
and what can be done to heal it?
Ra: I am Ra. For the answer to this query we must begin with the
consideration of the serpent, signifying wisdom. This symbol has the
value of the ease of viewing the two faces of the one who is wise.
Positive wisdom adorns the brow indicating indigo-ray work. Negative
wisdom, by which we intend to signify expressions which effectually
separate the self from the other-self, may be symbolized by poison
of the fangs. To use that which a mind/body/spirit complex has
gained of wisdom for the uses of separation is to invite the fatal
bite of that wisdom’s darker side.
The entity has a mental/emotional tendency, which has been lessening
in distortion for some of your space/time, towards negative wisdom.
The entity’s being already aware of this causes us not to dwell upon
this point but merely to specifically draw the boundaries of the
metaphysical background for the energizing of a series of bites from
one of your second-density species. In this case the bite was no
more than that of one of the arachnids, sometimes called the wood
spider. However, it is possible that were enough work done to test
the origin of the pathology of the entity, it is within
possibility/probability limits that the testing would show the bite
of the cottonmouth rather than the bite of the common wood spider.
The energizing took its place within the lymphatic system of the
entity’s yellow-ray, physical body. Therefore, the working
continues. There is increasing strain upon the spleen, the
supra-renal glands, the renal complex, and some
possibility/probability of difficulty with the liver. Further, the
lymphatic difficulties have begun to strain the entity’s bronchial
system. This is some general information upon what is to be noted as
a somewhat efficient working.
The removal of these distortions has several portions. Firstly, it
is well to seek the good offices of the one known as Stuart so that
harsh chemical means may be taken to reawaken the histaminic
reflexes of the entity and to aid in the removal of edema.
Secondly, we suggest that which has already begun; that is, the
request of the one known now to this group as Bob that this entity
may focus its aid upon the metaphysical connections with the
Thirdly, the entity must take note of its physical vehicle’s need
for potassium. The ingesting of the fruit of the banana palm is
Fourthly, the link between the swelling of contumely4 and the
apparent present situation is helpful. As always the support of the
harmonious group is an aid, as is meditation. It is to be noted that
this entity requires some discipline in the meditation which the
others of the group do not find necessary in the same manner.
Therefore, the entity may continue with its forms of meditation
knowing that each in the group supports it entirely although the
instinct to share in the discipline is not always present. Each
entity has its ways of viewing and learning from the illusion, and
each processes catalyst using unique circuitry. Thus all need not be
the same to be equal in will and faith.
Questioner: Thank you. I will make a statement about the way I see
the action in this instance and would request Ra’s comment on it. I
see the present situation as the Creator knowing Itself by using the
concept of polarization. We seem to accentuate or to produce
catalyst to increase the desired polarization whether the desired
mechanism be random, through what we call the higher self, or
through utilizing the services of an oppositely polarized entity
acting upon us. All of these seem to produce the same effect which
is more intense polarization in the desired direction once that
direction has been definitely chosen. I see the catalyst of the
second-density insect bite being a function of either or any of the
sources of which I have spoken, from random to the higher self or
polarized services of negative entities who monitor our activities,
all of which have roughly the same ultimate effect. Would Ra comment
on my observation?
Ra: I am Ra. We find your observations unexceptional and, in the
Questioner: In this particular case, which avenue was the one that
produced the catalyst of the bite?
Ra: I am Ra. The nature of catalyst is such that there is only one
source, for the catalyst and experience are further attempts at
specificity in dealing with
contumely: insulting rudeness in speech or manner; scornful
insolence; an insult, or an insulting act [< OF contumelie < L
the architecture of the unconscious mind of the self. Therefore, in
an incarnational experience the self as Creator, especially the
higher self, is the base from which catalyst stands to offer its
service to the mind, body, or spirit.
In the sense which we feel you intend, the source was the
fifth-density, negative friend which had noted the gradual falling
away of the inharmonious patterns of the distortion called
anger/frustration in the entity. The insect was easily led to an
attack, and the physical vehicle, which had long-standing allergies
and sensitivities, was also easily led into the mechanisms of the
failure of the lymphatic function and the greatly diminished ability
of the immune system to remove from the yellow-ray body that which
Questioner: Something occurred to me. I am going to make a guess
that my illness over the past week was a function of an action by my
higher self to eliminate the possibility of a residence in the
proximity of a large number of bees that I observed. Would Ra
comment on my statement?
Ra: I am Ra. We can comment, not upon the questioner’s physical
distortions but upon the indubitable truth of second-density hive
creatures; that is, that a hive mentality as a whole can be
influenced by one strong metaphysical impulse. Both the instrument
and the scribe have the capacity for great distortions toward
nonviability, given such an attack by a great number of the stinging
Questioner: Are the thought-form parameters and the general
parameters of the 893 Oakdale Road address in Atlanta such that no
cleansing would be necessary, if Ra has this information?
Ra: I am Ra. No.
Questioner: Would cleansing of the nature suggested for the other
house just south of the airport in Atlanta be advisable for the 893
Oakdale Road address?
Ra: I am Ra. We note that any residence, whether previously benign,
as is the one of which you speak, or previously of malignant
character, needs the basic cleansing of the salt, water, and broom.
The benign nature of the aforementioned domicile is such that the
cleansing could be done in two portions; that is, no egress or
entrance through any but one opening for one cleansing. Then egress
and entrance from all other places while the remaining portal is
properly sealed. The placing of salt may be done at the place which
is not being sealed during the first of the cleansings, and the salt
may be requested to act as seal and yet allow the passage of gentle
spirits such as yourselves. We suggest that you speak to this
substance and name each entity for which permission is needed in
order to pass. Let no person pass without permission being asked of
the salt. This is the case in the residence of which you speak.
Questioner: Thank you. Could Ra give information on any way that we
could give information to (name) as to how to alleviate her present
condition of swelling?
Ra: I am Ra. We may only suggest that the honor of propinquity to
light carries with it the Law of Responsibility. The duty to refrain
from contumely and discord in all things, which, when unresolved
within, makes way for workings, lies before the instrument of which
you speak. This entity may, if it is desired by the scribe, share
our comments upon the working of the latter entity.
The entity which is given constant and unremitting approval by those
surrounding it suffers from the loss of the mirroring effect of
those which reflect truthfully rather than unquestioningly. This is
not a suggestion to reinstate judgment but merely a suggestion for
all those supporting instruments; that is, support, be harmonious,
share in love, joy, and thanksgiving, but find love within truth,
for each instrument benefits from this support more than from the
total admiration which overcomes discrimination.
Questioner: Thank you. That was the forty-five minute signal, so I
will ask if there is anything that we can do to make the instrument
more comfortable or to improve the contact?
Ra: I am Ra. We find that this instrument has used all the
transferred energy and has been speaking using its vital energy
reserve. We do suggest using the transferred sexual energy to the
total exclusion of vital reserves if possible.
The alignments are as they must be for all to continue well. We are
grateful for the conscientiousness of the support group.
I am Ra. I leave this group glorying in the love and in the light of
the one infinite Creator. Go forth rejoicing, therefore, in the
power and in the peace of the Creator. Adonai.
RA, Fragment 52
Session 102, March 22, 1983
Jim: And now, in Session 102, it was once again Carla’s turn to
experience another psychic greeting which intensified a momentary
lapse from harmony on her part. She was unable to accept a portion
of my perception of our shared relationship for the period of about
an hour or two, but that was long enough, due to her intense
emotions during that time, for a potent working to be accomplished
by our friend of negative polarity.
Fortunately, most people will
not have to worry about such instant and dramatic intensifications
of disharmonious moments since few people or groups attract the
attention of fifth-density, negative entities. But the general
principle is that one who is standing close to light experiences an
honor which must be balanced by the responsibility of reflecting
that light as harmoniously as possible, and this principle holds for
all seekers. Failure to live up to that responsibility simply brings
one another more intensive opportunity to do so until it is done, or
until one steps away from the light.
In the third paragraph of Ra’s second response we find the key
concept or attitude for dealing with any such psychic greetings, or
any difficulties in general, that one may face in the life patterns.
Further into the session Ra gives the basic criteria for the
unblocking of the yellow-ray energy center, the one with which Carla
was working in this situation. Surgery was avoided, and the spasming
condition of Carla’s abdominal region was brought under control over
a period of about two years. A potent working, that one!
Carla: Ah, humanity! Jim’s and my discord was about that age-old
dynamic between men and women: monogamy. Who was it that wrote the
little ditty: “Hogamus, higgimus, men are polygamous; Higgimus,
hogamus, dames are monogamous”? Ogden Nash? Dorothy Parker? At any
rate, this is true, or tends to be. Jim asked for an open
relationship several times in our early days together. Being most
honestly more a friend than a BOY-friend, being linked to me
primarily by our work together rather than any romantic interest, he
naturally responded to the many lovely women who came his way. In
this same circumstance, it never occurred to me to seek a further
relationship. I was totally satisfied to have Don as my companion
and mate, and had long since left off blaming him for wanting to be
celibate, and also was perfectly happy with Jim’s and my friendship
and intimate life together. How we do stir up confusion with our
desires! Yet to desire is most proper. I think much of learning in
life is involved with the right use of will and desire.
One of the major healings of my life occurred with the removal of
about half my descending colon in 1992. This cleared out much old
and dead matter, and enabled me to do corresponding work within
myself at the metaphysical level. There was much to release, and I
felt wonderful to be able to do that. The psyche and the soma, soul
and body, are inextricably intertwined and pain to one will be
reflected in the other. However, when the body alone is harmed, the
mind is much freer to re-vision the trauma than when it is the mind
and emotions which are injured. If such damage is not addressed and
respected, it can move ever deeper into the body’s health,
unbalancing and undermining it.
After that surgery, with its attendant metaphysical work, I had
released all I could of the whole tragedy of Don’s death and my
life, so diminished without his company. And so I became finally
able to move on into new life. I was sent home with a new diet,
following closely Ra’s suggestions. Every look into my GI system
showed ulcers, and given my 30-year use of cortisone, this is not
remarkable. The diet was called “low sediment,” and on it were the
well-cooked meats, veggies and fruits, sugars and fats that Ra had
recommended, but not on it were the usual health foods- whole
grains, nuts, berries, uncooked fruits and vegetables. I think one
could almost characterize it as the UN-health diet! Yet it has
worked, thank the Lord, for five years so far, and I am most
grateful. I think I share with many people who have chronic disease
that feeling of living on the razor’s edge. I have to be careful, as
mistakes are costly. I do miss salads especially, but have no
argument with the destiny that has allowed me these years of life I
almost did not have.
One note about “Bob”: he was an amazing help in one area: my
feelings of suicidal nature. After Don’s death, and especially after
I found out what Don had been thinking, I felt totally guilty for
not being able to see his fears and allay them. I felt as though it
was all my fault. The penalty, I felt strongly, should be death. I
was quite unwilling to take my own life. Knowing how it had affected
me when Don died, I knew I could never do that to those I love.
Which left me hanging between life and death. Through the years from
1984 to 1992, the forces of death circled ever closer until finally
I could look death in the eye, and find the faith to affirm life and
love and healing. The part prayer had in this was substantial to say
the least. And Bob’s prayers were especially powerful to save. He
told me of these suicidal vibrations long before I could do much
besides drown in sorrow, and helped me through those pangs of
self-knowledge and self-judgment which were so unbalanced. And he
was joined by so many others. I had the sensation of being upheld in
love, safe and sound, during the whole of the 1991-92experience
which involved four trips to the hospital, critically ill and quite
foundered, my GI tract closed tight.
We have lost touch with Bob, in case you would wish us to give his
name and direction. He let us know he had retired from active
healing, and wished to spend his time now in deep prayer on the
planetary level. Our thanks and blessings, wherever you are, dear
It was not easy to find Arthur Schoen. Ra had pronounced his last
name “Shane,” but there was not an M.D. of any type by that name.
Finally we hit upon the German spelling—although if the name had
been pronounced correctly, it would be “shourn,” more or less. But
this IS America, so of course the name was Americanized. We actually
did go see this man, but left before he could treat me, as he and
Donald did not see eye to eye. This is no surprise, for Don wanted
him to read Ra’s diagnosis, and the doctor did not really feel
comfortable consulting with a discarnate entity.
Ra’s suggestion to “link hands and walk towards the sun” is good
counsel indeed. Had we been able to dwell in praise and
thanksgiving, much would have been altered. But things were as they
were. From this remove of time, I see and give praise and thanks for
every moment we had together. Whatever it has cost, it was and is
worth it all.
Session 102, March 22, 1983
Ra: I am Ra. I greet you in the love and in the light of the one
infinite Creator. We communicate now.
Questioner: Would you first please give me the condition of the
Ra: I am Ra. The physical energy deficit of this entity is the most
substantial across which we have come. The mental and
mental/emotional distortions are near to balance and the vital
energy of the instrument, as a whole, is distorted towards health or
strength/weakness due to the will of the instrument.
Questioner: Will Ra please tell us what caused the pain and cramping
in the instrument’s stomach, and what could be done to heal it?
Ra: In order to observe the cause of physical distortions towards
illness one must look to the energy center which is blocked. In this
situation, the blockage being yellow-ray, the experience has had the
characteristics of that region of the chemical body. The so-called
lacuna in the wind-written armor of light and love was closed and
not only repaired but much improved. However, the distortions
energized during this momentary lapse from free energy flow are
serious and shall be continuing for, in all possibility/probability
vortices, some of your space/time, for a predisposition to
spasticity in the transverse colon has been energized. There is also
pre-existing weakness in pancreatic functions, especially that link
with the hypothalamus. There is also the pre-existing damage to
portions of the liver. These lacks or distortions manifest in that
portion of the system directly proceeding from the jejunum. Further,
there is some irritation closer to the duodenum which causes the
instrument to fail in assimilating foodstuffs. This is an
The diet is of central import. We can go no further in observing the
system of the entity as a full discussion of those distortions
towards various weakness/strengths which contribute to the present
difficulty begin with the lips and end with the anus. We may note
that the instrument has remained centered upon the Creator at a
percentage exceeding ninety. This is the key. Continue in
thanksgiving and gratitude for all things.
There are stronger anti-spasmodic drugs which the one not known to
this instrument, but known as Arthur, may aid by the offering. The
recommendation to do this, being as it is that which does not retain
or remove life and does further remove from the instrument its
opportunities for study in this situation, needs must be withheld.
We are not in a position to recommend treatment at this space/time
beyond the watching of the types of foodstuffs ingested.
Questioner: Thank you. I’m not sure that I understood everything
that you said. The last name of this Arthur, and where he is
located? Can you give me that information?
Ra: I am Ra. We can.
Questioner: Will you please do that?
Ra: I am Ra. The entity, sound vibration Arthur, has a surname
Schoen, and is of your locality.
Questioner: What foods should the instrument eliminate in her diet
in order to alleviate these painful attacks?
Ra: The information gained from the one known as Bob is that which
is to be recommended. Further, all foodstuffs are to be cooked so
that those things which are ingested be soft and easily macerated.
There is a complex addiction, due to long-standing eating habits, to
your sugars. It is to be recommended that, therefore, this sugar be
given in its more concentrated form in your time of late afternoon,
as you term it, with the ingestion of the sugared libation
approximately one to two of your hours after the evening meal. It is
further suggested that since this instrument has been using sugars
for carbohydrates that a small amount of carbohydrates, low in
sugar, be ingested approximately one to two of your hours before the
Questioner: As I understand what you say, the instrument is to have
no sugar until late in the afternoon. Is that correct?
Ra: I am Ra. No.
Questioner: I didn’t fully understand what you meant about when she
should have the sugar. Could you clear that up, please?
Ra: I am Ra. The concentrated sugar; that is, the dessert, the ice
cream, the cookie, should be ingested at that time. Small amounts of
the fructose, maple, or raw honey may be ingested periodically for,
as we have said, the chemistry of this yellow-ray body is such that
the sugar is being used by blood enzymes as would carbohydrates in a
less distorted yellow-ray, physical vehicle.
Questioner: I’m sorry that I am so slow at picking up precisely what
we are getting at here. I want to be sure that we get this right, so
I’ll probably ask a few more stupid questions. Was the spasm that
caused the extreme pain a spasm of the ileum?
Ra: I am Ra. Partially. The transverse colon also spasmed, as did
the ducts to the liver in its lower portion. There were also muscle
spasms from the bronchial coverings down through the pelvis and from
shoulder blades to hips. These sympathetic spasms are a symptom of
the exhaustion of the entity’s physical vehicle.
Questioner: Then the opening for these spasms was originally made by
the yellow-ray blockage but are triggered by the foodstuff which has
to do with the ingestion of sugar. Am I correct?
Ra: I am Ra. You are partially correct.
Questioner: Then what else causes the spasms?
Ra: I am Ra. We speak of two types of cause. The first or proximate
cause was a meal with too much oil and too large a burden of
undercooked vegetable material. The sugar of the dessert and the few
sips of your coffee mixture also were not helpful. The second
cause—and this shall be stated clearly—is the energizing of any
pre-existing condition in order to keep this group from functioning
by means of removing the instrument from the ranks of those able to
work with those of Ra.
Questioner: Now, there are two areas that the instrument can look to
for curing this problem. I understand that the yellow-ray blockage
problem has been completely repaired, shall I say. If this is not
correct, could you make suggestions on that, please?
Ra: I am Ra. Each entity must, in order to completely unblock yellow
ray, love all which are in relationship to it, with hope only of the
other selves’ joy, peace, and comfort.
Questioner: The second thing that the instrument must do to affect
this cure is to be careful of diet which includes all that Ra has
just stated and that which Bob recommends from his readings. There
seem to be so many different things that can cause this spasm. I was
wondering if there were a general approach to food. Could Ra
recommend those foods that the instrument could eat that would have
no chance of causing a spasm. Could Ra do that?
Ra: I am Ra. No.
Questioner: Is that because of the first distortion?
Ra: I am Ra. No.
Questioner: Why cannot Ra do that?
Ra: I am Ra. There are no foods which this instrument can take with
total confidence that no spasm shall occur. The spasming portions of
the vehicle have become sensitized through great distortions towards
that which you call pain.
Questioner: Is there a group of foods that is most likely to not
cause the spasming or any foods that Ra could name that would be
highly likely not to cause spasms?
Ra: I am Ra. Yes.
Questioner: Could Ra please state which foods are highly probable to
not cause the spasming?
Ra: I am Ra. The liquids not containing carbonation, the well-cooked
vegetable which is most light and soft, the well-cooked grains, the
non-fatted meat such as the fish. You may note that some recommended
foodstuffs overlap allergies and sensitivities due to the juvenile
rheumatoid arthritic distortions. Further, although sugar such as is
in your sweetened desserts represents a potential, we may suggest
that it be included at this period for aforementioned reasons.
Questioner: Would Ra please estimate the length of time in our time
periods for the probability of this problem, if we follow these
curative measures, for this problem to continue with extreme
Ra: I am Ra. One of your moon’s revolutions has a good
possibility/probability vortex of seeing either the worsening of the
spastic condition so that surgery becomes indicated or the bettering
of the situation so that the diet continues be watched but the
spasms be removed. The housing of the working is within the
infection within the duodenum, the stomach, the jejunum, the ileum,
the transverse colon, and portions of the liver. This shall be
somewhat difficult to remove and constitutes perhaps the most
efficient working to date. We may suggest, again, that the one known
as Bob may be of aid. The one known as Stuart could, if it wished,
discover the infection which is only marginally detectable but may
prefer not to do so. In this case it would be well to request
physical aid from an allopathic specialist such as that which has
Questioner: Do you mean by that Arthur Schoen?
Ra: I am Ra. That is correct.
Questioner: You mentioned the possibility of surgery. What would be
the surgery to be done, specifically?
Ra: I am Ra. The body cannot long bear the extreme acidity which is
the environment of such spasms and will develop the holes or
ulcerations which then do appear upon the allopathic testings and
suggest to the chirurgeon that which is to be excised.
Questioner: In other words, would this be the removal of a duodenic
ulcer that would be performed?
Ra: I am Ra. If the ulceration occurs, it shall be past the jejunum,
and most likely include the ileum and upper portions of the
May we ask for one more query of normal length as this entity,
though filled with enough transferred energy, has the most fragile
framework through which we may channel this and our energies.
Questioner: Obviously we would like not to get to the point of
surgery. The only other alternative that comes to mind other than
the diet and the instrument’s mental work is healing through a
healer, and I would like Ra’s recommendation with respect to a
non-allopathic type healer and any recommendations that Ra could
make for either Jim or myself to act in that capacity or anyone else
that Ra could recommend so that we wouldn’t have to go through a
surgical operation if it seems to become necessary. If we could
begin working on one of these other approaches right away, I think
it would be highly recommended. Would Ra comment on that, please?
Ra: I am Ra. We salute the opening of compassion circuitry in the
questioner but note that that which is being experienced by this
group is being experienced within an healing atmosphere. The healing
hands of each have limited use when the distortion has so many
metaphysical layers and mixtures. Therefore, look not to a healing
but to the joy of companionship, for each is strong and has its feet
set upon the way. The moon casts its shadows. What shall you see?
Link hands and walk towards the sun. In this instance this is the
greatest healing. For the physical vehicle we can suggest far less
than you had hoped.
Questioner: Is there anything that we can do to improve the contact
or make the instrument more comfortable?
Ra: I am Ra. All is well. Find love and thanksgiving together, and
each shall support each. The alignments are conscientious.
We are known to you as Ra. We leave you in the love and in the light
of the one infinite Creator. Go forth, then, merry and glad in His
power and peace. Adonai.