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by Timothy Leary, Ph.D., Ralph
Metzner, Ph.D., & Richard Alpert, Ph.D.
from
EROWID Website
The authors were engaged in a program of
experiments with LSD and other psychedelic drugs at Harvard
University, until sensational national publicity, unfairly
concentrating on student interest in the drugs, led to the
suspension of the experiments. Since then, the authors have
continued their work without academic auspices.
This version of THE TIBETAN BOOK OF THE DEAD is dedicated, to
ALDOUS HUXLEY July 26, 1894 - November 22, 1963 with profound
admiration and gratitude.
“If you started in the wrong way,” I
said in answer to the investigator’s questions, “everything that
happened would be a proof of the conspiracy against you. It
would all be self-validating. You couldn’t draw a breath without
knowing it was part of the plot.”
“So you think you know where madness lies?”
My answer was a convinced and heartfelt, “Yes.”
“And you couldn’t control it?”
“No I couldn’t control it. If one began with fear and hate as
the major premise, one would have to go on the conclusion.”
“Would you be able,” my wife asked, “ to fix your attention on
what The Tibetan Book of the Dead calls the Clear Light?”
I was doubtful.
“Would it keep the evil away, if you could hold it? Or would you
not be able to hold it?” I considered the question for some
time. “Perhaps,” I answered at last, “perhaps I could - but only
if there were somebody there to tell me about the Clear Light.
One couldn’t do it by oneself. That’s the point, I suppose, of
the Tibetan ritual - somebody sitting there all the time and
telling you what’s what.” (DOORS OF PERCEPTION, 57-58)
I.
GENERAL INTRODUCTION
A psychedelic experience is a journey to new realms of
consciousness. The scope and content of the experience is limitless,
but its characteristic features are the transcendence of verbal
concepts, of spacetime dimensions, and of the ego or identity. Such
experiences of enlarged consciousness can occur in a variety of
ways: sensory deprivation, yoga exercises, disciplined meditation,
religious or aesthetic ecstasies, or spontaneously. Most recently
they have become available to anyone through the ingestion of
psychedelic drugs such as LSD, psilocybin, mescaline, DMT, etc.
[This is the statement of an ideal, not
an actual situation, in 1964. The psychedelic drugs are in the
United States classified as “experimental” drugs. That is, they are
not available on a prescription basis, but only to “qualified
investigators.” The Federal Food and Drug Administration has defined
“qualified investigators” to mean psychiatrists working in a mental
hospital setting, whose research is sponsored by either state or
federal agencies.]
Of course, the drug dose does not
produce the transcendent experience. It merely acts as a chemical
key - it opens the mind, frees the nervous system of its ordinary
patterns and structures. The nature of the experience depends almost
entirely on set and setting. Set denotes the preparation of the
individual, including his personality structure and his mood at the
time. Setting is physical - the weather, the room’s atmosphere;
social - feelings of persons present towards one another; and
cultural - prevailing views as to what is real. It is for this
reason that manuals or guide-books are necessary. Their purpose is
to enable a person to understand the new realities of the expanded
consciousness, to serve as road maps for new interior territories
which modern science has made accessible.
Different explorers draw different maps. Other manuals are to be
written based on different models - scientific, aesthetic,
therapeutic. The Tibetan model, on which this manual is based, is
designed to teach the person to direct and control awareness in such
a way as to reach that level of understanding variously called
liberation, illumination, or enlightenment. If the manual is read
several times before a session is attempted, and if a trusted person
is there to remind and refresh the memory of the voyager during the
experience, the consciousness will be freed from the games which
comprise “personality” and from positive-negative hallucinations
which often accompany states of expanded awareness.
The Tibetan Book of the Dead was called
in its own language the Bardo Thodol, which means “Liberation
by Hearing on the After-Death Plane.” The book stresses over and
over that the free consciousness has only to hear and remember the
teachings in order to be liberated.
The Tibetan Book of the Dead is ostensibly a book describing
the experiences to be expected at the moment of death, during an
intermediate phase lasting forty-nine (seven times seven) days, and
during rebirth into another bodily frame. This however is merely the
exoteric framework which the Tibetan Buddhists used to cloak their
mystical teachings. The language and symbolism of death rituals of
Bonism, the traditional pre-Buddhist Tibetan religion, were
skillfully blended with Buddhist conceptions. The esoteric meaning,
as it has been interpreted in this manual, is that it is death and
rebirth that is described, not of the body.
Lama Govinda indicates this clearly in
his introduction when he writes:
“It is a book for the living as well
as the dying.”
The book’s esoteric meaning is often
concealed beneath many layers of symbolism. It was not intended for
general reading. It was designed to be understood only by one who
was to be initiated personally by a guru into the Buddhist mystical
doctrines, into the pre-mortem-death-rebirth experience. These
doctrines have been kept a closely guarded secret for many
centuries, for fear that naive or careless application would do
harm. In translating such an esoteric text, therefore, there are two
steps: one, the rendering of the original text into English; and
two, the practical interpretation of the text for its uses.
In publishing this practical
interpretation for use in the psychedelic drug session, we are in a
sense breaking with the tradition of secrecy and thus contravening
the teachings of the lama-gurus. However, this step is justified on
the grounds that the manual will not be understood by anyone who has
not had a consciousness-expanding experience and that there are
signs that the lamas themselves, after their recent diaspora, wish
to make their teachings available to a wider public. Following the
Tibetan model then, we distinguish three phases of the psychedelic
experience. The first period (Chikhai Bardo) is that of complete
transcendence - beyond words, beyond space-time, beyond self.
There are no visions, no sense of self,
no thoughts. There are only pure awareness and ecstatic freedom from
all game (and biological) involvements.
[”Games” are behavioral sequences
defined by roles, rules, rituals, goals, strategies, values,
language, characteristic space-time locations and characteristic
patterns of movement. Any behavior not having these nine features is
non-game: this includes physiological reflexes, spontaneous play,
and transcendent awareness.]
The second lengthy period involves self,
or external game reality (Chonyid Bardo) - in sharp exquisite
clarity or in the form of hallucinations (karmic apparitions). The
final period (Sidpa Bardo) involves the return to routine game
reality and the self. For most persons the second (aesthetic or
hallucinatory) stage is the longest. For the initiated the first
stage of illumination lasts longer. For the unprepared, the heavy
game players, those who anxiously cling to their egos, and for those
who take the drug in a non-supportive setting, the struggle to
regain reality begins early and usually lasts to the end of their
session.
Words like these are static, whereas the psychedelic experience is
fluid and ever-changing. Typically the subject’s consciousness
flicks in and out of these three levels with rapid oscillations.
One purpose of this manual is to enable
the person to regain the transcendence of the First Bardo and to
avoid prolonged entrapments in hallucinatory or ego-dominated game
patterns.
The Basic Trusts and Beliefs
You must be ready to accept the
possibility that there is a limitless range of awareness for which
we now have no words; that awareness can expand beyond range of your
ego, your self, your familiar identity, beyond everything you have
learned, beyond your notions of space and time, beyond the
differences which usually separate people from each other and from
the world around them. You must remember that throughout human
history, millions have made this voyage. A few (whom we call
mystics, saints or buddhas) have made this experience endure and
have communicated it to their fellow men.
You must remember, too, that the
experience is safe (at the very worst, you will end up the same
person who entered the experience), and that all of the dangers
which you have feared are unnecessary productions of your mind.
Whether you experience heaven or hell, remember that it is your mind
which creates them. Avoid grasping the one or fleeing the other.
Avoid imposing the ego game on the
experience. You must try to maintain faith and trust in the
potentiality of your own brain and the billion-year-old life
process. With you ego left behind you, the brain can’t go wrong.
Try to keep the memory of a trusted friend or a respected person
whose name can serve as a guide and protection.
Trust your divinity, trust your brain, trust your companions.
Whenever in doubt, turn off your mind, relax, float downstream.
After reading this guide, the prepared person should be able, at the
very beginning of his experience, to move directly to a state of
non-game ecstasy and deep revelation. But if you are not well
prepared, or if there is game distraction around you, you will find
yourself dropping back.
If this happens, then the instructions
in Part IV should help you regain and maintain liberation.
“Liberation in this context does not
necessarily imply (especially in the case of the average person)
the Liberation of Nirvana, but chiefly a liberation of the
‘life-flux’ from the ego, in such a manner as will afford the
greatest possible consciousness and consequent happy rebirth.
Yet for the very experienced and very highly efficient person,
the [same] esoteric process of Transference [Readers interested
in a more detailed discussion of the process of “Transference”
are referred to
Tibetan Yoga and Secret Doctrines, edited by
W.
Y. Evans-Wentz, Oxford University Press, 1958.] can be,
according to the lama-gurus, so employed as to prevent any break
in the flow of the stream of consciousness, from the moment of
the ego-loss to the moment of a conscious rebirth (eight hours
later).
Judging from the translation made by
the late Lama Kazi Dawa-Samdup, of an old Tibetan manuscript
containing practical directions for ego-loss states, the ability
to maintain a non-game ecstasy throughout the entire experience
is possessed only by persons trained in mental concentration, or
one-pointedness of mind, to such a high degree of proficiency as
to be able to control all the mental functions and to shut out
the distractions of the outside world.”
(Evans-Wentz, p. 86, note 2)
This manual is divided into four parts.
The first part is introductory. The second is a step-by-step
description of a psychedelic experience based directly on the
Tibetan Book of the Dead. The third part contains practical
suggestions on how to prepare for and conduct a psychedelic session.
The fourth part contains instructive passages adapted from the
Bardo Thodol, which may be read to the voyager during this
session, to facilitate the movement of consciousness.
In the remainder of this introductory section, we review three
commentaries on the Tibetan Book of the Dead, published with the
Evans-Wentz edition.
These are the introduction by
Evans-Wentz himself, the distinguished translator-editor of four
treatises on Tibetan mysticism; the commentary by Carl Jung,
the Swiss psychoanalyst; and by Lama Govinda, and initiate of
one of the principle Buddhist orders of Tibet.
A TRIBUTE TO W. Y. EVANS-WENTZ
“Dr. Evans-Wentz, who literally sat
at the feet of a Tibetan lama for years, in order to acquire his
wisdom... not only displays a deeply sympathetic interest in
those esoteric doctrines so characteristic of the genius of the
East, but likewise possesses the rare faculty of making them
more or less intelligible to the layman.”
[Quoted from a book review in
Anthropology on the back of the Oxford University Press edition
of The Tibetan Book of the Dead.]
W. Y. Evans-Wentz is a great scholar who
devoted his mature years to the role of bridge and shuttle between
Tibet and the west: like an RNA molecule activating the latter with
the coded message of the former. No greater tribute could be paid to
the work of this academic liberator than to base our psychedelic
manual upon his insights and to quote directly his comments on “the
message of this book.”
The message is, that the Art of Dying is
quite as important as the Art of Living (or of Coming into Birth),
of which it is the complement and summation; that the future of
being is dependent, perhaps entirely, upon a rightly controlled
death, as the second part of this volume, setting forth the Art of
Reincarnating, emphasizes.
The Art of Dying, as indicated by the death-rite associated
with initiation into the Mysteries of Antiquity, and referred to by
Apuleius, the Platonic philosopher, himself an initiate, and by many
other illustrious initiates, and as The
Egyptian Book of the Dead suggests,
appears to have been far better known to the ancient peoples
inhabiting the Mediterranean countries than it is now by their
descendants in Europe and the Americas.
To those who had passed through the secret experiencing of
pre-mortem death, right dying is initiation, conferring, as does the
initiatory death-rite, the power to control consciously the process
of death and regeneration. (Evans-Wentz, p. xiii-xiv)
The Oxford scholar, like his great predecessor of the eleventh
century, Marpa (“The Translator”), who rendered Indian Buddhist
texts into Tibetan, thereby preserving them from extinction, saw the
vital importance of these doctrines and made them accessible to
many.
The “secret” is no longer hidden:
“the art of dying is quite
as important as the art of living.”
A TRIBUTE TO CARL G. JUNG
Psychology is the systematic attempt to describe and explain man’s
behavior, both conscious and non-conscious. The scope of study is
broad - covering the infinite variety of human activity and
experience; and it is long - tracing back through the history of the
individual, through the history of his ancestors, back through the
evolutionary vicissitudes and triumphs which have determined the
current status of the species.
Most difficult of all, the scope of
psychology is complex, dealing as it does with processes which are
ever-changing. Little wonder that psychologists, in the face of such
complexity, escape into specialization and parochial narrowness.
A psychology is based on the available data and the psychologists’
ability and willingness to utilize them. The behaviorism and
experimentalism of twentieth-century western psychology is so narrow
as to be mostly trivial. Consciousness is eliminated from the field
of inquiry. Social application and social meaning are largely
neglected. A curious ritualism is enacted by a priesthood rapidly
growing in power and numbers. Eastern psychology, by contrast,
offers us a long history of detailed observation and systematization
of the range of human consciousness along with an enormous
literature of practical methods for controlling and changing
consciousness. Western intellectuals tend to dismiss Oriental
psychology. The theories of consciousness are seen as occult and
mystical.
The methods of investigating
consciousness change, such as meditation, yoga, monastic retreat,
and sensory deprivation, and are seen as alien to scientific
investigation. And most damning of all in the eyes of the European
scholar, is the alleged disregard of eastern psychologies for the
practical, behavioral and social aspects of life. Such criticism
betrays limited concepts and the inability to deal with the
available historical data on a meaningful level. The psychologies of
the east have always found practical application in the running of
the state, in the running of daily life and family.
A wealth of
guides and handbooks exists: the Book of Tao, the Analects of
Confucius, the Gita, the I Ching, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, to
mention only the best-known.
Eastern psychology can be judged in terms of the use of available
evidence. The scholars and observers of China, Tibet, and India went
as far as their data allowed them. They lacked the findings of
modern science and so their metaphors seem vague and poetic. Yet
this does not negate their value. Indeed, eastern philosophic
theories dating back four thousand years adapt readily to the most
recent discoveries of nuclear physics, biochemistry, genetics, and
astronomy.
A major task of any present day
psychology - eastern or western - is to construct a frame of
reference large enough to incorporate the recent findings of the
energy sciences into a revised picture of man. Judged against the
criterion of the use of available fact, the greatest psychologists
of our century are William James and Carl Jung.
[To properly compare Jung with Sigmund
Freud we must look at the available data which each man appropriated
for his explorations. For Freud it was Darwin, classical
thermodynamics, the Old Testament, Renaissance cultural history, and
most important, the close overheated atmosphere of the Jewish
family. The broader scope of Jung’s reference materials assures that
his theories will find a greater congeniality with recent
developments in the energy sciences and the evolutionary sciences.]
Both of these men avoided the narrow
paths of behaviorism and experimentalism. Both fought to preserve
experience and consciousness as an area of scientific research. Both
kept open to the advance of scientific theory and both refused to
shut off eastern scholarship from consideration. Jung used for his
source of data that most fertile source - the internal. He
recognized the rich meaning of the eastern message; he reacted to
that great Rorshach inkblot, the Tao Te Ching.
He wrote perceptive brilliant forewords
to the I Ching, to the Secret of the Golden Flower, and struggled
with the meaning of The Tibetan Book of the Dead.
“For years, ever since it was first
published, the Bardo Thodol has been my constant companion, and
to it I owe not only many stimulating ideas and discoveries, but
also many fundamental insights. . . Its philosophy contains the
quintessence of Buddhist psychological criticism; and, as such,
one can truly say that it is of an unexampled superiority.”
The Bardo Thodol is in the
highest degree psychological in its outlook; but, with us,
philosophy and theology are still in the mediaeval,
pre-psychological stage where only the assertions are listened to,
explained, defended, criticized and disputed, while the authority
that makes them has, by general consent, been deposed as outside the
scope of discussion.
Metaphysical assertions, however, are statements of the psyche, and
are therefore psychological. To the Western mind, which compensates
its well-known feelings of resentment by a slavish regard for
“rational” explanations, this obvious truth seems all too obvious,
or else it is seen as an inadmissible negation of metaphysical
“truth.” Whenever the Westerner hears the word “psychological,” it
always sounds to him like “only psychological.”
Jung draws upon Oriental conceptions of consciousness to broaden the
concept of “projection”:
Not only the “wrathful” but also the
“peaceful” deities are conceived as sangsaric projections of the
human psyche, an idea that seems all too obvious to the
enlightened European, because it reminds him of his own banal
simplifications.
But though the European can easily
explain away these deities as projections, he would be quite
incapable of positing them at the same time as real. The Bardo
Thodol can do that, because, in certain of its most essential
metaphysical premises, it has the enlightened as well as the
unenlightened European at a disadvantage.
The ever-present, unspoken assumption of
the Bardo Thodol is the antinominal character of all
metaphysical assertions, and also the idea of the qualitative
difference of the various levels of consciousness and of the
metaphysical realities conditioned by them. The background of this
unusual book is not the niggardly European “either-or,” but a
magnificently affirmative “both-and.” This statement may appear
objectionable to the Western philosopher, for the West loves clarity
and unambiguity; consequently, one philosopher clings to the
position, “God is,” while another clings equally fervently to the
negation, “God is not.”
Jung clearly sees the power and breadth
of the Tibetan model but occasionally he fails to grasp its meaning
and application. Jung, too, was limited (as we all are) to the
social models of his tribe. He was a psychoanalyst, the father of a
school. Psychotherapy and psychiatric diagnosis were the two
applications which came most naturally to him.
Jung misses the central concept of the Tibetan book.
This is not (as Lama Govinda reminds us)
a book of the dead. It is a book of the dying; which is to say a
book of the living; it is a book of life and how to live. The
concept of actual physical death was an exoteric facade adopted to
fit the prejudices of the Bonist tradition in Tibet. Far from being
an embalmers’ guide, the manual is a detailed account of how to lose
the ego; how to break out of personality into new realms of
consciousness; and how to avoid the involuntary limiting processes
of the ego; how to make the consciousness-expansion experience
endure in subsequent daily life.
Jung struggles with this point. He comes close but never quite
clinches it. He had nothing in his conceptual framework which could
make practical sense out of the ego-loss experience. The Tibetan
Book of the Dead, or the Bardo Thodol, is a book of
instructions for the dead and dying. Like The Egyptian Book of
the Dead it is meant to be a guide for the dead man during the
period of his Bardo existence....
In this quote Jung settles for the exoteric and misses the esoteric.
In a later quote he seems to come closer:
... the instruction given in the Bardo Thodol serves to recall to the dead man the experience of
his initiation and the teachings of his guru, for the
instruction is, at bottom, nothing less than an initiation of
the dead into the Bardo life, just as the initiation of the
living was a preparation for the Beyond.
Such was the case, at least, with all
the mystery cults in ancient civilizations from the time of the
Egyptian and Eleusinian mysteries. In the initiation of the living,
however, this “Beyond” is not a world beyond death, but a reversal
of the mind’s intentions and outlook, a psychological “Beyond” or,
in Christian terms, a “redemption” from the trammels of the world
and of sin.
Redemption is a separation and
deliverance from an earlier condition of darkness and
unconsciousness, and leads to a condition of illumination and
releasedness, to victory and transcendence over everything “given.”
Thus far the Bardo Thodol is, as Dr. Evans-Wentz also
feels, an initiation process whose purpose it is to restore to the
soul the divinity it lost at birth.
In still another passage Jung continues the struggle but misses
again:
Nor is the psychological use we make
of it (the Tibetan Book) anything but a secondary intention,
though one that is possibly sanctioned by lamaist custom. The
real purpose of this singular book is the attempt, which must
seem very strange to the educated European of the twentieth
century, to enlighten the dead on their journey through the
regions of the Bardo.
The Catholic Church is the
only place in the world of the white man where any provision is
made for the souls of the departed. In the summary of Lama
Govinda’s comments which follow we shall see that the Tibetan
commentator, freed from the European concepts of Jung, moves
directly to the esoteric and practical meaning of the Tibetan
book.
In his autobiography (written in 1960)
Jung commits himself wholly to the inner vision and to the wisdom
and superior reality of internal perceptions. In 1938 (when his
Tibetan commentary was written) he was moving in this direction but
cautiously and with the ambivalent reservations of the psychiatrist
cum mystic.
The dead man must desperately resist the dictates of
reason, as we understand it, and give up the supremacy of ego-hood,
regarded by reason as sacrosanct. What this means in practice is
complete capitulation to the objective powers of the psyche, with
all that this entails; a kind of symbological death, corresponding
to the Judgment of the Dead in the Sidpa Bardo.
It means the end of all conscious,
rational, morally responsible conduct of life, and a voluntary
surrender to what the Bardo Thodol calls “karmic illusion.”
Karmic illusion springs from belief in a visionary world of an
extremely irrational nature, which neither accords with nor derives
from our rational judgments but is the exclusive product of
uninhibited imagination. It is sheer dream or “fantasy,” and every
well-meaning person will instantly caution us against it; nor indeed
can one see at first sight what is the difference between fantasies
of this kind and the phantasmagoria of a lunatic.
Very often only a
slight abaissement du niveau mental is needed to
unleash this world of illusion.
The terror and darkness of this moment
has its equivalent in the experiences described in the opening
sections of the Sidpa Bardo. But the contents of this Bardo
also reveal the archetypes, the karmic images which appear first in
their terrifying form. The Chonyid state is equivalent to a
deliberately induced psychosis....
The transition, then, from the Sidpa state to the Chonyid state is a
dangerous reversal of the aims and intentions of the conscious mind.
It is a sacrifice of the ego’s stability and a surrender to the
extreme uncertainty of what must seem like a chaotic riot of
phantasmal forms. When Freud coined the phrase that the ego was “the
true seat of anxiety,” he was giving voice to a very true and
profound intuition. Fear of self-sacrifice lurks deep in every ego,
and this fear is often only the precariously controlled demand of
the unconscious forces to burst out in full strength.
No one who strives for selfhood
(individuation) is spared this dangerous passage, for that which is
feared also belongs to the wholeness of the self - the sub-human, or
supra-human, world of psychic “dominants” from which the ego
originally emancipated itself with enormous effort, and then only
partially, for the sake of a more or less illusory freedom.
This liberation is certainly a very
necessary and very heroic undertaking, but it represents nothing
final: it is merely the creation of a subject, who, in order to find
fulfillment, has still to be confronted by an object. This, at first
sight, would appear to be the world, which is swelled out with
projections for that very purpose. Here we seek and find our
difficulties, here we seek and find our enemy, here we seek and find
what is dear and precious to us; and it is comforting to know that
all evil and all good is to be found out there, in the visible
object, where it can be conquered, punished, destroyed or enjoyed.
But nature herself does not allow this
paradisal state of innocence to continue for ever. There are, and
always have been, those who cannot help but see that the world and
its experiences are in the nature of a symbol, and that it really
reflects something that lies hidden in the subject himself, in his
own tran-subjective reality. It is from this profound intuition,
according to lamaist doctrine, that the Chonyid state derives its
true meaning, which is why the Chonyid Bardo is entitled “The
Bardo of the Experiencing of Reality.”
The reality experienced in the Chonyid state is, as the last section
of the corresponding Bardo teaches, the reality of thought. The
“thought-forms” appear as realities, fantasy takes on real form, and
the terrifying dream evoked by karma and played out by the
unconscious “dominants” begins. Jung would not have been surprised
by professional and institutional antagonism to psychedelics.
He closes his Tibetan commentary with a
poignant political aside:
The Bardo Thodol began by being a
“closed” book, and so it has remained, no matter what kind of
commentaries may be written upon it. For it is a book that will
only open itself to spiritual understanding and this is a
capacity which no man is born with, but which he can only
acquire through special training and special experience. It is
good that such to all intents and purposes “useless” books
exist. They are meant for those “queer folk” who no longer set
much store by the uses, aims, and meaning of present-day
“civilization.”
To provide “special training” for the
“special experience” provided by psychedelic materials is the
purpose of this version of The Tibetan Book of the Dead.
A TRIBUTE TO LAMA ANAGARIKA GOVINDA
In the preceding section the point was made that eastern philosophy
and psychology - poetic, indeterministic, experiential,
inward-looking, vaguely evolutionary, open-ended - is more easily
adapted to the findings of modern science than the syllogistic,
certain, experimental, externalizing logic of western psychology.
The latter imitates the irrelevant rituals of the energy sciences
but ignores the data of physics and genetics, the meanings and
implications.
Even Carl Jung, the most penetrating of the western psychologists,
failed to understand the basic philosophy of the Bardo Thodol.
Quite in contrast are the comments on the Tibetan manual by Lama
Anagarika Govinda.
His opening statement at first glance would cause a Judaeo-Christian
psychologist to snort in impatience. But a close look at these
phrases reveals that they are the poetic statement of the genetic
situation as currently described by biochemists and DNA researchers.
It may be argued that nobody can talk about death with authority who
has not died; and since nobody, apparently, has ever returned from
death, how can anybody know what death is, or what happens after it?
The Tibetan will answer:
“There is not one person, indeed,
not one living being, that has not returned from death. In fact,
we all have died many deaths, before we came into this
incarnation. And what we call birth is merely the reverse side
of death, like one of the two sides of a coin, or like a door
which we call “entrance” from outside and “exit” from inside a
room.”
The lama then goes on to make a second
poetic comment about the potentialities of the nervous system, the
complexity of the human cortical computer.
It is much more astonishing that not everybody remembers his or her
previous death; and, because of this lack of remembering, most
persons do not believe there was a previous death. But, likewise,
they do not remember their recent birth - and yet they do not doubt
that they were recently born.
They forget that active memory is only a
small part of our normal consciousness, and that our subconscious
memory registers and preserves every past impression and experience
which our waking mind fails to recall. The lama then proceeds to
slice directly to the esoteric meaning of the Bardo Thodol - that
core meaning which Jung and indeed most European Orientalists have
failed to grasp. For this reason, the Bardo Thodol, the
Tibetan book vouchsafing liberation from the intermediate state
between life and re-birth,- which state men call death,- has been
couched in symbolical language. It is a book which is sealed with
the seven seals of silence,- not because its knowledge would be
misunderstood, and, therefore, would tend to mislead and harm those
who are unfitted to receive it.
But the time has come to break the seals
of silence; for the human race has come to the juncture where it
must decide whether to be content with the subjugation of the
material world, or to strive after the conquest of the spiritual
world, by subjugating selfish desires and transcending self-imposed
limitations. The lama next describes the effects of
consciousness-expansion techniques. He is talking here about the
method he knows-the Yogic-but his words are equally applicable to
psychedelic experience.
There are those who, in virtue of
concentration and other yogic practices, are able to bring the
subconscious into the realm of discriminative consciousness and,
thereby, to draw upon the unrestricted treasury of subconscious
memory, wherein are stored the records not only of our past lives
but the records of the past of our race, the past of humanity, and
of all pre-human forms of life, if not of the very consciousness
that makes life possible in this universe.
If, through some trick of nature, the gates of an individual’s
subconsciousness were suddenly to spring open, the unprepared mind
would be overwhelmed and crushed. Therefore, the gates of the
subconscious are guarded, by all initiates, and hidden behind the
veil of mysteries and symbols. In a later section of his foreword
the lama presents a more detailed elaboration of the inner meaning
of the Thodol.
If the Bardo Thodol were to be regarded as being based merely
upon folklore, or as consisting of religious speculation about death
and a hypothetical after-death state, it would be of interest only
to anthropologists and students of religion. But the Bardo Thodol is
far more. It is a key to the innermost recesses of the human mind,
and a guide for initiates, and for those who are seeking the
spiritual path of liberation.
Although the Bardo Thodol is at present
time widely used in Tibet as a breviary, and read or recited on the
occasion of death,- for which reason it has been aptly called “The
Tibetan Book of the Dead”- one should not forget that it was
originally conceived to serve as a guide not only for the dying and
the dead, but for the living as well. And herein lies the
justification for having made The Tibetan Book of the Dead
accessible to a wider public.
Notwithstanding the popular customs and beliefs which, under the
influence of age-old traditions of pre-Buddhist origin, have grown
around the profound revelations of the Bardo Thodol, it has value
only for those who practice and realize its teaching during their
life-time.
There are two things which have caused misunderstanding. One is that
the teachings seem to be addressed to the dead or the dying; the
other that the title contains the expression “Liberation through
Hearing” (in Tibetan, Thos-grol). As a result, there has arisen the
belief that it is sufficient to read or recite the Bardo Thodol in
the presence of a dying person, or even of a person who has just
died, in order to effect his or her liberation.
Such misunderstanding could only have arisen among those who do not
know that it is one of the oldest and most universal practices for
the initiate to go through the experience of death before he can be
spiritually reborn. Symbolically he must die to his past, and to his
old ego, before he can take his place in the new spiritual life into
which he has been initiated.
The dead or the dying person is addressed in the Bardo Thodol mainly
for three reasons:
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the earnest practitioner of
these teachings should regard every moment of his or her
life as if it were the last;
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when a follower of these
teachings is actually dying, he or she should be reminded of
the experiences at the time of initiation, or of the words
(or mantra) of the guru, especially if the dying one’s mind
lacks alertness during the critical moments; and
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one who is still incarnate
should try to surround the person dying, or just dead, with
loving and helpful thoughts during the first stages of the
new, or after-death, state of existence, without allowing
emotional attachment to interfere or to give rise to a state
of morbid mental depression.
Accordingly, one function of the Bardo
Thodol appears to be more to help those who have been left behind to
adopt the right attitude towards the dead and towards the fact of
death than to assist the dead, who, according to Buddhist belief,
will not deviate from their own karmic path.... This proves that
we have to do here with life itself and not merely with a mass for
the dead, to which the Bardo Thodol was reduced in later times....
Under the guise of a science of death, the Bardo Thodol reveals the
secret of life; and therein lies its spiritual value and its
universal appeal.
Here then is the key to a mystery which has been passed down for
over 2,500 years - the consciousness-expansion experience - the
pre-mortem death and rebirth rite.
The Vedic sages knew the secret;
the Eleusinian initiates knew it; the Tantrics knew it. In all their
esoteric writings they whisper the message: it is possible to cut
beyond ego-consciousness, to tune in on neurological processes which
flash by at the speed of light, and to become aware of the enormous
treasury of ancient racial knowledge welded into the nucleus of
every cell in your body.
Modern psychedelic chemicals provide a key to this forgotten realm
of awareness. But just as this manual without the psychedelic
awareness is nothing but an exercise in academic Tibetology, so,
too, the potent chemical key is of little value without the guidance
and the teachings. Westerners do not accept the existence of
conscious processes for which they have no operational term. The
attitude which is prevalent is: - if you can’t label it, and if it
is beyond current notions of space-time and personality, then it is
not open for investigation. Thus we see the ego-loss experience
confused with schizophrenia. Thus we see present-day psychiatrists
solemnly pronouncing the psychedelic keys as psychosis-producing and
dangerous.
The new visionary chemicals and the pre-mortem-death-rebirth
experience may be pushed once again into the shadows of history.
Looking back, we remember that every middle-eastern and European
administrator (with the exception of certain periods in Greece and
Persia) has, during the last three thousand years, rushed to pass
laws against any emerging transcendental process, the
pre-mortem-death-rebirth session, its adepts, and any new method of
consciousness-expansion.
The present moment in human history (as Lama Govinda points out) is
critical. Now, for the first time, we possess the means of providing
the enlightenment to any prepared volunteer. (The enlightenment
always comes, we remember, in the form of a new energy process, a
physical, neurological event.)
For these reasons we have prepared
this psychedelic version of The Tibetan Book of the Dead.
The secret is released once again, in a
new dialect, and we sit back quietly to observe whether man is ready
to move ahead and to make use of the new tools provided by modern
science.
II.
THE TIBETAN BOOK OF THE DEAD
FIRST BARDO: THE PERIOD OF EGO-LOSS OR
NON-GAME ECSTASY
(Chikhai Bardo)
Part I: The Primary Clear Light Seen At
the Moment of Ego-Loss
All individuals who have received the practical teachings of this
manual will, if the text be remembered, be set face to face with the
ecstatic radiance and will win illumination instantaneously, without
entering upon hallucinatory struggles and without further suffering
on the age-long pathway of normal evolution which traverses the
various worlds of game existence.
This doctrine underlies the whole of the Tibetan model. Faith is the
first step on the “Secret Pathway.” Then comes illumination and with
it certainty; and when the goal is won, emancipation. Success
implies very unusual preparation in consciousness expansion, as well
as much calm, compassionate game playing (good karma) on the part of
the participant.
If the participant can be made to see
and to grasp the idea of the empty mind as soon as the guide reveals
it - that is to say, if he has the power to die consciously - and,
at the supreme moment of quitting the ego, can recognize the ecstasy
which will dawn upon him then, and become one with it, all game
bonds of illusion are broken asunder immediately: the dreamer is
awakened into reality simultaneously with the mighty achievement of
recognition. It is best if the guru (spiritual teacher), from whom
the participant received guiding instructions, is present, but if
the guru cannot be present, then another experienced person; or it
the latter is also unavailable, then a person whom the participant
trusts should be available to read this manual without imposing any
of his own games.
Thereby the participant will be put in
mind of what he had previously heard of the experience and will at
once come to recognize the fundamental Light and undoubtedly obtain
liberation. Liberation is the nervous system devoid of
mental-conceptual activity.
Realization of the Voidness, the
Unbecome, the Unborn, the Unmade, the Unformed, implies Buddhahood,
Perfect Enlightenment - the state of the divine mind of the Buddha.
It may be helpful to remember that this ancient doctrine is not in
conflict with modern physics.
The theoretical physicist and
cosmologist, George Gamow, presented in 1950 a viewpoint which is
close to the phenomenological experience described by the Tibetan
lamas. If we imagine history running back in time, we inevitably
come to the epoch of the “big squeeze” with all the galaxies, stars,
atoms and atomic nuclei squeezed, so to speak, to a pulp. During
that early stage of evolution, matter must have been dissociated
into its elementary components.... We call this primordial
mixture ylem.
At this first point in the evolution of the present cycle, according
to this first-rank physicist, there existed only the Unbecome, the
Unborn, the Unformed. And this, according to astrophysicists, is the
way it will end; the silent unity of the Unformed. The Tibetan
Buddhists suggest that the uncluttered intellect can experience what
astrophysics confirms. The Buddha Vairochana, the Dhyani Buddha of
the Center, Manifester of Phenomena, is the highest path to
enlightenment. As the source of all organic life, in him all things
visible and invisible have their consummation and absorption.
He is associated with the Central Realm
of the Densely-Packed, i.e., the seed of all universal forces and
things are densely packed together. This remarkable convergence of
modern astrophysics and ancient lamaism demands no complicated
explanation. The cosmological awareness- and awareness of every
other natural process- is there in the cortex. You can confirm this
preconceptual mystical knowledge by empirical observation and
measurement, but it’s all there inside your skull.
Your neurons “know” because they are
linked directly to the process, are part of it.] The mind in its
conditioned state, that is to say, when limited to words and ego
games, is continuously in thought-formation activity. The nervous
system in a state of quiescence, alert, awake but not active is
comparable to what Buddhists call the highest state of dhyana (deep
meditation) when still united to a human body. The conscious
recognition of the Clear Light induces an ecstatic condition of
consciousness such as saints and mystics of the West have called
illumination.
The first sign is the glimpsing of the “Clear Light of Reality,”
“the infallible mind of the pure mystic state.”
This is the awareness of energy transformations with no imposition
of mental categories. The duration of this state varies with the
individual. It depends upon experience, security, trust, preparation
and the surroundings. In those who have had even a little practical
experience of the tranquil state of nongame awareness, and in those
who have happy games, this state can last from thirty minutes to
several hours.
In this state, realization of what mystics call the “Ultimate Truth”
is possible, provided that sufficient preparation has been made by
the person beforehand. Otherwise he cannot benefit now, and must
wander on into lower and lower conditions of hallucinations, as
determined by his past games, until he drops back to routine
reality.
It is important to remember that the conscious-expansion process is
the reverse of the birth process, birth being the beginning of game
life and the ego-loss experience being a temporary ending of game
life.
But in both there is a passing from one state of consciousness
into another. And just as an infant must wake up and learn from
experience the nature of this world, so likewise a person at the
moment of consciousness expansion must wake up in this new brilliant
world and become familiar with its own peculiar conditions. In those
who are heavily dependent on their ego games, and who dread giving
up their control, the illuminated state endures only so long as it
would take to snap a finger. In some, it lasts as long as the time
taken for eating a meal.
If the subject is prepared to diagnose the symptoms of ego loss, he
needs no outside help at this point. Not only should the person
about to give up his ego be able to diagnose the symptoms as they
come, one by one, but he should also be able to recognize the Clear
Light without being set face to face with it by another person.
If
the person fails to recognize and accept the onset of ego loss, he
may complain of strange bodily symptoms. This shows that he has not
reached a liberated state. Then the guide or friend should explain
the symptoms as indicating the onset of ego loss.
Here is a list of commonly reported physical sensations:
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Bodily pressure, which the
Tibetans call earth-sinking-into-water
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Clammy coldness, followed by
feverish heat, which the Tibetans call
water-sinking-into-fire
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Body disintegrating or blown to
atoms, called fire-sinking-into-air
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Pressure on head and ears, which
Americans call rocket-launching-into-space
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Tingling in extremities
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Feelings of body melting or
flowing as if wax
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Nausea
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Trembling or shaking, beginning
in pelvic regions and spreading up torso
These physical reactions should be
recognized as signs heralding transcendence. Avoid treating them as
symptoms of illness, accept them, merge with them, enjoy them.
Mild nausea occurs often with the ingestion of morning-glory seeds
or peyote, rarely with mescaline and infrequently with LSD or
psilocybin. If the subject experiences stomach messages, they should
be hailed as a sign that consciousness is moving around in the body.
The symptoms are mental; the mind
controls the sensation, and the subject should merge with the
sensation, experience it fully, enjoy it and, having enjoyed it, let
consciousness flow on to the next phase. It is usually more natural
to let consciousness stay in the body - the subject’s attention can
move from the stomach and concentrate on breathing, heart beat. If
this does not free him from nausea, the guide should move the
consciousness to external events - music, walking in the garden,
etc.
The appearance of physical symptoms of ego-loss, recognized and
understood, should result in peaceful attainment of illumination. If
ecstatic acceptance does not occur (or when the period of peaceful
silence seems to be ending), the relevant sections of the
instructions can be spoken in a low tone of voice in the ear. It is
often useful to repeat them distinctly, clearly impressing them upon
the person so as to prevent his mind from wandering. Another method
of guiding the experience with a minimum of activity is to have the
instructions previously recorded in the subject’s own voice and to
flip the tape on at the appropriate moment.
The reading will recall to the mind of
the voyager the former preparation; it will cause the naked
consciousness to be recognized as the “Clear Light of the
Beginning;” it will remind the subject of his unity with this state
of perfect enlightenment and help him to maintain it. If, when
undergoing ego-loss, one is familiar with this state, by virtue of
previous experience and preparation, the Wheel of Rebirth (i.e., all
game playing) is stopped, and liberation instantaneously is
achieved.
But such spiritual efficiency is so very
rare, that the normal mental condition of the person is unequal to
the supreme feat of holding on to the state in which the Clear Light
shines; and there follows a progressive descent into lower and lower
states of the Bardo existence, and then rebirth. The simile of a
needle balanced and set rolling on a thread is used by the lamas to
elucidate this condition.
So long as the needle retains its
balance, it remains on the thread. Eventually, however, the law of
gravitation (the pull of the ego or external stimulation) affects
it, and it falls. In the realm of the Clear Light, similarly, the
mentality of a person in the ego-transcendent state momentarily
enjoys a condition of balance, of perfect equilibrium, and of
oneness.
Unfamiliar with such a state, which is
an ecstatic state of non-ego, the consciousness of the average human
being lacks the power to function in it. Karmic (i.e., game)
propensities becloud the consciousness-principle with thoughts of
personality, of individualized being, of dualism. Thus, losing
equilibrium, consciousness falls away from the Clear Light. It is
thought processes which prevent the realization of Nirvana (which is
the “blowing out of the flame” of selfish game desire); and so the
Wheel of Life continues to turn.
All or some of the appropriate passages in the instructions may be
read to the voyager during the period of waiting for the drug to
take effect, and when the first symptoms of ego-loss appear.
When
the voyager is clearly in a profound ego-transcendent ecstasy, the
wise guide will remain silent.
Part II: The Secondary Clear Light Seen
Immediately After Ego-Loss
The preceding section describes how the
Clear Light may be recognized and liberation maintained. But if it
becomes apparent that the Primary Clear Light has not been
recognized, then it can certainly be assumed there is dawning what
is called the phase of the Secondary Clear Light. The first flash of
experience usually produces a state of ecstasy of the greatest
intensity. Every cell in the body is sensed as involved in orgastic
creativity.
It may be helpful to describe in more detail some of the phenomena
which often accompany the moment of ego-loss. One of these might be
called “wave energy flow.” The individual becomes aware that he is
part of and surrounded by a charged field of energy, which seems
almost electrical. In order to maintain the ego-loss state as long as
possible, the prepared person will relax and allow the forces to
flow through him.
There are two dangers to avoid: the
attempt to control or to rationalize this energy flow. Either of
these reactions is indicative of ego-activity and the First Bardo
transcendence is lost. The second phenomenon might be called
“biological life-flow.” Here the person becomes aware of
physiological and biochemical processes; rhythmic pulsing activity
within the body.
Often this may be sensed as powerful
motors or generators continuously throbbing and radiating energy. An
endless flow of cellular forms and colors flashes by. Internal
biological processes may also be heard with characteristic
swooshing, crackling, and pounding noises. Again the person must
resist the temptation to label or control these processes.
At this point you are tuned in to areas
of the nervous system which are inaccessible to routine perception.
You cannot drag your ego into the molecular processes of life. These
processes are a billion years older than the learned conceptual
mind.
Another typical and most rewarding phase of the First Bardo involves
ecstatic energy movement felt in the spine. The base of the backbone
seems to be melting or seems on fire. If the person can maintain
quiet concentration the energy will be sensed as flowing upwards.
Tantric adepts devote decades of concentrated meditation to the
release of these ecstatic energies which they call Kundalini,
the Serpent Power.
One allows the energies to travel
upwards through several ganglionic centers (chakras) to the
brain, where they are sensed as a burning sensation in the top of
the cranium. These sensations are not unpleasant to the prepared
person, but, on the contrary, are accompanied by the most intense
feelings of joy and illumination. Ill-prepared subjects may
interpret the experience in pathological terms and attempt to
control it, usually with unpleasant results.
Professor R. C. Zaehner, who as
an Oriental scholar and “expert” on mysticism should have know
better, has published an account of how this prized experience can
be lost and distorted into hypochondriacal complaint in the
ill-educated.
... I had a curious sensation in
my body which reminded me of what Mr. Custance describes as a
“tingling at the base of the spine,” which according to him,
usually precedes a bout of mania. It was rather like that. In
the Broad Walk this sensation occurred again and again until the
climax of the experiment was reached... I did not like it at
all.
(R. C. Zaehner: Mysticism,
Sacred and Profane. Oxford Univ. Press, 1957, p. 214)
If the subjects fails to recognize the
rushing flow of First Bardo phenomena, liberation from the ego is
lost. The person finds himself slipping back into mental activities.
At this point he should try to recall the instructions or be
reminded of them, and a second contact with these processes can be
made. The second stage is less intense.
A ball set bouncing reaches its greatest
height at the first bounce; the second bounce is lower, and each
succeeding bounce is still lower until the ball comes to rest. The
consciousness at the loss of the ego is similar to this. Its first
spiritual bound, directly upon leaving the body-ego, is the highest;
the next is lower. Then the force of karma, (i.e., past
game-playing), takes over and different forms of external reality
are experienced. Finally, the force of karma having spent itself,
consciousness returns to “normal.” Routines are taken up again and
thus rebirth occurs. The first ecstasy usually ends with a momentary
flashback to the ego condition.
This return can be happy or sad, loving
or suspicious, fearful or courageous, depending on the personality,
the preparation, and the setting.
This flashback to the ego-game is accompanied by a concern with
identity.
“Who am I now? Am I dead or not
dead? What is happening?”
You cannot determine. You see the
surroundings and your companions as you had been used to seeing them
before. There is a penetrating sensitivity. But you are on a
different level. Your ego grasp is not quite as sure as it was.
The karmic hallucinations and visions have not yet started. Neither
the frightening apparitions nor the heavenly visions have begun.
This is a most sensitive and pregnant period. The remainder of the
experience can be pushed one way or another depending upon
preparation and emotional climate. If you are experienced in
consciousness alteration, or if you are a naturally introverted
person, remember the situation and the schedule.
Stay calm and let the experience take
you where it will. You will probably re-experience the ecstasy of
illumination once again; or you may drift into aesthetic or
philosophic or interpersonal enlightenments. Don’t hold on: let the
stream carry you along. The experienced person is usually beyond
dependence on setting. He can turn off external pressure and return
to illumination. An extroverted person, dependent upon social games
and outside situations may, however, become pleasantly distracted
(colors, sounds, people).
If you anticipate extroverted
distraction and if you want to maintain a non-game state of ecstasy,
then remember the following suggestions: do not be distracted; try
to concentrate on an ideal contemplative personage, e.g., Buddha,
Christ, Socrates, Ramakrishna, Einstein, Herman Hesse or Lao Tse:
follow his model as if he were a being with a physical body waiting
for you. Join him.
If this is not successful, don’t fret or think about it. Perhaps you
don’t have a mystical or transcendental ideal. That means your
conceptual limits are within external games. Now that you know what
the mystic experience is, you can prepare for it next time. You have
lost the content-free flow and should now be ready to slip into
exciting confrontation with external reality. In the Second Bardo
you can reach and deeply experience game revelations.
We have just anticipated the reactions of the naturally mystical
introvert, the experienced person, and the extrovert. Now let’s turn
to the novitiate who shows confusion at this early stage of the
sequence. The best procedure is to make a reassuring sign and do
nothing. He will have read this manual and will have some guidepost.
Leave him alone and he will probably dive into his panic and master
it. If he indicates that he wishes guidance, repeat the
instructions. Tell him what is happening. Remind him of his phase in
the process. Urge him quietly to release his ego struggle and drift
back into contact with the Clear Light. Preparation and guidance of
this sort will allow many to reach the illuminated state who would
not be expected to recognize it.
At this point, it is necessary to inject a word of benign warning.
Reading this manual is extremely useful, but no words can
communicate experience. You are going to be surprised, startled and
delighted. A person may have heard a detailed description of the art
of swimming and yet never had the chance to swim. Suddenly diving
into the water, he finds himself unable to swim.
So with those who have tried to learn
the theory of how to experience ego-loss, and have never applied it.
They cannot maintain unbroken continuity of consciousness, they grow
bewildered at the changed condition; they fail to maintain the
mystical ecstasy; they fail to take advantage of the opportunity
unless upheld and directed by a guide. Even with all that a guide
can do, they ordinarily, because of bad karma (heavy ego games) fail
to recognize the liberation. But this is no cause for worry. At the
worst, they just slip back to shore. No one has drowned, and most of
those who have taken the voyage have been eager to try again.
Even those who have familiarized themselves with the road maps and
who previously have had illumination, may find themselves in
settings where heavy game behavior on the part of others forces them
into contact with external reality. If this happens, recall the
instructions. The person who masters this principle can block out
the external. The one who has mastered control of consciousness is
independent of setting. Again there are those, who although
previously successful, may have brought ego games into the session
with them.
They may want to provide someone else
with a particular type of experience. They may be promoting some
self goal. They may be nurturing negative or competitive or
seductive feelings towards someone in the session. If this happens,
recall the instructions. Remember the unity of all beings. One to me
is shame and fame. One to me is loss or gain. Jettison your ego
program and float back to the radiant bliss of at-one-ness.
If you reach the Clear Light immediately and maintain it, that is
best. But if not, if you have slipped down to reality concerns, by
remembering these instructions you should be able to regain what the
Tibetans call the Secondary Clear Light.
While on this secondary level, an interesting dialogue occurs
between pure transcendence and the awareness that this ecstatic
vision is happening to oneself. The first radiance knows no self, no
concepts. The secondary experience involves a certain state of
conceptual lucidity. The knowing self hovers within that
transcendent terrain from which it is usually barred. If the
instructions are remembered, external reality will not intrude. But
the flashing in and out between pure ego-less unity, and lucid,
non-game selfhood, produces an intellectual ecstasy and
understanding that defies description. Previous philosophic reading
will suddenly take on living meaning.
Thus in this secondary stage of the First Bardo, there is possible
both the mystic non-self and the mystic self experience.
After you have experienced these two states, you may wish to pursue
this distinction intellectually. We are confronted here with one of
the oldest debates in Eastern philosophy. Is it better to be part of
the sugar or to taste the sugar? Theological controversies and their
dualities are far removed from experience. Thanks to the
experimental mysticism made possible by consciousness-expanding
drugs, you may have been lucky enough to have experienced the
flashing back and forth between the two states. You may be lucky
enough to know what the academic monks could only think about.
Here ends the First Bardo, The Period of Ego-loss or Non-Game
Ecstasy
SECOND BARDO:THE PERIOD OF
HALLUCINATIONS
(Chonyid Bardo)
Introduction
If the Primary Clear Light is not recognized, there remains the
possibility of maintaining the Secondary Clear Light. If that is
lost, then comes the Chonyid Bardo, the period of karmic
illusions or intense hallucinatory mixtures of game reality. It is
very important that the instructions be remembered - they can have
great influence and effect.
During this period, the flow of consciousness, microscopically clear
and intense, is interrupted by fleeting attempts to rationalize and
interpret. But the normal game-playing ego is not functioning
effectively. There exist, therefore, unlimited possibilities for, on
the one hand, delightful sensuous, intellectual and emotional
novelties if one floats with the current; and, on the other hand,
fearful ambuscades of confusion and terror if one tries to impose
his will on the experience.
The purpose of this part of the manual is to prepare the person for
the choice points which arise during this stage. Strange sounds,
weird sights and disturbed visions may occur. These can awe,
frighten and terrify unless one is prepared.
The experienced person will be able to maintain the recognition that
all perceptions come from within and will be able to sit quietly,
controlling his expanded awareness like a phantasmagoric
multi-dimensional television set: the most acute and sensitive
hallucinations - visual, auditory, touch, smell, physical and
bodily; the most exquisite reactions, compassionate insight into the
self, the world.
The key is inaction: passive integration
with all that occurs around you. If you try to impose your will, use
your mind, rationalize, seek explanations, you will get caught in
hallucinatory whirlpools. The motto: peace, acceptance. It is all an
ever-changing panorama. You are temporarily removed from the world
of game. Enjoy it.
The inexperienced and those to who ego
control is important may find this passivity impossible. If you
cannot remain inactive and subdue your will, then the one certain
activity which can reduce panic and pull you out of hallucinatory
mind-games is physical contact with another person.
Go to the guide or to another
participant and put your head on his lap or chest; put your face
next to his and concentrate on the movement and sound of his
inspiration. Breathe deeply and feel the air rush in and the sighing
release. This is the oldest form of living communication; the
brotherhood of breath. The guide’s hand on your forehead may add to
the relaxation.
Contact with another participant may be misunderstood and provoke
sexual hallucinations. For this reason, helping contact should be
made explicit by prearrangement. Unprepared participants may impose
sexual fears or fantasies on the contact. Turn them off; they are
karmic illusory productions. The tender, gentle, supportive huddling
together of participants is a natural development during the second
phase.
Do not try to rationalize this contact.
Human beings and, for that matter, most all mobile terrestrial
creatures have been huddling together during long, dark confused
nights for several hundred thousand years.
Breathe in and breathe out with you companions.
We are all one! That’s what your breath
is telling you.
Explanation of the Second Bardo
The underlying problem of the Second Bardo is that any and every
shape - human, divine, diabolical, heroic, evil, animal, thing -
which the human brain conjures up or the past life recalls, can
present itself to consciousness: shapes and forms and sounds
whirling by endlessly. The underlying solution - repeated again and
again - is to recognize that your brain is producing the visions.
They do not exist. Nothing exists except as your consciousness gives
it life. You are standing on the threshold of recognizing the truth:
there is no reality behind any of the phenomena of the ego-loss
state, save the illusions stored up in your own mind either as
accretions from game (Sangsaric) experience or as gifts from organic
physical nature and its billion-year old past history. Recognition
of this truth gives liberation.
There is, of course, no way of classifying the infinite permutations
and combinations of visionary elements. The cortex contains
file-cards for billions of images from the history of the person, of
the race, and of living forms. Any of these, at the rate of a
hundred million per second (according to neuro-physiologists), can
flood into awareness. Bobbing around in this brilliant, symphonic
sea of imagery is the remnant of the conceptual mind. On the endless
watery turbulence of the Pacific Ocean bobs a tiny open mouth
shouting (between saline mouthfuls), “Order! System! Explain all
this!”
One cannot predict what visions will occur, nor their sequence. One
can only urge the participants to shut the mouth, breathe through
the nose, and turn off the fidgety, rationalizing mind.
But only the
experienced person of mystical bent can do this (and thus remain in
serene enlightenment). The unprepared person will be confused or,
worse, panicky: the intellectual struggle to control the ocean. In
order to guide the person, to help him organize his visions into
explicable units, the Chonyid Bardo was written.
There are two sections:
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Seven Peaceful Deities with
their symmetrically opposed ego traps.
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Eight Wrathful Deities who
can be joyfully accepted as visionary productions, or
fled from in terror.
Each of the Seven Peaceful Deities
(bisexual Father-Mother figures) are accompanied by consorts,
attendants, lesser deities, saints, angels, heroes. Each of the
Wrathful Deities is similarly accompanied. Lights, symbolic objects,
beautiful, horrid, threatening, seething, are likewise seen. If read
literally, The Tibetan Book of the Dead would have you expect the
“Master of All Visible Shapes” (or his opposite, the fondness for
stupidity) on the first day; the “Immovable Deity of Happiness” and
his consort, attendants and opposite on the second, etc. The manual
should, of course, not be used rigidly, exoterically, but should be
taken in its esoteric, allegorical form.
Read from this perspective, we see that the lamas have listed or
named a thousand images which can boil up in the ever-changing
jeweled mosaic of the retina (that multi-layered swamp of billions
of rods and cones, infiltrated, like a Persian rug or a Mayan
carving, with countless multi-colored capillaries). By preparatory
reading of the manual and by its repetition during the experience,
the novice is led via suggestion to recognize this fantastic retinal
kaleidoscope.
Most important, he is told that they come from within. All deities
and demons, all heavens and hells are internal.
The student with a particular interest in Tibetan or Tantric
Buddhism should steep himself in the text of the Chonyid Bardo. He
should obtain colored plates of the fourteen dramas of the Bardo,
and he should arrange to have the guide lead him through the
prescribed sequence during the drug session. This will provide an
unforgettable series of liberations and will permit the devotee to
emerge from the experience “reincarnated” in the lamaist tradition.
The aim of this manual is to make available the general outline of
the Tibetan Book and to translate it into psychedelic English. For
this reason we shall not present the detailed sequence of lamaist
hallucinations but, rather, list some apparitions commonly reported
by Westerners.
Following the Tibetan Thodol, we have classified Second Bardo
visions into seven types:
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The Source or Creator Vision
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The Internal Flow of
Archetypal Processes
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The Fire-Flow of Internal
Unity
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The Wave-Vibration Structure
of External Forms
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The Vibratory Waves of
External Unity
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“The Retinal Circus”
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“The Magic Theatre”
We owe the phrase “retinal circus” to
Henri Michaux (Miserable Miracle), and the term “magic
theatre” to Hermann Hesse (Steppenwolf).
Visions 2 and 3 involve closed eyes and
no contact with external stimuli. In Vision 2 the internal imagery
is primarily conceptual. The experience can range from revelation
and insight to confusion and chaos, but the cognitive, intellectual
meaning is paramount.
In Vision 3 the internal imagery is
primarily emotional. The experience can range from love and ecstatic
unity to fear, distrust and isolation. Visions 4 and 5 involve open
eyes and rapt attention to external stimuli, such as sounds, lights,
touch, etc.
In Vision 4 the external imagery is primarily conceptual and in
Vision 5 emotional factors predominate.
The sevenfold table just defined bears
some similarity to the mandalic schema of the Peaceful Deities
listed for the Second Bardo in The Tibetan Book of the Dead.
THE PEACEFUL VISIONS
Vision 1: The Source
[The first Peaceful Deity listed by the
Bardo Thodol is the Bhagavan Vairochana who occupies the
center of the mandala of the five Dhyani-Buddhas. His attributes of
source-power have been translated into those of the monotheistic
creator of Western religions.]
(Eyes closed, external stimuli ignored)
The White Light, or First Bardo energy, may be interpreted as God
the Creator. The Spreader of the Seed. The Power which makes all
shapes visible. Seed of all that is. Sovereign Power. The
All-Powerful. The Central Sun. The One Truth. The Source of all
Organic Life. The Divine Mother. The Female Creative Principle.
Mother of the Space of Heaven. Radiant Father-Mother. Magnificent
revelations, both spiritual and philosophic, can occur at this point
making the highest union of experience and intellect.
But, because of bad karma (usually
religious beliefs of a monotheistic or punitive nature), the
glorious light of the seed wisdom it can produce awe and terror. The
person will wish to flee and will beget a fondness for the dull
white light symbolizing stupidity.
Persons from a Judaeo-Christian background conceive of an enormous
gulf between divinity (which is “up there”) and the self (“down
here”). Christian mystics’ claims to unity with divine radiance has
always posed problems for theologians who are committed to the
cosmological subject-object distinction. Most Westerners, therefore,
find it difficult to attain unity with the source-light.
If the guide ascertains that the voyager is struggling with thoughts
or feelings about the creative source energy, he can read the
appropriate instructions. ==|==>> INSTRUCTIONS FOR VISION 1: THE
SOURCE
Vision 2: The Internal Flow of Archetypal
Processes
(Eyes closed, external stimuli ignored;
intellectual aspects)
If the undifferentiated light of the First Bardo or of the Source
Energy is lost, luminous waves of differentiated forms can flood
through the consciousness. The person’s mind begins to identify
these figures, that is, to label them and experience revelations
about the life process.
[Lama Govinda tells us that Amoghasiddhi
represents,
“... the mysterious activity of
spiritual forces, which work removed from the senses, invisible
and imperceptible, with the aim of guiding the individual (or,
more properly: all living beings) towards the maturity of
knowledge and liberation. The yellow light of an (inner) sun
invisible to human eyes... (in which the unfathomable space
of the universe seems to open itself) for the serene mystic
green of Amoghasiddhi.... On the elementary plane this
all-pervading power corresponds to the element of air - the
principle of movement and extension, of life and breath (prana).”
Lama Govinda: Foundations of Tibetan
Mysticism. Lodon: E. P. Dutton & Co., Inc., 1959, p.120. The fifth
day of the Baro Thodol confronts the deceased with the Bhagavan
Buddha Amoghasiddhi, Almighty Conqueror, from the green Norther
realm of Successful Performance of Best Actions, attended by a
Divine Mother, and two Bodhisattvas representing the mental
functions of “equilibrium, immutability, and almighty power” and
“clearer of obscurations.”]
Specifically, the subject is caught up in an endless flow of colored
forms, microbiological shapes, cellular acrobatics, capillary
whirling. The cortex is turned in on molecular processes which are
completely new and strange: a Niagara of abstract designs; the
life-stream flowing, flowing. These visions might perhaps be
described as pure sensations of cellular and sub-cellular processes.
It is uncertain whether they involve the retina and/or the visual
cortex, or whether they are flashes of direct, molecular sensation
in other areas of the central nervous system. They are subjectively
described as internal visions.
Another class of internal process images involves sound. Again we do
not know whether these sensations originate in the auditory
apparatus and/or in the auditory cortex, or whether they are flashes
of direct, molecular sensations in other areas. They are
subjectively described as internal sounds: clicking, thudding,
clashing, soughing, ringing, tapping, moaning, shrill whistles.
The Tibetan Book includes a brilliant
discussion of internal process noises.
“. . . innumerable (other) kinds of
musical instruments, filling (with music) the whole
world-systems and causing them to vibrate, to quake and tremble
with sounds so mighty as to daze one’s brain....”
“Tibetan lamas, in chanting their
rituals, employ seven (or eight) sorts of musical instruments:
big drums, cymbals (commonly brass), conch shells, bells (like
the handbells used in the Christian Mass Service), timbrels,
small clarionets (sounding like Highland bagpipes), big
trumpets, and human thighbone trumpets. Although the combined
sounds of these instruments are far from being melodious, the
lamas maintain that they psychically produce in the devotee an
attitude of deep veneration and faith, because they are the
counterparts of the natural sounds which one’s own body is heard
producing when the fingers are put in the ears to shut out
external sounds. Stopping the ears thus, there are heard a
thudding sound, like that of a big drum being beaten; a clashing
sound, as of cymbals; a soughing sound, as of a wind moving
through a forest - as when a conch-shell is bone; a ringing as
of bells; a sharp tapping sound, as when a timbrel is used; a
moaning sound, like that of a clarionet; a bass moaning sound,
as if made with a big trumpet; and a shriller sound, as of a
thigh-bone trumpet.”
“Not only is this interesting as a theory of Tibetan sacred
music, but it gives the clue to the esoteric interpretation of
the symbolical natural sounds of Truth (referred to in the
second paragraph following, and elsewhere in our text), which
are said to be, or to proceed from, the intellectual faculties
within the human mentality.”
- (Evans-Wentz, p. 128)]
These noises, like the visions, are
direct sensations unencumbered by mental concepts. Raw, molecular,
dancing units of energy.
The minds sweeps in and out of this evolutionary stream, creating
cosmological revelations. Dozens of mythical and Darwinian insights
flash into awareness. The person is allowed to glance back down the
flow of time and to perceive how the life energy continually
manifests itself in forms, transient, alwasy changing, reforming.
Microscopic forms merge with primal creative myths. The mirror of
consciousness is held up to the life stream.
As long as the person floats with the current, he is exposed to a
billion-year lesson in cosmology. But the drag of the mind is always
present. The tendency to impose arbitrary, isolating order on the
organic process. Sometimes the voyager feels he should report back
his vision. He converts the life flow into a cosmic inkblot test -
attempts to label each form. “Now I see a peacock’s tail. Now Muslim
knights in colored armor. Oh, now a waterfall of jewels. Now,
Chinese music. Now, gem-like serpents, etc.” Verbalizations of this
sort dull the light, stop the flow and should not be encouraged.
Another trap is that of imposing a sexual interpretation. The
dancing, playful flow of life is, in the most reverent sense,
sexual. Forms merging, spinning together, reproducing. Eros in its
countless manifestations. The Tibetans refer to the female
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