Sorcery is
the act of embodying some specialized theoretical and practical premises
about the nature and role of perception in molding the universe around
us.
Our world is only one in a cluster of
consecutive worlds, arranged like the layers of an onion. Even though we
have been energetically conditioned to perceive solely our world, we still
have the capability of entering into those other realms, which are as
real, unique, absolute, and engulfing as our own world is.
For us to perceive those other realms, not only do we have
to covet them but we need to have sufficient energy to seize them. Their
existence is constant and independent of our awareness, but their
inaccessibility is entirely a consequence of our energetic conditioning.
In other words, simply and solely because of that conditioning, we are
compelled to assume that the world of daily life is the one and only
possible world.
Believing that our energetic
conditioning is correctable, sorcerers of ancient times developed a set of
practices designed to recondition our energetic capabilities to perceive.
They called this set of practices the art of dreaming . It's
the gateway to infinity.
Through
dreaming we can perceive other worlds, which we can certainly
describe, but we can't describe what makes us perceive them. Yet we can
feel how dreaming opens up those other realms.
Dreaming seems to be a sensation--a process in our bodies, an
awareness in our minds.
Dreaming
instruction is divided into two parts. One is about dreaming
procedures, the other about the purely abstract explanations of these
procedures: an interplay between enticing one's intellectual curiosity
with the abstract principles of dreaming and guiding one to
seek an outlet in its practices.

The human psyche is infinitely more complex than our mundane
or academic reasoning has led us to believe.

The second attention is an energetic
configuration of awareness.
In order to appreciate the position of dreamers and
dreaming , one has to understand the struggle of modern-day
sorcerers to steer sorcery away from concreteness toward the
abstract.
Concreteness is the practical part of
sorcery. The obsessive fixation of the mind on practices and techniques.
And the unwarranted influence over people.
The
abstract is the search for freedom, freedom to perceive, without
obsessions, all that's humanly possible. Present-day sorcerers seek the
abstract because they seek freedom; they have no interest in concrete
gains.
After lifelong discipline and training,
sorcerers acquire the capacity to perceive the essence of things, a
capacity they call seeing .
To
perceive the energetic essence of things means that you perceive energy
directly. By separating the social part of perception, you'll perceive the
essence of everything. Whatever we are perceiving is energy, but since we
can't directly perceive energy, we process our perception to fit a mold.
This mold is the social part of perception, which you have to
separate.
You have to separate it because it
deliberately reduces the scope of what can be perceived and makes us
believe that the mold into which we fit our perception is all that exists.
For man to survive now, his perception must change at its social
base.
This social base of perception is the
physical certainty that the world is made of concrete objects. I call this
a social base because a serious and fierce effort is put out by everybody
to guide us to perceive the world the way we do.
Everything is energy. The whole universe is energy. The social base of our
perception should be the physical certainty that energy is all there is. A
mighty effort should be made to guide us to perceive energy as energy.
Then we would have both alternatives at our fingertips.
To train people in such a fashion is possible and this is precisely
what I am doing with you. I am teaching you a new way of perceiving,
first, by making you realize we process our perception to fit a mold and,
second, by fiercely guiding you to perceive energy directly. This method
is very much like the one used to teach us to perceive the world of daily
affairs.
Our entrapment in processing our
perception to fit a social mold loses its power when we realize we have
accepted this mold, as an inheritance from our ancestors, without
bothering to examine it.
To perceive a world of
hard objects that had either a positive or a negative value must have been
utterly necessary for our ancestors' survival. After ages of perceiving in
such a manner, we are now forced to believe that the world is made up of
objects.
It is unquestionably a world of objects.
To prove it, all we have to do is bump into them. We are not arguing that.
I am saying that this is first a world of energy; then it's a world of
objects. If we don't start with the premise that it is a world of energy,
we'll never be able to perceive energy directly. We'll always be stopped
by the physical certainty of the hardness of objects.
Our way of perceiving is a predator's way. There is another mode,
the one I am familiarizing you with: the act of perceiving the essence of
everything, energy itself, directly.
To perceive
the essence of everything will make us understand, classify, and describe
the world in entirely new, more exciting, more sophisticated terms. Terms
that correspond to sorcery truths, which have no rational foundation and
no relation whatsoever to the facts of our daily world but which are
self-evident truths for the sorcerers who perceive energy directly and
see the essence of everything.
For
such sorcerers, the most significant act of sorcery is to see
the essence of the universe. The essence of the universe resembles
incandescent threads stretched into infinity in every conceivable
direction, luminous filaments that are conscious of themselves in ways
impossible for the human mind to comprehend.
From
seeing the essence of the universe, sorcerers go on to
see the energy essence of human beings and depict human
beings as bright shapes that resemble giant eggs and call them luminous
eggs.
When sorcerers see a human
being they see a giant, luminous shape that floats, making,
as it moves, a deep furrow in the energy of the earth, just as if the
luminous shape had a taproot that was dragging.
The decisive finding of the sorcerers of antiquity and the crucial feature
of human beings as luminous balls, is a round spot of intense brilliance,
the size of a tennis ball, permanently lodged inside the luminous ball,
flush with its surface, about two feet back from the crest of a person's
right shoulder blade.
The luminous ball is much
larger than the human body. The spot of intense brilliance is part of this
ball of energy, and it is located on a place at the height of the shoulder
blades, an arm's length from a person's back. The old sorcerers named it
the assemblage point after seeing what it does. It makes us
perceive. In human beings, perception is assembled there, on that point.
Seeing that all living beings have such a point of
brilliance, the old sorcerers surmised that perception in general must
take place on that spot, in whatever pertinent manner.
What they saw that made them conclude that perception
takes place on the assemblage point was first, that out of the millions of
the universe's luminous energy filaments passing through the entire
luminous ball, only a small number pass directly through the assemblage
point, as should be expected since it is small in comparison with the
whole. Next, they saw that a
spherical extra glow, slightly bigger than the assemblage point, always
surrounds it, greatly intensifying the luminosity of the filaments passing
directly through that glow.
Finally, they
saw two things. One, that the assemblage points of human
beings can dislodge themselves from the spot where they are usually
located. And, two, that when the assemblage point is on its habitual
position, perception and awareness seem to be normal, judging by the
normal behavior of the subjects being observed. But when their assemblage
points and surrounding glowing spheres are on a different position than
the habitual one, their unusual behavior seems to be the proof that their
awareness is different, that they are perceiving in an unfamiliar
manner. The conclusion the old sorcerers drew from
all this was that the greater the displacement of the assemblage point
from its customary position, the more unusual the consequent behavior and,
evidently, the consequent awareness and perception.
Notice that when I talk about seeing , I always say
"having the appearance of" or "seemed like." Everything one
sees is so unique that there is no way to talk about it
except by comparing it to something known to us.
The most adequate example of this difficulty is the way sorcerers talk
about the assemblage point and the glow that surrounds it. They describe
them as brightness, yet it cannot be brightness, because seers
see them without their eyes. They have to fill out the
difference, however, and say that the assemblage point is a spot of light
and that around it there is a halo, a glow. We are so visual, so ruled by
our predator's perception, that everything we see must be
rendered in terms of what the predator's eye normally sees.
After seeing what the assemblage point and its
surrounding glow seemed to be doing, the old sorcerers advanced an
explanation. They proposed that in human beings the assemblage point, by
focusing its glowing sphere on the universe's filaments of energy that
pass directly through it, automatically and without premeditation
assembles those filaments into a steady perception of the world.
How those filaments are assembled into a steady perception
of the world, no one can possibly know. Sorcerers see the
movement of energy, but just seeing the movement of energy
cannot tell them how or why energy moves.
Seeing that millions of conscious energy filaments pass
through the assemblage point, the old sorcerers postulated that in passing
through it they come together, amassed by the glow that surrounds it.
After seeing that the glow is extremely dim in people who
have been rendered unconscious or are about to die, and that it is totally
absent from corpses, they were convinced that this glow is
awareness.
The assemblage point and its
surrounding glow are the mark of life and consciousness. The inescapable
conclusion of the sorcerers of antiquity was that awareness and perception
go together and are tied to the assemblage point and the glow that
surrounds it.
I can't explain to you why, but
there is no way sorcerers can be mistaken about their seeing
. Now the conclusions they arrive at from their seeing might
be wrong, but that would be because they are naive, uncultivated. In order
to avoid this disaster, sorcerers have to cultivate their minds, in
whatever form they can.
It certainly would be
infinitely safer for sorcerers to remain solely at the level of describing
what they see , but the temptation to conclude and explain,
even if only to oneself, is far too great to resist.
When the assemblage point is displaced to another position, a new
conglomerate of millions of luminous energy filaments come together on
that point. The sorcerers of antiquity saw this and concluded
that since the glow of awareness is always present wherever the assemblage
point is, perception is automatically assembled there. Because of the
different position of the assemblage point, the resulting world, however,
cannot be our world of daily affairs.
The old
sorcerers were capable of distinguishing two types of assemblage point
displacement. One was a displacement to any position on the surface or in
the interior of the luminous ball; this displacement they called a
shift of the assemblage point. The other was a displacement
to a position outside the luminous ball; they called this displacement a
movement of the assemblage point. They found out that the
difference between a shift and a movement was the nature of the perception
each allows.
Since the shifts of the assemblage
point are displacements within the luminous ball, the worlds engendered by
them, no matter how bizarre or wondrous or unbelievable they might be, are
still worlds within the human domain. The human domain is the energy
filaments that pass through the entire luminous ball. By contrast,
movements of the assemblage point, since they are displacements to
positions outside the luminous ball, engage filaments of energy that are
beyond the human realm. Perceiving such filaments engenders worlds that
are beyond comprehension, inconceivable worlds with no trace of human
antecedents in them.
This business of the
assemblage point is an idea so farfetched, so inadmissible that there is
only one thing for you to do. See the assemblage point! It
isn't that difficult to see . The difficulty is in breaking
the retaining wall we all have in our minds that holds us in place. To
break it, all we need is energy. Once we have energy, seeing
happens to us by itself. The trick is in abandoning our fort of
self-complacency and false security.
It
is just a matter of having energy. The hard part is
convincing yourself that it can be done. For this, you need to trust the
nagual. The marvel of sorcery is that every sorcerer has to prove
everything with his own experience. I am telling you about the principles
of sorcery not with the hope that you will memorize them but with the hope
that you will practice them.
Our link is with the
spirit itself and only incidentally with the man who brings us its
message.
The assemblage point has nothing to do
with what we normally perceive as the body. It's part of the luminous egg,
which is our energy self.
It is displaced through
energy currents. Jolts of energy, originating outside or inside our energy
shape. These are usually unpredictable currents that happen randomly, but
with sorcerers they are very predictable currents that obey the
sorcerer's intent .
Every sorcerer
feels them. Every human being does, for that matter, but average human
beings are too busy with their own pursuits to pay any attention to
feelings like that.
When the assemblage point
moves outside the energy shape it pushes the contours of the energy shape
out, without breaking its energy boundaries.
The
end result of a movement of the assemblage point is a total change in the
energy shape of a human being. Instead of a ball or an egg, he becomes
something resembling a smoking pipe. The tip of the stem is the assemblage
point, and the bowl of the pipe is what remains of the luminous ball. If
the assemblage point keeps on moving, a moment comes when the luminous
ball becomes a thin line of energy. What makes mankind homogeneous is the
fact that we are all luminous balls.
Another topic
of our explanations is the indispensability of energetic uniformity and
cohesion for the purpose of perceiving. Mankind perceives the world we
know, in the terms we do, only because we share energetic uniformity and
cohesion. We automatically attain these two conditions of energy in the
course of our rearing. They are so taken for granted we do not realize
their vital importance until we are faced with the possibility of
perceiving worlds other than the world we know. At those moments, it
becomes evident that we need a new appropriate energetic uniformity and
cohesion to perceive coherently and totally.
Man's
energetic shape has uniformity in the sense that every human being on
earth has the form of a ball or an egg. And the fact that man's energy
holds itself together as a ball or an egg proves it has cohesion. An
example of a new uniformity and cohesion is the old sorcerers' energetic
shape when it became a line: every one of them uniformly became a line and
cohesively remained a line. Uniformity and cohesion at a line level
permitted those old sorcerers to perceive a homogeneous new
world.
The key to acquiring uniformity and
cohesion is the position of the assemblage point, or rather the fixation
of the assemblage point.
Those old sorcerers could
have reverted to being egglike but they did not. And then the line
cohesion set in and made it impossible for them to go back. What really
crystallized that line cohesion and prevented them but making the journey
back was a matter of choice and greed. The scope of what those sorcerers
were able to perceive and do as lines of energy was astronomically greater
than what an average man or any average sorcerer can do or
perceive.
The human domain when one is an energy
ball is whatever energy filaments pass through the space within the ball's
boundaries. Normally, we perceive not all the human domain but perhaps
only one thousandth of it. If we take this into consideration, the
enormity of what the old sorcerers did becomes apparent; they extended
themselves into a line a thousand times the size of a man as an energy
ball and perceived all the energy filaments that passed through that
line. Make a giant effort to understand the new
model of energy configuration I am outlining for you.
To understand all this certainly isn't an exercise for your reason.
I have no way of explaining what sorcerers mean by filaments inside and
outside the human shape. When seers see the human energy
shape, they see one single ball of energy. If there is
another ball next to it, the other ball is seen again as a
single ball of energy. The idea of a multitude of luminous balls comes
from our knowledge of human crowds. In the universe of energy, there are
only single individuals, alone, surrounded by the boundless. You must
see that for yourself.
To rearrange
uniformity and cohesion means to enter into the second attention by
retaining the assemblage point on its new position and keeping it from
sliding back to its original spot.
The old
sorcerers called the result of fixing the assemblage point on new
positions the second attention. And they treated the second attention as
an area of all-inclusive activity, just as the attention of the daily
world is. Sorcerers really have two complete areas for their endeavors: a
small one, called the first attention or the awareness of our daily world
or the fixation of the assemblage point on its habitual position; and a
much larger area, the second attention or the awareness of other worlds or
the fixation of the assemblage point on each of an enormous number of new
positions.
Every time anyone enters into the
second attention, the assemblage point is on a different position. To
remember that experience, then, means to relocate the assemblage point on
the exact position it occupied at the time those entrances into the second
attention occurred. Not only do sorcerers have total and absolute recall
but they relive every experience they had in the second attention by this
act of returning their assemblage point to each of those specific
positions.
Sorcerers dedicate a lifetime to fulfilling this task of
remembering.
Learning something in the second
attention is just like learning when we were children. What we learn
remains with us for live.
Entering into the second
attention forces you to sustain, for long periods of time, new positions
of your assemblage point and to perceive coherently in them, that is to
say, it forces you to rearrange your uniformity and cohesion.
The assemblage point becomes very easily displaced during
sleep. Dreams are totally associated with that displacement. The greater
the displacement, the more unusual the dream or vice versa: the more
unusual the dream, the greater the displacement.
Sorcerers view dreaming as an extremely sophisticated art;
the art of displacing the assemblage point at will from its habitual
position in order to enhance and enlarge the scope of what can be
perceived.
The art of dreaming is
anchored on five conditions in the energy flow of human beings.
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. Only the energy filaments that pass directly through the
assemblage point can be assembled into coherent perception.
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If the assemblage point is displaced to another position, no matter
how minute the displacement, different and unaccustomed energy filaments
begin to pass through it, engaging awareness and forcing the assembling
of these unaccustomed energy fields into a steady, coherent
perception.
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In the course of ordinary dreams, the assemblage point becomes
easily displaced by itself to another position on the surface or in the
interior of the luminous egg.
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The assemblage point can be made to move to positions outside the
luminous egg, into the energy filaments of the universe at
large.
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Through discipline it is possible to cultivate and perform, in the
course of sleep and ordinary dreams, a systematic displacement of the
assemblage point.
As a preamble to the first lesson in dreaming , I will
talk about the second attention as a progression: beginning as an idea
that comes to us more like a curiosity than an actual possibility; turning
into something that can only be felt, as a sensation is felt; and finally
evolving into a state of being, or a realm of practicalities, or a
preeminent force that opens for us worlds beyond our wildest
fantasies.
Being a by-product of a displacement of
the assemblage point, the second attention does not happen naturally but
must be intended, beginning with intending it as
an idea and ending up with intending it as a steady and
controlled awareness of the assemblage points displacement.
The first step to power is to set up dreaming .
To set up dreaming means to have a precise and practical
command over the general situation of a dream.
This control is no different from the control we have over any situation
in our daily lives. Sorcerers are used to it and get it every time they
want or need to. In order for you to get used to it yourself I taught you
to look at your hands while dreaming .

Explanations always call for deep
thought. But when you actually dream, be as light as a feather.
Dreaming has to be performed with integrity and seriousness,
but in the midst of laughter and with the confidence of someone who
doesn't have a worry in the world. Only under these conditions can our
dreams actually be turned into dreaming .

I selected your hands as something to
look for in your dreams because they will always be there. Looking for
anything else is just as valid provided that you pick one thing in advance
and stay with it night after night until you succeed in finding it. The
goal of the exercise is not finding a specific thing but engaging your
dreaming attention.
The
dreaming attention is the control one acquires over one's
dreams upon fixating the assemblage point on any new position to which it
has been displaced during dreams. The dreaming attention is
an incomprehensible facet of awareness that exists by itself, waiting for
a moment when we would entice it, a moment when we would give it purpose;
it is a veiled faculty that every one of us has in reserve but never has
the opportunity to use in everyday life.
There are
seven gates and dreamers have to open all seven of them, one
at a time. There are entrances and exits in the energy flow of the
universe. In the specific case of dreaming , there are seven
entrances, experienced as obstacles, which sorcerers call the seven gates
of dreaming .
The first gate is a
threshold we must cross by becoming aware of a particular sensation before
deep sleep. A sensation which is like a pleasant heaviness that doesn't
let us open our eyes. We reach that gate the instant we become aware that
we're falling asleep, suspended in darkness and heaviness. There are no
steps to follow. One just intends to become aware of falling
asleep.
Intent or
intending is something very difficult to talk about. I or
anyone else would sound idiotic trying to explain it. Bear that in mind
when you hear what I have to say next: sorcerers intend
anything they set themselves to intend , simply by
intending it.
For sorcerers, because
the statement I made pertains to intent and
intending , understanding it pertains to the realm of energy.
Sorcerers believe that if one would intend that statement for
the energy body, the energy body would understand it in terms entirely
different from those of the mind. The trick is to reach the energy body.
For that you need energy.
The energy body would
understand that statement in terms of a bodily feeling, which is hard to
describe. You'll have to experience it to know what I mean.
Intending is a subject not for your reason but for your
energy body. At this point, you can't yet comprehend the import of all
this, not only because you don't have sufficient energy but because you're
not intending anything. If you were, your energy body would
comprehend immediately that the only way to intend is by
focusing your intent on whatever you want to
intend .
The goal of
dreaming is to intend the energy body. In this
particular instance, since we're talking about the first gate of
dreaming , the goal of dreaming is to
intend that your energy body becomes aware that you are
falling asleep. Don't try to force yourself to be aware of falling asleep.
Let your energy body do it. To intend is to wish without
wishing, to do without doing.
Accept the challenge
of intending . Put your silent determination, without a
single thought, into convincing yourself that you have reached your energy
body and that you are a dreamer . Doing this will
automatically put you in the position to be aware that you are falling
asleep.
When you hear that you have to convince
yourself, you automatically become more rational. How can you convince
yourself you are a dreamer when you know you are not?
Intending is both: the act of convincing yourself you are
indeed a dreamer , although you have never dreamt before, and
the act of being convinced.
I don't mean you have
to tell yourself you are a dreamer and try your best to
believe it. It isn't that.
Intending is much
simpler and, at the same time, infinitely more complex than that. It
requires imagination, discipline, and purpose. In this case, to
intend means that you get an unquestionable bodily knowledge
that you are a dreamer .
You feel you are a
dreamer with all the cells of your body.
You must reach your energy body on your own. Intending
the first gate of dreaming is one of the means discovered by
the sorcerers of antiquity for reaching the second attention and the
energy body.
To ask a dreamer to find
a determined item in his dreams is a subterfuge. The real issue is to
become aware that one is falling asleep. And, strange as it may seem, that
doesn't happen by commanding oneself to be aware that one is falling
asleep but by sustaining the sight of whatever one is looking at in a
dream.
Dreamers take quick,
deliberate glances at everything present in a dream. If they focus their
dreaming attention on something specific, it is only as a
point of departure. From there, dreamers move on to look at
other items in the dream's content, returning to the point of departure as
many times as possible.
All that is required is
your awareness of falling asleep. Dreaming has to be a very
sober affair. No false movement can be afforded. Dreaming is
a process of awakening, of gaining control. Our dreaming
attention must be systematically exercised, for it is the door to the
second attention.
The difference between the
dreaming attention and the second attention is that the
second attention is like an ocean, and the dreaming attention
is like a river feeding into it. The second attention is the condition of
being aware of total worlds, total like our world is total, while the
dreaming attention is the condition of being aware of the
items of our dreams.

The dreaming attention is the key to every movement in the
sorcerers' world. Among the multitude of items in our dreams, there exist
real energetic interferences, things that have been put in our dreams
extraneously, by an alien force. To be able to find them and follow them
is sorcery.
Dreams are, if not a door, a hatch
into other worlds. As such, dreams are a two-way street. Our awareness
goes through that hatch into other realms, and those other realms send
scouts into our dreams.
Those scouts are energy
charges that get mixed with the items of our normal dreams. They are
bursts of foreign energy that come into our dreams, and we interpret them
as items familiar or unfamiliar to us.
Dreams are
a hatch into other realms of perception. Through that hatch, currents of
unfamiliar energy seep in. Then the mind or the brain or whatever takes
those currents of energy and turns them into parts of our
dreams.
Sorcerers are aware of those currents of
foreign energy. They notice them and strive to isolate them from the
normal items of their dreams.
They isolate them
because they come from other realms. If we follow them to their source,
they serve us as guides into areas of such mystery that sorcerers shiver
at the mere mention of such a possibility.
Sorcerers isolate them from the normal items of their dreams by the
exercise and control of their dreaming attention. At one
moment, our dreaming attention discovers them among the items
of a dream and focuses on them, then the total dream collapses, leaving
only the foreign energy.
I'm going to repeat what
you must do in your dreams in order to pass the first gate of
dreaming . First you must focus your gaze on your hands as
the starting point. Then shift your gaze to other items and look at them
in brief glances. Focus your gaze on as many things as you can. Remember
that if you glance only briefly, then the images don't shift. Then go back
to your hands.
To pass the first gate of
dreaming means that, first of all, we have reached the first
gate of dreaming by becoming aware that we are falling
asleep, or by having a gigantically real dream, and second, that we have
crossed it by being able to sustain the sight of any item of our
dreams.
In order to offset the evanescent quality
of dreams, sorcerers have devised the use of the starting point item.
Every time you isolate it and look at it, you get a surge of energy. As
soon as the images begin to shift and you feel you are losing control, go
back to your starting point item and start all over again.
The most astounding thing that happens to
dreamers is that, on reaching the first gate, they also reach
the energy body. The energy body is the
counterpart of the physical body. A ghostlike configuration made of pure
energy. The physical body also is made out of energy.
The difference is that the energy body has only appearance but no
mass. Since it's pure energy, it can perform acts that are beyond the
possibilities of the physical body; such as transporting itself in one
instant to the ends of the universe. And dreaming is the art
of tempering the energy body, of making it supple and coherent by
gradually exercising it.
Through
dreaming we condense the energy body until it's a unit
capable of perceiving. Its perception, although affected by our normal way
of perceiving the daily world, is an independent perception. It has its
own sphere.
That sphere is energy. The energy body
deals with energy in terms of energy. There are three ways in which it
deals with energy in dreaming : it can perceive energy as it
flows, or it can use energy to boost itself like a rocket into unexpected
areas, or it can perceive as we ordinarily perceive the world.
To perceive energy as it flows means to see .
It means that the energy body sees energy directly as a light
or as a vibrating current of sorts or as a disturbance. Or It feels it
directly as a jolt or as a sensation that can even be pain.
Since energy is its sphere, it is no problem for the energy
body to use currents of energy that exist in the universe to propel
itself. All it has to do is isolate them, and off it goes with
them.
Sorcerers isolate in their dreams scouts
from other realms. Their energy bodies do that. They recognize energy and
go for it. But it isn't desirable for dreamers to indulge in
searching for scouts. I was reluctant to tell you about it, because of the
facility with which one can get swayed be that search.
Reaching, with deliberate control, the first gate of
dreaming is a way of arriving at the energy body. But to
maintain that gain is predicated on energy alone. Sorcerers get that
energy by redeploying, in a more intelligent manner, the energy they have
and use for perceiving the daily world.
We all
have a determined quantity of basic energy. That quantity is all the
energy we have, and we use all of it for perceiving and dealing with our
engulfing world. There is no more energy for us anywhere and, since our
available energy is already engaged, there is not a single bit left in us
for any extraordinary perception, such as dreaming
.
That leaves us to scrounge energy for ourselves,
wherever we can find it.
Sorcerers have a
scrounging method. They intelligently redeploy their energy by cutting
down anything they consider superfluous in their lives. They call this
method the sorcerers' way. In essence, the sorcerers' way is a chain of
behavioral choices for dealing with the world, choices much more
intelligent than those our progenitors taught us. These sorcerers' choices
are designed to revamp our lives by altering our basic reactions about
being alive.
Those basic reactions are the two
ways of facing our being alive. One is to surrender to it, either by
acquiescing to its demands or by fighting those demands. The other is by
molding our particular life situation to fit our own
configurations. One's particular life situation
can be molded to fit one's specifications. Dreamers do that.
A wild statement? Not really, if you consider how little we know about
ourselves.
My interest, as a teacher, is to get
you thoroughly involved with the themes of life and being alive; that is
to say, with the difference between life, as a consequence of biological
forces, and the act of being alive, as a matter of cognition.
When sorcerers talk about molding one's life situation they
mean molding the awareness of being alive. Through molding this awareness,
we can get enough energy to reach and sustain the energy body, and with it
we can certainly mold the total direction and consequences of our
lives.

Don't merely
think about what I have told you. Turn my concepts into a viable way of
life by a process of repetition. Everything new in our lives, such as the
sorcerers' concepts I am teaching you, must be repeated to us to the point
of exhaustion before we open ourselves to it. Repetition is the way our
progenitors socialized us to function in the daily world.

As we tighten the control over our
dreams, we tighten the mastery over our dreaming attention.
The dreaming attention comes into play when it is called,
when it is given a purpose. Its coming into play is not really a process,
as one would normally understand a process, that is as an ongoing system
of operations or a series of actions or functions that bring about an end
result. It is rather an awakening. Something dormant becomes suddenly
functional. A
dreaming teacher must create a didactic synthesis in order to
emphasize a given point. In essence, what I wanted with your first task
was to exercise your dreaming attention by focusing it on the
items of your dreams. To this effect I used as a spearhead the idea of
being aware of falling asleep. My subterfuge was to say that the only way
to be aware of falling asleep is to examine the elements of one's
dreams.
Exercising the dreaming
attention is the essential point in dreaming . To the mind,
however, it seems impossible that one can train oneself to be aware at the
level of dreams. The active element of such training is persistence. The
mind and all its rational defenses cannot cope with persistence. Sooner or
later, the mind's barriers fall, under its impact, and the
dreaming attention blooms.
As you
practice focusing and holding your dreaming attention on the
items of your dreams your entering into the second attention. This calls
for even more sobriety on your part. Go slowly, but don't stop, and about
all, don't talk about it. Just do it.
If one takes
short glances at everything in a dream, the images do not dissolve. The
difficult part is to break the initial barrier that prevents us from
bringing dreams to our conscious attention.
This
barrier is in part a psychological one created by our socialization, which
puts a premium on disregarding dreams. But the barrier is more than
socialization. It's the first gate of dreaming . The first
gate of dreaming has to do with the flow of energy in the
universe. It's a natural obstacle.
The energy
needed to release our dreaming attention from its
socialization prison comes from redeploying our existing energy. The
emergence of our dreaming attention is a direct corollary of
revamping our lives. Since we have no way to plug into any external source
for a boost of energy, we must redeploy our existing energy, by any means
available.
The sorcerers' way is the best means to
oil, so to speak, the wheels of energy redeployment. Of all the items in
the sorcerers' way, the most effective is losing
self-importance . This is indispensable for everything sorcerers
do, and for this reason I put an enormous emphasis on guiding all my
students to fulfill this requirement. Self-importance is not only the
sorcerer's supreme enemy but the nemesis of mankind.
Most of our energy goes into upholding our importance. This is most
obvious in our endless worry about the presentation of the self, about
whether or not we are admired or liked or acknowledged. If we are capable
of losing some of that importance, two extraordinary things happen to us.
One, we free our energy from trying to maintain the illusory idea of our
grandeur; and, two, we provide ourselves with enough energy to enter into
the second attention to catch a glimpse of the actual grandeur of the
universe.
The capability of examining the contents
of one's dreams is the product of a natural configuration of our being,
similar to our capability of walking. We are physically conditioned to
walk only in one manner, bipedally, yet it takes a monumental effort for
us to learn to walk.

We are not alone in this world. There are other worlds available to
dreamers , total worlds. From those other total worlds,
energetic entities sometimes come to us.
You can't
explain dreaming by way of things you know or suspect you
know. Believe me, the most extravagant feature of sorcery is that
configuration called out of this world.

You reach the second gate of
dreaming when you wake up from a dream into another dream.
You can have as many dreams as you want or as many as you are capable of,
but you must exercise adequate control and not wake up in the world we
know.
I'm not saying that you should never wake up
in this world. But I have to tell you that that is an alternative. The
sorcerers of antiquity used to do that, never wake up in the world we
know. It certainly can be done, but I don't recommend it. What I want is
for you to wake up naturally when you are through with
dreaming , but while you are dreaming , I want
you to dream that you wake up in another dream.
This control is no different from the control we have over any situation
in our daily lives.
There's one problem with the
second gate. It's a problem that can be serious, depending on one's bent
of character. If our tendency is to indulge in clinging to things or
situations, we are in for a sock in the jaw.
Imagine yourself going from dream to dream, watching everything, examining
every detail. It's very easy to realize that one may sink to mortal
depths. Especially if one is given to indulging.
Wouldn't the body or the brain naturally put a stop to it? Yes, if it's a
natural sleeping situation, meaning normal. But this is not a normal
situation. This is dreaming . A dreamer on
crossing the first gate has already reached the energy body. So what is
really going through the second gate, hopping from dream to dream, is the
energy body.
The implication is that on crossing
the second gate you must intend a greater and more sober
control over your dreaming attention: the only safety valve
for dreamers .
You will find out for
yourself that the true goal of dreaming is to perfect the
energy body. A perfect energy body, among other things of course, has such
a control over the dreaming attention that it makes it stop
when needed. This is the safety valve dreamers have. No
matter how indulging they might be, at a given time, their
dreaming attention must make them surface.
Crossing the second gate is a very serious affair; it requires a
most disciplined effort.
I told you that one has
to wake up in another dream, but what I meant is that one has to change
dreams in an orderly and precise manner.
There are
two ways of properly crossing the second gate of dreaming .
One is to wake up in another dream, that is to say, to dream that one is
having a dream and then dream that one wakes up from it. The alternative
is to use the items of a dream to trigger another dream; that is, zoom
from a definite item accessible to your immediate dreaming
attention to another one, not quite accessible. Or gaze at any item of a
dream, maintaining the gaze until the item changes shape and, by changing
shape, pulls you into another dream.

Life and consciousness, being exclusively a
matter of energy, are not solely the property of organisms. Sorcerers have
seen that there are two types of conscious beings roaming the
earth, the organic and the inorganic. In comparing one with the other,
they have seen that both are luminous masses crossed from
every imaginable angle by millions of the universe's energy filaments.
They are different from each other in their shape and in their degree of
brightness. Inorganic beings are long and candlelike but opaque, whereas
organic beings are round and by far the brighter. Another noteworthy
difference sorcerers have seen , is that the life and
consciousness of organic beings is short-lived, because they are made to
hurry, whereas the life of inorganic beings is infinitely longer and their
consciousness infinitely more calm and deeper.
Sorcerers find no problem interacting with them. Inorganic beings possess
the crucial ingredient for interaction, consciousness.
For sorcerers, having life means having consciousness. It means
having an assemblage point and its surrounding glow of awareness, a
condition that points out to sorcerers that the being in front of them,
organic or inorganic, is thoroughly capable of perceiving. Perceiving is
understood by sorcerers as the precondition of being alive.
The inorganic beings must also die. They lose their
awareness just like we do, except that the length of their consciousness
is staggering to the mind.
It's very difficult to
tell what is what with them. Let's say that those beings are enticed by us
or, better yet, compelled to interact with us.
The
proper thing to do is to suspend judgment and let things take their
course, meaning that you let the inorganic beings come to you.
The difficulty with inorganic beings is that their awareness
is very slow in comparison with ours. It will take years for a sorcerer to
be acknowledged by inorganic beings. So, it is advisable to have patience
and wait. Sooner or later they show up. But not like you or I would show
up. Theirs is a most peculiar way to make themselves known.
Sorcerers entice them in dreaming . What's
involved, though, is more than enticing them; by the act of
dreaming , sorcerers compel those beings to interact with
them.
Dreaming is sustaining the
position where the assemblage point has shifted in dreams. This act
creates a distinctive energy charge, which attracts their attention. It's
like bait to fish; they'll go for it. Sorcerers, by reaching and crossing
the first two gates of dreaming , set bait for those beings
and compel them to appear.
By going through the
two gates, you make your bidding known to them. Then, you must wait for a
sign from them; possibly the appearance of one of them, or simply some
interference in your dreaming .
You
must gauge your expectations. Our normal expectation when engaging in
interaction with our fellow men or with other organic beings is to get an
immediate reply to our solicitation. With inorganic beings, however, since
they are separated from us by a most formidable barrier--energy that moves
at a different speed--sorcerers must gauge their expectations and sustain
the solicitation for as long as it takes to be acknowledged.
The solicitation is the same as the dreaming
practices. But for a perfect result, you must add to your practices
the intent of reaching those inorganic beings. Send a feeling
of power and confidence to them, a feeling of strength, of detachment.
Avoid at any cost sending a feeling of fear or morbidity. They are pretty
morbid by themselves; to add your morbidity to them is unnecessary, to say
the least.
They do, at times, materialize
themselves in the daily world, right in front of us. Most of the time,
though, their invisible presence is marked by a bodily jolt, a shiver of
sorts that comes from the marrow of the bones.
In
dreaming we have the total opposite. At times, we feel them
as a jolt of fear. Most of the time, they materialize themselves right in
front of us. Since at the beginning of dreaming we have no
experience whatsoever with them, they might imbue us with fear beyond
measure. That is a real danger to us. Through the channel of fear, they
can follow us to the daily world, with disastrous results for
us.
Fear can settle down in our lives, and we
would have to be mavericks to deal with it. Inorganic beings can be worse
than a pest. Through fear they can easily drive us raving mad.
What sorcerers do with the inorganic beings is mingle with
them. They turn them into allies. They form associations, create
extraordinary friendships. I call them vast enterprises, where perception
plays the uppermost role. We are social beings. We unavoidably seek the
company of consciousness.
With inorganic beings,
the secret is not to fear them. And this must be done from the beginning.
The intent one has to send out to them has to be of power and
abandon. In that intent one must encode the message "I don't
fear you. Come to see me. If you do, I'll welcome you. If you don't want
to come, I'll miss you." With a message like this, they'll get so curious
that they'll come for sure.
Why should they come
to seek you, or why on earth should you seek them? Dreamers ,
whether they like it or not, in their dreaming seek
associations with other beings. This may come to you as a shock, but
dreamers automatically seek groups of beings, nexuses of
inorganic beings in this case. Dreamers seek them avidly. Why
would dreamers do that? The novelty for us is the inorganic
beings. And the novelty for them is one of our kind crossing the
boundaries of their realm. The thing you must bear in mind from now on is
that inorganic beings with their superb consciousness exert a tremendous
pull over dreamers and can easily transport them into worlds
beyond description.
The sorcerers of antiquity
used them, and they are the ones who coined the name allies. Their allies
taught them to move the assemblage point out of the egg's boundaries into
the nonhuman universe. So when they transport a sorcerer, they transport
him to worlds beyond the human domain.
Think about
dreaming in these terms: dreaming is perceiving
more than what we believe it is possible to perceive.
The second attention is available to all of us, but, by willfully
holding on to our half-cocked rationality, some of us more fiercely than
others, we keep the second attention at arm's length.
Dreaming brings down the barriers that surround and insulate
the second attention.
If the inorganic beings
single a dreamer out by reappearing over and over again in
his dreaming , it means that they seek an association. I've
mentioned to you that sorcerers form bonds of friendship with them. Such a
friendship consists of a mutual exchange of energy. The inorganic beings
supply their high awareness, and sorcerers supply their heightened
awareness and high energy. The positive result is an even exchange. The
negative one is dependency on both parties. Once they have singled a
dreamer out the dreamer can summon them in his
normal daily awareness, size them up, and then decide himself what to
do.
You summon them by holding your dream view of
them in your mind. The reason they would saturate a dreamer
with their presence in his dreams is that they want to create a memory of
their shape in his mind.
You can then use that
memory by closing your eyes and visualize their shape until they are just
like they are in your dreams. When you have them in focus, open your eyes,
then get up and grab one of them and don't let go, no matter how it shakes
you. You drop it and you're done for!
If you feel
the inorganic being's energy like water you are not going to have helping
friends among the inorganic beings, but relationships of annoying
dependency. Be, in that case, extremely careful. Watery inorganic beings
are more given to excesses. The old sorcerers believed that they were more
loving, more capable of imitating, or perhaps even having feelings. As
opposed to the other kind, the fiery ones, who were thought to be more
serious, more contained than the others, but also more pompous.
My recommendation is that you vanquish fear from your dreams
and from your life, in order to safeguard your unity.
In matters of the inorganic beings, I am nearly a novice. I refused
that part of the sorcerers' knowledge on the ground that it is too
cumbersome and capricious. I don't want to be at the mercy of any entity,
organic or inorganic. By
means of their dreaming contacts with inorganic beings, the
old sorcerers became immensely well-versed in the manipulation of the
assemblage point, a vast and ominous subject.
The
inorganic beings have never been my cup of tea. My reason for that is the
best reason in the world: we are antithetical. They love slavery, and I
love freedom. They love to buy, and I don't sell.
The best thing to do with inorganic beings is deny their existence but
visit with them regularly and maintain that you are dreaming
and in dreaming anything is possible. This way you don't
commit yourself.
If one is to accept that
inorganic beings are as real as people, where, in the physicality of the
universe, is the realm in which they exist? That realm exists in a
particular position of the assemblage point. Just like our world exists in
the habitual position of the assemblage point.
Upon crossing the first or second gate of dreaming ,
dreamers reach a threshold of energy and begin to see things
or to hear voices. Not really plural voices, but a singular voice.
Sorcerers call it the voice of the dreaming
emissary.
The dreaming emissary is
alien energy that has conciseness. Alien energy that purports to aid
dreamers by telling them things. The problem with the
dreaming emissary is that it can tell only what the sorcerers
already know or should know, were they worth their salt. It's alien
energy. An impersonal force that we turn into a very personal one because
it has a voice. Some sorcerers swear by it. They even see it.
We see it or hear it because we maintain our assemblage
points fixed on a specific new position; the more intense this fixation,
the more intense our experience of the emissary.
This force is capable of materializing itself. It all depends on how fixed
the assemblage point is. But, rest assured, if you are capable of
maintaining a degree of detachment, nothing happens. The emissary remains
what it is: an impersonal force that acts on us because of the fixation of
our assemblage points.
Is its advice safe and
sound? It cannot be advice. It only tells us what's what, and then we draw
the inferences ourselves.
It's just like I said,
the emissary doesn't tell you anything new. Its statements are correct,
but it only seems to be revealing things to you. What the emissary does is
merely repeat what you already know.
You know now
infinitely more about the mystery of the universe than what you rationally
suspect. But that's our human malady, to know more about the mystery of
the universe than we suspect.
The emissary tells
me anything I focus my intent on, things I don't want to take
the trouble of following up myself.
Let's say that
the dreaming emissary is a force that comes from the realm of
inorganic beings. This is the reason dreamers always
encounter it. Every dreamer hears or sees the emissary though
very few see it or feel it. I don't have any explanation for this,
besides, I really don't care about the emissary. At one point in my life,
I had to make a decision whether to concentrate on the inorganic beings
and follow in the footsteps of the old sorcerers or to refuse it all. My
teacher helped me make up my mind to refuse it. I've never regretted that
decision.
The whole realm of inorganic beings is
always poised to teach. Perhaps because inorganic beings have a deeper
consciousness than ours, they feel compelled to take us under their wings.
I didn't see any point in becoming their pupil--their price is to
high--their price is our lives, our energy, our devotion to them. In other
words, our freedom.
They teach things pertinent to
their world. The same way we ourselves would teach them, if we were
capable of teaching them, things pertinent to our world. Their method,
however, is to take our basic self as a gauge of what we need and then
teach us accordingly. A most dangerous affair.
If
someone was going to take your basic self as a gauge, with all your fears
and greed and envy, et cetera, et cetera, and teach you what fulfills that
horrible state of being, what do you think the result would be?
The problem with the old sorcerers was that they learned
wonderful things, but on the basis of their unadulterated lower selves.
The inorganic beings became their allies, and, by means of deliberate
examples, they taught the old sorcerers marvels. Their allies performed
the actions, and the old sorcerers were guided step by step to copy those
actions, without changing anything about their basic nature.
Involvements of this nature curtail our search for freedom
by consuming all our available energy.
If a
sorcerer wants to live in the realm of the inorganic beings, the emissary
is the perfect bridge; it speaks, and its bent is to teach, to
guide.
I neither approve of that realm nor like
it. It belongs to another mood, the old sorcerers' mood. Besides, its
teachings and guidance in our world are nonsense. And for that nonsense
the emissary charges us enormities in terms of energy.

Just because we haven't been taught
to emphasize dreams as a genuine field for exploration doesn't mean they
are not one. Dreams are analyzed for their meaning or are taken as
portents, but never are they taken as a realm of real events.
To my knowledge, only the old sorcerers did that. But at the
end they flubbed it. They got greedy, and when they came to a crucial
crossroads, they took the wrong fork. They put all their eggs in one
basket: the fixation of the assemblage point on the thousands of positions
it can adopt.
Out of all the marvelous things the
old sorcerers learned exploring those thousands of positions, only the art
of dreaming and the art of stalking remain. The
art of dreaming is concerned with the displacement of the
assemblage point. Stalking is the art that deals with the
fixation of the assemblage point on any location to which it is
displaced.
To fixate the assemblage point on any
new spot means to acquire cohesion. An apprentice does just that in his
dreaming practices. He is perfecting his energy body. He is
doing that and much more; he is learning to have cohesion.
Dreaming does it by forcing dreamers to fixate
the assemblage point. The dreaming attention, the energy
body, the second attention, the relationship with inorganic beings, the
dreaming emissary are but by-products of acquiring cohesion;
in other words, they are all by-products of fixating the assemblage point
on a number of dreaming positions .
A
dreaming position is any new position to which the assemblage
point has been displaced during sleep. We fixate the assemblage point on a
dreaming position by sustaining the view of any item in our
dreams, or by changing dreams at will. Through his dreaming
practices, an apprentice is really exercising his capacity to be cohesive;
that is to say, he is exercising his capacity to maintain a new energy
shape by holding the assemblage point fixed on the position of any
particular dream he is having. While exercising his capacity to maintain a
new energy shape, he isn't really maintaining a new energy shape yet, not
exactly, and not because he can't but only because he is shifting the
assemblage point instead of moving it. Shifts of the assemblage point give
rise to minute changes, which are practically unnoticeable. The challenge
of shifts is that they are so small and so numerous that to maintain
cohesiveness in all of them is a triumph.
We know
we are maintaining cohesion by the clarity of our perception. The clearer
the view of our dreams, the greater our cohesion.
I'm going to tell you about a practical application of what an apprentice
learns in dreaming . He focuses his attention, as if he is in
a dream, on the foliage of a tree. He doesn't just gaze at it; he does
something very special with the foliage. Remember, I've said that in
dreaming , once you are able to hold the view of any item,
you are really holding the dreaming position of your
assemblage point. So then, an apprentice gazes at the leaves of a tree as
if he is in a dream, but with a slight yet most meaningful variation: he
holds his dreaming attention on the leaves of the tree in the
awareness of our daily world.
By staring at the
foliage, he accomplishes a minute displacement of his assemblage point.
Then, by summoning his dreaming attention through staring at
individual leaves, he actually fixates that minute displacement, and his
cohesion makes him perceive in terms of the second attention. The process
is so simple it is ridiculous.
Our speech faculty
is extremely flimsy and attacks of muteness are common among sorcerers who
venture this way, beyond the limits of normal perception.
It is not possible for one to rely on one's rationality to
understand such an experience as summoning one's dreaming
attention through staring at individual leaves. Not because our
rationality is in any way impaired but because what takes place is a
phenomenon outside the parameters of reason.
Reason is only a by-product of the habitual position of the assemblage
point; therefore, knowing what is going to, being of sound mind, having
our feet on the ground--sources of great pride to us and assumed to be a
natural consequence of our worth--are merely the result of the fixation of
the assemblage point on its habitual place. The more rigid and stationary
it is, the greater our confidence in ourselves, the greater our feeling of
knowing the world, of being able to predict.
What
dreaming does is give us the fluidity to enter into other
worlds by destroying our sense of knowing this world.
Dreaming is a journey of unthinkable dimensions, a journey
that, after making us perceive everything we can humanly perceive, makes
the assemblage point jump outside the human domain and perceive the
inconceivable.
We are back again, harping on the
most important topic of the sorcerers' world; the position of the
assemblage point. The old sorcerers' curse, as well as mankind's thorn in
the side. I say that because both, mankind in general and the old
sorcerers, fell prey to the position of the assemblage point: mankind,
because by not knowing that the assemblage point exists we are obliged to
take the by-product of its habitual position as something final and
indisputable. And the old sorcerers because, although they knew all about
the assemblage point, they fell for its facility to be manipulated. You
must avoid falling into those traps.
Different
worlds exist in the position of the assemblage point. You will have two
choices. One, to follow mankind's rationales and be faced with a
predicament: your experience will tell you that other worlds exist, but
your reason will say that such worlds do not and cannot exist. The other,
to follow the old sorcerers' rationales, in which case you will
automatically accept the existence of other worlds, and your greed alone
will make your assemblage point hold on to the position that creates those
worlds. The result would be another kind of predicament: that of having to
move physically into visionlike realms, driven by expectations of power
and gain.

The
dreaming emissary's voice is an impersonal but constant force
from the realm of inorganic beings; thus, every dreamer
experiences it, in more or less the same terms. And if we choose to take
its words as advice, we are incurable fools.
My
interest in telling you about the old sorcerers is not to bad-mouth them
but to pit them against you. Sooner or later, your assemblage point will
be more fluid, but not fluid enough to offset the facility to be like
them: righteous and hysterical.
There is only one
way to avoid all that. Sorcerers call it sheer understanding. I call it a
romance with knowledge. It's the drive sorcerers use to know, to discover,
to be bewildered.
Seeing children's
assemblage points constantly fluttering, as if moved by tremors, changing
their place with ease, the old sorcerers came to the conclusion that the
assemblage points habitual location is not innate but brought about by
habituation. Seeing also that only in adults is it fixed on
one spot, they surmised that the specific location of the assemblage point
fosters a specific way of perceiving. Through usage, this specific way of
perceiving becomes a system of interpreting sensory data.
Since we are drafted into that system by being born into it, from
the moment of our birth we imperatively strive to adjust our perceiving to
conform to the demands of this system, a system that rules us for life.
Consequently, the old sorcerers were thoroughly right in believing that
the act of countermanding it and perceiving energy directly is what
transforms a person into a sorcerer.
I am in
wonder at the greatest accomplishment of our human upbringing: to lock our
assemblage point on its habitual position. For, once it is immobilized
there, our perception can be coached and guided to interpret what we
perceive. In other words, we can then be guided to perceive more in terms
of our system than in terms of our senses. Human perception is universally
homogeneous, because the assemblage points of the whole human race are
fixed on the same spot.
Sorcerers prove all this
to themselves when they see that at the moment the assemblage
point is displaced beyond a certain threshold, and new universal filaments
of energy begin to be perceived, there is no sense to what we perceive.
The immediate cause is that new sensory data has rendered our system
inoperative; it can no longer be used to interpret what we are
perceiving.
Perceiving without our system is, of
course, chaotic. But strangely enough, when we think we have truly lost
our bearings, our old system rallies; it comes to our rescue and
transforms our new incomprehensible perception into a thoroughly
comprehensible new world. Just like what happens to an apprentice when he
gazes at the leaves of a tree and his dreaming attention
comes forth. His perception is chaotic for a while; everything comes to
him at once, and his system for interpreting the world doesn't function.
Then, the chaos clears up and there he is, in front of a new
world. That world exists in the precise position
of his assemblage point at that moment. In order to perceive it, he needs
cohesion, that is, he needs to maintain his assemblage point fixed on that
position. The result is that he totally perceives a new world for a
while.
Others would perceive that same world if
they had uniformity and cohesion. Uniformity and cohesion is to hold, in
unison, the same position of the assemblage point. The old sorcerers
called the entire act of acquiring uniformity and cohesion outside the
normal world "stalking perception."
The art of
stalking , as I have already said, deals with the fixation of
the assemblage point. The old sorcerers discovered, through practice, that
important as it is to displace the assemblage point, it is even more
important to make it stay fixed on its new position, wherever that new
position might be.
If the assemblage point does
not become stationary, there is no way that we can perceive coherently. We
would experience then a kaleidoscope of disassociated images. This is the
reason the old sorcerers put as much emphasis on dreaming as
they did on stalking . One art cannot exist without the
other, especially for the kinds of activities in which the old sorcerers
were involved.
The old sorcerers called them the
intricacies of the second attention or the grand adventure of the unknown.
These activities stem from the displacements of the assemblage point. Not
only had the old sorcerers learned to displace their assemblage points to
thousands of positions on the surface or on the inside of their energy
masses but they had also learned to fixate their assemblage points on
those positions, and thus retain their cohesiveness, indefinitely. We
can't talk about the benefits of that, we can talk only about end
results.
The cohesiveness of the old sorcerers was
such that it allowed them to become perceptually and physically everything
the specific position of their assemblage points dictated. They could
transform themselves into anything for which they had a specific
inventory. An inventory is all the details of perception involved in
becoming, for example, a jaguar, a bird, an insect, et cetera, et cetera.
It is possible, not so much for you and me, but you them. For them, it was
nothing. The old sorcerers had superb fluidity.
All they needed was the slightest shift of their assemblage points, the
slightest perceptual cue from their dreaming , and they would
instantaneously stalk their perception, rearrange their cohesiveness to
fit their new state of awareness, and be an animal, another person, a
bird, or anything.
Sorcerers bring order to the
chaos. Their preconceived, transcendental purpose is to free their
perception. Sorcerers don't make up the world they are perceiving; they
perceive energy directly, and then they discover that what they are
perceiving is an unknown new world, which can swallow them whole, because
it is as real as anything we know to be real.
What
happens as an apprentice gazes at the leaves of a tree is that he began by
perceiving the energy of the tree. On the subjective level, however, he
believes he is dreaming because he employs
dreaming techniques to perceive energy. To use
dreaming techniques in the world of everyday life was one of
the old sorcerers most effective devices. It made perceiving energy
directly dreamlike, instead of totally chaotic, until a moment when
something rearranged perception and the sorcerer found himself facing a
new world. The scenery one views in that case is not a dream, nor is it
our daily world.
I've been saying this to you over
and over, and you think that I am merely repeating myself. I know how
difficult it is for the mind to allow mindless possibilities to become
real. But new worlds exist! They are wrapped one around the other, like
the skins of an onion. The world we exist in is but one of those
skins.
So then, is the goal of my teaching to
prepare you to go into those worlds? No. I don't mean that. We go into
those worlds only as an exercise. Those journeys are the antecedents of
the sorcerers of today. We do the same dreaming that the old
sorcerers used to do, but at one moment we deviate into new ground. The
old sorcerers preferred the shifts of the assemblage point, so they were
always on more or less known, predictable ground. We prefer the movements
of the assemblage point. The old sorcerers were after the human unknown.
We are after the nonhuman unknown. You haven't gotten to that yet. You are
only beginning. And at the beginning everyone has to go through the old
sorcerers' steps. After all, they were the ones who invented
dreaming .
When dreaming
is too easy for you it can be a damnation if you don't watch it. It leads
to the human unknown. As I said to you, modern-day sorcerers strive to get
to the nonhuman unknown; that is, freedom from being human. Inconceivable
worlds that are outside the band of man but that we still can perceive.
This is where modern sorcerers take the side road. Their predilection is
what's outside the human domain. And what are outside that domain are
all-inclusive worlds, not merely the realm of birds or the realm of
animals or the realm of man, even if it be the unknown man. What I am
talking about are worlds, like the one where we live; total worlds with
endless realms.
Those worlds are in different
positions of the assemblage point. But positions sorcerers arrive at with
a movement of the assemblage point, not a shift. Entering into those
worlds is the type of dreaming only sorcerers of today do.
The old sorcerers stayed away from it, because it requires a great deal of
detachment and no self-importance whatsoever. A price they couldn't afford
to pay.
For the sorcerers who practice
dreaming today, dreaming is freedom to perceive
worlds beyond the imagination. Freedom is an adventure with no end, in
which we risk our lives and much more for a few moments of something
beyond words, beyond thoughts or feelings.
What
can be the driving force to do all this? To seek freedom is the only
driving force I know. Freedom to fly off into that infinity out there.
Freedom to dissolve; to lift off; to be like the flame of a candle, which,
in spite of being up against the light of a billion stars, remains intact,
because it never pretended to be more than what it is: a mere
candle. To suspend
judgment and let the inorganic beings come, was in fact, the very
procedure used by the sorcerers of antiquity to attract them. It is very
difficult to make the self give up its strongholds except through
practice. One of the self's strongest lines of defense is indeed our
rationality, and this is not only the most durable line of defense when it
comes to sorcery actions and explanations but also the most threatened.
The existence of inorganic beings is a foremost assailant of our
rationality.
From time to time a projection from
the realm of the inorganic beings, a current of foreign energy, a scout,
will be injected into your dreams. So after you have crossed the first
gate of dreaming , adjust your dreaming
attention and be on the alert.
Scouts are more
numerous when our dreams are average, normal ones. The dreams of
dreamers are strangely free from scouts. When they appear,
they are identifiable by the strangeness and incongruity surrounding them.
Their presence doesn't make any sense.
Only in
average dreams are things nonsensical. I would say that this is so because
more scouts are injected then, because average people are subject to a
greater barrage from the unknown.
In my opinion,
what takes place is a balance of forces. Average people have stupendously
strong barriers to protect themselves against those onslaughts. Barriers
such as worries about the self. The stronger the barrier, the greater the
attack.
Dreamers, by contrast, have
fewer barriers and fewer scouts in their dreams. It seems that in
dreamers ' dreams nonsensical things disappear, perhaps to
ensure that dreamers catch the presence of scouts.
In dreaming , some items are of key importance
because they are associated with the spirit. Others are entirely
unimportant by reason of being associated with our indulging
personality.
The first scout you isolate will
always be present, in any form. Incongruous items are foreign invaders of
your dreams. Upon isolating them, your dreaming attention
always focuses on them with an intensity that does not occur under any
other circumstances.
At that point in your
dreaming , scouts are reconnoiterers sent by the inorganic
realm. They are very fast, meaning that they don't stay long.
They come in search of potential awareness. They have
consciousness and purpose, although it is incomprehensible to our minds,
comparable perhaps to the consciousness and purpose of trees. The inner
speed of trees and inorganic beings is incomprehensible to us because it
is infinitely slower than ours.
Both trees and
inorganic beings last longer than we do. They are made to stay put. They
are immobile, yet they make everything move around them. Inorganic beings
are stationary like trees. What one sees in dreaming as
bright or dark sticks are their projections. What one hears as the voice
of the dreaming emissary is equally their projection. And so
are their scouts.
Trees also have projections like
that. Their projections are, however, even less friendly to us than those
of the inorganic beings. Dreamers never seek them, unless
they are in a state of profound amenity with trees, which is a very
difficult state to attain.
Remember, the realm of
inorganic beings was the old sorcerers' field. To get there, they
tenaciously fixed their dreaming attention on the items of
their dreams. In that fashion, they were able to isolate the scouts. And
when they had the scouts in focus, they voiced their intent
to follow them. The instant the old sorcerers voiced that
intent , off they went, pulled by that foreign energy.

Only follow the
dreaming emissary's guidance when it refers to
dreaming .

The dreaming attention comes from behind the roof of
the mouth. Feel in dreaming that you are pressing the roof of
your mouth with the tip of your tongue.

By living up to my standards of self-examination
with no indulgence, the emissary's voice and what it says will become a
superchallenge for you. You have to avoid, at all cost, succumbing to the
temptation of the emissary's promise of knowledge, and you have to do this
all by yourself.
The diabolical nature of the
inorganic beings' realm is that it might very well be the only sanctuary
dreamers have in a hostile universe.
It really is a haven for some dreamers . Not for me. I don't
need props or railings. I know what I am. I am alone in a hostile
universe, and I have learned to say, So be it!

Under the influence of dreaming ,
reality suffers a metamorphosis. Two options are faced by all
dreamers : either we carefully revamp or we completely
disregard our system of sensory input interpretation.
To revamp our interpretation system means to intend
its reconditioning. It means that one deliberately and carefully attempts
to enlarge its capabilities. By living in accordance with the sorcerers'
way, dreamers save and store the necessary energy to suspend
judgment and thus facilitate that intended revamping. If we
choose to recondition our interpretation system, reality becomes fluid,
and the scope of what can be real is enhanced without endangering the
integrity of reality. Dreaming , then, indeed opens the door
into other aspects of what is real.
If we choose
to disregard our system, the scope of what can be perceived without
interpretation grows inordinately. The expansion of our perception is so
gigantic that we are left with very few tools for sensory interpretation
and, thus, a sense of an infinite realness that is unreal or an infinite
unrealness that could very well be real but is not.
The existence of inorganic beings is the foremost assailant of our
rationality. Only after you have really suspended judgment will you get
any relief.

An
apprentice's energy level, which steadily grows, one day reaches a
threshold that allows him to disregard assumptions and prejudgments about
the nature of man, reality, and perception. That day he becomes enamored
with knowledge, regardless of logic or functional value, and, above all,
regardless of personal convenience.
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