MAKING YOU FEEL STUPID - DISTORTING YOUR REALITY
Example #1 - The Impediment Approach
Example #2 - The Imitation Approach
Example #3 - The 'Going Back Home' Approach
Example #4 - The 'Something-to-Learn' Approach
Example #5 - The New Belief System Approach
DECONSTRUCTING THEIR ILLUSIONS - STRENGTHENING YOUR DESCRIPTION OF REALITY
CHOOSING YOUR PATH - THE KEY QUESTION
OPTION A - THE BIB EXERCISES
OPTION B - THE SEX PATH
So you are a so-called "vampire", i.e., you have the illusion of
"affective lacking or shortage". Well, that's no big deal. You're NOT the
only one. It is important for you to know that there are at this present
moment hundreds of millions of "vampires" all over the STAGE WORLD
where you live.
The difference between you and the other vampires is that you do
not have yet your crystal activated because you're a survivor,
but they have because they have been 'swallowed' by the
hurricane years ago.
You also may want to find out an interesting fact : in some countries of
the Middle East, for instance, the proportion of vampires is still
many times higher than in other areas of the STAGE WORLD, because of the
repressive education they have had and things like the obligation womens
have to use veil and other rules imposed by the local culture or religion.
These areas you may call the "Transylvania".
I'll presume that, besides being a vampire, you're also completely
in love with your beloved one, who must be a FOREIGNER.
Ask yourself : do you consider that these two facts (i.e., your so-called
'vampirism' and the deep true love you feel for your beloved one) have
to walk separately, in parallel ways, or altogether ?
Another important question is : did SOMEONE pass you some kind of
mental exercise you must practice on a regular basis, in order to reduce
your 'vampirism', and also to replace the necessity of masturbating
yourself that you have had before ?
So now let's take a look at how THEY distort reality (even nomenclature)
to take energy from you by manipulating your 'vampirism', on how to
deconstruct these illusions THEY bombard your brain with all the time,
and on how to strengthen your description of reality.
Later on, we'll analyse which way you may want to take to reduce and
eventually end your 'vampirism', the implications of each way and how
to remain FREE from THEIR brainwashing during this process.
First of all you may want to realize how distorted is the 'nomenclature'
that THEY use to refer to your 'vampirism'. As a matter of fact,
'vampirism' is also a nomenclature, but I've chosen to use it
throughout this text because it is the less used and less distorted of them
The word 'HAIR', for instance, has nothing to do with the illusion of
'vampirism'. Well, at least not in the sense THEY use it. Except
for baldness, a person's hair always grows again after having being cut.
But this doesn't happen to your illusion of 'vampirism' : once you
start reducing it, you'll be always reducing it. And although you may
sometimes have the sensation that it had raised again a little, it hadn't.
What have caused your 'vampirism' at first were some events or set
of events that have marked your past, at a time when you were a 'neutral'
person, as well as the majority of the persons around you.
So unless you pass again for similar situations or traumas, your illusion
of 'vampirism' won't raise anymore. Now you're no longer a
'neutral', neither are the persons around you after the hurricane.
The same distortion you can see with the word 'NAIL' : it always grows
again, on the contrary of your 'vampirism'.
The word 'FAT' also brings an embedded distortion : every person who
enters a diet and loses its fats today can tomorrow gain fats again.
So every time you hear one of these three speculative words (HAIR, NAIL
(body), or FAT), for instance, realize how distorted
they are. You have also the option of adding one more archetype to your
visualization : "FALSE NOMENCLATURE" or "DISTORTED NOMENCLATURE".
And if THEY use this distortion trying to inculcate in your brain
the false idea that your 'vampirism' is
increasing, then you may still add : "VAMPIRISM INCREASE INDUCEMENT".
Another option THEY have to speculate on this is trying to force you to
identify yourself with one among many descriptions of reality. For example :
one character says to the other : "you're leaner, ain't you ?"
and this latter replies : "I'm on a diet. But you looks fatter". And
the first says : "Oh, yeah, I'm like an accordion, I come and go"
(making a gesture with the hands).
In this case, you may add : "SELF-ANALYSIS FISHING", because THEY are
inducing you to feed your self-image with some label THEY create for you,
and this way perpetuate THEIR speculation over your brain. (we'll see
detailed information on the 'FISHING TECHNIQUES' later on).
MAKING YOU FEEL STUPID - DISTORTING YOUR REALITY
THEY want to take energy from you, and THEY do this by describing YOUR
reality FOR YOU. Distorting everything, of course, making you feel stupid,
and therefore inducing you to think you have something to prove to THEM.
Well, YOU HAVE NOT. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO PROVE TO ANYBODY. THEY ARE
CHARACTERS and almost always DON'T BELIEVE IN THE VERY CONCEPTS THEY
TRY TO SELL YOU. THEY ARE PRETENDING. Never forget it. THEY are NOT
judging you. THEY REALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU. Besides, NOW IT'S
YOUR TIME TO DESCRIBE YOUR REALITY. Your life, your description of reality.
Here is a couple of examples of this distortion.
Example #1 - THE IMPEDIMENT APPROACH
You're at a family meeting. Two relatives of yours are talking to each other near you.
One says : "Have you seen my new watch ?"
The other replies : "No, let me take a look".
As the first takes out the watch and shows the other, this latter relative remarks : "Oh, it's not waterproof, but it's water resistant. It can be wet for a few moments but you can't dive into the pool with it.".
And coincidentally you're doing an exercise to reduce your 'vampirism'
or to free your brain from THEIR control, or both.
Or, to complicate things a little more, let's say that at this same
meeting there is a cousin/cousine
that produces over your brain the illusion of vampirism and whose
shell is considered to be "cute".
You may lose energy either with the idea that your exercise to free your
mind is not working properly ("It can be wet for a few moments") or
with the idea that you cannot flirt, date or have sex BECAUSE OF your
'vampirism' ("you can't dive into the pool"). Or yet your
brain may be hit by both ideas at the same time : you cannot have sex or
date/flirt with someone without being influenced or brainwashed by THEIR
In all cases, THEY inculcate subliminally in your brain the idea of
impediment : "You can't do this, but I (we) can. Ha ha ha.".
Well, that's THEIR description of reality. That's a childish behavior and
doesn't mean anything. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO PROVE TO THEIR CHARACTERS,
NEITHER TO YOURSELF.
THEY describe your reality towards this or that ? Fine. Now YOU describe
your reality towards what your heart wants to do.
In the example above, you may mentalize : "INVENTED IMPEDIMENT" and "YOU
HAVE NOTHING TO PROVE TO ANYBODY". You may add : "THERE IS WATER ONLY IN
THE STAGE WORLD", as well as "THERE IS POOL ONLY IN THE STAGE WORLD".
You must know that these archetypes are true. You have really NO
IMPEDIMENT to do anything. THAT'S WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO BELIEVE : that you
have an impediment... IT IS A LIE.
By the way, do THEY talk about you ? Do THEY recognize to be talking
ABOUT you ? If you approach one of THEM and try to unmask his/her
speculation, will him/her ever admit it ? Of course not.
So you don't recognize THEIR speculation, either : THEY ARE NOT TALKING
ABOUT YOU, THEY ONLY TALK ABOUT THEMSELVES. THAT'S THEIR LIFE, THEIR
PROBLEMS. NOT YOURS.
So you have NO IMPEDIMENT to do anything. The question is : do you
really WANT to do it ? Ask yourself.
And if you don't want to do it, then you are not doing it JUST BECAUSE
YOU DON'T WANT, and not because you can't. You may mentalize : "THAT'S NOT
BECAUSE I CAN'T, THAT'S BECAUSE I DON'T WANT IT".
Example #2 - THE IMITATION APPROACH
Sometimes THEY dichotomize reality associating one of the sides of this
dichotomy with an alleged 'everybody does' pattern of behavior (usually
connected with sex, dating, flirting and 'donjuanism') and associating
the other side of this dichotomy with a 'goofy'-like and/or PAN-based
label (generally linked to a non-sexual and non-hypocritical behavior).
To do this, THEY commonly create a regional keywords 'vocabulary'
using for instance names of famous local/national sports teams ranging from
basketball to baseball to football to soccer to cricket to swimming to any
often-commented sport in your area or country.
Due to regional aspects of sports and because this text aims to reach the
international reader in general, I won't mention here any team name, but
you're encouraged to replace 'team X' and 'team Y' below for the keywords
used in your area.
Team X = allegedly 'everybody does' pattern of behavior; and
Team Y = 'goofy'-like and/or PAN-based label.
Using the 'Team X' label, THEY try to invite you to imitate what THEIR
characters allegedly do. (I say 'allegedly' because you can't know for sure
what THEY really do when you're not there to see : so if a couple of
characters kisses each other in front of you, for instance, how do you know
they really form a couple ? I mean, did you see his penis
penetrating her vagina ?)
THEY are saying subliminally to your brain : "Come on. Come with us.
Do like we do. Ain't you wanna also be a 'Team X' fan ? Or are you gonna
stay isolated there in your little corner ?".
So now it's your time do define reality.
Ask yourself : are you cattle ? Do you feel like a sheep in a flock ?
Do you want to imitate the others just like a monkey in a circus ? Are you
gonna do something only because THEIR CHARACTERS allegedly do ?
So I suggest every time you hear THEY speculating on 'Team X', you
mentalize : "IMITATION APPROACH".
And every time you hear 'Team Y', you may mentalize something like :
"THEY ARE FANS OF 'TEAM Y', NOT YOU. IT'S THEIR TEAM, NOT
YOURS. THEIR LIFE, THEIR PROBLEM, NOT YOURS".
Example #3 - THE 'GOING BACK HOME' APPROACH
Let's say you live in Vancouver, Canada. You are a man and are
in the mall buying some clothes. You're in the escalator heading towards
the garage when you hear a daughter saying good-bye to her mother :
Twenty seconds later, you're in the garage and you hear two girls on
foot talking to a third girl at the wheel of a car : "With your hair this
way you aren't gonna flirt anybody". And the driver answers :
"Pfff, I don't even know what it is".
And one more minute after that, right after you leave the garage in your
car, you see a teenage girl walking in the sidewalk with a dog.
Can you see the perfection of THEIR synchronicity ? Three successive
events one just after the other ! THEY want to keep you under control, and
thus THEY don't give you time to assimilate or chew THEIR speculation.
Let's say the root of your vampirism is based on teenage girls, for
instance, because you're a PAN, and you're a virgin in your thirties
and you have never had a girlfriend.
THEY KNOW IT. So THEY try to brainwash you with this 'go back home'
stuff, which means in plain English that you must do now what you haven't
done before, in order to 'fulfill' your so-called 'emotional emptiness' and
so to 'relive' the past you haven't had (see more details in the
previous section "THERE IS NO GOING BACK HOME", and also in the further
section "ALLEGED CHARACTER RESTRICTIONS TO FORM A COUPLE").
As you have read before, THERE IS NO GOING BACK HOME. You have no "HOME"
to go back. The future is AHEAD, not backwards. Today is the first day of
the rest of your life. Think about it.
And if you're a PAN, remember : you are NOT your identity, you have
no compromises with the idea of continuity of your present shell. YOU KNOW
that, at some point in the future, you will be able to be older one day and
younger the next. So what do you have to worry about ?
On the other side, as you will read later on, there is no impediment
whatsoever for you to do anything, including dating or having sex with a
teenage, for instance.
THEY are all characters, THEY don't believe in themselves as being
'real' in the STAGE WORLD, and THEY are NOT ruled or imprisoned by
alleged cultural, social or legal restrictions of the STAGE WORLD present
society. To facilitate things for your brain, you can remember for instance
that the native Indian cultures (both now and in the past) have also a
different approach in the age issue and are also NOT ruled by western or
Do you believe you have compromises with the cultural, social or legal
aspects of the STAGE WORLD society where you live ? Or you just don't
wanna do anything that could be used later against you ? Ask yourself.
Some of THEIR characters weren't even born in the very identities or
characters they use nowadays. Remember : REALITY IS JUST A DESCRIPTION.
And don't forget : the rule of the BACKSTAGE is LOVE, not LOGIC.
One more clue for you : the girl is also one of THEM. She has
her crystal activated for many years now. She speaks THEIR language.
She really doesn't care about the false dichotomies embedded in the present
STAGE WORLD society. She views the world like THEM.
Do you think you would kind of "harm" the girl just because you
seem to be in some sort of "advantageous" position given your older
age when compared to hers ? Well, you wouldn't. As a matter of fact, SHE
would be in an advantageous position over you, because she has her
crystal activated and you don't ! In other words, she
(as any other girl or woman younger or older than you) would be able to
manipulate your mind by dating or having sex with you.
So, returning to the example above, I suggest you try to act as quick
as possible in your visualization, in order to deconstruct THEIR sick
When the first girl bids her mother farewell, you may mentalize :
"THAT'S HER MOTHER, HER LIFE, HER PROBLEM", adding "I'M NOT YOUR MOTHER,
I'M YOUR WIFE. I'M YOUR ETERNAL WIFE" (your wife's voice speaking to you
inside your heart). After getting practice, you can sum up everything to :
[Note: if you are a female survivor with a teen-rooted 'vampirism',
just replace in the example above 'mother' for 'father', 'wife' for
'husband' and 'girl' for 'boy'].
When you hear the conversation about 'hair' and about not knowing
what is to flirt, you mentalize : "THERE IS HAIR ONLY IN THE STAGE", "THERE
IS NO GOING BACK HOME", "FLIRTING VERSUS
"DONJUANISM VERSUS PIGEON-HOLES"), "CHARACTER CONTINUITY" and
When you see the teenage girl with the dog, you mentalize : "TEENAGE GIRL -
INVENTED IMPEDIMENT" and "LOVE HAS NO AGE". Then you add : "THERE IS DOG
ONLY IN THE STAGE" plus "
DOG OF THE MATRIX IS ONE WHO DIES".
In the following minutes, you may need to reinforce everything alternating
all these archetypes over and over.
To reinforce the deconstruction of the symbol "dog" in your mind, for
example, you may need to add another element. If you have ever watched an
episode of that TV series "Alf", for instance, you may mentalize
Alf's image and compare this image in your brain with the image of a dog. You
may notice that the character Alf physically looks like a strange dog,
but he is not because he is not from here. You may want to know that there
is even an episode of the TV series where Alf is confused with a dog and
taken to the kennels ! So ? So he is not a dog and he is not from here.
Because your brain works with symbols, you can use this process to a vast
number of labels.(as a complement, you can see more on this technique
in the section 'PLAN B - USING ANTONYMS').
Regarding the so-called 'pigeon-holes', you'll see a lot more
later on in this text. If you can't wait, see the definition for the
keyword "SUBWAY" in the
section "Short Dictionary of Keywords".
Example #4 - THE SOMETHING-TO-LEARN APPROACH
Let's say now you're a woman. You're at work. In the morning, a workmate
of yours - a FOREIGN man with a reasonably "cute" shell - sits
beside you, starts talking informally to you and in the middle of the
conversation innocently touches twice your hand with his fingers,
holding your hand a little each one of the times. He also puts his arm
behind your shoulders, holding the back of your chair. Later on, in another
opportunity, he keeps looking at you with that insinuating
"second intentions" look.
It's an unusual behavior for his character in this particular day,
different from the other days.
A few moments later, when you're thinking about his behavior, you hear
two other colleagues of yours commenting on : "He is going to take the
course, it should last a year till he learns everything".
In the afternoon, you're in your way to the bank when another character
of your relations - this time, a FOREIGN woman - passes you. She
says : "Wow, you hair is longer".
Arriving at the bank, you pass by another woman whose image has been used
as an archetype to speculate over your brain - the archetype of a woman who
knows everything about flirting, seducing and the like. THEY had previously
described reality for you associating her image with this archetype. So, at
least for your brain, her character knows everything about the so-called
She is as "cute" as you and, according to THEIR description of reality,
she is a 'men devourer', an authentic femme fatale. In other
words, her character can "have" practically any men she wants to. That's
what THEY want your brain to believe.
And 'coincidentally' you were a shy girl when you were a neutral
person many years ago. You have had a couple of boyfriends during your whole
life, and you are not 'malicious' enough to engage in these "dense"
seduction games, full of hypocrisy, illusions and distortions.
Yet to complete the speculation, in the evening of this same day you hear
someone in your bus saying the following sentence : "She is pretty only
when she is naked".
Once more you can see the perfect synchronization of their acts
repeating the same idea in one only day. They are saying subliminally to
your brain something like :
"You need to dive into this pool. You need to learn every
detail about the 'seduction games', about the 'art of courtship'.
You need to learn how to initiate a relationship with a man and how to react
when the other men are showing interest in you. You want to be like that
woman, ain't you ? You have to learn how to be hypocritical, you have to be
a character like us, you can't keep on being sincere. Come on, come with us.
We'll show you the way. Don't be afraid. Dive into the pool : it's just
for learning ! Don't you wanna learn ?".
They want you to make your "auric sacrifice", diving into an ocean
of illusions and circus traps they've set up for you. They are all pretending,
they are all characters. They are not amateurs, they are professional
illusionists. They want to take energy from you. They won't hesitate if
they have a chance.
Do you think you have really something to "learn" diving into this pool,
as long as you stay in your puppet condition under their thought
under the brainwashing that they perpetrate over your mind day and night ?
Again I must ask you : do you wanna be like cattle marching into the
auric slaughterhouse ? Do you wanna behave like a remote-controlled
toy car ? Ask yourself. Do you think their characters are reliable ? Ask
I'm not saying you should dive or not dive into this
so-called "pool". Just saying that if you want to free your brain and
at the same time dive into this pool, then you must do it
because you really - I mean R-E-A-L-L-Y - wanna dive (that is,
have sex with your so-called "brothers"). In this case, you'd do it
because you want, not because you have something to "learn". And you'd
do it with no doubts, deconstructing each piece of illusion, each microslice
And remember : every one of your "brothers" is a character that
will try everything to manipulate you and your thoughts. They are really not
interested in you, no matter how "cute" you are : they operate primarily
under the command of the Operation Center. They act together like
bees. The ultimate goal of THEIR characters is to deceive your brain. Be
aware of this.
In any case, you must deconstruct the speculation. In this example, when
your colleague at work insinuates himself, mentalize : "INSINUATED
FRIENDSHIP" and "SECOND INTENTIONS". When you hear the sentence about a
"course", you may visualize : "SEX INDUCEMENT", "CIRCUS TRAP" and
"SOMETHING-TO-LEARN APPROACH". When the woman exaggerates the size of your
physical hair, mentalize : "VAMPIRISM INCREASE INDUCEMENT" and "DISTORTED
When you see that archetypical woman (the 'men devourer'),
you may visualize : "FALSE MIRROR", "ARCHETYPE REINFORCEMENT", "DESCRIPTION
OF REALITY" and "FLIRTING VERSUS
PIGEON-HOLES". And finally when you hear that sentence in the bus about
becoming not naked, mentalize :
"HYPOCRISY IN THE STAGE WORLD" and
"INVERSION OF VALUES", plus "
YOU ARE NOT A CHARACTER" and "ASSOCIATED PRAISE" (and depending on whom
they are concretely talking about, you may still add "FALSE MIRROR", "SHELLS
VALORIZATION" or "IDOLATRY IN THE STAGE WORLD").
And do never forget the obvious: you're truly in love with your beloved
one, who happens to be a FOREIGN man. You want him and noboby else.
THEY KNOW. THEY don't recognize such 'thing' called 'true love'. Just
to make a comparison, to the OTHER SIDE, love is just physico-chemical
reactions of your brain, and to THEM (e.g. the characters of YOUR SIDE) love
is just a casual dive in a pool.
[ NOTE: If you're a man, just replace the meaningful words of the example
above accordingly, as usual : 'woman' by 'man', 'man' by 'woman', 'shy girl'
by 'shy boy', 'boyfriends' by 'girlfriends' and 'men devourer' by 'women
Example #5 - THE NEW BELIEF SYSTEM APPROACH
Along with the previous approaches, you can still be hit by another one,
which you may call "the new belief system approach".
This time THEY try to convince your brain that your belief system is
like an used car : it needs to be replaced by a fancy, brand new one, that
most likely you'll have to use so as to "go home" and also to
"learn" how to deal with a new type of situation (flirting, seducing,
etc.). It's kind of a mix of some of the previous examples.
Remember : their logic is distorted. Their characters are
saying subliminally to your brain that "from now on you have to think
differently, you have to think like we do.
We'll show you how ! You don't need to think for yourself, after
all we think for you ! What do you think we're doing around you
cloning your thoughts and controlling your mind all these years ?
You think we're clowns in the circus ? You have to 'go home', come on, you'll
'learn' with us. Let's dance together".
What THEY forgot to say is that THEY are characters and you're not.
THEY are pretending and THEY have their crystals activated. And you
do not. THEY are light-years ahead of their characters. In other
words, they are much more advanced than they look like, especially those
who have their activated crystals for more than -- say -- four to
five years now. So, as of 2000, if you live in a city through which the
hurricane passed in 1993 or 1994 or 1995 or 1996 (and this encompasses
the majority of the Stage World), then you can conclude that the almost
totality of the persons around you are much more advanced than their
It's a lot of time of daily learning, including hours of programs
in their crystal-based 'Backstage TV' network, lots of trips,
exercises, military training, and much much more, an entire new world
in the Backstage. Do you think they are worried about living their "lives"
in this Matrix reality predestined to extinction, on the threshold of the
'GLOBAL D-DAY' ? They are not.
So now let's take a look at the practical illustration below and things
may become clearer.
Let's say you work out. You do it in the evenings, after your work.
So you're in your bus when somebody says to somebody else near you :
"How is your daughter ?"; "She is great", the second replies.
"She is having swimming lessons now. She loves swimming"; "Oh,
yeah" - continues the first - ,"swimming is the kind of stuff that
either we love or we hate."
This same day, at your gym someone comments on to another person around
you, using a high tone of voice : "Humm, she is using new trousers !
What a beautiful pair of trousers !".
A few moments later, someone says : "He's going to use glasses".
And yet a few more moments after that, you hear : "He's going to miss
her" and then another person says : "He's going to forget".
Let's say you're a man and that your beloved one (a female FOREIGNER)
is back again to your routine, now frequenting the same gym of yours, using
several shells. But in this particular day, she is absent of the gym
for a week now.
Some minutes later, several girls start passing by you here and there,
looking at you, mostly girls with kundalinic shells, flirting you in a
synchronized ballet of looks.
Five more minutes, and you're doing a specific exercise with a heavy
weight. An older woman by your side comments on : "You must be a little
dizzy, aren't you ?, with all this weight".
Then you see a guy with a very sad look in front of you. He is almost
crying in the middle of the gym.
Well, that's it : a machine gun of emotional archetypes that do not give
you time to breathe. Your goal is to avoid your assemblage point from
going down and thus avoid losing energy.
Assemblage point is the term used by Carlos Castaneda to refer to
the point from which you perceive reality. This point has been pushed
downward and upward several times a day since you were first caught in
this linguistic prison many years ago, in a procedure that reminds that
image of Alice becoming taller and lower, growing and shrinking in
"Alice in Wonderland"...
So you must always mentalize your archetypes, always keep focused. You'll
feel stronger and stronger every time you do this, week after week, month
In this case, I suggest that when you hear those persons chatting about
swimming in the bus, you mentalize : "FALSE DICHOTOMY", "DESCRIPTION OF
REALITY", "THERE IS SWIMMING ONLY IN THE MATRIX" and "DISTORTED NOMENCLATURE".
You may add "SEX INDUCEMENT" (subliminal) and "AURIC SACRIFICE DOCTRINE".
When in your gym someone praises the trousers of the girl, you may
visualize : "NEW BELIEF SYSTEM INDUCEMENT".
When you hear that sentence about using glasses, mentalize : "ANTI-TRUE
MOVEMENT" and "INVENTED HYPOTHESIS". You really don't know what will happen
the day you will have your crystal activated. There are several ways
of losing your vampirism and one of them is using this so-called
"glasses" attached to your crystal.
When you hear the other sentence about missing your beloved one,
visualize : "ANTI-TRUE MOVEMENT". You know he/she is the one with whom you
will marry. There's no doubt about this. You know he/she is always "here
inside". And you know that whatever he/she talks to you inside your heart,
it is true. Believe in this voice. THEY are lying, this voice is not.
When you hear the phrase about forgetting (forgetting what ?, it wasn't
specified...), you mentalize : "ASSOCIATION OF IDEAS FISHING".
When the girls artificially start looking at you in a synchronized
ballet, mentalize : "SEX INDUCEMENT", "NEW BELIEF SYSTEM INDUCEMENT"
and "FLIRTING VERSUS PIGEON-HOLES".
When the older woman comments on the heavy weight of your exercise,
visualize : "BRAINWASHING INDUCEMENT", "DISPERSAL TECHNIQUE" and
"SELF-ANALYSIS FISHING", because
she is trying to hit you with the second meaning of the words. You may be
really feeling a little dizzy, but because of the linguistic speculation,
and not due to the exercise. And if you feel also hit by the first meaning
as a subliminal praise to your physical condition, then you may add :
"NOBODY REALLY CARES", "SHELLS VALORIZATION", "SAME IMPORTANCE" and "GIVING
As always, if your life doesn't fit into the example, you may change it
accordingly and the archetypes will be the same. In this case, you can
replace "man" by "woman", "female" by "male", "girls" by "boys"; and/or "gym"
by "university" and "heavy weight" by "studying a lot" or "reading a lot",
Once more I need to say, regarding any of the five examples above, that
I'm not saying you must do this or that, just saying that whatever you
choose to do, you must do it because it's what your heart wants, and not
because it's what THEY are telling you to want. Whatever you do, you must
keep your mind FREE and always deconstruct THEIR speculations.
DECONSTRUCTING THEIR ILLUSIONS - STRENGTHENING YOUR
DESCRIPTION OF REALITY
After all the approaches you have seen above, it may still be important
for your mind to reinforce some additional points, so as to strengthen
YOUR description of reality, eliminate remaining dichotomies in your mind
regarding this issue and ease your visualization.
Firstly you may make a list of several available ways, now or in the
future, both in the STAGE WORLD and in the BACKSTAGE, for you to reduce and
finally end your vampirism. Use your imagination.
Here are some ideas you can use as a starting point :
a) when you have your crystal activated, the so-called glasses (a device aiming at eliminating the illusion of vampirism) may also be installed;
b) when you have access to the BACKSTAGE, you may also have access to the 'Holodeck' device (similar to that computer program in the movie "The Matrix" that simulates every aspect of the STAGE reality).
In this 'Holodeck', you may well be put face to face to a shell that fits exactly what would be the very root of your 'vampirism'.
The difference is that YOU KNOW it's a computer simulation and you are in the BACKSTAGE. Therefore, it can't be used AGAINST YOU, because you are IN CONTROL of the situation and you're no longer a slave. So you can stay there and stare that shape as much time as you need, as an exercise to reduce or even end your 'vampirism';
c) the same as above, but with a STUNT or a FOREIGNER occupying that shell, and not necessarily in the 'Holodeck' program (but still in the BACKSTAGE);
d) SOMEONE could visit you in the STAGE WORLD and project right inside your brain the exact images you need to stare in order to reduce and finally end your 'vampirism';
e) SOMEONE could pass a mental exercise to you, with the specific goal of reducing your illusion of 'vampirism', and/or eliminating the need for masturbating yourself.
One of the possibilities listed above doesn't eliminate the others, as
they can be applied cumulatively.
So you see ? THEY have the power of eliminating the illusion of
'vampirism' in an OFFICIAL way, and not using NON-ADMITTED subterfuges,
sickly keywords or traps planted by THEIR characters to deceive you in the
STAGE WORLD. Or I should say in the CIRCUS ?
On the other side, while you wait to have your crystal activated or
to have access to the BACKSTAGE, you may want to make your own
arrangements in advance, so as to at least reduce your 'vampirism'.
There are basically two paths for you to choose from : the BIB PATH and
the SEX PATH. Each one of them is analysed in details below.
But before we proceed, it is also very important to mention the
meaning of the so-called 'shelves' or 'pigeon-holes' that
THEY have been storing inside your brain night after night, since you were
first caught by the 'hurricane' years ago.
Right now it is important for you to know that these encoded 'PIGEON-
HOLES', among many other issues, contain information enough to transform
you into a state-of-the art Don Juan de Marco, the Ladykiller (if you
are a male survivor), or into his female counterpart (if you are a female
They also contain all the information you may need about the human
behavior, like how to play a character in the STAGE WORLD and how to act
when dealing with the others. These 'PIGEON-HOLES' contain everything
you can imagine about the so-called "ART OF STALKING" (name given by
the doctrine of Carlos Castaneda to the behavior skills a "nagual" is
able to perform in the STAGE WORLD - which he calls the "tonal"
CHOOSING YOUR PATH - THE KEY QUESTION
So now you must choose your path.
"Please, Neo. You have to trust me"; "Why ?";
"Because you have been down there, Neo. You know this road. You know exactly where it leads to. And I know that it's not where you want to be".
(short conversation between Trinity and Neo in the car, in 'Matrix' ).
Always TRUST in the voice within your heart, because this voice is telling
you the truth. Your beloved one is telling you the truth. THEY ARE NOT.
Well, here comes the big question : do you believe that you need to have
sex to reduce your 'vampirism' ? Is that what you want ?
Or do you believe that the best way to reduce this 'vampirism' is
looking at or staring the very persons or images whom the sensation of
'vampirism' come from ? Is that what you want ?
Do you think you have something to prove to someone ? Ask yourself.
Do you TRUST in THEIR characters ? Ask yourself.
The easiest way is usually the shorter way, and it is likely to lead you
to do what THEY want, not to do what your heart truly wishes.
It is important to say that, no matter what path you choose, you must
keep yourself FREE from THEIR brainwashing and from THEIR control.
Now take a look at an excerpt from "Alice in Wonderland", chapter "Advice from a Caterpillar" :
"(...) Then the Caterpillar got down off the mushroom, and crawled away into the grass, merely remarking as it went, 'One side will make you grow taller, and the other side will make you grow shorter'.
'One side of what ? The other side of what ?', thought Alice to herself.
'Of the mushroom', said the Caterpillar, just as if she had asked it aloud; and in another moment it was out of sight.
Alice remained looking thoughtfully at the mushroom for a minute, trying to make out which were the two sides of it; and as it was perfectly round, she found this a very difficult question.".
Before taking your decision, you may also want to ask yourself a
supplementary question : what is the purpose of you reducing your
'vampirism' ? Do you wanna do it for 'giving' or for
OPTION A - THE BIB EXERCISES
So you have chosen to reduce your 'vampirism' by looking at or
staring some shapes or shells of THEIR characters, the very ones which
produce for you this illusory sensation of 'vampirism'.
Depending on the degree and type of your 'vampirism', you must
feel which is the best way of doing this exercise at each moment, as well
as the correct dosage of each time.
You have to pick, from the elements around you or pertaining to your
routine, those you may use in the exercise.
The elements must be those that produce the illusory sensation of
'vampirism'. They may range from impersonal elements (like images,
pictures or photographies present in magazines, billboards, TV, video,
Internet, adds, etc.) to people around you in your routine (e.g., some of
your colleagues at work, classmates, people around you in your gym, some
relatives, friends, neighbors, etc.) or even passers-by.
If you choose to use TV images as an additional element, I suggest you use
the MUTE button of your remote control, so as to block or reduce the
speculative influence of THEIR keywords.
These elements must be considered as being 'cute', 'pretty' or 'handsome'
people, at least in that day you're looking at them
(i.e., using those clothes, that hair, that make-up, that tan, etc.).
(you'll see more on shells producing in the section "THE CHEATING
COMPARISONS TECHNIQUE" ahead).
I must remark that, IF THE KUNDALINI ENERGY IS UNDOUBTEDLY COMING TO YOU,
YOU MUST NOT EVER, EVER, IN ANY WAY OR CIRCUMSTANCE, MASTURBATE YOURSELF
DURING THESE 'BIB' EXERCISES (OR OUT OF THEM). YOU CAN EVEN HAVE AN
ACCIDENTAL ORGASM (women) OR AN ACCIDENTAL EJACULATION (men), DUE TO THE
EXCESS OF KUNDALINIC ENERGY FLOWING THROUGH YOUR BODY, BUT IT CANNOT EVER
BE CAUSED BY MASTURBATION (see more on the Kundalinic energy in the
previous section "KUNDALINI IS NO FIRE").
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