The True Meaning of the term
OK. A brief overview. I have for 30 years been visited by and taken
aboard craft by beings who live in the constellation of Andromeda. They are
light blue in color. They look like the depiction on the wall over there,
but they have no hair. They are awesome.
They are a very healed race, and
after thinking about it I think the reason they are so healed is because
they have absolute mutual respect for everyone. They've said the only way
we're going to have a healed race is to have mutual respect for each other.
I realize that there is not a lot of that teaching going on any more in our
world. I have had to look at the character of our race on earth, because I
am blessed to be able to compare it to something else. Folks, we have a lot
of work to do and a very short time in which to do it.
A lot of things are
going to start happening around February, March and April 1997. You know, I
wish I could just tell you its all "love and light", but that's just not
reality. We live in a duality here, and there are definitely some races that
are screwing with us.
I understand from talking with people here that you
are being taught a lot of what to do. Self-sufficiency and
self-preservation, and being totally self-responsible. It is imperative that
what you know when you leave here you go home and teach, because this truth
is not out there. It is one of the sadness' that I have, because I have been
shown some probable futures. A lot of people don't make it. Two thirds of
the people on the planet don't make it in those probable scenarios, and I
truly don't want that to happen.
You know, there are a lot of really good, generous people, but they don't
know the truth. They have no way of attaining the truth, because of where
they are on a consciousness level. You are all teachers. You are all
leaders. You were leaders before you came in here. You were teachers before
you came in here. But when you go out of here, from what I understand from
Val, Judy Pope, Greg and others, is that you are going to walk out of this
school as "professors". Ph.D's.
The word warrior originally meant not being afraid of who you are. It didn't
mean one who slashes, cuts up and murders. It meant not being afraid to be
who you are, and we are all royalty, and I will get into that. The two
beings that come to see me and that I have gone with are two Andromedans.
There is a very tall one, about seven and one half feet tall, almost eight
feet. He weighs about 450 pounds and is just huge. I was very
self-conscious. It's a male thing. His name is Morenae. Now as these beings
get older, their skin pales and turns white. Their average life span in our
linear time would be 2,007 years. So, of course, you see a lot of changes in
that amount of time. Hanging out here for sixty years is just a "weekend".
The other one is named Vissaeus, who in our linear time is 4,300 years old.
He is considered a Sage in his world, and he will be crossing over, moving
out of their physicality, soon. In Andromeda, when somebody moves out of
their physicality, it's cause for a celebration. Here, unless you're Irish,
it's a somber occasion. The Irish have the right idea - they party. You
know, divide the clothes up and everything.
Anyway, I once asked Vissaeus what was to become of our future. What was
going to happen to us. I want to read you this definition of what he said.
Now, you may have already seen this definition before in the Leading Edge
magazine, have visited
Val's section, or have heard
it in the bootleg videos that are all over the place, but this is what they
"Responsible freedom of self-determination. Becoming truly self-confident
and free to unconditionally be responsible for one's self, without being
coerced to accept some higher authority."
Now, I understand that this is exactly what you are being taught at this
school. What is really nice is that this fact is conformation not only for
me, but also for everyone here. I didn't know anything about this school
until about three weeks ago.
The changes that are coming, from what I have been told by Morenae and
Vissaeus, are going to affect males the most, because we are the most
shut-down, not only genetically but spiritually as well. I am just being
general and not referring to necessarily to all of you here. I am just
pretending like all the world is listening. It looks like the whole world in
The Love You Withhold is the Pain You Carry
One of the most profound things that I had to experience was when I was
living in Lake Arrowhead, California in 1987. Contacts had resumed for two
years, and I was having a "murphy" year. You know "murphy"? "Shit happens"?
I was having
a "murphy" year. I felt like checking out of here.
Vissaeus had come to see me and we had some discussions and more teaching
and it was time to come back. I didn't want to come back. I would have
embarrassed all of you with the way I carried on. But, I just didn't want to
come back. I felt, "well, nothing is working here, let's try something
different." Here I am in another reality already. So, here I am on the
ground and they are leaving, lifting off, I hear Vissaeus in my head,
because he is strictly telepathic, saying to me, "Alex, turn around".
turn around, and here I am crying, feeling abandoned, and he says "Alex, the
love that you withhold is the pain that you carry, lifetime after lifetime."
And folks, there is not a day that goes by where I don't remind myself of
that or think about that. It has helped me reevaluate all the decisions that
I have made in my life. It is also helped me to "take myself apart" and look
at all the pieces of my personality, what my belief systems are, what I
think is true and what is true through experience. That took a long, long
time, and I'm still not done.
You know, you are constantly "redoing
yourself", making yourself over and reevaluating your belief systems. Our
reality here is nothing but "belief systems", for the most part. You know, I
wanted to pass that on to you, because I have made a lot of decisions, and
I'm sure a lot of you have, where your decisions were not based on love, and
you literally withheld love, for some reason. It's time we grow out of that.
We have no choice.
The "shit" is about to hit the fan. And, its really all about
love and fear,
which is withholding love. And, I am going to read some things to you in
their own words, because they put it a lot better than I do. Morenae has
learned to speak English, and there will be a time, probably between now and
just after 2003, if everything goes well, when he will literally be walking
here with us.
He wanted to learn English, and his English is not very good.
You have to blame me for that. I did the best I could. Now, when they talk
to each other, they talk telepathically, and their language is holographic,
much like the ancient Chinese language or the ancient Japanese. They're
literally holographs, but you can't literally pull them up off the page.
holographic language involves entire concepts at once, so for example you
can get one symbol, and perhaps in that one symbol could be 10,000 years of
a history. It's very hard to describe and it's taken me a long time to try
to figure it out. They were very very patient in teaching me how to
understand their language.
I want to do questions and answers, because there is so much locked in my
head that I have not tapped into yet. Unless someone asks a question, it
doesn't come up. Ok? So I am counting on you to ask some really good
questions, and if I don't know the answer, I will tell you that I don't
Now, I don't talk the same language or use the same terms you do. I am
really a simple, complicated kind of guy. OK. So what I want to do is read
this. I was given this on November 3, 1996:
Human Genetic Transfers and Reincarnation
"Alex, we have already spoken with you in detail of your races' genetic
transfers and reincarnation before. I will mention them again when necessary
because your path and happiness depend on being able to attain the truth.
Yes, we are aware the situation of your planet shows great deviation of the
right path in the sincerity period. But, please, if you would try to share
this moment in your planets evolution as a preparation for the investments,
which will be made in the very near future for your races."
Now, there is a whole conversation that pre-empted this. Basically, I had a
contact and I went up there with an attitude. You know, I'm a Terran, I have
extremes of emotions, and I am really frustrated by a lot of things. I don't
understand how the planet is supposed to evolve when nobody wants to hear
the truth, and most of the truth isn't even available.
I am extremely
frustrated by that, and then I hear metaphysicians try to justify this by
saying "we're teaching the wrong thing but it's all we have". I have a
difficult time justifying that. Why propagate something we know isn't real?
That's another whole issue, and when we get to the subject of religions I
really want to share with you what I have been told. OK, this continues:
"Since the removal of conditions by density technology, your evolution is
going to a faster pace, I think you say, than before."
[Note: here Morenae
paused in the middle of the talk to listen to information regarding movement
of craft around Uranus. He smiled and then resumed his explanation:]
"We have had to raise the frequency of your planet to move change and
enlightenment along. Such a broad word you use, this word 'enlightenment'.
It was necessary. This also means great tests of tolerance in situations
will be needed, by your races. The most important of these tolerances will
be caused by
delusionary discriminations between your peoples."
And folks, this is happening all over the planet, and it's such crap
"At the present moment your races are carrying in your
DNA genetics the
influences of a thousand centuries, as you count rotations, both the
positive and negative aspects. Please understand we are trying to prepare
your races for advanced maturity."
"At present moment, many transfers occur in your planet from many different
cultures and planes. Each member of the races on and in your planet will
naturally exhibit their own mentality. They do and will contradict your
They are very specific about the words they use.
"But, please do not forget that we have told you about mental conflicts,
(that they) cause each to go through tests of maturity. We determine your
mentalities through the impulse signals we receive from your races chain of
thoughts. Now, the selection of man or woman and the situations they
transcend are much more difficult, because their preparation (in terms) of
the future is in accordance with their level of consciousness."
"Alex, you cannot help all your races. Each member of your races will feel
their essence in (during) the balancing of positive and negative as they
have done, and it will be weighed in their own consciousness. Those who
prepare and invest will be prepared for the evolution to another density.
The countenance of your planet is changing very quickly."
"Please don't confuse our compassion for your races with a love for your
planet. Please understand that they [two concepts] are separate with our
race. We are neither pleased with your worlds riches, nor dismayed by its
poverty. We come to hear, to assist in the period of sincerity. The
clarifying of the original intent in all of us in this 'veedia' [tone -
holograph]. Because of lineage to your races, we returned to you.
Your world is a place of veiled consciousness. In order to be embodied in
physicalness, all frequencies should be assembled in a whole
very distresses, the many anxieties, are the result of conflict with the
limitless awareness in your races. This is the reason why your planet-races
cannot attain your own Selves [and] yet you desire to "possess" everything.
The reflections of your evolutionary state of physicality, causes your races
not to live comfortably on your planet. Your present religions cause your
races to unify [the idea of] your physical bodies with your abstract egos.
You call this "progress". We do not. Stop looking to your physicality to
bring you enlightenment. Your bodies are the effect of the cause, which is
intent, moved by emotion, which creates physicality.
During previous past times in your 3rd density, education of the soul took
many incarnations of life and death of the physical body. Situations and
reincarnations would reflect this system it appears. All beings would
transcend your physicalness in accordance with the degree of consciousness
attained. Since it appears that your races, having no concept of the Law of
Consistency, became very fragmented in extremes. Religions became
of beliefs, and conflicts among your races took place. The worship of belief
systems and idolatry came into existence.
Now, the technology of advanced races in higher densities have taken control
of your evolutionary systems, and by means of this systems' control, the
evolution of certain dimensions.
Reincarnations have become history, and by this means your races,
others [races] than yours, have a probability of DIRECTLY attaining your
The reason for telling you this truth in all clarity is to free you of the
conflicts and contradictions, so your races can attain the truth as soon as
possible. So, don't ask us about yourself, ask ABOUT yourself TO your own
If your races cannot attain the truth and cannot be unified with
ORIGINAL INTENT, we will not be able to be in touch with your planet races.
Since the EGO CONSCIOUSNESS in your races still goes on, and since you
cannot break the denial of your inner self, your race becomes detrimental to
the planet and to your planetary system.
At this moment, there are many beings who cannot attain genuine respect for
Self and Self-Awareness in our galaxy. They, as well, are being kept under
control. Their evolution's are being made in an indirect way.
Your races have also been
persecuted and manipulated by other galactic races
from planetary systems negatively charged, other than your own. Since during
your different past time periods they have tried to prove to your ancestors
their own TECHNICAL POWER, fear has been CREATED in your races. We have
returned, to convey the truth, to erase these fears.
Since your planet is the site of both the most primitive and most high
maturity, it is very full of contradictions. Your religions which helped
many to evolve, have not been released. Your races have refused to let go of
a system of beliefs that have not serviced your planet for the last 453
rotations of your star [years]. Be freeing you of this, and with the use of
COMMON SENSE, we hope your races will attain your OWN SELVES, and BECOME
FULLY INDEPENDENT. Be at one."
In their perspective, and that's what it is, it's obvious that there is not
just "one truth". There are many truths. The one truth is that we all exist.
That we know, that we all have an essence that is undefinable and truly
eternal. They said that somewhere around the beginning of December 2013,
third density will implode. It will implode. What does that mean?
know if this is true, but they say, and they are convinced, that literally
what is going to happen is that there is going to be a graduation out of
physicality. That means that a lot of us are going home, and that means that
a lot of others are going to start over again. A lot of this has to do with
According to the Andromedans, our physicality is the sum total
of 22 different races that have come down here, spend the "weekend", messed
with us and then took off and went home. Intermingled, left children behind
and just took off. The Egyptian pharaohs are a perfect example of this.
"blue-bloods", the Rothschilds who are also "blue-bloods" are also another
example of this. Their blood is copper-based. That's ET. OK? The thing about
copper-based blood is that you don't need a lot of oxygen. Your physicality
tends to grow and have a larger lung capacity.
So, living in a lot of
environments where we couldn't becomes possible. Now, what is interesting is
that in our physicality, what we know as earth, our atmosphere is getting
thinner and thinner. I know that there is a lot of talk about the ozone,
that the "ozone crisis" is a myth. There is an ozone crisis. We are all
partly responsible for destroying our environment.
According to the Andromedans, 3500 years ago the oxygen content of the
atmosphere was between 34% and 38%. They say that today it is literally less
than 17%. Now, those of you that have studied biology know what happens to
the physical body when the oxygen content goes below 15%.
Your body dies.
Now, why is this happening? Because there are a group of Terran humans that
have been made a promise by a group of extraterrestrials that have
belief systems that if they will get rid of some of the races on the planet,
that these extraterrestrials will use their technology and "restore the
earth" to its original state. Some of that genocide was to be done using
viruses. As most of you know, the "AIDS" virus was created.
There are others
that are coming, including anthrax and bubonic plague. All of these things
are coming back "new and improved", I'm afraid to say, because there are
some really truly crazy people who are positions of power on our planet.
Many of them go back and forth from our planet to the moon.
Now, you don't
have to buy any of this, and that's OK, but I can tell you this. In the next
ten years you will absolutely know this for a fact. Richard Hoagland will be
vindicated. There are ruins on almost all the planets in our solar system.
There is life as we speak on
Uranus (below), right now. There's life. Plant life and
As we speak. It's there. If you want to do something to burst
everybody's bubble, get them to send a satellite there. If you have any
connections, get them to keep the cameras rolling as it enters the
Anyway, I want to talk about genetics. I want to read you something that I
was given in August 1996, and it took me quite a while to get it to Val, and
it's about genetics.
Apparently we all had copper-based blood systems at one
time. All of our physiology was based on copper. We were all
We were all royalty. In fact, we still are royalty. It's just that our
physiology is not working the same. The reason it isn't is that apparently
because of a nuclear war that occurred here. One of the nuclear wars that
Now, why earth? First, it's a really beautiful place. It's
not the only planet that has water. When you listen to the scientists talk
about "the different moons that have water on them", you have to ask
yourself, "where did the water come from?". If you have a moon that has no
atmosphere, how did the water get there? Because it wasn't always there. It
wasn't always like that. It had an atmosphere.
They were moved. Even earth
was moved from its orbit - twice. There is a possibility that they want to
do it again. The "flood of Noah" was a result of the moving of earth from
its original orbit. That is was caused it. We are talking about huge ships
that can move planets. They have this technology. But, that's all it is --
Apparently, we can do these things with our own minds, if we are
disciplined enough and cleared focused in our intent. And, that is exactly
what you are taught here at the school, to remember who we originally were
before we fell into time and physicality.
So, I will read this to you:
"In your linear time of 3rd density measurement, of 439,231 rotations ago
[years], war on a grave scale occurred in your Solar System. This aggression
occurred against those on your worlds that included not only you Terrans,
but also those called
Nibiru. This invasion of your systems by
Orion was led
by a queen named Suttee. This (war) was destructive on many levels
[frequencies) of physicality.
"We will focus tonight on your
Terran physical form. It matters little of
those who hear you, Alex, who do not listen. Please share (this) regardless
of (any) emotion returned to you in challenge. When your science truly
removes their bigotry, they will discover of the wisdom of it (what is said
here). The last grave conflict was very harmful to your physical form. Many
weapons of destruction, many of atom-splitting (nuclear weapons) have been
used. This is the reason for most of your Terran skin tones. We shall
"Orion was and is most interested in the females of your race. Because of
the pro-creation (reproductive) and genetic strengths. We want to share (the
fact) that much of your Terran history has been misleading in its truth by
those who eventually conquered in control of your solar system (those in
control rewrote history to hide the truth).
Nibiru won, but only a short
battle, before they and other outposts were forced to leave (the solar
system) because of genetic damage. Your original races were green-skinned.
This we know, because of large copper traces in your Terran 22 blood type
(refers to the composite of human genetics which comprise genetic codes from
22 humanoid species).
Also, the pituitary and thyroid (glands) were fully
functional (at that time). The genetic damage to these organs was caused by
(the) radioactivity in (the) air and all things of contact (on all things in
the environment). The air was like this for a long time.
" It (the radioactivity in the environment) caused the
genetic memory of
these organs (genetic memory of full-use capacity) being closed and almost
atrophied (caused the function of the organs to shut down and the organs to
atrophy). Your world experienced drastic changes in climate and massive
magnetic fluctuations. Your different skin tone races are a result of an
edema damage to your blood (changes in blood chemistry). It was (then)
necessary for survival to create self-sufficient and contained environmental
habitats, (both) above and below the surface.
Now folks, this is what the "garden of E-den" was. It was an artificially
created environmental habitat. It's like what Richard Hoagland has been
talking about. You build a dome and then you terraform underneath it. It's
exactly what these were.
Much of the fossilization of your terran remnants is caused by this
radiation of your planet (here they imply that ambient radiation plays a
part in fossilization processes). Your system contained three suns at that
time. Only two remain (one is on the opposite side of the visible sun, and
rotates in such a way that it is hidden from view from the perspective of
Your physicality (body) in its original form contained a great
balance of zinc, copper, magnesium and iron. Your true (original) blood
color was green, like your chlorophyll. Some, we have discovered, even had
(blood of a) gold tint. As such (at that time) your physicality (body) could
survive in a high carbon dioxide (content) atmosphere. Because of this skin
color green, the (only) stars in your system that affected your physical
form were in the color spectrum of orange-red, blue and green.
Now, think about that. If you can picture in your mind that everything is a
holograph, which is a group of frequencies ....
"Many of your Terran races were stranded on the surface. The genetic changes
were the result of radiation damage. Your race (skin color) went from green,
to red (Native Americans, Egyptians and Mayans), to yellow (Asians), to
black (Afro-Americans and Africans), and then to white. Your white races
were then considered then to be genetically weakest.
Now, this puts a whole new light on prejudice, doesn't it? I know the Nazis
aren't happy about this. It's just as well. I don't like them anyway.
"As such, the survivors and descendants of the war were genetically altered
and became white through edema (he means anemia?) And they were persecuted
and (were) forced to live underground, only to surface 5,508 rotations
(years) ago to the surface of your world."
Now, somebody had read this on the Leading Edge website and sent me an email
message that said that the "white race" had appeared somewhere out of the
mountains of Tibet, some time ago. I don't know it that's true or not, but
I'll ask Val.
The copper blood line is (now) a small race on your world (Note: He has to
be referring to the 'blue blood' self-declared nobility), but it is
strongest genetically. Your native red nation race is very strong and
easiest to discover and understand.
This might explain the penchant for abduction of those with 'red' genetic
bloodlines, and also the relative genocidal murder of the 'red' races
white, because if you are a coward, you suppress what you consider to be
stronger than yourself. Of course, many of us don't do much about this, and
say "I don't want to get involved, it's their problem and their issue". We
owe it to them to get involved. We owe it to ourselves.
"The red is the closest to the original form among you. Your physicality had
a natural defense to positive and negative frequencies (due to the) copper
mineral in your blood (resistance to electromagnetic variation). This lack
(now) of copper in your blood has caused a partial loss of brain capacity
and nervous system (capacity). Remember (that) your DNA contains cellular
memory. It is possible to unlock this memory with (the) use of minerals such
as copper. Your blood systems (are) adapted (now) to iron, because of copper
depletion due to (ambient) radiation. We will share more, but we must return
now. Be at one, Alex."
Human Evolutionary Stages of Development
I have talked with Morenae and Vissaeus about maturity, and how to grow.
When all of this started, they didn't tell me that I would be speaking to
people, or that I would be required to speak. That's because I didn't read
the fine print on the contract. You have to read the fine print, folks. Do
yourself a favor.
Anyway, I wanted to read to you what they told me about
the stages a human being goes through in development. Now, this doesn't
apply to only us. There are human beings everywhere, not only on our plane
of physicality, but also on other planes. I want you to know that even
though you may not see them, there is a physicality on the other planes.
It's not a situation where there are "whispering little clouds, with a light
breeze and if you're lucky one will blow through you and say, "hello, how
are you?". That's not what it is. It's a lot more complicated than that. So,
these are the evolutionary stages a human being goes through:
The Wandering: Where we come from, why, our purpose and gathering our
Initiation: Preparing our own path, each one different and hopefully
Honoring: Understanding the Source of our creation. Recognizing the sacred
in oneself. (I guess that is exactly what you are being taught here at the school, how to
recognize your sacredness.)
Stating Intention: Realizing and acknowledging ones true purpose to create
Surrender: Letting go of control to allow vulnerability. To learn what is
Embrace Our Own Darkness: Walking into the unknown parts of Self. Being and
becoming the Void.
Lighting the Flame in the Heart: Connecting to Self and finding meaningful,
Transformation: Climbing the ladder of self-responsibility, to hold a vision
of Being One-ness, Being the vision that alters all perception.
Becoming Human: Empathy and compassion toward all. Being in truly
(And folks, I have learned that for me, that is the secret of life -
relationships, because they all mirror back part of us.)
Walking The Path: Integrating all of life's experiences. Being a teacher by
Service: Discarding the illusion of separateness. Total approach to life in
humility and joy.
The Worship of the Isness: The worship of the Isness is the creation of
The Isness is their concept of Creator, what we refer to as "God". I don't
like to use the connotation "God" much any more because our perception of it
here is based on Biblical teachings, and the "God" in the Old and New
Testaments are both extraterrestrials. They're not "the big Guy" .... The
"big Gal", sorry.
The Issue of "Fear"
Fear is a big issue. Not in this room but outside this room it is. It is
with me on "bad days" , you know. So, it would like to share with you their
perspective of fear and trying to understand it:
"In your time and space at present is a great challenge to you all. That
would be the expression of fear. For any of you to be in fear is to lack
clear understanding of most situations. We have observed on your world that
your world is at a most confused point in history and evolvement.
understand your remarkable drive and commitment to be alive (survival). We,
however, are not understanding of your need to create tools of death,
expecting (that) they will keep all in a space of "understanding and peace."
We have observed that you build, create and plan in a space of fear, not in
a consciousness of love, so your defensive position of institutions that
create and employ are always then in a state of unraveling and
disintegration. We share this with you, because they drain you and your
earth of energy, both the spiritual and materially physical.
Fear always has to feed.
Fear does not create itself. The fear we observe is
difficult for us to understand. It depletes you of the focus on the original
Now, they refer to this a lot, but they have never come out and said what
the original intent was, but I suspect it is that definition I read you in
"It is elusive. It's a very secretive energy.
Fear withholds love. This is
most saddening to see and feel. How can we share understanding and love,
when so many of you are withholding from Self and each other. Please try to
feel the words.
We as a race are trying to express to your race that one of
your original intentions in creating your physical reality is the idea of
creating and learning to manipulate and express yourselves through
physicality, using your consciousness. It is your consciousness that is the
gift of the Is-ness.
That the Is-ness has given you, and in fact all things
that bear Spirit. It is the gift that has been clouded, and most
importantly, clouded by fear. This creation of fear is completely irrational
to who you all are. Fear, as we ourselves at one time as Lyran ancestors,
sought to defend and legitimize withholding of love. We have come to
understand that withholding love only creates perpetual disintegration.
We have discovered in our own galaxy the ruins of vast races, having
achieved recognition, that have ceased to exist. They destroyed themselves,
simply because they withheld love and drained the very life force out of
their intent, and imploded and destroyed their self-creation.
Fear is the
opposing projection to original intent. The first projection of fear is
denial, an emotion of incredible restriction. As a restriction, denial and
fear will result in the complete opposite reality as that which it claims to
be. Fear is based, in our perspective, on a misunderstanding of one's own
worth, and security. Why is this so? We have formed a perspective, based on
Your many religions have helped and hurt this process. Some of your world
beliefs have many convinced that they are "sinful creatures of nature".
Now, I just want to add something here. In one of my conversations with
Morenae, the word "sin" came up. I brought it up. I was born and raised a
Catholic, so I was fully indoctrinated. He told me that the word "sin" is a
word that is pre-Sumerian, and that the word "sin" originally
defect. So, maybe that will help you with a perspective when you read the
Bible again. If you should read it again. Let me start this over again:
"Some of your world beliefs have many convinced that they are "sinful
creatures of nature". Your scientists teach that your physical form is a
"pool of chemicals" thrown together by accident so that "you are all an
accident", living meaningless lives of chance"
[Editor note: Here we see the expression of the Darwinian and
paradigms that orthodoxy consistently thrusts on the public as belief
Folks, the first group of ET's are not going to be benevolent, but they are
going to pass themselves off as benevolent, and they are going to be telling
you that we are "their creation", and that they "own" us because they
"created us". The fact of the matter is that they didn't. It's another lie,
and the first group that gets here will probably be those from Sirius B that
will be openly contacting us.
[Editor note: Several contactees in November 96 are purporting to convey
information from the "Federation" are dealing with those from
Sirius B, who
have been among those conveying advanced manipulative technology to world
power factions for at least three decades, and who are known to participate
in the abduction and manipulation of humans]
They're "full of shit", OK? The game continues, and a lot of people are
going to fall for it because the earth will be going through changes, and
they'll come down and say "we'll save you", and "this is the Way", and so on
and so forth. Basically what they are going to do is to use our free will
Because that is all you have is your free will. It's the
only true sovereignty you have in this holograph we call existence. You are
because you wanted to be. It's that simple. And, if you don't "want to be",
you can change that too. But, it's your decision. Let's continue with what
they had to say:
"You fear a "God" whom a book says is a 'loving and forgiving God', who will
'eternally throw you into an abyss' for making mistakes."
This creates serious dysfunction, don't you think? You think, "which way do
I go?" and you do nothing.
" It is in our perspective (that this is) where this fear of unworthiness
and insecurity is created from. Many in your world, Alex, have come to
understand that fear, and the idea of fear, is their enemy. All of you
struggle between understanding and fear, and reason and fear. Please, we ask
you to share this with your race: this "struggle" is in no way
pre-determined. Our perception is that this struggle will lead your world to
either peace and self-responsibility, or to extinction as a race. This would
grieve us. It's time to return you now."
I was given this information on February 9, 1991.
So, in dealing with the reflections that Morenae and Vissaeus have given me
about our race, it has been difficult to want to come back here, especially
when I've seen how they treat each other. Now, I lived with them for three
months in 1986. But in our linear time I was only gone eighteen minutes.
Time travel is great thing! The first time I was brought on an Andromedan
mother ship, which was 900 miles in diameter and completely self-contained
worlds, I had to wear a belt that would keep my physicality together, so
that I could spend this time with them.
The craft I was on had 24 different
levels, and in the middle of this craft is a park that is 21 miles on each
side, with trees and everything. They use extensive technology in
holographs, and they can literally create their sunrise and sunset. The
trees and plants grow, because it is a holograph, but it is real, even
though they are creating it with technology.
They teach their children in the middle of these parks. Everything is done
in nature, very much like the native Americans used to do. The first time I
walked on the ship, down a corridor and into this huge space, the children
that were there moved away from me. I was really hurt, and Morenae said to
me, "It isn't you. We have been teaching them about your race." They were
afraid of us.
[Editor note: I asked Alex later to clarify this, and the "fear" the
children felt was intellectual in nature - an intellectual avoidance. The
Zenetaen race from Andromeda are in essence like a race of "little Spocks"
and do not "react" in the same way earth humans do.]
To the children, I represented our race. I do the best I can, but I have my
own stuff to work out too. So, they're learning and I am amazed that they
still want to come back here and help. Another time, I had been waiting for
them and they finally showed up, and as I was walking into the control room,
as I was being led by another Andromedan, Morenae was looking at a bunch of
monitoring devices on the wall that were analyzing our atmosphere, and he
I said to him, "what's the matter?" He just pointed to the
atmosphere and said, "don't they understand that it's here because they
needed it?" They don't understand our suicidal tendencies. I guess they have
the perspective that we should really known better. I don't know where they
got that idea.
Another time, Vissaeus was monitoring television broadcasts and he had been
watching a news broadcast about a shooting in Chicago, where a policeman
shot a black man and then rushed over and tried to save his life. He had a
hard time trying to understand why the policeman would try to take the life
and then try to save him. He didn't understand the contradiction, and I
don't know that they still have dealt with that.
You know, that which we
accept as "reality" is extremely foreign in concept to a lot of other
different races. They simply don't understand it, and there's no way we
could truly 'rationalize' it to them, when they themselves come from a
'space' of unconditional love and mutual respect. I have not done a good job
in trying to explain it to them, because when I really stop to think about
it, it doesn't make any sense to me either.
So, as Val would say, it's time
for a new paradigm. I guess that is what is going on here at the school with
you, those before you and those that will come after you.
What Makes a Human Being
I have given a lot of thought to our race, and the character issues, and I
just want to share with you some of my thoughts on the human race, and about
people. A lot of this comes from my own experience, dealing with 'us':
A human being whose heart shows no passion is a person who
doesn't have a
A human being who doesn't give from the heart is a person
will lie to you.
A human being whose heart is committed to nothing is a person who will not
try, but will only take.
A human being who is not willing to risk or take chances for love, is a
person who is absolutely empty inside, already 'dead'.
I have come to these conclusions because of my relationship with Morenae and
Vissaeus. I absolutely love these two beings. They are my 'fathers', my
'brothers', my friends, and in some respect even my 'sons', because I have
had the opportunity to teach them.
Most Human's Haven't a Clue About What's Happening
You know, there is so much information out there that is totally bogus. I
went to the Star Visions Conference. There was a guy there who had some
pictures of a craft, and he said that he has been in contact with the Sirians, and he mentioned
Sirius B. Then, he went on to make a speech in
which he said that "Jesus Christ is a starship commander who lives on
underground in a place called Valley of the Echoes, and that they are coming
back, there will be a war and that those who are not in favor of Jesus will
The people there gave this guy a standing ovation. I'm not
kidding. They have this guy a standing ovation. It was really sad, because
these people don't have a clue. They don't want to take responsibility. They
can totally thwart this war. We don't have to do anything about this as long
as we started working and learning to live with each other, granting mutual
respect, having natural tolerance for our race.
I know its not easy, because
of all the conditioning, but folks, I need your help. I desperately need
your help. We don't need to create the "book of revelations', but that is
exactly what is being done. There are beings out there that have technology
that are more than happy to help us play this thing out, because we are a
threat to them. The reason we are a threat to them is because of not only
who you are spiritually, but also because our genetics.
Our physically is a combination of the human extraterrestrial and the
primate race. This melding is what has given us our incredible extremes of
emotion, which is why we can hold so much creative energy inside of us. This
is why the Andromedans are in awe of our creative energy and why they are so
concerned. They have to use technology to create some of their physicality.
They are amazed that when you leave your house everything is still
there when you come back. It doesn't disintegrate. Now, if you live in south
Los Angeles, perhaps you have to worry about your stuff not being there.
They are amazed at that. The intent and the energy it takes to create all
the little things that you have on your shelf. They are amazed. They don't
have all the little "stuff" that we have.
According to the Andromedans, and other races who have discovered this, in
our holographic universe, there are 11 layers or densities, and now
apparently there is a 12th. This is their perspective. They say that we fell
into time and physicality, and they many of the other extraterrestrial races
are fascinated by what it is that we know, locked up inside of us.
we have already evolved to that level and came back to start over again.
They don't have access to what they think we know, which is apparently
locked up inside of us. Not only that, but apparently we specifically chose
this physicality and its vibration because it is able to hold such an
extreme of emotions.
When you couple idea with the idea that this
physicality is also made up of 22 races, including the Andromedan race, they
say that every single one of you is "royalty" on this planet. They say that
many of the other extraterrestrial races, particularly the
acknowledge this, because of the fact that we are spirit and we have these
genetics inside of the bodies we are using.
The "dark ones", which include the Grey Men, see us as "beasts"
the primate component. They say, how can we allow this to surpass us? This
is why there is constant genetic and mental manipulation here. The negatives
are concerned that once we move out of our "prison" of third density that we
will radically "change everything". We will. I don't know about you, but I
need a change!
The Andromedans told me that I am one of four contactees, and that
apparently more will be added in the very near future. I hope some of that
has to do with my griping. I have bitched and moaned. There are not enough
people to do this. The reason that I and the other three people were chosen
in the 'first round' is because that apparently when they were here 62,300
years ago and had a colony here for 65 years, I was one of them that was
There was a battle and they were chased out of here, and I (my body)
was killed. So, I know that I am from another place. In fact, all of you
here are. Your souls were not "born and hatched" here. I can tell you that.
They say that our universe, in terms of our reckoning of linear time, is a
21 trillion year-old hologram. They also say that there are 100 trillion
galaxies in this universe, including all dimensions. One hundred trillion!
And some people still don't think there's life out there! I don't know what
to do with folks like that, you know?
I have some really good friends that I
work with that are very good people, very awesome people, full of integrity,
but they are convinced that there is going to be a 'rapture' and that 'they
don't have to do anything' but just wait. God, that pisses me off. I mean,
there is so much to do and they are just going to sit on their butt and
wait? I said to one guy, "suppose He changes his mind?" He says, "well, He
couldn't do that" I said, "is He God?" He said, "yes". "Well." I said, "then
he could!. Oh, God I am so frustrated.
You know, I feel the 'pressure' of things starting to get 'tighter' and
'smaller', and it's really great to see all of you here. I was very
disillusioned last weekend, and I basically said to myself "that's it, I'm
fed up, I've had it." I even thought about not coming here to give this
talk, because I was just so burned out. Well, you know folks, it isn't easy
walking these two worlds". You know? Yes, I know that you know. Right. I
forgot who I was talking to.
And, well, there are times that I go out for walks at night and I try and
call them down, and they don't always come. And, I look at my wife and I say
to myself, do I need to put all of my energy into this? Can I do both? There
are times when I truly wrestle with where it is I want to be.
two realities are so extreme. When I go up with them, I am so free I can't
even put it into words. When I come back, there's the phone bill, the
electric bill, the gas bill, the car payments, the insurance-- all these
little things, and I say to myself, "God, they really have the right idea -
they keep it all really simple." All their energy goes into creating
They are not distracted by all this other stuff. I wrestle with
that a lot. I haven't come to a conclusion yet. I'll keep you posted.
Human Children Being Taken Off the Planet Each Year
Some of the missing children on this planet have not only been taken by the
Greys, by Orion, but also by the Pleaidians. Now, apparently in the systems
in Aldebaran, there are human Terran colonies. The
Pleaidians have taken
human children from here.
When I asked Morenae if they had permission to do
this, he said, "no, there were many broken hearts left behind." Ok. Again,
whatever the justification is, it's still a violation of free will. And
that's how you have to measure somebody else's actions. Sirius has also been
There were many children taken underground, not only by our
government. Many of the children were ....eaten. I want you to know that the
Andromedans have confirmed this. Ladies and gentlemen, these children are
our future, whatever it is going to be. They are our future. You've got to
protect your families. The family is the target. Because, that will pull the
rug out from underneath our society in a heartbeat.
A lot of people, even if
they are cowards, find their strength in their families. When that doesn't
exist, we have big-time problems. Children are leaving this planet at the
rate of at least 100,000 per year from all over the world, and you're not
hearing about it.
The Implosion of the Corrupt United States Government in 1997
They are just being taken out of here, and some of the ET's feel they have a
'right' to do it. Basically, this reflects a 'deal' that was cut with the
world governments. I wanted to share that with you because it might help you
when things totally start to unravel.
For those of you who are Americans,
you are about to witness the great implosion of the United States
Government, starting after April 1997. It is going to just start to unravel
The lies and truths are going to start to come out, and people are going to
be blown away at how corrupt your government is. Well, maybe not you. Again,
I forgot who I was talking to. You have to understand, I don't usually talk
to an educated crowd like this. This is really a treat for me. I mean, you
guys are just awesome.
The Andromedan Holographic Language
Let's look at some of the holographic language symbols of the
Now, remember that you have to pull these symbols up off the board into
three dimensional form and be able to move all the way around them. I am not
an expert on how holographs work, but in these holographs, if you could see
them physically all the way around, is contained information.
when given holographically to another race, totally tells them everything
about the Andromedan race:
Apparently, we are supposed to be able to do that, and apparently do, but we
don't understand how it works.
This is the symbol for love or,
If they were to project this symbol inside of your consciousness, in this
one symbol would be everything they know about mutual respect.
simple. It doesn't take 200 pages to explain love. There it is.
This is the
symbol for Earth physicality. When they give this symbol, it contains our
entire Earth history:
Again, you lift this symbol off and look at it dimensionally, underneath it,
above it, and inside is contained information.
This is the symbol for "war"
This is a much more complicated symbol for the Earth races:
Now, this next symbol should be interesting for you.
It is supposed to